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being amado carrillo fuentes' younger sister would include:

a/n: forehead kisses to the anon who suggested this

okay i love this idea

this idea originated from another request made where dina's bff falls for benjamin

but the idea of being amado's younger sister still had my wheels turning

so when i imagine amado being an older brother to you, he tries his best to be hands off

whether that's because he's too busy or he knows he taught you to be a tough bitch regardless his vibes are like

if you need me to clean up your mess, obvi i will but if you could handle your own shit that would be beautiful

like i talked about before, very gives you money and blesses you because at least someone should be having fun with his money

like i'm just remembering the times amado just looked at his huge ass house in like... disinterest and i see him using you to like live vicariously through your happiness

he might not be excited about the house but seeing you be excited about it is more than enough for him

so i'm just imagining you truly like being unleashed on mexico with whatever you could fucking ask for

truly a menace to society and men across mexico

which i think lends itself well to being best friends with ramon too can you just imagine the lady killer and the man eater teaming up

idk why i get man eater vibes from amado's sister, i just do

okay tell me why i have this situation stuck in my head

amado goes into this fucking night club ready to just like let loose you know

and he's getting a drink, scoping out who he's going to take home that night and right as he's about to swoop in with this one chick

he hears it, he hears a laugh that he would recognize from like 5 miles away

bitch wips his head around and sees you giggling it up in the fucking vip section with this guy

of fucking COURSE you would both fucking end up at the same club

and so he starts like barraling over to where you are, not even to fuck up the guy just to be like "what the fuck this is my place" because sibling dynamics never fucking die

so he comes over and he's giving you a what the fuck look and the guy next to you his eyes go fucKING HUGE

scared shitless that he just made a move on amado's girl and you just like give him a nod and are like "que pasa, hermano"

and he's about to go off on you and he just looks at this terrified dude and shoos him away "quitate, cabron" he like dismisses before taking a seat next to you

"what the fuck are you doing here"

"well not trying to have a good time but i guess you have different fucking ideas"

"this is MY place, i don't want to be taking care of you all night"

and you scoffing and being like "the fuck, then dont? or go find another disco"

i'm just laughing at the idea of like you swearing just as much as your freaking brothers

or or or another idea

okay amado complaining to you about how he's not getting acosta to go along with this fucking plan that he has right, talking about how he doesn't know how he's going to string him along to this

so you take it upon yourself to pay acosta a visit to smooth things over

just picture this as you will

exhausted pissed off amado coming out of his car and approaching acosta's place to be stopped by one of his men and being like "acosta is entertaning right now, he has a woman back there"

amado's like tired of this shit and demands to be taken over

he turns the corner and he sees you and acosta sipping on tequila just fucking laughing it up

and amado is like "what fucking woman, that's my sister"

"ay llego tontin" you greet, acosta fucking bent over laughing and amado is sitting there rubbing his face like what the fuck is happening here

but in the process, acosta is telling amado about how he should've told him he had a much prettier sisters with much better ideas (just amado's ideas repackeged to acosta) LOