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HANDLEBARS 🛵

Woozi x deliverygirl!Femreader (⸝⸝⸝>﹏<⸝⸝⸝)
Synopsis: You’ve always loved hard — and this time is no different. But maybe the ground won’t be so painful this time.
Warnings: uhhh nothing really! blood and motorcycle crash mention (not serious!), simp reader, Seungkwan cameo, awkward Woozi, strangers to maybeeee lovers, they never get out the elevator because im lazy
Genre: romance, sfw!, woozixfemreader, (°▽°)
a/n: this is based on Handlebars by Jennie, but also I kinda went off the rails. its silly lol
Word count: 5.2k something-ish
******* (づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡ <(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝<) *******
You’ve always had a big heart.
Remembering far back as you could, sobbing in your mom’s arms as you watched the Grinch, (yes, the Grinch), she’d laugh. Caressing your hair as you cried into her shirt, soaking it — “Maybe like him; your heart is three sizes big.” She’d coo, “All that love in your heart, it’s a lot isn’t it?”
And she was right. Your heart is big, and you were scolded for it more than celebrated. Like that one time, when you were caught with several stray cats in your room. You claim, guilty as your mother dropped them off to an adoption center, you couldn’t leave them to sleep outside. Your heart ached too much to watch it happen!
Then there was that one time, when you learned that some kids in the world didn’t have access to proper meals everyday. Making a vow to have a hunger strike — until you cried so hard over how hungry you got, and that some kids felt like that all the time. Your parents force fed you food and water after dehydrating yourself like a raisin after the tears.
So it wasn’t surprising, when you were doing your job delivering food (not your favorite part time job so far, but with the rent in Seoul, who could complain?) your eyes immediately caught a figure. Sitting outside of a coffee shop, focused on his work on a laptop.
Pale skin, dark black hair that hit his eyebrows so perfectly — you couldn’t help but gape your mouth, eyes wide, as your heart beat flooded your senses.
Actually, so loud, you couldn’t hear the warnings of honks and yells as your motorcycle barrels into another coffee shop’s storefront.
CRASH!
Disrupting the work of some college students, you fall forward into some tables and chairs. The fried chicken you were delivering soaring into the air as you settle onto the ground, next to some spilled coffee.
Despite the ache in your bones, or the way your brain rattled in your skull, your eyes immediately shoot to the man you were so distracted by. Glancing towards your direction, the loud noise and crash attracting many concerned bystanders.
You widen your eyes, oh god, is he looking at me? He is! He really is!
The dazed fuzzy warm feeling, most likely a sign of a concussion, you took it as a different sign — that you found the love of your life.
The corners of your lips naturally turning up into an awe filled smile.
“Ma’am — you’re bleeding!”
You blink, finally addressing the real warm feeling rushing to your head, your hand going past your flustered cheeks to your forehead.
Oops.
Despite the helmet, seemed like your head was bleeding, according to the blood on the pads of your fingers.
But you shrug it off, letting out a breathy laugh as you turn to concerned strangers, urging you to go to the hospital. Shaking your head, you reassure them all with a bright smile — “I’m okay! Really, thanks though!” As you hastily show off your condition by fixing the ran over tables and chairs.
Picking the motorcycle back up, dusting off your clothes, you get back on. Glancing up to see the love of your life back on his laptop across the street, probably going back to work after seeing the situation resolved.
You glance back at the poor fried chicken orders on the pavement. Biting your lip, you decide to rev the cycle up once more, leaving them in the dust to ride across the street.
I mean, it’s not that important, right? You can always order more chicken, but could you do that with love? The answer was no. The customers would understand.
You park hastily right in front of the coffee shop with a screeching halt of your poor motorcycle. Eyes trained on the handsome man focused on his work. You take your helmet off, smoothing and combing out your helmet hair. Even wiping some of the blood off your forehead — you wanted to look your best, after all.
And there you were, finding yourself right in front of him.
So close, you could see his face much more clearly. Cute, crescent shaped eyes. Pale skin that made you squint your eyes from how bright he was. Dark black hair that was neatly hitting his pale brows. Your heart was pounding so loud you could hear it in your ears, and it beating out your chest. So hard, it might break through your ribcage right onto the table where his laptop and coffee was.
An americano? Right, typical, but it’s charming that he ordered one. Why is it so perfect that he drinks them?
You clear your throat, hands in front of your lap as you look at him so intensely.
He looks up, and you feel like your heart may stop — as well as time. Your eyes wide, cheeks flushing as you make eye contact. Breath hitching, almost forgetting to breathe. Let alone, talking to him.
He blinks, perplexed for a moment, glancing at your slightly disheveled appearance, to the motorcycle parked clumsily at the curb. An embarrassingly noticeable dent in the front, one you definitely were gonna feel with a deduction to your paycheck.
He hesitates, furrowing his brows, darting his eyes back to you. “Um, are you the —“
“Are you single?”
You interrupt him immediately, hoping to use your courage before it leaves you. But this only leaves him more in disbelief than before. Already confused why the delivery person who he just watch crash into some tables across the street was suddenly in front of him. Even more — that you’re hitting on him.
“I — what?” He stammers, and you can’t help but feel a little giddy inside. His voice was nice, light and higher than expected. But it fit him so well.
“I couldn’t help but uh, notice you. So I thought, you know, why not? Might as well, you know, ask.” You say shrugging with a sheepish smile. Rocking on the balls of your feet, like a little school girl.
“Notice me? From where?” He asks baffled, glancing around, before landing on your motorcycle again.
His eyes wide as he realizes, you chuckle, waving it off casually. “Uh, well, I was driving and I couldn’t help it. Needed to stop and just like, um… introduce myself.” You say, with the audacity to be a little shy.
He doesn’t respond for a second, eyes wide as saucers as he looks at you in disbelief, stop and introduce yourself? You crashed into a storefront!
He lets out an awkward laugh, darting his eyes around. “Oh, I see.” He nods, paling, which felt impossible from his already fair skin.
You hold your hand out, “I’m y/n.” You introduce, smiling brightly. You glance down, see some marks on your hand from earlier, dirty from picking yourself off the ground. You quickly wipe it off on your jeans, clearing your throat with a muttered, “Ah, sorry,” before holding it back in front of him.
He’s speechless, to say the least. The one day he decided to work outside his apartment, and he’s meeting a complete crazy person.
“Oh, uh.” He hesitates, before knitting his eyebrows and deciding to shake your hand anyways. “Jihoon.”
You grin, “Jihoon? Thats a great name. I really like J names, they’re like, really good. Yours specially.” You compliment, your mind threatening to melt with the feeling of his hand in yours. Wow, he really was pale, with delicate hands. Surprisingly soft and everything.
“Um, thanks.” He says, pulling away from the handshake. Which you reluctantly let go of.
He watches as you pull up a chair, baffling him even more as you settle in front of him. You wince slightly, making him shake off his confusion, looking at you with more focused eyes.
“Oh uh, are you okay?” He asks concerned, furrowing his brows. “You crashed your motorcycle. I saw and heard it all the way here—“
He keeps talking, but all you could hear was angels singing, the birds chirping, and how light bended around him so perfectly. You smile so in awe, admiring him.
Also he cares that you might be hurt? He’s such a caring person, such a great trait for the love of your life to have.
“— do you need to go to the hospital?”
You snap out of it enough to shake your head, “Ah, it’s fine. I wasn’t going that fast anyways.” You say, fidgeting with the zipper of your jacket. “Thanks for asking.” You say softly, touched.
“Right.” He trails off, still eyeing you warily.
A small awkward silence follows, blinking as you admire his features. A little oblivious to how wide his eyes are, and the way he starts to turning away from you in his seat.
“Ah,” You start, catching him before he fully looks away, “So you’re number,” You smile, “Is that off the table?” You dare to ask, your eyes glancing to the actual table under your arms. You dust off the surface with your hand.
He cracks a awkward smile, flickering his eyes away as he taps his fingers against the table. “Well, um…”
His eyes flickering around to around you, away from you, and then panning right to your forehead. Eyes widening into saucers.
Suddenly, he reaches over, grabbing his napkin and holding it up. Your breath hitching as he comes closer. He smells so nice, and what was he doing? Is he gonna kiss me? Ah, this is a bit fast —
He stands, still reaching over the table as he presses the napkin against your forehead. His own eyebrows furrowed, his eyes panicked. “You’re bleeding! I think you really need to go to the hospital!”
What? You blink, finally paying attention to the lighthearted sensation in your head, and the warm liquid dripping to your eyebrow. But what the hell? You swear you wiped it before. Apparently the blood was something to worry about.
“Oh, so thats what that was —“
—
And suddenly you were in the hospital. Sitting timidly on the er hospital bed, twiddling your fingers as the doctor sighs. Flipping through the packet of papers on his clipboard, he speaks up. “You just have a concussion, and seemingly, some mild bruising.” He starts, before gesturing to your now bandaged head.
“Your skin split near your hairline when you crashed, but it should be fine now.” You nod, feeling the slight ache from the staples to close your wound.
But it doesn’t matter, because as the doctor speaks, your eyes drift to the side. Looking at Jihoon, standing there with his arms crossed. Eyebrows knitted as he looks and listens at the doctor.
You remember it, so vividly, as he pressed a napkin to your forehead. Urging you to get up to get to the hospital. (He basically saved you)
“So, she’s okay now?” Jihoon speaks up, causing the doctor to nod.
“Yeah, just some regular tylenol when you need it. Other than that, you guys can go.” He confirms, before nodding at both of you and walking away.
Once he was gone, you turn to Jihoon, smiling, “Thanks for taking me here.” You say genuinely.
He nods, sighing as he uncrosses his arms and stuffs them into his pockets. “Well, um. I didn’t really do much.” He counters.
Once you agreed to go to the ER, Jihoon immediately tried to call an uber. But you refused, saying that you needed to use the chicken place’s motorcycle and that you couldn’t leave it. Red faced, he reluctantly agreed and sat behind you stiffly as you cruised both of you to the nearby hospital. The feeling of his arms around your waist almost making you even more lightheaded. But it wouldn’t do well for both you and the love of your life to crash and die, would it?
“It was dumb to make you drive.” He says, “You should’ve just let me call someone for you.” He suggests, as he finally meets your eyes again. The simple interaction making your heartbeat.
You adjust on the thin cot, “No it’s fine. I don’t really have anyone anyways,” You say, waving your hands, “Your presence is enough!”
“Ha, right.” He nods sheepishly, “At least you’re alright.”
For once it seems like a genuine smile, the way the corners of his lips turn up slowly, his shoulders relaxing as if the storm has finally passed. Your own eyes focused as he lets out a sigh of relief.
But your admiration falls short, when you hear hurried footsteps, and the hospital curtain swings open.
Both of you turn your heads in surprise, as your very anxious friend holds the curtain tightly back. Panting heavily like he just ran all the way here.
And honestly, knowing him, he would. No matter how much he says he would never.
“Y/n?!”
He rushes over to your side, disregarding a confused Jihoon as he grabs your face. Moving it side to side as he squishes your cheeks, checking your condition.
He eyes your bandaged wound, “Aish — y/n! They said you got into a motorcycle accident!” He starts, as he hits your shoulder. You keel over, “Oh crap! Sorry — shit, are you okay?” He adds hastily, his scolding tone turned to a concern one as he pats your shoulders.
Jihoon watches silently, blinking as this mysterious man fusses over you. Wait, is he your boyfriend or something?
“Oh, I thought you didn’t have anyone to call.” Jihoon speaks up awkwardly, as he scratches the back of his neck. “Is this your emergency contact?”
“Oh, this is Seungkwan —“
Seungkwan straightens up, his worried look changing to an offended one as he glances between the two of you. “Anyone? Am I anyone?” Seungkwan starts, his tone dramatic, as he slowly turns back to you.
You can’t help but gulp, as his eyes widen angrily, and his hands find themselves on his hips.
“Y/n—“
“Since you’re okay,” Jihoon interrupts, holding his hands up as both you and Seungkwan turn to look at him, “I’ll get going.”
He picks up his bag, nodding at both of you, “Rest well.”
You widen your eyes, straightening up as you slip yourself off the cot. Ignoring Seungkwan by pushing his face away with your hand — “hey!” — your eyes trained on Jihoon as he turns to leave.
“Ah, wait —“ You start, your mouth opening and closing as you find an excuse for him to stay.
But he leaves as quickly as he entered your life, leaving you dumbfounded.
Blinking back your disbelief, and the biggest fumble of your life — you turn around to look at Seungkwan. Now sitting on the edge of the cot, feeling the thin fabric on the bed between his fingers curiously.
Narrowing your eyes, he feels your burning glare. Looking up to meet your gaze with a cluelessness that makes you want to wring your friend’s body like a wet towel.
“Who was that?” He asks, leaning back on his arm.
You don’t think twice before jumping Seungkwan.
—
You both sit at a plastic table, marinating in the smell of fried chicken and cleaning supplies of the chicken shop you unfortunately work at. Your forehead throbbing, as you nurse a beer from the refrigerator.
Seungkwan, across from you, sighs, “So that guy —“
“The love of my life.” You correct.
“Right.” Seungkwan says slowly, side eyeing you, “The love of your life. He took you to the hospital and stuff.” He recites, as he grasps his hands.
“Yeah, he rode on the back of the motorcycle.” You add with a small smile.
“What the hell? He doesn’t have a car? Y/n…” Seungkwan starts skeptically, before sighing. “Forget it, of course you don’t care.”
He clears his throat, “you didn’t get his number?”
You groan, throwing your face into your hands. “No, I didn’t get his number! He ran away before I could!” You whine, as you push yourself roughly back on the cheap chair.
You point your finger, Seungkwan raising his brows. “You, it’s all your fault.” You claim, a pout finding it’s way to your lips. “He probably thought you were my boyfriend or something, thats why he left.” You theorize, as Seungkwan scoffs, crossing his arms.
“Yeah right. Instead, he was probably freaked out by you, since you crashed your motorcycle because you saw him while driving.”
You both look out the window, at the parked motorcycle. The dent in the front obvious as ever, making both of you grimace.
You turn back, “Well, maybe. But! H-he stayed right?” I counter, holding my hands out, “Like come on. He could’ve ignored me.”
Seungkwan stares you down. “Y/n, you were bleeding.”
“Not when I went up to him!”
He sighs, rubbing his temples. Clearing his throat Seungkwan straightens up. “Okay, fine. Did you learn anything else about him?” He asks, determined to help you.
“His name is Jihoon,” You start, “He was working at the coffee shop near the bank.” You inform. Honestly, if he asked, you could probably recite the whole encounter like a book.
“Okay, so like nothing.” Seungkwan claims plainly. He sighs, shaking his head, “Fine, alright. Then, what if you go to that coffee shop again?” He suggests, holding his hand out.
“If he worked there, he might be a fan of that place. Why don’t you try that?” He continues, making your eyes light up.
You gasp, “Seungkwan,” You start seriously, leaning over to grasp his shoulders. “Thank you.”
“This was literally the most obvious thing to do first.”
You struggle to keep your appreciative smile on. “Okay, fuck you too.”
—
As always, you follow Seungkwan’s advice. Going into the fancy coffee shop around the same time you saw Jihoon. Taking your breaks from your delivery — the boss wasn’t actually that mad about the motorcycle! Maybe it was because he thought you were hot (which is a nuisance you’ll figure out later) — you sit at the same seat he did.
No matter how many overpriced coffees you bought to wait for his presence, it seemed like he just would never come back.
Maybe Seungkwan was right, maybe you did scare him off. Thinking about it days after it happened, You guess you could understand why. Maybe your hair was out of place, or it was the fact you started bleeding out of nowhere. Or that he had to accompany you to the hospital. Either way, there was a lot of possible reasons, sadly to your dismay.
The coffees have been doing their job though. As you no longer yawn when you do late night orders, even this particular one. Where the person ordered a box of chicken a minute right before closing. (No one was happy about that).
You sigh, taking your helmet off and putting it on your seat. Despite your fatigue, unwrapping the chicken from the back of the motorcycle with practiced ease.
Holding the box of chicken, you walk up to the large tall building — what is this place, like an office? — your tired feet taking you into the large lobby.
It’s quiet, as you’d expect at 1 am. The lights dim, no one around, as you walk up to the elevator. Pressing the up button with a lack of gusto.
Walking in, you lean against the metal wall, adjusting the box of chicken under your arm as you check the address. Narrowing your eyes, you mutter the words to yourself.
“Thirteenth floor, office number six,” You recite under your breath, as you rub your eye.
You don’t even care, when the pitter of hurried steps comes towards the elevator, the man placing his arm out to keep it from closing.
Seems like a lot of people in this building are working late, huh?
You finally look up at the elevator console, pressing the thirteenth floor, as the man next to you settles. “What floor?” You ask, as you lazily turn your head to look at the other person in the small elevator.
Your eyes widen, as your hand drops from the buttons to your side. Mouth parted in shock.
“Same floor,” He responds, as he runs his fingers into his hair. In the midst of his yawn, you can’t help but stare down his features.
Same black hair, this time pushed back. Clad in slacks, and a button up shirt, his sleeves rolled to his elbows. Oh my god. He’s hot as fuck.
Noticing your undisturbed stare, he looks away from the elevator door, to you. His eyes also blinking in recognition, “Oh, it’s you.”
YYEEESSSS! IT’S ME!!!!
Is what you wanted to scream, but you don’t. Instead, you nod, grinning wide. “Oh my god! What a coincidence!” You beam.
He lets out a small chuckle, “Yeah, seems so.” He starts, before glancing at your chicken delivery jacket, and the takeout under your arm. “Glad you still have that job,” He muses, “Hope you got that motorcycle fixed.”
Well, no, it’s been a week and you didn’t have the money for the repair. “Yeah, thanks!”
As the elevator raises, you move to stand beside him, your cheeks flushing from the proximity. God, was it normal to shake this much? You could feel sweat already beading on your forehead.
“How’s the um — how’s your head?” He asks, making a small gesture to you.
Your free hand shoots up to where your scratch was, the bandage long gone. “Ah,” You smile, “It’s healing well.”
“That’s good.” He nods, “Uh, Y/n, right?” He asks with furrowed brows. Oh my god. He remembered. He fucking remembered. Is this fate or what?
You nod enthusiastically, “Yeah, it is. Glad you remembered, Jihoon.” You reply softly.
He returns a shy smile back to you, before flickering his eyes away.
Clearing his throat, “Yeah. Um, sorry. I’m a little tired, so I —“
Jihoon’s words are interrupted with the sound of metal squeaking, the floor becoming unsteady, as the lights flicker.
You stumble, grabbing a hold of the elevator railing, as Jihoon looks around panicked.
After a couple more shakes, the terrible sound of sliding metal seizes, as the elevator stops.
Both of you stay silent for a moment. Shocked as you gather your bearings, you dart your eyes to Jihoon.
He slumps his shoulders, sighing, “Shit. Almost everyone has headed home,” He starts, “It’s gonna take like an hour for the service technician to get here.” He says as he walks up and presses the big red help button with annoyed force.
An hour? In a broken elevator?
Wait…
An hour… in a broken elevator… but with the love of your life.
An hour in a broken elevator with the love of your life.
If you could, you would get on your knees and sing praises to the universe. Seungkwan’s gonna laugh — but if this wasn’t divine intervention, what could you call this?
“An hour?” You repeat, sighing, shaking your head. “Damn, that sucks.”
Jihoon sighs, “Yeah, well,” He mutters, as he checks the time on his phone before slipping it back into his pants. “God, I was planning on going home soon.”
Not tonight!
“Me too, this was my last delivery.” You smile, holding up the box. Jihoon looking at it as he leans back against the metal wall.
“Ah,” He starts, scratching the back of his neck. “I think Soonyoung ordered it. We’re working on a project due tomorrow, sorry if the call was late. I told him to call like, chinese takeout or something that was 24 hours.”
You shake your head, “It’s fine, seriously. I mean, whats better than greasy fried chicken while working hard?” You smile, ignoring how you complained about the last minute order just a bit ago to your manager.
“Yeah, I guess.” He replies, sending you a short smile. He looks around the elevator, sighing. “Seems like the second time I’ve met you, it’s always been a less than ideal situation. You got bad luck or something?”
You laugh, as you set the chicken on the ground. “No, actually, I think it’s great luck.”
He furrows his brows, crossing his arms.
“Because I get to see you again.” You add absentmindedly.
A beat. Okay, maybe that was a little much. But you can’t help it, it was gonna come out anytime soon in the next hour.
You watch him carefully, as his pale cheeks tint pink, his eyebrows raised in surprise. He grips his triceps in his crossed arms tighter, “Huh, right.” He says, letting out an awkward chuckle. “You’re um, as forward as always.”
You blink, your own cheeks heat rising, “Ah, is it making you uncomfortable? I kind of get it a lot —“
“No, don’t worry! I’m just um, not used to it.”
You stop, your breath getting caught in your throat. Wait, no way.
“Not used to it?” You question a little dumbfounded, “But you’re…” Hot? Beautiful? Breathtaking? “… so attractive.”
He raises his brows, amused as he points his chin down. He chuckles, “Uh, well, if that’s true, you’re the only one making it known.” He responds, struggling to keep eye contact with you.
Still dumbfounded, you can’t help but take a step closer. He notices that.
“Seriously? Well then, they’re blind,” You say, “Or you know, just can’t feel like they can say it.” You explain, “Which is so messed up. You should know you’re hot. Literally so hot.”
“You, you have no filter, do you?” He asks bewildered, not being able to stop his ears turning red from your forward words. Your face so genuine, he can’t help but feel speechless.
“No not usually,” You admit, before knitting your brows. “Too much again? I just, even though you’re not interested, you should know.” You nod seriously, like you’re delivering important news.
“Who said I’m not interested?”
Hold on. You straighten up, “Hm? What?”
“Who said I’m not interested?” He repeats, crossing his arms, tilting his head away. He shrugs, “I never said that.”
You gape your mouth, blinking away your surprise. You shake out of it, clearing your throat. “What um, what about when you ran away at the ER?” You question.
“Ah,” He starts sheepishly, “I didn’t want to intrude. It seemed like —“
“He’s just a friend.” You add quickly.
“ — right. Yeah, I just didn’t want to bother you anymore.” He responds, “You know, so you could go home and rest.”
I’d crash my motorcycle a million times if it meant spending more time with you.
“I’ve uh, been visiting the same cafe you’ve been working at.” You add on a bit hesitantly, “Not in like a stalker way. Just like, when I get a coffee I don’t see you around.”
He quirks a corner of his lips up. He definitely did not believe you. “Our project here is due tomorrow, so the whole week I’ve been working nonstop in the office.” He responds, “That’s why you haven’t seen me there.”
You bite your lip, “Oh,” You sigh, deciding to lean on your side against the wall. Making you get a little closer to Jihoon, basically just a foot away from him.
You grab your arm, fidgeting with your sleeve, as you look at him. His ears still red, but he seems to be holding himself well. An amused smirk on his face, his arms crossed with his sleeves up as he leans so effortlessly against the wall. The glare of the elevator light hiding the look in his eyes.
Hold on, stop it. What are you doing?
You, with your big heart, why are you just standing around?
Jihoon’s interested. Or at least, you know he’s considering it. And with the small cut on your forehead that’s gonna leave a little scar — why the hell are you not doing anything?
Your heart beats hard in your chest, as your eyes trail back to him. Silent as you, as he checks the time on his phone.
“It’s been a while. I think, we’ve been here for 20 minutes.”
20 minutes and you haven’t made a real move.
WAKE UP.
When he looks back up, he makes eye contact. His eyes unassuming, not expecting anything. Catching your eye, he sends you a small and slightly sheepish smile. His eyes matching his smile in the way they crescent, that causes your chest to flutter.
“You know,” He clears his throat, adjusting his lean against the wall. “I can’t get the image of you crashing across the street out of my head. And then like… cruising over, like nothing happened, and talking to me.” He snickers, before his amused look turns into a softer one.
“It’s definitely… nothing anyone has done for me before. So I’m glad I get to uh, see you again.”
Fuck them handlebars, it’s time to throw caution to the wind. Again.
Taking a deep breath, you send Jihoon a determined look — which causes him to furrow his eyebrows in confusion from the sternness of your face — as you finally take a step closer.
Similarly to how you crashed into that storefront, you fall forward, crashing your lips with Jihoon’s.
In the chaste moment you pressed your lips to his, you already felt a strong assured feeling in your chest. The nerves you had just a millisecond ago replaced with the soft lips, molded so well to yours, disconnecting them would be cruel.
And yet, you do so, your breath getting caught in your throat as you lean back. Eyes opening slowly as you stare back into Jihoon’s bewildered eyes. Bewildering kiss, but not unwanted.
Bump, bump.
If this was a cartoon, you would shoot blood out of your nose and pass out. Jihoon having to call 911 once the elevator doors are pried open, as you lay in your own embarrassment and blood.
But it wasn’t, and all you could do was look hopefully into Jihoon’s eyes, hoping you didn’t overstep. That the handlebars you let go steered you into the right place.
And with a short breath — and a lick of his lips — Jihoon leans forward and connects his mouth with yours once again.
It’s apprehensive at first, beginning with another short kiss. But with the feeling of his warm breath on your lips, you part them once more and push forward.
Your knees weak as you rely on pushing Jihoon against the wall, hands finding place on his shoulders and then to the sides of his face. His hands finding their way to your waist, sliding to the small of your back.
If you were persistent, his lips were insistent. Keeping you close, his strong arms moving to embrace you tight in his hold. You’re melting into him, it’s only natural. Chest against chest, mouth to mouth.
Hell, if you could describe it, his kisses basically felt like a healing balm over the bruises, wounds, and aches from the day you crashed into that storefront.
He pulls back, face flustered, and breath heavy. You lean forward, chasing him with no thought. Eyes half opened, like the kiss hasn’t ended.
But he chuckles lightly — like music to your ears, when he holds your face still with his hands.
“I have a feeling,” He starts, quirking a corner of his lip as he watches you blink a few times as you recover. “That you’re always gonna be chasing after me. Like this.” He muses, flickering his eyes to your puckered lips turning into a pout.
You nod.
“Okay then.” He smiles, softening his grip on your face. Eyes twinkling, “I won’t stop you.”
You grin, pressing your nose tip to his. Yup, this was the love of your life.
And this damn elevator should just stay broken.
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𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: needy soonyoung, mc can be quite bitchy
𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: unprotected sex, creampie, so much kissing, oral (fem rec), mentions of rough sex, car sex, mentions of being sore from overstimulation, passionate sex, cockwarming, quickie (it’s not really quick) mentions of anal/anal play. Nicknames: Baby girl, baby, darling, honey, sweet cheeks, ice queen (hers) baby, baby boy, tiger boy, soonie (his)
𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: mature, 18+
𝐚𝐧: I can’t stop writing for hoshi right now. This inspired by the song of the same name by Sabrina carpenter. Thank you @naniwatig3r for beta reading and helping me with this story.
🎧: busy woman - sabrina carpenters | I’m in love with you - the 1975 | sunshine baby - the japanese house
𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬.
You didn’t make it easy on Soonyoung from the moment you met. His attempts to bring you home after a night out at the club were put to a screeching halt. Your teasing words informing him you don’t do one night stands. Your sweet teasing words that told him “I’m a busy woman. I don’t have time for games. I need you to prove to me this isn’t just about sex to you.”
”Give me your number and I’ll prove to you that I just don’t want to have sex with you. Let me get to know you.”
That night you gave the boy with sparkling eyes and an energetic personality, your number.
Boy did Soonyoung work to prove to you that he was serious about you. You’ve never had a man make you feel so incredibly wanted. From the moment you met him, he worshiped the ground you walked on. In the beginning, you held your walls up high. Trying to portray the role of a strong woman, some people would call a bitch. But damn was he good at chipping away at your walls.
When he first started texting you, it took four days before you agreed to go on a date with him. One perfect date turned into two and then the next thing you knew you’ve been seeing him for a month.
The original plan was you were going to hold out on having sex with him until the one month mark. The problem was he was too charming and adorable for his own good. By the third date, you found yourself riding him in the backseat of his car. His hands touched anywhere they could reach as he moaned your name like a prayer.
At the three week mark you met his friends, and suddenly things started to feel more serious. That night when he intended to drop you off he like he always did. This time he just decided to let a little confession slip past his lips.
“Baby, I like you so much.”
“Baby?” You cock your head to the side. You’ve never been one for pet names. But the way he says it gives you butterflies.
“You’re my baby. Unless you hate that name – If so, I can call you something else. Honey, darling, sweet cheeks.” He’s now rambling on like an idiot. You might have broken him with little effort.
“I like baby.”
A huge smile forms on his lips causing his eyes to squint. “Baby.”
“Sweet cheeks?” There is no way you can’t bring up that absolutely terrible nickname.
Reaching up he pinches your cheek lightly. “You have the sweetest cheeks.”
Before Soonyoung you don’t think there is a single man on this planet that could get away with pinching your cheek and saying that. Narrowing your eyes at him. He pulls away quickly knowing he’s absolutely playing with fire.
“You’re lucky I like you too, Soonyoung.”
“You like me back? He says it like you haven’t been having a sleepover for the last week.
“Kwon Soonyoung, I like you a lot. Just remember if you ever make me feel unwanted or hurt me once. It’s absolutely over.” You knew deep down inside he would never do that. You just needed to make sure it was extremely clear to him.
Seven days later Soonyoung decides to be bold and say those three big words. Laying on his bed completely naked scrolling through your phone. Soonyoung is in the bathroom brushing his teeth. You’re not sure if your legs even work anymore. He managed to make you come five times in the span of an hour. Your legs feel like jelly, and to be quite frank your pussy is literally sore.
He walks back into the room and stands by the bed next to you. Glancing up at his glorious naked body, the twisted part of you wonders if your body could take another orgasm.
“Fuck you look good,” you practically moan.
“Baby I thought you said I broke your pussy, that you need a break?” He pushes your hair away from your face.
“Could you go nice and slow?” Sex with Soonyoung was normally quite passionate. Sometimes it was rough and lust filled, other times you’re pretty sure it’s what people referred to as “making love”.
“Aren’t you sore?” He crawls onto the bed.
“Maybe a little.” You’re suddenly acting shy and you aren’t quite sure why.
“Spread your legs for me baby.”
He crawls on top of you while resting on his knees. With the amount of cum left in you, he slides into you with ease. You expect him to start moving at a slow pace. But he doesn’t move at all. He just stays completely still hovering over you, while filling you to the brim.
“Are you going to move?” You reach up resting your hand on his cheek.
“Do you just want me to cockwarm you?”
“Isn’t this an inconvenient position to be doing that?”
“I mean we can switch positions.”
“So you’re not going to fuck me again?”
He doesn’t respond, he just leans down and presses a kiss to the tip of your nose. You want to act like a bitch and tease him, but you can’t. The way he’s looking at you, makes you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside.
“Soonyoung.”
“Baby?”
“Can you move?” You tangle your fingers in his hair holding him close to you.
“No.”
“Why not?”
“You’re sore and you need to rest.” He presses another kiss to the tip of your nose.
“Fine. Can we at least switch positions if you’re just going to keep your dick in me?”
A smile tugs at his lips before he kisses you. His kiss feels different. It’s filled with passion and it feels almost as if it’s filled with love.
“I want to say something to you. I just need you to promise me you won’t turn into an ice queen on me.” You can’t help but roll your eyes at your college nickname you made the mistake of telling him about.
“I can’t make any promises.”
“I need you to make a promise about this. Please.”
“Fine. I promise I won’t be an ice queen to you.”
“I love you.” Who knew those three words would feel like a ton of bricks hitting your chest. Holy shit he did fall hard for you. Your eyes are probably the size of saucers. You’re just in shock. “Judging by the look on your face you definitely don’t feel the same way. But that’s like cool. Just pretend I never said anything.” He’s stumbling over his words, definitely freaking out and you don’t blame him.
He starts to pull away from you sitting back on his knees. “Wait a damn minute Soonyoung.”
He pulls out of you leaving you once again feeling empty. You reach out for his hand. “Give me a minute to process what you said. I love you too.”
It’s his turn for his eyes to be the size of saucers. “Oh fuck we’re in love.”
You can’t help but roll your eyes at his statement. “Baby boy we’re definitely in love.”
One of your first major milestones after your fated “I love you” was your one year anniversary. You’ve dated around quite a bit since college, but you never tried having a serious long term relationship.
“Are you free Saturday?” Soonyoung asked, walking into your apartment.
“I'm a busy woman. I have dinner plans that night.” These plans would be extremely easy to get out of. Or it would be easy to just bring Soonyoung along with you.
“It’s our anniversary. I was hoping we could have dinner.” He shoves his hands in his pocket as he looks down, almost defeated.
“I’ll cancel the dinner. I may be busy, but I can be flexible. Just for you.” You give him a flirty smile at the word flexible.
“How flexible are we talking?” He instantly cheers up.
“I don’t know. Maybe we could test out a new position.” Leaning back on the couch you can’t help but let out a laugh.
“Fuck.”
“Wasn’t that how the anniversary night is supposed to end?”
“Please tell me how I managed to make you fall in love with me?” He drops to his knees and practically crawls to you. He doesn’t realize it’s the other way around, You aren’t quite sure you managed to make him fall in love with you.
“I’m not quite sure. Something about you, tiger boy, is just so irresistible.”
He gets up off the floor and sits on the couch next to you. “I got you something.”
“I didn’t get you anything. My present to you was I was finally going to let you play with my ass.” This man is obsessed with your ass and you’ve built up enough trust with him in the bedroom that you decided he can start testing the waters with you, when it came to trying anal.
“Wait, are you serious?” He sounds like you just told him he’s getting his dream Christmas present.
“Yes. Now what is my present?”
“One minute.” He hops off the couch and jogs over to the front door where he dropped his work bag. He pulls out a long box and walks back over to you.
“If it was up to me I would be getting down on one knee and proposing to you, but I know you might slap me if I did that today. So I got you a necklace.”
He hands you the box. Opening it up you instantly smile at the beautiful gold necklace he got you. There is a delicate heart with two stones. One being your birthday stone, and the other being his. By no means are you ready to get married, but you hope one day he will actually propose to you.
“Soonie.” You rarely cry, but his thoughtful gift has you feeling extra emotional.
“You like it?” You don’t say anything, you just grab his hand, pulling him down to you. Crashing your lips into his. You kiss him like you need him to breathe.
“Just so you know, I’m not opposed to marrying you.”
He pulls away smiling. “That’s good to know. I’ll start ring shopping now.”
Two years into your relationship Soonyoung now lives with you, and he casually gave you an engagement ring three months ago. He didn’t make his proposal flashy. He just got down on one knee while you were cooking dinner together. It was absolutely perfect.
Things with Soonyoung just feel right. You can’t get enough of him, and he surely can’t get enough of you.
Rough lips moved down your neck as you gripped his shoulder holding on to him for dear life. You only have an hour together before he needs to go to work. It's clear he wants to take advantage of every moment you have together.
His teeth graze your skin as he gently nips at your skin, earning a gasp from you. He lays between your legs as he continues to kiss your skin. He’s never been one for a quickie. That’s probably due to the fact this man is obsessed with foreplay. This man never misses an opportunity to have his head between your thighs eating out until you're overstimulated and crying.
You’re a whiny mess desperately wishing he would move. Your hands roam lower resting on his butt pulling his hips forward slightly.
“Someone is needy,” he murmurs against his skin.
“I just want you,” you moan and he suddenly thrusts his hips.
“Can you ask nicely?” He pulls away from you looking at you with lust filled eyes.
“Please Soonyoung. I need you to fuck me,” you normally hate begging, but he has desperately needing him to move.
“Does my future wife want me to fuck her?”
You can’t help but roll your eyes. Ever since he proposed this man never misses an opportunity to call you his future wife. “Does my future husband want to?”
“God I love it when you talk dirty to me.” He practically groans.
“That wasn’t dirty talk.”
“You called me your husband while I’m literally inside you. That is literally the dirtiest thing you could say to me. I’m shocked I didn’t come immediately.” Sometimes you question why you put up with how dramatic he is.
“Future husband. Not present husband.”
“We can go down to the courthouse and change that right now.”
“It’s a shame you have to go to work.”
“I can call out.”
“Maybe if you fuck me so good I forget my last name I’ll take yours today.”
He lets out a groan closing his eyes. His ultimate dream is to marry you immediately. The day he proposed it you would have asked him to get married right then and there he would have in a heartbeat.
“Okay my love,” he leans forward pressing his lips to yours as he slowly starts rolling his hip into you.
With each thrust, your hands grip his shoulder holding on to him as his lips continue to assault yours. Your leg hooks over his back resting right above his butt.
He’s leaving for work in less than an hour and this is the one way he knows to show you exactly how much he’ll miss you and how much he truly loves you.
He continues his ministration, with each movement he’s hitting just the right spot with each thrust. You're lost in the moment and time doesn’t seem to matter. You aren’t sure if it’s been ten minutes or an hour.
You both finish moaning the other person's name. Laying in your bed next to each other, you aren’t ready for him to go to work.
He looks over at you and whispers, “Would you actually marry me today?”
He’ll never understand how much you love him, and how much you broke all your own rules for him.
“We’re both off from work tomorrow. Let’s go down to the courthouse and get married.”
The smile he gives you is a firm reminder that he’s hopelessly in love with you, and you can’t quite put into words how much you love him.
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if u look closely in the new woozi fanfic, y/n is just hoshi lol
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HANDLEBARS 🛵

Woozi x deliverygirl!Femreader (⸝⸝⸝>﹏<⸝⸝⸝)
Synopsis: You’ve always loved hard — and this time is no different. But maybe the ground won’t be so painful this time.
Warnings: uhhh nothing really! blood and motorcycle crash mention (not serious!), simp reader, Seungkwan cameo, awkward Woozi, strangers to maybeeee lovers, they never get out the elevator because im lazy
Genre: romance, sfw!, woozixfemreader, (°▽°)
a/n: this is based on Handlebars by Jennie, but also I kinda went off the rails. its silly lol
Word count: 5.2k something-ish
******* (づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡ <(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝<) *******
You’ve always had a big heart.
Remembering far back as you could, sobbing in your mom’s arms as you watched the Grinch, (yes, the Grinch), she’d laugh. Caressing your hair as you cried into her shirt, soaking it — “Maybe like him; your heart is three sizes big.” She’d coo, “All that love in your heart, it’s a lot isn’t it?”
And she was right. Your heart is big, and you were scolded for it more than celebrated. Like that one time, when you were caught with several stray cats in your room. You claim, guilty as your mother dropped them off to an adoption center, you couldn’t leave them to sleep outside. Your heart ached too much to watch it happen!
Then there was that one time, when you learned that some kids in the world didn’t have access to proper meals everyday. Making a vow to have a hunger strike — until you cried so hard over how hungry you got, and that some kids felt like that all the time. Your parents force fed you food and water after dehydrating yourself like a raisin after the tears.
So it wasn’t surprising, when you were doing your job delivering food (not your favorite part time job so far, but with the rent in Seoul, who could complain?) your eyes immediately caught a figure. Sitting outside of a coffee shop, focused on his work on a laptop.
Pale skin, dark black hair that hit his eyebrows so perfectly — you couldn’t help but gape your mouth, eyes wide, as your heart beat flooded your senses.
Actually, so loud, you couldn’t hear the warnings of honks and yells as your motorcycle barrels into another coffee shop’s storefront.
CRASH!
Disrupting the work of some college students, you fall forward into some tables and chairs. The fried chicken you were delivering soaring into the air as you settle onto the ground, next to some spilled coffee.
Despite the ache in your bones, or the way your brain rattled in your skull, your eyes immediately shoot to the man you were so distracted by. Glancing towards your direction, the loud noise and crash attracting many concerned bystanders.
You widen your eyes, oh god, is he looking at me? He is! He really is!
The dazed fuzzy warm feeling, most likely a sign of a concussion, you took it as a different sign — that you found the love of your life.
The corners of your lips naturally turning up into an awe filled smile.
“Ma’am — you’re bleeding!”
You blink, finally addressing the real warm feeling rushing to your head, your hand going past your flustered cheeks to your forehead.
Oops.
Despite the helmet, seemed like your head was bleeding, according to the blood on the pads of your fingers.
But you shrug it off, letting out a breathy laugh as you turn to concerned strangers, urging you to go to the hospital. Shaking your head, you reassure them all with a bright smile — “I’m okay! Really, thanks though!” As you hastily show off your condition by fixing the ran over tables and chairs.
Picking the motorcycle back up, dusting off your clothes, you get back on. Glancing up to see the love of your life back on his laptop across the street, probably going back to work after seeing the situation resolved.
You glance back at the poor fried chicken orders on the pavement. Biting your lip, you decide to rev the cycle up once more, leaving them in the dust to ride across the street.
I mean, it’s not that important, right? You can always order more chicken, but could you do that with love? The answer was no. The customers would understand.
You park hastily right in front of the coffee shop with a screeching halt of your poor motorcycle. Eyes trained on the handsome man focused on his work. You take your helmet off, smoothing and combing out your helmet hair. Even wiping some of the blood off your forehead — you wanted to look your best, after all.
And there you were, finding yourself right in front of him.
So close, you could see his face much more clearly. Cute, crescent shaped eyes. Pale skin that made you squint your eyes from how bright he was. Dark black hair that was neatly hitting his pale brows. Your heart was pounding so loud you could hear it in your ears, and it beating out your chest. So hard, it might break through your ribcage right onto the table where his laptop and coffee was.
An americano? Right, typical, but it’s charming that he ordered one. Why is it so perfect that he drinks them?
You clear your throat, hands in front of your lap as you look at him so intensely.
He looks up, and you feel like your heart may stop — as well as time. Your eyes wide, cheeks flushing as you make eye contact. Breath hitching, almost forgetting to breathe. Let alone, talking to him.
He blinks, perplexed for a moment, glancing at your slightly disheveled appearance, to the motorcycle parked clumsily at the curb. An embarrassingly noticeable dent in the front, one you definitely were gonna feel with a deduction to your paycheck.
He hesitates, furrowing his brows, darting his eyes back to you. “Um, are you the —“
“Are you single?”
You interrupt him immediately, hoping to use your courage before it leaves you. But this only leaves him more in disbelief than before. Already confused why the delivery person who he just watch crash into some tables across the street was suddenly in front of him. Even more — that you’re hitting on him.
“I — what?” He stammers, and you can’t help but feel a little giddy inside. His voice was nice, light and higher than expected. But it fit him so well.
“I couldn’t help but uh, notice you. So I thought, you know, why not? Might as well, you know, ask.” You say shrugging with a sheepish smile. Rocking on the balls of your feet, like a little school girl.
“Notice me? From where?” He asks baffled, glancing around, before landing on your motorcycle again.
His eyes wide as he realizes, you chuckle, waving it off casually. “Uh, well, I was driving and I couldn’t help it. Needed to stop and just like, um… introduce myself.” You say, with the audacity to be a little shy.
He doesn’t respond for a second, eyes wide as saucers as he looks at you in disbelief, stop and introduce yourself? You crashed into a storefront!
He lets out an awkward laugh, darting his eyes around. “Oh, I see.” He nods, paling, which felt impossible from his already fair skin.
You hold your hand out, “I’m y/n.” You introduce, smiling brightly. You glance down, see some marks on your hand from earlier, dirty from picking yourself off the ground. You quickly wipe it off on your jeans, clearing your throat with a muttered, “Ah, sorry,” before holding it back in front of him.
He’s speechless, to say the least. The one day he decided to work outside his apartment, and he’s meeting a complete crazy person.
“Oh, uh.” He hesitates, before knitting his eyebrows and deciding to shake your hand anyways. “Jihoon.”
You grin, “Jihoon? Thats a great name. I really like J names, they’re like, really good. Yours specially.” You compliment, your mind threatening to melt with the feeling of his hand in yours. Wow, he really was pale, with delicate hands. Surprisingly soft and everything.
“Um, thanks.” He says, pulling away from the handshake. Which you reluctantly let go of.
He watches as you pull up a chair, baffling him even more as you settle in front of him. You wince slightly, making him shake off his confusion, looking at you with more focused eyes.
“Oh uh, are you okay?” He asks concerned, furrowing his brows. “You crashed your motorcycle. I saw and heard it all the way here—“
He keeps talking, but all you could hear was angels singing, the birds chirping, and how light bended around him so perfectly. You smile so in awe, admiring him.
Also he cares that you might be hurt? He’s such a caring person, such a great trait for the love of your life to have.
“— do you need to go to the hospital?”
You snap out of it enough to shake your head, “Ah, it’s fine. I wasn’t going that fast anyways.” You say, fidgeting with the zipper of your jacket. “Thanks for asking.” You say softly, touched.
“Right.” He trails off, still eyeing you warily.
A small awkward silence follows, blinking as you admire his features. A little oblivious to how wide his eyes are, and the way he starts to turning away from you in his seat.
“Ah,” You start, catching him before he fully looks away, “So you’re number,” You smile, “Is that off the table?” You dare to ask, your eyes glancing to the actual table under your arms. You dust off the surface with your hand.
He cracks a awkward smile, flickering his eyes away as he taps his fingers against the table. “Well, um…”
His eyes flickering around to around you, away from you, and then panning right to your forehead. Eyes widening into saucers.
Suddenly, he reaches over, grabbing his napkin and holding it up. Your breath hitching as he comes closer. He smells so nice, and what was he doing? Is he gonna kiss me? Ah, this is a bit fast —
He stands, still reaching over the table as he presses the napkin against your forehead. His own eyebrows furrowed, his eyes panicked. “You’re bleeding! I think you really need to go to the hospital!”
What? You blink, finally paying attention to the lighthearted sensation in your head, and the warm liquid dripping to your eyebrow. But what the hell? You swear you wiped it before. Apparently the blood was something to worry about.
“Oh, so thats what that was —“
—
And suddenly you were in the hospital. Sitting timidly on the er hospital bed, twiddling your fingers as the doctor sighs. Flipping through the packet of papers on his clipboard, he speaks up. “You just have a concussion, and seemingly, some mild bruising.” He starts, before gesturing to your now bandaged head.
“Your skin split near your hairline when you crashed, but it should be fine now.” You nod, feeling the slight ache from the staples to close your wound.
But it doesn’t matter, because as the doctor speaks, your eyes drift to the side. Looking at Jihoon, standing there with his arms crossed. Eyebrows knitted as he looks and listens at the doctor.
You remember it, so vividly, as he pressed a napkin to your forehead. Urging you to get up to get to the hospital. (He basically saved you)
“So, she’s okay now?” Jihoon speaks up, causing the doctor to nod.
“Yeah, just some regular tylenol when you need it. Other than that, you guys can go.” He confirms, before nodding at both of you and walking away.
Once he was gone, you turn to Jihoon, smiling, “Thanks for taking me here.” You say genuinely.
He nods, sighing as he uncrosses his arms and stuffs them into his pockets. “Well, um. I didn’t really do much.” He counters.
Once you agreed to go to the ER, Jihoon immediately tried to call an uber. But you refused, saying that you needed to use the chicken place’s motorcycle and that you couldn’t leave it. Red faced, he reluctantly agreed and sat behind you stiffly as you cruised both of you to the nearby hospital. The feeling of his arms around your waist almost making you even more lightheaded. But it wouldn’t do well for both you and the love of your life to crash and die, would it?
“It was dumb to make you drive.” He says, “You should’ve just let me call someone for you.” He suggests, as he finally meets your eyes again. The simple interaction making your heartbeat.
You adjust on the thin cot, “No it’s fine. I don’t really have anyone anyways,” You say, waving your hands, “Your presence is enough!”
“Ha, right.” He nods sheepishly, “At least you’re alright.”
For once it seems like a genuine smile, the way the corners of his lips turn up slowly, his shoulders relaxing as if the storm has finally passed. Your own eyes focused as he lets out a sigh of relief.
But your admiration falls short, when you hear hurried footsteps, and the hospital curtain swings open.
Both of you turn your heads in surprise, as your very anxious friend holds the curtain tightly back. Panting heavily like he just ran all the way here.
And honestly, knowing him, he would. No matter how much he says he would never.
“Y/n?!”
He rushes over to your side, disregarding a confused Jihoon as he grabs your face. Moving it side to side as he squishes your cheeks, checking your condition.
He eyes your bandaged wound, “Aish — y/n! They said you got into a motorcycle accident!” He starts, as he hits your shoulder. You keel over, “Oh crap! Sorry — shit, are you okay?” He adds hastily, his scolding tone turned to a concern one as he pats your shoulders.
Jihoon watches silently, blinking as this mysterious man fusses over you. Wait, is he your boyfriend or something?
“Oh, I thought you didn’t have anyone to call.” Jihoon speaks up awkwardly, as he scratches the back of his neck. “Is this your emergency contact?”
“Oh, this is Seungkwan —“
Seungkwan straightens up, his worried look changing to an offended one as he glances between the two of you. “Anyone? Am I anyone?” Seungkwan starts, his tone dramatic, as he slowly turns back to you.
You can’t help but gulp, as his eyes widen angrily, and his hands find themselves on his hips.
“Y/n—“
“Since you’re okay,” Jihoon interrupts, holding his hands up as both you and Seungkwan turn to look at him, “I’ll get going.”
He picks up his bag, nodding at both of you, “Rest well.”
You widen your eyes, straightening up as you slip yourself off the cot. Ignoring Seungkwan by pushing his face away with your hand — “hey!” — your eyes trained on Jihoon as he turns to leave.
“Ah, wait —“ You start, your mouth opening and closing as you find an excuse for him to stay.
But he leaves as quickly as he entered your life, leaving you dumbfounded.
Blinking back your disbelief, and the biggest fumble of your life — you turn around to look at Seungkwan. Now sitting on the edge of the cot, feeling the thin fabric on the bed between his fingers curiously.
Narrowing your eyes, he feels your burning glare. Looking up to meet your gaze with a cluelessness that makes you want to wring your friend’s body like a wet towel.
“Who was that?” He asks, leaning back on his arm.
You don’t think twice before jumping Seungkwan.
—
You both sit at a plastic table, marinating in the smell of fried chicken and cleaning supplies of the chicken shop you unfortunately work at. Your forehead throbbing, as you nurse a beer from the refrigerator.
Seungkwan, across from you, sighs, “So that guy —“
“The love of my life.” You correct.
“Right.” Seungkwan says slowly, side eyeing you, “The love of your life. He took you to the hospital and stuff.” He recites, as he grasps his hands.
“Yeah, he rode on the back of the motorcycle.” You add with a small smile.
“What the hell? He doesn’t have a car? Y/n…” Seungkwan starts skeptically, before sighing. “Forget it, of course you don’t care.”
He clears his throat, “you didn’t get his number?”
You groan, throwing your face into your hands. “No, I didn’t get his number! He ran away before I could!” You whine, as you push yourself roughly back on the cheap chair.
You point your finger, Seungkwan raising his brows. “You, it’s all your fault.” You claim, a pout finding it’s way to your lips. “He probably thought you were my boyfriend or something, thats why he left.” You theorize, as Seungkwan scoffs, crossing his arms.
“Yeah right. Instead, he was probably freaked out by you, since you crashed your motorcycle because you saw him while driving.”
You both look out the window, at the parked motorcycle. The dent in the front obvious as ever, making both of you grimace.
You turn back, “Well, maybe. But! H-he stayed right?” I counter, holding my hands out, “Like come on. He could’ve ignored me.”
Seungkwan stares you down. “Y/n, you were bleeding.”
“Not when I went up to him!”
He sighs, rubbing his temples. Clearing his throat Seungkwan straightens up. “Okay, fine. Did you learn anything else about him?” He asks, determined to help you.
“His name is Jihoon,” You start, “He was working at the coffee shop near the bank.” You inform. Honestly, if he asked, you could probably recite the whole encounter like a book.
“Okay, so like nothing.” Seungkwan claims plainly. He sighs, shaking his head, “Fine, alright. Then, what if you go to that coffee shop again?” He suggests, holding his hand out.
“If he worked there, he might be a fan of that place. Why don’t you try that?” He continues, making your eyes light up.
You gasp, “Seungkwan,” You start seriously, leaning over to grasp his shoulders. “Thank you.”
“This was literally the most obvious thing to do first.”
You struggle to keep your appreciative smile on. “Okay, fuck you too.”
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As always, you follow Seungkwan’s advice. Going into the fancy coffee shop around the same time you saw Jihoon. Taking your breaks from your delivery — the boss wasn’t actually that mad about the motorcycle! Maybe it was because he thought you were hot (which is a nuisance you’ll figure out later) — you sit at the same seat he did.
No matter how many overpriced coffees you bought to wait for his presence, it seemed like he just would never come back.
Maybe Seungkwan was right, maybe you did scare him off. Thinking about it days after it happened, You guess you could understand why. Maybe your hair was out of place, or it was the fact you started bleeding out of nowhere. Or that he had to accompany you to the hospital. Either way, there was a lot of possible reasons, sadly to your dismay.
The coffees have been doing their job though. As you no longer yawn when you do late night orders, even this particular one. Where the person ordered a box of chicken a minute right before closing. (No one was happy about that).
You sigh, taking your helmet off and putting it on your seat. Despite your fatigue, unwrapping the chicken from the back of the motorcycle with practiced ease.
Holding the box of chicken, you walk up to the large tall building — what is this place, like an office? — your tired feet taking you into the large lobby.
It’s quiet, as you’d expect at 1 am. The lights dim, no one around, as you walk up to the elevator. Pressing the up button with a lack of gusto.
Walking in, you lean against the metal wall, adjusting the box of chicken under your arm as you check the address. Narrowing your eyes, you mutter the words to yourself.
“Thirteenth floor, office number six,” You recite under your breath, as you rub your eye.
You don’t even care, when the pitter of hurried steps comes towards the elevator, the man placing his arm out to keep it from closing.
Seems like a lot of people in this building are working late, huh?
You finally look up at the elevator console, pressing the thirteenth floor, as the man next to you settles. “What floor?” You ask, as you lazily turn your head to look at the other person in the small elevator.
Your eyes widen, as your hand drops from the buttons to your side. Mouth parted in shock.
“Same floor,” He responds, as he runs his fingers into his hair. In the midst of his yawn, you can’t help but stare down his features.
Same black hair, this time pushed back. Clad in slacks, and a button up shirt, his sleeves rolled to his elbows. Oh my god. He’s hot as fuck.
Noticing your undisturbed stare, he looks away from the elevator door, to you. His eyes also blinking in recognition, “Oh, it’s you.”
YYEEESSSS! IT’S ME!!!!
Is what you wanted to scream, but you don’t. Instead, you nod, grinning wide. “Oh my god! What a coincidence!” You beam.
He lets out a small chuckle, “Yeah, seems so.” He starts, before glancing at your chicken delivery jacket, and the takeout under your arm. “Glad you still have that job,” He muses, “Hope you got that motorcycle fixed.”
Well, no, it’s been a week and you didn’t have the money for the repair. “Yeah, thanks!”
As the elevator raises, you move to stand beside him, your cheeks flushing from the proximity. God, was it normal to shake this much? You could feel sweat already beading on your forehead.
“How’s the um — how’s your head?” He asks, making a small gesture to you.
Your free hand shoots up to where your scratch was, the bandage long gone. “Ah,” You smile, “It’s healing well.”
“That’s good.” He nods, “Uh, Y/n, right?” He asks with furrowed brows. Oh my god. He remembered. He fucking remembered. Is this fate or what?
You nod enthusiastically, “Yeah, it is. Glad you remembered, Jihoon.” You reply softly.
He returns a shy smile back to you, before flickering his eyes away.
Clearing his throat, “Yeah. Um, sorry. I’m a little tired, so I —“
Jihoon’s words are interrupted with the sound of metal squeaking, the floor becoming unsteady, as the lights flicker.
You stumble, grabbing a hold of the elevator railing, as Jihoon looks around panicked.
After a couple more shakes, the terrible sound of sliding metal seizes, as the elevator stops.
Both of you stay silent for a moment. Shocked as you gather your bearings, you dart your eyes to Jihoon.
He slumps his shoulders, sighing, “Shit. Almost everyone has headed home,” He starts, “It’s gonna take like an hour for the service technician to get here.” He says as he walks up and presses the big red help button with annoyed force.
An hour? In a broken elevator?
Wait…
An hour… in a broken elevator… but with the love of your life.
An hour in a broken elevator with the love of your life.
If you could, you would get on your knees and sing praises to the universe. Seungkwan’s gonna laugh — but if this wasn’t divine intervention, what could you call this?
“An hour?” You repeat, sighing, shaking your head. “Damn, that sucks.”
Jihoon sighs, “Yeah, well,” He mutters, as he checks the time on his phone before slipping it back into his pants. “God, I was planning on going home soon.”
Not tonight!
“Me too, this was my last delivery.” You smile, holding up the box. Jihoon looking at it as he leans back against the metal wall.
“Ah,” He starts, scratching the back of his neck. “I think Soonyoung ordered it. We’re working on a project due tomorrow, sorry if the call was late. I told him to call like, chinese takeout or something that was 24 hours.”
You shake your head, “It’s fine, seriously. I mean, whats better than greasy fried chicken while working hard?” You smile, ignoring how you complained about the last minute order just a bit ago to your manager.
“Yeah, I guess.” He replies, sending you a short smile. He looks around the elevator, sighing. “Seems like the second time I’ve met you, it’s always been a less than ideal situation. You got bad luck or something?”
You laugh, as you set the chicken on the ground. “No, actually, I think it’s great luck.”
He furrows his brows, crossing his arms.
“Because I get to see you again.” You add absentmindedly.
A beat. Okay, maybe that was a little much. But you can’t help it, it was gonna come out anytime soon in the next hour.
You watch him carefully, as his pale cheeks tint pink, his eyebrows raised in surprise. He grips his triceps in his crossed arms tighter, “Huh, right.” He says, letting out an awkward chuckle. “You’re um, as forward as always.”
You blink, your own cheeks heat rising, “Ah, is it making you uncomfortable? I kind of get it a lot —“
“No, don’t worry! I’m just um, not used to it.”
You stop, your breath getting caught in your throat. Wait, no way.
“Not used to it?” You question a little dumbfounded, “But you’re…” Hot? Beautiful? Breathtaking? “… so attractive.”
He raises his brows, amused as he points his chin down. He chuckles, “Uh, well, if that’s true, you’re the only one making it known.” He responds, struggling to keep eye contact with you.
Still dumbfounded, you can’t help but take a step closer. He notices that.
“Seriously? Well then, they’re blind,” You say, “Or you know, just can’t feel like they can say it.” You explain, “Which is so messed up. You should know you’re hot. Literally so hot.”
“You, you have no filter, do you?” He asks bewildered, not being able to stop his ears turning red from your forward words. Your face so genuine, he can’t help but feel speechless.
“No not usually,” You admit, before knitting your brows. “Too much again? I just, even though you’re not interested, you should know.” You nod seriously, like you’re delivering important news.
“Who said I’m not interested?”
Hold on. You straighten up, “Hm? What?”
“Who said I’m not interested?” He repeats, crossing his arms, tilting his head away. He shrugs, “I never said that.”
You gape your mouth, blinking away your surprise. You shake out of it, clearing your throat. “What um, what about when you ran away at the ER?” You question.
“Ah,” He starts sheepishly, “I didn’t want to intrude. It seemed like —“
“He’s just a friend.” You add quickly.
“ — right. Yeah, I just didn’t want to bother you anymore.” He responds, “You know, so you could go home and rest.”
I’d crash my motorcycle a million times if it meant spending more time with you.
“I’ve uh, been visiting the same cafe you’ve been working at.” You add on a bit hesitantly, “Not in like a stalker way. Just like, when I get a coffee I don’t see you around.”
He quirks a corner of his lips up. He definitely did not believe you. “Our project here is due tomorrow, so the whole week I’ve been working nonstop in the office.” He responds, “That’s why you haven’t seen me there.”
You bite your lip, “Oh,” You sigh, deciding to lean on your side against the wall. Making you get a little closer to Jihoon, basically just a foot away from him.
You grab your arm, fidgeting with your sleeve, as you look at him. His ears still red, but he seems to be holding himself well. An amused smirk on his face, his arms crossed with his sleeves up as he leans so effortlessly against the wall. The glare of the elevator light hiding the look in his eyes.
Hold on, stop it. What are you doing?
You, with your big heart, why are you just standing around?
Jihoon’s interested. Or at least, you know he’s considering it. And with the small cut on your forehead that’s gonna leave a little scar — why the hell are you not doing anything?
Your heart beats hard in your chest, as your eyes trail back to him. Silent as you, as he checks the time on his phone.
“It’s been a while. I think, we’ve been here for 20 minutes.”
20 minutes and you haven’t made a real move.
WAKE UP.
When he looks back up, he makes eye contact. His eyes unassuming, not expecting anything. Catching your eye, he sends you a small and slightly sheepish smile. His eyes matching his smile in the way they crescent, that causes your chest to flutter.
“You know,” He clears his throat, adjusting his lean against the wall. “I can’t get the image of you crashing across the street out of my head. And then like… cruising over, like nothing happened, and talking to me.” He snickers, before his amused look turns into a softer one.
“It’s definitely… nothing anyone has done for me before. So I’m glad I get to uh, see you again.”
Fuck them handlebars, it’s time to throw caution to the wind. Again.
Taking a deep breath, you send Jihoon a determined look — which causes him to furrow his eyebrows in confusion from the sternness of your face — as you finally take a step closer.
Similarly to how you crashed into that storefront, you fall forward, crashing your lips with Jihoon’s.
In the chaste moment you pressed your lips to his, you already felt a strong assured feeling in your chest. The nerves you had just a millisecond ago replaced with the soft lips, molded so well to yours, disconnecting them would be cruel.
And yet, you do so, your breath getting caught in your throat as you lean back. Eyes opening slowly as you stare back into Jihoon’s bewildered eyes. Bewildering kiss, but not unwanted.
Bump, bump.
If this was a cartoon, you would shoot blood out of your nose and pass out. Jihoon having to call 911 once the elevator doors are pried open, as you lay in your own embarrassment and blood.
But it wasn’t, and all you could do was look hopefully into Jihoon’s eyes, hoping you didn’t overstep. That the handlebars you let go steered you into the right place.
And with a short breath — and a lick of his lips — Jihoon leans forward and connects his mouth with yours once again.
It’s apprehensive at first, beginning with another short kiss. But with the feeling of his warm breath on your lips, you part them once more and push forward.
Your knees weak as you rely on pushing Jihoon against the wall, hands finding place on his shoulders and then to the sides of his face. His hands finding their way to your waist, sliding to the small of your back.
If you were persistent, his lips were insistent. Keeping you close, his strong arms moving to embrace you tight in his hold. You’re melting into him, it’s only natural. Chest against chest, mouth to mouth.
Hell, if you could describe it, his kisses basically felt like a healing balm over the bruises, wounds, and aches from the day you crashed into that storefront.
He pulls back, face flustered, and breath heavy. You lean forward, chasing him with no thought. Eyes half opened, like the kiss hasn’t ended.
But he chuckles lightly — like music to your ears, when he holds your face still with his hands.
“I have a feeling,” He starts, quirking a corner of his lip as he watches you blink a few times as you recover. “That you’re always gonna be chasing after me. Like this.” He muses, flickering his eyes to your puckered lips turning into a pout.
You nod.
“Okay then.” He smiles, softening his grip on your face. Eyes twinkling, “I won’t stop you.”
You grin, pressing your nose tip to his. Yup, this was the love of your life.
And this damn elevator should just stay broken.
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Got back from japan, this all i got
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PEDAL TO THE METAL (series masterlist)
🏁 IT'S LIGHTS OUT AND AWAY WE GO! 🏁
Welcome to the world of F1, where the cars go fast, the stakes go higher, and the drama never lifts off the throttle. Seventeen rules the grid—from precision strategies to podium glory. Whether it’s navigating a hairpin turn or a tricky love confession, the tension is always at maximum revs. So tighten your harness and adjust your visors—this isn’t just a race; it’s the ride of a lifetime.
🏁 N O T E S : this has been in the works for far too long, and i owe it to @ylangelegy for yanking it out of my head and putting it on paper. i hope you love my magnum opus as much as i love writing it <3 without further ado, welcome to pedal to the metal !
🏎️ in the cockpit: ferrari driver!jeonghan x journalist!reader
𖦹 track: humor, fluff, angst, smut
�� qualifying results: read the teaser here! 🏁 race results: read the full fic HERE (part i) and HERE (part ii) 🚥 sprint results: [on the record] [off the record] [bad for business]
📝 post race analysis: jeonghan's not used to someone who pushes his buttons as easily as you do, and you're not used to someone who challenges you as quickly as he does. maybe it's time to go full throttle, both on and off the track.
🏎️ in the cockpit: ferrari driver!soonyoung x publicist!reader
𖦹 track: humor, fluff, angst, smut
🏆 qualifying results: read the teaser here! 🏁 race results: read the full fic here! 🚥 sprint results: read associated drabbles here!
📝 post race analysis: a ferrari driver who loathes media day, a publicist who’s one press conference away from losing it, and enough tension to power the entire grid—because apparently, managing his PR disasters isn’t in the job description for falling for him.
🏎️ in the cockpit: mclaren driver!mingyu x strategist!reader
𖦹 track: humor, fluff, angst, smut
🏆 qualifying results: read the teaser here! 🏁 race results: read the full fic here! 🚥 sprint results: read associated drabbles here!
📝 post race analysis: when the fastest driver on the grid has a habit of ignoring orders and the loudest strategist in the paddock has zero patience for his antics, the result isn't what everyone expects. but one thing's for sure: everyone hears the team radio.
🏎️ in the cockpit: aston martin driver!seokmin x f1 vlogger!reader
𖦹 track: humor, fluff, angst, smut
🏆 qualifying results: read the teaser here! 🏁 race results: read the full fic here! 🚥 sprint results: read associated drabbles here!
📝 post race analysis: for the first time in his life, seokmin realizes he wants something he can’t just reach out and take.
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How do i make friends on here >//< hi……. Hi….

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Mingyu x artstudent!Femreader
Summary: You’ve finally broken up with your boyfriend Mingyu. Ignoring him has been hard, but you were finally at peace. But he had other plans, as he shows up to the figure drawing class you T.A…. And as the model.
Warnings: Unexplained breakup (im lazy lol), angst, cute fluff sometimes, art school stress, public nudity, public unprotected penetrative sex (no one is around though!), quickie
a/n: this was a idea i got while messing around with my friend who has a thing for mingyu, lol.
Word count: uhhh, around 7k ? I can’t remember 😅
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Another miss call.
Great, you thought, the tenth missed call from your ex boyfriend Mingyu this week.
It’s been about a month since you broke up with your ex, Kim Mingyu. It was an odd pairing in the first place. You met him coincidentally in the quad the beginning of the year, as you sat at the edge of the school fountain. Your sketchbook open, as you drew the scenery and people around you. A normal activity you did as an arts student.
You were clearly in the zone, drawing the fold in a random college student’s arm, before a voice interrupted your thoughts.
“Whoa, you can draw.”
Your eyes snap up, seeing a towering figure, completely blocking your view. No shit, you thought.
“Yeah, I guess.” You say plainly, hoping your short answer would deter this guy. But then the sunlight is back on the page you’re drawing, and you feel his warm presence sit right next to you. Maybe he’s just sitting down to sit down, so you try and finish your life drawing of the current student, but they were gone. Probably going to their next class.
Huffing, you still for a moment to put your pencil down.
“I wish I could draw like that,” You hear, as you glance to your side. Furrowing your eyebrows in irritation as the man leans over to stare directly into your sketchbook. “You’re a really good drawer.” He says in awe.
“Yeah, uh, thanks.” You say curtly, as he continues to stare at your sketches like he’s at a museum. These sketches were nothing compared to a Degas or something, yet he stared at them like it was, his brown eyes flickering around in interest.
He clears his throat, as he looks up to meet your eyes. He smiles, a toothy one where you notice how sharp his canines were. Cute.
He pulls his sleeve up from his wrist to his elbow, holding his large hand out, “Mingyu. Kim Mingyu.” He says, introducing himself. You nod, reluctantly shaking his hand, his grip tight and strong.
“Y/n.” You say back shortly, eyeing him, wondering how long this tall man was going to bother you.
He lets go of your hand, as he adjusts his position to turn more towards you. One leg over the other, leaning forward. His bangs falling so perfectly across his eyebrow, that it made you narrow your eyes. It’s crazy, people like this seriously exist huh?
“Do you do art or something?” No shit.
You nod, “Yeah, I’m a fine arts major.” You respond, giving him a strained polite smile. It felt like you had to, the way this guy has been beaming at you like a puppy as you give the driest replies.
He grins, “Whoa, no way. Thats cool,” He praises, “I’m—“
The rest of the meet cute didn’t matter.
After this, you kept bumping into him, coincidence you thought at first, but thinking back… he had no reason to be near the art school area of the campus.
He always asked to see your sketchbook, or whatever was in your portfolio folder as you tried to get to your studio. Even helping you carry your supplies and folders inside, and once he learned where you worked he came with iced coffee when he could.
At 3 am, he’d lay on the floor of your messy studio, watching you as you mix another color on your palette. Your sweatshirt pushed to your elbows, paint on your hands and face as you work on the gigantic canvas for your final.
“You don’t have to be here, you know,” You say a bit softly, your eyes tired despite your multiple energy drinks. “It must be boring to watch me throw paint for the last few hours.”
He shakes his head, sitting up as he looks at you with his puppy like eyes. “No, I like it. You’re so focused…” He trails, “I didn’t think art would be this hard.”
You glare at him for that remark, making him immediately tread back. His mouth gaping open and closing like a fish, “Ah! Not like that it’s easy — just that you’re so passionate you know?” He explains, throwing his hands around.
Rolling your eyes, you put your brush back into the muddy cup of water. “Why? Engineering not doing it for you?” You ask lazily, as you pull your claw clip out of your hair. Massaging your scalp from the tension.
Mingyu’s eyes focused on you, his cheeks slightly flushing. Eyes roving over how strands of your hair effortlessly frame your face. He clears his throat, “Uh, no. I like it. I’ve always been good at studying, and I get the material so,” He says, as he scratches his head.
“But I guess, it’s different watching you. Your eyes are different when you’re drawing, painting, sculpting. Whatever.” He says quietly.
“Different?” You muse, standing up to stretch your legs. Mingyu following instinctively, his tall frame dwarfing you.
He nods, “Mhm, yeah. I thought art was just a major for people who didn’t want to do anything, but getting to know you…” he says, as he follows you to your studio table. As you open the most recent energy drink you got from the vending machine. “You just don’t stop. Like you’re meant to do it.” He breathes.
His genuine words make you raise an eyebrow, turning to him. You give him a small smile, making his heart rate jump. “Yeah? It’s like you, I think.” You say, taking a sip of that battery acid of a drink. “I’ve just been doing this since forever. Natural to keep going.” You say nonchalantly, but Mingyu looks at you like you’re a living genius.
“Thats whats so cool,” He gushes, “You’re just made to do this.” He says, as he glances at your current work in progress. A large canvas with pleasing colors, his eye being drawn to the right areas. The beautifully rendered figure, framed with all the right strokes.
He looks back at you, with such an adoration you think it’s hallucinations from doing so many allnighters.
“Ah,” he starts, as he moves his long legs to shuffle through his bag, pulling out some tupperware. “I forgot, I was making uh, some dinner earlier and I had leftovers.” He lies, knowing full well he made it for you. He turns around, opening the tupperware to reveal a lunch box of different side dishes and protein. It could rival any meal inspo on pinterest, as he even carefully cut out seaweed to make cute faces.
You snicker, making Mingyu’s cheeks pink. “Leftovers huh?” You say, as you grab the lunchbox from him. Your fingers brushing over his, a welcome warmth from the cold air conditioning of the studio. “Thanks, I appreciate it. I was just gonna make some ramen.”
“Yeah no problem,” He strains, smiling. “You need energy to keep on going right? At least eat well if you’re gonna sacrifice your sleep.”
You take a bite, and even though it was cold, you nod in approval at the taste. The annoyingly large man could cook. Your reaction makes Mingyu grin, as you can see shamelessly how much that did to his ego.
“Still, you should go you know?” You say, as you remember Mingyu talking about his week a few days ago as you painted. “Don’t you have an exam tomorrow?”
Oh? He doesn’t focus on the fact that you’re asking him to go. Only that you remembered his schedule. He grins, “You remembered huh?”
You roll your eyes, “Of course I did. You told me.” You say, your own cheeks reddening from how embarrassed you felt from Mingyu’s reaction. Why was he so excited?
He shakes his head, “It’s fine, I was reviewing earlier. It’s in the afternoon anyways.”
You finish the lunchbox, washing it down with your energy drink before going to pick up a new large paint brush. “Fine by me then,” you sigh, not bothering to argue with him. It was weird the first time he accompanied you on an allnighter, but Mingyu’s presence became a normal occurrence since then.
And there he was, sitting obediently like a dog next to you as you continued painting. Your playlist ending hours ago, as the only sounds are the strokes of your brush, and the breathing of both of you.
It was like this for a while, until near the end of the year. This time, you were running out of steam.
Maybe it was all the all nighters the whole year, or the fact you got sick right before finals, but you were stuck in your studio once more. Slaving away as you work on your third painting of the night, trying to get your exhibition finished before sunlight.
You hear the sound of the door opening. He had his own key now — you copied one at one point since he always was knocking. Mingyu coming in with late night take out in one hand, clad in grey sweatpants and a hoodie, ready to tackle the night with you.
You don’t even bother looking behind you, his familiar presence and cologne already telling you who it is. “Hey,” He says softly, putting the food down as he notices your tired state. It was like you were running on fumes, the amount of empty redbulls and monsters around your studio telling him all he needed to know.
You grunt, “Yeah, hey.” You say tiredly, as you wipe your face with the back of your hand. Paint smearing on your cheek. Mingyu comes over with a napkin from the takeout container, huffing as he wipes your cheek with it.
“Whens the last time you took a break?” He asks, a bit worried. Despite hanging out with you for so long, he wouldn’t say he knew anything about art. But he knew you. And the way your wrist movements against the canvas were sluggish, and the way your eyebrows furrowed as the strokes didn’t land and look the way you wanted… he knew you were at your limit.
“Doesn’t matter, I have another painting after this.” You say roughly, “Fuck, I’m such an idiot. I should have painted when I was sick. At least worked on the concepts and colors so I didn’t have to figure it out right now.” You rant, sucking your bottom lip into your teeth.
Mingyu frowns, “No, y/n. What about a fifteen minute break? I got burgers, it’ll help.” He says, but your face isn’t budging, like the strict deadlines for the paintings.
You curse, “God, Mingyu, I can’t stop. All the fucking pieces look like shit, if I stall any longer I’ll never finish this ass of an exhibition.” You say shakily, as you haphazardly throw your brush into the water cup, the muddy water splashing out. You grab another brush to pick up a new color.
He looks around the 10 other pieces littered around the room drying, he doesn’t get it, and he never would. They all looked great, cohesive despite your protests. “Y/n, they look great. You gotta take a break you know? Maybe it’ll help. Maybe your eyes will like, reset or something. You’ve been looking at this painting for hours.” He says, trying to reason.
You don’t listen, as you flick your wrist harshly to create a quick line of color.
clack!
You wince, dropping your brush to clatter on the floor. Your wrist acting up at the worst time, as you curse under your breath. Mingyu’s hands go up instinctively to hold your wrist, holding it still.
“God, now my wrist is flaring up too. Great, just what I need!” You curse bitterly, your head down.
Mingyu holds your wrist gently, despite your angry state you don’t push him away as he gingerly inspects your wrist. “Hey, come on. Lets take a break, and then we can wrap your hand alright?” He says softly, trying to coax you.
He leans down to see your hidden face, and it breaks his heart. Hot tears welling in your eyes from stress, frustration, and the impending deadline.
He doesn’t think twice, leaning down to hold you into an embrace, pulling you off your stool into his arms. Tight, the tips of your shoes barely grazing the floor. You can’t help but cry into his shoulder, “God, why am I so bad? I can’t show anyone any of this,” You sob, as Mingyu rubs your back. His grip tightening around you, holding you close as you basically collapse into his arms.
“Hey, y/n, you’ve just been working too long. Lets take a break alright? It’ll look better once you rest your eyes a bit, I promise.” He coos, “I’ve got some burgers and sweet potato fries, even convinced them to give me extra —“
“Mingyu, why are you always here?” You ask bluntly, choking back your tears. Through the whole year you’ve been tolerating him getting closer. First, random conversations when you bumped into each other on campus, then visiting the art school, coming to your studio, staying to keep you company. You never once tried to push him away, but you didn’t understand how he hasn’t been turned off yet. Your all nighters, your insecurities, the way you reject his invitations to campus parties and events to work. It was all a mystery, especially as you crash out in his arms, over some acrylic and oil on canvas. This must look pathetic to him.
His eyes are a bit panicked at the question, “I uh, do you not want me to be?” He asks reluctantly, still holding you close.
You sniff, your hand against his chest, gripping the fabric of his hoodie into your fist.
“No, I just... Thank you.” You say quietly into his chest, and Mingyu felt his head spin. You could definitely hear it, he thought, the way his heart was pounding out his chest. How you relied on him, telling him to stay. If it wasn’t for the fact you were leaning on him to stay up, he’d probably melt into a puddle on the floor.
Mingyu takes you to the table, helping you sit down on one of the comfier chairs. A foldable one with a pillow he brought at one point, so he could watch you comfortably. He boasted once — y/n look! Found this by the dumpster!
You let out a deep sigh as you sit down, Mingyu bending down to his knees to look at you eye level. A hand to your cheek as you close your eyes tiredly. “Hey, you okay?” He asks, searching your face.
You nod, “Yeah, um, sorry,” You sigh, “I’m just — I’m just stressed. I didn’t mean to have a breakdown in front of you.” You say apologetically, embarrassed by it. But he shakes his head, not affected by it. In fact, it probably caused him to fall harder, seeing how hard you work.
“Don’t apologize,” He says, pushing strands of your hair back. You look up at him, straight into his brown eyes. The way he looks at you so fondly, worried, that his bottom lip juts out slightly as he observes you. The way his fingers felt along your cheek, how he’s warmed you up in the cold room, brought takeout for you.
Fuck, how his hair is tousled under the hood, and the fact his face was a sight for sore eyes after looking at your paintings all day. Something with actual 3d planes staring at you, instead of flat canvas. Maybe it was the all nighters, the fact you’re on multiple energy drinks on an empty stomach, or that Mingyu is there for you.
You lean forward, shutting your eyes shut as you push your lips against his.
It’s warm, soft… might even get lost in it if—
You pull back after a second, as you see Mingyu’s wide eyes.
Oh fuck, did you read this wrong? Shit, at least you can blame it on lack of sleep—
A pair of lips crash into yours again, this time, you part yours as Mingyu’s warm lips mold into yours. Its warm, and comforting and everything nice, as you grab his collar to pull him closer. Making him stumble forward as he holds onto the edge of the chair to steady himself close to you.
You let out a soft breath as Mingyu snakes his free hand around to the small or your back, pushing you close as possible to him. Mingyu compensating for your lack of energy with his, as he kisses you deeply, something he’s always wanted to do. Every since he watched you draw random people at that campus fountain.
He pulls back as you pathetically try to chase his lips, as he kisses you chastely before speaking. “Y/n,” He breathes, “Fuck, you don’t know how long I wanted to do that.” He confesses, as he holds your face in his large hands.
You smile softly, “Mingyu, I—“
The box of charcoals clatter, as you accidentally drop it right next to the table of supplies. Sheepishly you bow at the students in class, not meaning to disrupt their focus.
You bend down to pick up the charcoal. What are you doing? It may be the third figure drawing class today, but dropping a box of pencils as you recount your days with Mingyu was horrible. Terrible.
Especially when you boasted to one of your friends as you shared a meal, Ah, Kim Mingyu? Thats over. Lets just focus on grad review.
You sigh, standing back up as you slide the box of art supplies on the table. Checking the time, you slide the notifications of Mingyu’s missed calls away. It was five minutes before class started, where the hell was the model?
And as if on cue, the other T.A. comes skitting towards you, pushing her glasses up as she avoids the boxes of supplies around the room. “Ah, Y/n—“ She starts, talking quietly to not cause alarm.
She stops in front of you, as you furrow your brows. Today the professor wasn’t in. As the consistent T.A., she trusted you to handle today with no substitutes. It wasn’t anything hard. You just helped set up the drawing horses and supplies, adjusted the lights and made sure the models were comfortable. It was easier especially when another T.A. was assigned to assist you today.
“Hm? What?” You ask, as you dust your hands.
She takes a deep breath, “Um, well, the model got food poisoning.” She starts. Leaning in so other students didn’t hear. “I just learned this right now, she’s like in the bathroom in the main hall throwing up like crazy.”
You frown, “What? Is she okay?” You say, straightening up, walking towards the front door grabbing your jacket off one of the stray art horse chairs.
She follows clumsily, “She’s fine! But she can’t model for this class. I know you’re in charge, but I panicked and just called whoever was on the emergency model list.”
You stop, causing the other T.A. to bump into your back, with a little squeak. A small what should have been insignificant memory flooding back.
“You’re TAing now? Seriously?” Mingyu asks lightly, as he fiddles with a loose strand of your sweater, the rough pads of his fingers pulling on it.
You slap his hand away disapprovingly, causing him to pout. “Yeah, just for figure drawing. I want to make a little money anyways, but working at the campus cafe is too time consuming.” You respond, as you continue to draw in your sketchbook. Outlining the foliage in front of you with your pen.
“Hm, what would that mean?” He asks, leaning forward to wrap an arm around your shoulder. Careful not to disturb your drawing, as he rests his chin on your closer shoulder. Watching you draw was his favorite past time nowadays.
“Just like, setting up, taking care of the figure drawing models. Things like that.” You respond absentmindedly.
“Models? Like, thats a job?” He asks, making you crack a smile. You forget how normal people knew nothing about art. You’re just glad he was openminded about basically everything.
You turn to look at him, “Yeah, the school hires people to pose for drawing. Its for studying.” You respond, as you tap your pen against the tip of his nose, where his beloved mole resided. Making him scrunch his nose, the corners of his lips turning up.
“Actually, I should write the emergency contact list. The professor updates every semester of models to contact if theres no shows, and the et cetera. I should just do it now so I don’t forget —“
“Add me on there then.”
You blink.
“Huh, what?” You say confused, looking at him with raised brows.
He straightens up, “You heard me. Add my number to that list. It sounds interesting,” He defends, his tone light.
You shake your head, smiling. “Mingyu, you don’t get it. You have to stand there naked, and do different poses every five to thirty minutes. Its not an easy thing to do.” You say, dismissing his words as nonsense. Sometimes he was too eager to try things just because they existed in your world.
Mingyu doesn’t falter. “Yeah I know. I just, it sounds cool. Also having a bunch of people drawing me, I don’t know… sounds nice. Also its like emergency contact right?” He says shrugging, “It’s not like it’ll actually happen. I know you’d never call me if it was an emergency, but just add me on it. If all models decide they’re not feeling it that day.” He suggests lightly.
You stare at him still in disbelief, narrowing your eyes. He scoffs, leaning forward to lean his forehead against yours as a challenge. A little goofy smile on his face, “What? Come on. Just add me to the list.”
The rational side of you knew this would never actually happen. Mingyu had no qualifications, and besides, there was a dozen other numbers to call before him. So you suck it up, sighing, writing his name down. Just for the sake that he’d shut up about it.
“Okay, fine.”
Your heart beats, eyes wide as you try to calm yourself. You didn’t want to release your anger against this girl for trying to fix the situation. It was your fault, really, in the first place to put his number on there. But this never was something that has happened before.
“Which number picked up?” You ask calmly, clasping your hands together as you focus on not exploding on your fellow T.A.
“Uh, just called the first one. He said he was on campus so he was down, and we only have five minutes till class—“
“Jesus, his name please?”
“Kim Mingyu.”
Oh fuck. Fuuuucckkkkk.
Mouth wide, and panicked eyes, you start to speak, before you hear the opening of the classroom door. You turn, and your face practically goes pale.
There he was — Kim Mingyu, just in a simple coat and pants. His eyes immediately landing on you. Its only been a month, but he cut his hair. Slightly shorter than you remember, as you tilt your head.
Stop it. You have to act normal.
You take a deep breath, trying to act professional. There was no time to question why the hell he’d even pick up and walk all the way here. Or why your heart was beating so fast, just looking at him.
“Um, escort him to the dressing room area.” You start, prying your eyes from Mingyu to the other T.A. “There should be a clean robe there too.” You inform, patting her arm as you beeline straight away from them.
You find a haphazardly stacked amount of newsprint, focusing on making all the edges match as you calm your heart. It’s fine, it really is.
For some reason Mingyu was interested in figure drawing modeling before. Maybe he just wanted to cross that off his bucket list, and had nothing to do with you.
The other T.A. comes back to stand beside you, “Is he comfortable?” You ask.
“Yeah, he’s fine. Just seems a little inexperienced,” She responds, scratching her cheek. “He asked if he had to take all his clothes off, and I was like, huh? Yeah? But other that that—“
“Yeah, alright.” You interrupt dryly. “Thank you. I’ll just take over after this.” You say, as you grab the timer from the table.
You walk towards the center, clearing your throat as the art students look up. “Right, hi. Professor Kang isn’t here today, but don’t mind. Today will be quite an easy day.” You start, crossing your arms.
Your eyes immediately follow to the ruffle of the dressing curtain, as Mingyu walks out in a fluffy robe. Brown eyes meet yours, and for a second you think this will be fine. Until the corners of his lips turn up, into a toothy grin only you knew so well.
That motherfucker. Bucket list my ass, he said yes just to mess with you!
You turn away sharply, focusing back on the class. “The model today is Kim Mingyu.” You say shortly, before stepping off the small platform.
You gesture for Mingyu to walk to the center, your face stone cold as you watch him step onto the platform.
He clears his throat, “Do I take the robe off now?” He asks cluelessly.
Great, just show everyone you have no clue what you’re doing. If this was a few months ago, it’d be cute. But Mingyu standing hopelessly waiting for instructions was annoying you, to say the least.
You nod, and immediately, he undoes his robe and lets it fall to the floor.
You can’t help but stare. Your lips pressed into a thin line, your body tense. Stop stop stop! You couldn’t give him a reaction. As an artist, it was normal to see naked bodies. It wasn’t a sexual thing, especially in figure drawing. But Mingyu wasn’t just an old man or something. He was a conventionally attractive, tall, well built man. In more places than one.
“Oh shit, he’s hot.” The other T.A. whispers to you, covering her mouth. You bite back your embarrassment, as you just send her a glare for her unprofessional reaction.
It doesn’t help that other people around the room are pleasantly surprised by Mingyu, as I see pink dusting around people’s cheeks. It was infuriating, to say the least.
“Holy shit, a hot model. Is this real?”
“I thought we had a middle aged woman today. Bro… score!”
“I’ve never stared so closely.”
“Alright, warm ups. Ten one minute poses.” You say plainly, holding up the timer and pressing down on it. Immediately, Mingyu nods, springing into action.
His poses were something else. They were a bit awkward, as he stood there. First putting his hands on his hips, staring at the ground.
But he started getting more comfortable. After the ten one minute poses were up, the other T.A. Adds a stool to the platform for Mingyu to sit on.
“One pose, 15 minutes.” You say, setting the timer again.
This time instead of looking at the ground, wall, or ceiling, he stared straight at you. His eyes unwavering. The sight makes your mouth go dry, as the studio lights enhance Mingyu’s features perfectly.
His face framed by the little curl of his bang, light bouncing off his tanned skin as the definition of his muscles are on display. The way his large shoulders balance his proportions, and his skin smooth and tightly wrapped around his toned torso. He always was working out, and it seemed like he kept that up, as your eyes trail from his abs to his bottom half. Your cheeks flushing as he’s so unabashedly bare in front of the whole room.
But it only propelled your anger. How could he? Just step into your domain — the art school wing — and just come here? Posing like a gangly weirdo, riding on his looks so none of the students complained. Staring straight into your eyes as a confrontation. So much it felt like he was telepathically speaking to you.
Why aren’t you returning my calls? Or, how does this make you feel? It was infuriating.
And as if satisfied in your attention on him, he smirks, like he won some imaginary battle. This idiot.
The timer rings, making you flinch against the supply table. Your cheeks flush slightly, as you clear your throat. “Another 6 poses, each 2 minutes.” You manage to choke out, pressing the timer.
As the figure session goes on for the next hour, Mingyu’s confidence was starting to irritate you to no end. At first what was awkward, was now overtly dramatic. His poses of showing off his muscles, flexing his back, it was too much. People were here to draw, not ogle.
You decided to play, not wanting Mingyu to have the upper hand. As Mingyu goes to pick up the robe off the ground, you yell, “Stop right there!”
Mingyu freezes immediately, mainly out of confusion. His eyes drifting to you, a slight furrow of his brows.
“Now, the model will stay still. Do you see how the arm connects to the shoulder blades? Please turn to a new paper and start focusing on that area.” You say, stopping Mingyu in an uncomfortable position in the name of education.
You eye how his leg starts to shake from holding it, but it only fuels you. “Now focus on the thigh muscle, we’ll hold this pose for another 3 minutes.” You say, a little glee seeping into your voice.
Mingyu’s eyes shooting up to glare at you, as you cock your head and smile.
You push Mingyu to do crazy things, like pretending to do a lay up for 10 minutes to talk about line of action. Or when you asked the students to move in closer to draw his face, having twenty people at once hyper fixate on his expression. Now, the class was fun. You completely turned it around.
The timer rings. “Alright, lunch break.” You say, as it’s half way through the 6 hour class.
Theres a collective sigh of relief, as students massage their wrists, and Mingyu putting his robe back on, but loosely. Letting his chest peek out through the fabric, as he walks around the room.
You watch as he circles, smiling and complimenting others.
“Wow, thats really good.”
“Whoa, really love how you drew that one.”
“Is that how I look? I’m flattered! Thanks.”
You huff, looking away as you catch a glimpse of him leaning over a pretty girl’s shoulder as she shows her sketches. Purposefully letting the loose robe drape his exposed chest as he examines the drawings.
Students get up to stretch their bones outside, getting lunch during the break. The other T.A. goes to check on something, leaving only you and Mingyu in the figure drawing room.
You stand, ignoring him as you walk towards the platform, readjusting the power of the studio lights. “Next part of the class is long poses,” You say, twisting the knob. “So it’ll be harsh lights. you just have to sit there, it’ll easy.”
You turn back around, Mingyu looking at you with a small smile, barely a yard away. His hands on his hips, as he looks down at you. “You know,” He drawls, his voice low. “This was a lot more fun than I thought.”
“Is it?” You respond bitterly, “Well I’m glad. Because you’re not gonna be paid for this.” You inform him, as Mingyu isn’t a real model signed with the school.
“Thats okay, I’m getting what I wanted anyways.”
You sigh, as you cross your arms. Deciding not to beat around the bush.
“What are you doing here, Mingyu?” You ask tiredly, finally looking at him straight, your brows furrowed. You boldly looking into his playful eyes.
His smug expression softens, almost reminiscent to how he would look at you before everything. He takes his bottom lip under his teeth, chewing as he looks at you.
“You seriously need me to answer that? Like always?” He says quietly, but with only you two in the studio, he could whisper from across the room and you’d still catch it.
“What, like you actually answer me with anything that makes sense?” You respond back tightly. Sighing, you relax your shoulders, biting your cheek as you glance away from him. A student’s messy pencil case catching your attention, albeit forced.
A deafening silence falls. Mingyu never really liked to fight anyways.
“You’re, you’re difficult, you know that?” He starts, as he ruffles his hair with his hand, as if that would release his pent up frustration. “When I got the random phone call that you guys needed a last minute model, I thought for a second it was intentional.”
He takes a step closer, “But of course not. You looked like you saw a ghost when I walked in.”
You gulp, “Well, to be fair, thats what you are now.” You say quietly. Avoiding his eyes.
“Oh? So I’m just dead to you?”
“No, that would be easier.” You snap, finally looking back to face his eyes. Mingyu’s jaw clenched, his eyebrows knitted, trying to figure you out like an abstract art piece.
He swallows, his adam’s apple bobbing as he lets out a disappointed huff. “y/n.” He starts firmly, in a tone he barely used.
But of course, directed to you, making your skin crawl in the overly air conditioned room.
Hands on his hips, as he takes a long breath, his head facing down as he hides his expression. “For an artist, you’re really shit at expressing your feelings.” He sighs, his bangs hiding whatever you could gather from him.
“Fine.” He concludes, looking up, his shoulders more relaxed. “I’ll stop bothering you about it, since you’re so sure.” He says throwing his arms out. “On one condition.”
You furrow your brows in confusion, wary of whatever condition he was gonna propose. Mingyu could be unpredictable when you pushed him, making the hair at the back of your neck stand.
“Draw me.” He says finally. He glances at the clock on the wall, “They still have that lunch break. So just draw me at least once, before everyone comes back.” He proposes, turning around to walk casually to the platform, as if he’s assuming you would just do it.
Is he serious? You weren’t even together anymore, and yet he wants a free commission from you? Thats crazy, like you’d ever —
“Fine.” You say curtly, “Since you’re so desperate for my attention anyways.” You quip, walking over to the supply table, making sure your shoes stomp against the hard floor. You swipe some spare paper, clipboard, and some charcoal.
The second you were at an art horse in front of Mingyu though, your fire waned slightly. The dead silence of the room was deafening, as you adjust your clipboard. The sound of the metal clips thumping against the paper, the feet of the art horse squeaking as you adjust sitting on the worn wood.
When you gaze up at Mingyu, it was obvious. He really was getting what he wanted, and it was your undivided attention.
Once ready, the charcoal in your hand, Mingyu sits down on the stool, eyes steady on you as he grips the already loose tie around his robe with his large hand. Letting it fall, as he exposes himself once more in the bright lights you set up yourself. He kicks the robe away off the platform, set on you drawing him like this.
You blink back any feelings that threaten to show on your face, readjusting the charcoal in your hand as you avoid Mingyu’s eyes, pressing down to finally start a line.
Its been a while since you last drew figures, and it usually took an hour of continuous drawing before you really found your pace in figure drawing sessions. But it was different this time.
Your heart beats in your ears, a silence of the room highlighting the sound of your charcoal smearing against the newsprint — the sounds of your breathing and of Mingyu’s, as time passes. Agonizingly slowly, yet a focus every artist aches for.
Your hand moves accordingly. Outlining the contour of his silhouette, the way his neck slopes, the soft lines that shape his abs he always was working on. Pressing for pressure with your charcoal as you indicate the weight of him sitting on the stool, hands in his laps loose as you capture his likeness with ease.
But the focus doesn’t last for long, especially when you flicker your eyes back to his. Already flicking a stroke to mimic his right eyelid, before you still. Pressing the tip of your charcoal into the paper, crumbling against the grain as you stare into his large brown eyes.
Fuck. What are you even doing?
Why are you drawing him so intently, when you vowed just a while ago that you never wanted to see Mingyu again?
Your breath hitches, as you raise your arm, flickering back to your drawing. Charcoal in the air, swinging to run a huge line through your figure of him, to smear it, to destroy it, to —
Your wrist stops mid air, as you feel a warm grip tightening around you. Eyes wide, you unfocus on the paper, to look up. Somehow in your tiny melt down Mingyu got down from the platform.
He looks down at you, eyebrows furrowed. Jaw tense, “You were just gonna ruin it, weren’t you?” He asks you quietly.
You can’t help but knit your brows, a pained expression forming that matches the one in his eyes.
The charcoal clatters out of your hand, landing on the floor in broken pieces.
Tears start welling in your eyes, your bottom lip trembling. “You’re right,” You start shakily, “I don’t know… how to address anything unless I’m drawing.” You say weakly.
Mingyu’s eyes soften slightly, swallowing hard as the bright lights highlight the contour of throat bobbing. “Yeah, seems like it.” He replies carefully. You expected him to use this as a told you so, maybe give you a smug smile, like, I knew you weren’t over me.
But Mingyu was never like that anyways. No matter how much he craved your attention, he also wanted your peace of mind. A hard thing to ask from an artist like you.
His grip on your wrist softens, as he kneels down, getting eye level with you as you still sit on the art horse. Holding your hand in his, rubbing a thumb over the veins on the back of your hand gently.
“I miss you.” You finally muster, your eyes focused on his.
“I miss you too.” He responds back, before cracking a small smile.
You strain your brows into a furrow, blinking back the warm tears you naturally formed from the vulnerable moment. A shaky huff also coming out of you, as you decide to lean forward.
Inching your face closer, until the tip of your noses brush, Mingyu stiffening slightly as you shyly graze your lips against his lips. A small breath escaping his lips, fanning over yours before you finally part them.
Your lips against his — it was like home. Finding your way back after such a tumultuous and useless road. The warmth of his lips seeping into you, Mingyu as relieved as you are. His hands finding its way to the sides of your face, pulling you impossibly closer.
It only escalates, as you open your mouth wider to push your tongue against his, making Mingyu groan out as he meets you with similar enthusiasm.
He pulls you forward, off the art horse. Taking you down to the ground, maneuvering you until your back is against the hard floor. Covering you with his large frame, his weight pressing down on you in ways you were having such a hard time admitting you missed.
It was fast, and albeit messy and rushed. Like trying to make up for wasted time as you pull him close, hands wrapped around the back of his neck as your lips go numb, your teeth clashing.
You let out a whine, when Mingyu pulls away with a heavy breath, fighting against your attempts to pull him back for a kiss.
“Y/n — fuck, can we?” He asks hurriedly, his voice breathless. A look of want in his big eyes, but there was also a little responsibility.
First of all — anyone could walk into the studio any second. There was only a lunch break, sure, an hour. But at least half of it has passed.
As you take your bottom lip under your teeth, chewing at your swollen lip as you think. And Mingyu knows exactly what look you were giving him, and he wasn’t going to reject you. Not now.
He leans back in, crashing his lips against yours in a sloppy kiss, breath hot against yours, before moving to your jaw. Leaving open mouthed rushed kisses down your neck, as you move your hands down his back. Feeling the muscles you were forcing yourself to look away from during the whole first half of class.
Touching Mingyu was way better than just drawing him from afar. You’re sure on that.
He moves his hand down, to push your midi skirt up, bunching the fabric to your hips. Your legs exposed to the cold air of the studio, as he wastes no time to slide your panties to the side. Already wet and damp from the heavy making out, and partially to the adrenaline of being in such a risky place.
“Damn, already?” He says, with a slight tease to his voice, making you pinch his arm. He lets out a pained chuckle, before placing his thick fingers against yours core, a gasp escaping your lips.
It helped that he knew you so well already, your legs squirming around the sides of him as he runs his fingers through yours wet folds, his thumb circling your clit as he inserts two fingers in, stretching you out as you gasp, Mingyu attacking your neck with messy kisses as he gets you ready for him.
“Fuck, Gyu,” You whine, your eyes rolling back in pleasure as he curls his fingers, hitting the spongy flesh that makes you arch your back off of the floor.
You weren’t the only one worked up, Mingyu being bare this entire time. His dick pressing up against the inner of your thigh, hardening at the sounds of your pleasure.
Your hand shoots down to grab hold of him, helping him get hard as he lets out a moan, as you tighten your grip. Pumping him a few times, lining him up to you as he removes his hand from your entrance.
You both let out soft gasps as you hold his dick to swipe against you, coating him in your arousal, his tip leaking with precum.
He doesn’t even ask, he just knows, as he pushes in, filling you inch by inch. The friction from your pulled to the side panties, to the tight warm walls of your pussy, making him feel lightheaded with pleasure.
“Fuck, you’re so tight baby,” He breathes, without even adjusting, he ruts into you roughly. Bottoming out as he knocks the wind out of you.
A whine escapes your throat, as you hold tightly around his shoulders, as Mingyu doesn’t slow his pace.
Its rough, its fast, and overall — desperate. The lewd sounds of flesh colliding echoing in the empty studio. Your mind going dumb at his fast pace, only focused on how he goes in, out. In, out.
The smell of his sweat, the way your hands run down his exposed body, all for you. He did this all for you. To get your attention, to get you back. God, does he even know how that makes you feel?
“Fuck, fuck,” He whines, burying his face into the crook of your neck. Already feeling a little fatigued from abusing your pussy so fast. But it was just too good, he missed it so much. So, so much. And he made it evident, as he pushes the back of your thighs higher to your chest, getting deep as he can. And fucking you like his life counted on it.
You feel the familiar build up of your orgasm, your walls tightening as you grip Mingyu’s shoulders. “Gyu, Gyu, I’m —“ You manage to choke out, as he moves his face from your neck to yours. Catching your cry with his mouth, drowning it as he kisses you messily.
You shudder, squirming under him as you feel the familiar high. Your body tingling with sensitivity and pleasure, as he overwhelms you with what can only be love.
He follows soon after, not being able to maintain his mouth to yours as he lets out a shaky grunt. Spilling inside you, his cum warm and filling, making your cheeks flush in contentment and relief.
He slows, stilling as you both catch your breaths. Pulling out of you with a reluctance. Pushing himself up, to lean back to sit. You follow as well, adjusting your skirt back as you push yourself up to your elbows.
Mingyu was a sight, as he always is. His tan skin glowing with a layer of sweat. The way his toned chest rises from catching his breath. The way his bangs are sticking to his forehead, his cheeks flushed with a rush of blood. A satisfied look on his face, as he sighs, licking his bottom lip as he looks at you.
You can’t help but smile, a warm one. As you gather yourself.
“Lets get you cleaned up before the second half. Where did you throw your robe?”
“Oh fuck. I don’t know. You got any other ones?”
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AT YOUR SIDE (18+)

Knight!Hoshi x Knight!Femreader
Summary: You work hard everyday as a dame, a female knight. Proving your place. Finally you snap when your fellow knights, including your brigade’s leader, Kwon Soonyoung don’t match your discipline.
Warnings: some ranting about misogyny, f oral recieving, fingering, unprotected penetrative sex, inaccurate medieval history (did not research)
a/n: Based on those beautiful photos of Hoshi in armor from the spell mv <333 Also fic is unedited and out of my ass 😞 first fic here, please provide feedback
Word count: 4.9k
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The sun glares, making the heavy chain armor and plates hot to touch. Sweat collecting at your brow as as you swing your sword, whishing through the heated air into the straw dummy in front of you. The sword sinks in, the beautiful heavy feeling that you’re so accustomed to for the last few years.
But relishing in the zone of your training doesn’t last long. As you hear boistering laughter, you straighten back up with your heavy sword. How the other knights act like fools; laughing and making crude jokes of women, beer, or whatever antics they get up to.
Not you.
Since you were a squire, you’ve worked so hard to be here. Being a woman, it was not easy. Harder than everyone else, you think, if someone would just lend an ear and listen.
But you made your way. Hardening yourself from the sexist and crude jokes, the hard training, and the hazing of the knight you were a squire for. Until you were finally knighted.
You thought that was it, finally, being with the dedicated knights that worked as hard as you, that could recognize your dutiful determination. The way your muscles ached until you could scream during training. The way you’ve laid down the life of many for the sake of your kingdom. How you’ve dedicated your life to finally stand as a Royal knight.
Oh but you were wrong. So wrong.
Even with the acknowledgment of the king, the passive looks, the way no one took you seriously, it was one thing. But when the knights you oh-so-respected finally revealed their true colors from behind the public perception, it boiled your blood. The drinking, the abuse of power, the lack of training.
And the worse of all, the leader of the royal knights, Kwon Soonyoung. Hoshi, the Kingdom’s Tiger, The Wild Suzerian, the Kingdom’s secret weapon.
He laughs back, his head knocking back into the air. His damp hair glistening in the sun from — what you’d consider — minimal training. As he leans onto a wooden post, surrounded by the other knights as they speak of things you care nothing about.
It wasn’t fair, you thought, as you grip the hilt of your sword tightly. You were boiling in the heavy metal, weighed down by the pounds of chain mail. Something that you were used to. But was more suffocating today from the excessive heat. Soonyoung was just wearing a loose linen shirt, the strings loosely tied.
You strike down on the dummy once more.
Grunting, you feel your hands clam under the gloves. The sweat traveling to all the way to the tips of your fingers. Soonyoung wasn’t suffering like this, you thought. Hands free as he shoves the other knights as he laughs loudly, leaning so casually against the wooden post. His trousers tight like he wasn’t meaning to train at all, just to personally spite you.
Another slash across the dummy.
How the corner of his lips curve into an irritating smile, does he care at all? Like the kingdom doesn’t rely in him, how people of the kingdom see him as a savior, how the King praises him? The way his eyes squint and sparkle under the sun, like he’s allowed to be this relaxed. Not fair, not fair, not fair.
You let out a loud cry as you swing your sword hard as you can, surprisingly, cutting through the worn out dummy. The straw torso dropping to the rough dirt, as the swing of the sword makes you stumble. Throwing the hilt of it onto the ground, free from it’s weight.
You grab your helmet, throwing it to the ground in anger, freeing your face finally as you can breathe. The small slits and openings of the helmet restricting your breathing too much before. You take a deep breath, as you whip your head towards Soonyoung, the other royal knights, who now stare at you. From your loud outburst, and surprise at the decimated dummy in half.
“Are you all insane?” You say loudly, panting as you stare at them angrily. Sweat beading down your forehead, strands of your long hair slick against your skin.
“Royal knights — how laughable,” You scoff, as you flicker your eyes between them all.
You look across the lot of them. Barely clad in their respective armor, Their swords hung up on the weapon rack.
“Laughing like a bunch of little boys, while the Kingdom is preparing for war.” You hiss, as you point at the weapon rack, “Swords hung, dusty, with cobwebs, the way you all indulge in vices as our people beg for help in rural villages, how our people in the inner city speak on crimes and injustices.” You continue bitterly, unhooking your gloves, throwing them onto the dirt with a huff. (It was fine, your squire will pick it up.)
“The audacity of the lot of you,” You hiss, spitting at the dirt under you before stomping away, back to the knight quarters, to peel the sweaty hot metal off your body. Heating from the blistering sun, and the boiling of your blood. Through your anger you’re oblivious to the attention following you as you head for the barracks.
The eyes of the Kingdom’s tiger focused steady on the back of your head, as you walk off.
—
You huff frustratingly, as you throw the chain mail onto the wooden bench, finally feeling relief as your bare skin is freed. Hands on your hips, as you kick the nearest chest with anger, grimacing as you withstand the pain of your foot as you continue to beat the poor chest.
“Angry little thing aren’t you?” You hear, the voice soft and amused. Causing you to stop, putting your foot down.
“First the dummy, now that chest. Keep that up and the treasury will cry over the new supplies we’ll need replacing.”
You turn, seeing Soonyoung. Your breath hitching as he leans on the wall, arms crossed, relaxed and inquisitive. His head tilted, his eyes boring into you. An easy smile on his face, like your outburst meant nothing at all. Which didn’t aid in all in your simmering temper.
“Sir Kwon,” You address, keeping formalities despite what happened only a minute ago. “I apologize,” You grit, glancing your eyes away. “The heat has gotten to me, I could not turn a blind eye to the lack of training.” You say, gripping your bare fist tight, running over the calloused skin of your knuckles.
All you can hear is a snicker, in the quiet barracks, as he uncrosses his arms and stalks over. Making you sieze up slightly, not used to his presence like this. Sure, you were on the same brigade, following under his leadership, but he never paid attention to you. There was nothing to scold, the way you train so consistently, how you run laps around the other royal knights despite your recent accolade. So his eyes, so carefully trained on you, made your skin crawl.
“No need to,” He starts lightly, “It was fun. Seeing you finally under that dutiful attitude of yours.” He grins, “Tell me, was it really the sun that made you break?” He asks, tilting his head, like a taunt.
This made you tense, readjusting the tightness of your fists. This was nothing, you thought. Many have belittled you, made fun of you, hazed you. So why was it that just a simple knowing smile made you want to scream? To choke out the famous Kingdom’s Tiger?
“It was the sun, sir,” You say quietly and shortly. Looking into his eyes, your gaze determined and strong, how it always was.
He hums, nodding his head, “Right, I see. Must be because of all that armor.” He muses, smiling, as he glances at the mess of the layers of your knight armor scattered on the bench and floor in a frenzy. “It’s not required you know,” He says, “To be in full attire during training all the time. Especially in this heat.” He continues.
You shake your head, “It’s duty and how I was taught. I must always be ready and comfortable in the attire. In training, at war, at duty.” You recite, your words firm.
It also had to do with your status as a woman. You never showed up in anything less than your required armor. It made you feel like you belonged, that the curves of your body were shielded. That your combat and dedication combined with hiding under all of those layers, you were seen on the same level as all the other royal knights.
He sighs, “Sad,” He begins, “A lady ought to know that she was born with weapons of her own.” He says, trailing his eyes. “You know theres more ways to fight than holding a sword, don’t you, dame y/n?” He says, his tone light, condescending in your ears.
You scowl, as you look down and realize the extent of your exposure. Your chest wrapped in cloth bandages for security, breasts straining against them. Your loose linen trousers thin enough that the curves of your hips press against the fabric. You bite your tongue, “Of course, as a man you see that.” You start lowly, “But as you said, I am a dame, a knight. The only thing that matters is my duty to the king and the sword in my hand, just like you.”
Soonyoung grins, amused at your response. His eyes still trained on you, like predator to prey. For a moment you see how he earned the title of the Kingdom’s tiger, the way his eyes dance around you like you’re his next target. “Admirable,” He says, “Frustrating, but admirable.” He admits, crossing his arms as he steps even closer. The smell of him was strangely intoxicating, of pine and a layer of musk that was actually nice. Nothing like the gagging smell of sweat and men you were accustomed to.
“You’re tightly wound, dame y/n.” He states. His expression hardening slightly, “You’re dedicated, skilled. But your lack of flexibility is worrying. Misery should not be the only state you should be familiar with.” He says, his eyes glowering into you. Making you tense with anger.
You? Unflexible? Living in misery? “What would you know, sir?” You grit, “You don’t know how hard it was to be knighted in my position.” you say, eyes narrowing, eyebrows furrowing.
“I don’t choose, that is just how it is. While you all monkey around, I must uphold. No one will ever see the extent of my hardwork and dedication, but God will. And so will the king.” you spit, glowering as your knuckles turn white from your hard fists.
Soonyoung raises his brows, but doesn’t back down. Its infuriating, the way he doesn’t flinch. How he looks down at you from his height, already feeling like mock without doing anything. The worst of it, how your chest tightens at how his eyes look, curious and listening.
“No one will see?” He repeats. “You’re incorrect, dame y/n.” He says flatly, “Who do you think recommended you for the knighting ceremony?” He starts, making your eyes widen at what he’s confessing.
He shakes his head, sighing, “I’m not claiming it was all me.” He starts, “I frequented the squire quarters many times. Looking for talent, as the king prepared for war. I noticed you. Your skill definitely aided in the fast track of your knighthood.” He says, his eyes focused on you solely, like the room was fading out. “Training until you passed out, up at 5 everyday, taking orders from your assigned knight with no hesitation.” He lists, stepping closer, making you stumble back, but the more you step back, he continues to close distance.
“The way you swing your sword,” He says lowly, licking his lips, like he’s replaying the many times he’s seen you practice and fight. “How much power in that delicate body of yours, the technique of it. Hell, the way you sliced the training dummy in half like a loaf of bread.” He says, his voice hurriedly, excited the more he lists things he admires about you.
Your back is against the wall now, the cobbled stone rough against your bare skin. Your eyes wide, mouth agape speechless at Soonyoung’s specific praises. He leans forward, placing a hand next to the wall as he traps you in.
“No one will see you say?” He says, flickering his eyes as he gazes at you intensely.
“Y/n, forget the King, God, or whatever validation you seek for. I’m right here.”
Your eyes widen, breath hitched as you hear his words. The infamous wild sezarian is a fan of yours? Supported you until you finally got what you deserved — and this whole time you stared at him in envy and bitterness.
But you couldn’t forgive the blasphemy of his words, “Watch your mouth sir,” You manage to say, “Thats heresy! you could —“
“What? Get in trouble?” He muses, breath fanning over your face. “Tell me, would you report me?” He asks, his free hand moving up to push a strand of hair away from your face, rendering you still. “You might. You’re so dutiful, aren’t you my dame?” He says lightly, like you’re his.
He bounces his gaze around your face, taking it in. This time, no helmet, just your hair framing your face, close as he’s ever seen it. And he can’t help but feel a swell of excitement. “Let me reward you,” He suggests, his voice breathy, “When was the last time you’ve truly been paid attention to?”
You gulp, swallowing hard under his burning gaze. Your skin heating once more, despite how the cold cobblestone wall is pressed against your back, only clad in thin linen and bandages. You feel your heart beat hard against your chest, so loud, Soonyoung must be able to hear it. It was a unrecognizable feeling, the way your knees weaken, a fluttering feeling starting to take root in your lower abdomen.
“Being a knight and doing my duty is rewarding enough.” You manage to choke out, a little proud that your words were steady coming out of your mouth.
Soonyoung rolls his eyes, “I’m sure thats true,” He says sarcastically, “But a human being, even as admirable as you deserves a break, don’t you think?” He points out, as he leans closer to that your noses could brush, making you take a sharp inhale. A chill down your spine that travels straight to your core.
“Dame y/n, is it that horrible to remember that you are a woman under that armor?” He whispers into your ear, his breath tickling your skin. “It is no curse on you. It what makes you so deliciously different and refreshing from the spoiled brats that think Knighthood is their right.” He says, firmly, “You should not mold yourself into such a miserable life where you forget who you are inherently. You deserve to have the same audacity of ones who can’t hold a candle to your hardwork.”
His hand travels from beside your ear, down to trail your jawline, to your neck, in a slow agonizing pace. Making you flutter your eyes in response, never having felt such a gentle touch in all years you’ve lived. “If they can indulge in vices, then you very well can too,” he whispers, moving his other hand that was trapping you in to caress your cheek. Leaning down to give you an open mouthed kiss on the side of your neck, making you gasp in response. “Let me give you what you deserve, y/n,” He says lowly, his breath ghosting your skin as he peppers gentle kisses.
“Sir!” You gasp, as he grabs you by the waist tightly, right under your bandages. The rough pads of his fingers feeling like they always belonged there. Your cheeks burn, flustered from his advances, your hands shooting up to grip his arms. Oh, how toned they are under the thin linen, hard against your hands as your resolve weakens.
“Sir, this is inappropriate, I’m a knight under —“
“Under me,” He murmurs, “Quite figuratively and literally, yes?” He says like it’s normal.
Taking a deep breath as he kisses down to the swell of your breasts, the taste of your skin intoxicating. The smell and taste of your sweat from training mingled by the rose tonic you use when you bathe. He lets out a soft breath, running his hands down your binded chest until he lowers himself down to his knees. A sight you’ve never even dreamed of seeing in your lifetime.
He looks up at you, a look of arousal and focus, his fingers teasing the waistband of your linen trousers. Licking his lips in anticipation, his pupils dilated. Something you’ve only really seen right before the surge of battle. “Inappropriate, sure, but you haven’t pushed me away, have you, my dame?” He points out, knowing full well if you wanted to, he’d be flat on the ground for trying to advance on you.
He was right.
You don’t know whats happening, but the need building in your abdomen, the way you push your thighs tightly together as you take a sharp breath, you wanted it. You wanted it bad.
The second the look in your eyes softens, a wild grin finds Soonyoung’s face, his eyes in the dimness of the room twinkling with a newfound vigor. Like a tiger really was in front of you. He claws at your lower abs, before pulling down the linen pants, revealing your cunt. Glistening, shamelessly showing how affected you were this whole time despite your attempts at being stoic. You take a sharp breath, cheeks burning, sensitivity heightened under his gaze.
He leans in, taking a deep breath through his nose, as he licks a strip up your pussy in an agonizingly slow pace. The warmth of his tongue against your slickness making you involuntarily moan out, your hands immediately finding anchor on the cobblestone behind you.
“Beautiful,” He breathes, grabbing the hold of the back of your thigh, slinging one of your legs over his shoulder. The further access, making him kiss your clit with a gentleness that makes your stomach flutter, and a whimper escape your mouth. His eyes flickering to your face, as he smiles. “This cunt of yours,” He says shamelessly, making your cheeks flush further. “It’s been neglected too long.”
Immediately his mouth is back on you once more, tongue swirling a circle around your clit, sucking slightly as you buck your hips into his face. His hand holding your thigh on his shoulder in place, as you throw your head back against the stone wall. Lapping up your juices with a satisfied groan, your taste everything Soonyoung imagined and more. The soft whimpers from your mouth going straight to his cock, as it strains against his pants. Its heavenly, for both you and Soonyoung, as your eyes roll back unevenly from his ministrations.
He licks another stripe up your folds, this time settling his tongue into your opening, prodding it open as he hardens his tongue to intrude into you. The action making you cry out, pulling him closer with your leg around his shoulder. The way your pussy clenches excites him, feeling how you tense as he continues to tongue fuck you. Moaning as he does it, savoring your taste, the heat and scent of your cunt wholeheartedly.
He moans, kissing your entrance as he mutters, “You taste so good,” He whines, “Divine, better than any bottle of wine.” He praises, flickering his eyes up to see your face contorted in pleasure.
Your eyebrows furrowed, eyes shut as you lose yourself in the feeling of Soonyoung’s mouth. The sight only making him more determined to pleasure you. As he keeps his steady eyes on you, he latches his mouth back around your clit, alternating from sucking and flicking with his tongue. You buck your hips, grinding against his mouth instinctively, gasping as you grab at the stone behind you.
He uses his free hand to finally stick one finger into you, the stretch warm, and easy, but tight as your walls clench around his finger. Soonyoung moans, his own eyes rolling back from just the tightness of your walls. Already getting off of the idea of you around his cock, rutting into you. His impatience showing as he doubles his efforts, sucking your swollen clit with fervor as he pumps another finger into you, curling his slender fingers until he feels your spongy flesh. Knowing he’s found the right spot as you basically double over, finds your hands in his hair, gripping tightly.
Its mind numbing. The combination of Soonyoung’s smart mouth and nimble fingers, as you feel the tight knot in your stomach build. You cry out, whimpers and whines escaping your throat as you tense, the feeling of pleasure starting to get overwhelming. “Sir, sir, I’m going to —“ You try and warn, before your voice cuts out as you gasp loudly. Hands tightly pulling on Soonyoungs’s hair as he grunts from your hands. Your body shuddering as you whine, riding out your high on Soonyoung’s face, his hand a tight grip on your ass. Seemingly determined to drown in your juices.
You pry his face off your cunt, as he seemed a bit lost in you. The over sensitivity making you push him away, as he pants, looking up at you with awe. He licks his lips, your slick allover his nose, mouth and chin. The filthy sight making you let out a sharp exhale of arousal, already feeling yourself start up again once more.
He stands up, pushing you back up against the wall, “Now taste,” He murmurs, closing in and molding his lips with yours. Warm and soft, as he pushes his tongue against yours. You moan, tasting your own juices on his tongue, as he kisses you with a slow pace. Pulling back, a trail of saliva and your arousal between your mouths.
Licking his lips, as you stare back heavy lidded. “Tasted yourself, haven’t you?” He says breathlessly, “Can you see how ruined I am now that I have you?” He moans, as he grabs the bandages around your chest, using his strength to roughly rip them off with ease. His hands immediately coming up to massage your freed breasts, rubbing his thumbs on your nipples as you whimper in pleasure, pinching and massaging them.
“Wicked thing aren’t you?” he continues, murmuring it into your skin, his mouth against your ear as he squeezes your breasts. “Blessing me with the prettiest, divine pussy I’ve ever seen, better than any woman, whore, or lady I’ve aquainted,” He growls, “My dame, how have you walked around this kingdom without me buried into you at all times?” He says, like you’ve committed the greatest crime. His words going straight to your core, dripping, as you clench around nothing, needing more.
“I apologize sir,” you breathe, need evident in your voice. Biting down on your lip, fluttering your eyes as he kneads your breasts, making you squirm under his hands. You look like a sight, the way Soonyoung reacts as his angry expression turns focused. Cheeks flushed, your pretty lashes against your cheeks as tears of pleasure dance at the corners of your eyes. Ridiculous, he thinks, that you’ve been here all the time. And it’s taken him this long to take you.
He huffs, “No need. We remedy it now,” He says firmly, his leader like voice coming out. He lets go of your breasts reluctantly, unbuttoning his trousers, his dick springing against his chest. Angry like he is, pink and pretty, slick with pre cum. The sight of him already making your legs weak, just imagining him inside you.
He steps back, sitting on the wooden bench, pushing your haphazardly thrown armor out the way for space. A hand to his dick, pumping it slowly a few times as his eyebrows furrow, a moan coming out of his lips. You take a deep breath, stepping up to him.
“Sir, let me,” You say, straddling on top of him, the closeness between his cock and your pussy making you throb with need. You let out a sigh as you wrap your rough hands around Soonyoung’s dick, stroking him slowly, exploratory. Making him gasp and take a sharp inhale.
“Fuck,” He groans, his noises music to your ears. Squeezing slightly, as you press your thumb over the slit of his dick, slick with his precum. The action making him moan out, “Enough, no more teasing,” He breathes, putting his hands over yours. “Let me give you what you deserve, Dame y/n.” He says, making eye contact with you, his eyes soft but still determined with arousal and anticipation.
He holds you up, until you’re hovering over him, kissing you momentarily just from missing the way your lips tasted a moment ago. He adjusts, your lips still pressed together as you both moan out as the tip of his cock swipes against your folds.
You start sinking down, gasping, your breath caught in your throat. Inch by inch, Soonyoung’s cock stretching you out deliciously, the pain and pleasure knocking the wind out of you as he watches intently at the filthy sight of his cock disappearing into you, until he bottoms out. You breathe, adjusting, holding Soonyoung’s shoulders tightly. Fuck, was it beautiful. If you could, you would write epics of how he felt in you, have the bards at those stupid pubs sing about how magical he felt, how perfect he was.
And it starts, as he starts rolling his hips, grabbing your ass with his hands tightly, roughly groping them as he starts a slow but deep pace. “Heavenly,” He breathes, his eyes furrowed in pleasure. “I’d win millions of battles just to have this pussy again.” He moans, as you squeeze around him so well.
“Name it, kingdom, country, anything,” He rambles, drunk on the feeling of your pussy, how you drip and suck him in. The way your tits bounce in his face, how your hair falls so effortlessly around you. Especially the fact that no one would know how beautiful you were like this, taking him in so well like it was your knightly duty.
The praises only fuel you, as you wrap your arms tighter around Soonyoung’s neck, rolling your hips to meet his. Bottom lip under your teeth as you bounce on top of him, the knot in your chest building up again, as you chase that high eagerly.
Sweat, the painful pleasure of both of you clawing each other, the lack of caution as you both go at it roughly. One of your breasts trapped in his mouth as he sucks harshly, his hips snapping up with force that shakes the measly wooden bench under you both. You match him, the way your core burns at how hard and fast you roll your hips, fingers clawing deep into his back muscles. A chorus of moans and heavy breathing between you both, as it’s now just a matter of reaching the top of ecstacy.
“Come,” He grits, letting your tit go with a pop of his mouth, as he kisses up your neck, licking the sweet sweat of your skin. “You deserve it, my dame. Reward me with your release.” He commands, holding your waist down with both arms, fastening his pace as he holds you up like a ragdoll.
And with that you do, gasping as you choke out a loud cry, eyes shut as you shake and shudder, eyesight spotty as every part of your lower half spasms with utmost pleasure. Squeezing Soonyoung’s shoulders hard, making him wince at your strength as you ride your orgasm to completion, panting heavily.
Soonyoung pulls you off despite his body screaming him not to, as he clumsily grabs his dick, stroking it hard until spurts of his release come out, as he moans, tapping his dick against your stomach as he recovers, coating your chest with his warm cum.
Its quiet for a moment, as you pant, catchin your breath, sitting on top of him as he holds you close, breathing in your sweat as he rests his chin in the nook of your neck. His touches light, once more, as he rubs circles into your back. “God,” He sighs, continuing a string of curses, before lifting his head to look into your eyes. Despite the exertion, his eyes are wide, a film of sweat over his handsome face. A look of a man who discovered excalibur on his face as he looks at you.
For once, you look relaxed. Your shoulders down, eyebrows no longer furrowed, the normal guarded look on your face gone. For once you look like a woman, one thats utterly you, strong and beautiful. Looking how you should, satisfied and cared for. Only making Soonyoung’s resolve tighten, thoughts filling his brain of taking care of you, making sure you feel the appreciation you deserve.
“My dame,” He starts quietly, “I never want you to have an outburst like that again,” He starts, referring to your angry insults thrown at the other royal knights, “If you need an outlet, let me be one for you.” He promises, gripping your hands tightly in his. “Let me fight your battles strongly beside you,” He says, kissing you briefly, “Never be alone. I am here.”
You nod, feeling an undescribable feeling in your chest rise. Odd, how your hands are with one of the most respected knights in the kingdom, the same man you despised and felt envy for. Odd that you let this same man ravish you and make you remember that there was more to life than just your royal duties.
And very odd, that now you have the Kingdom’s Tiger by your side.
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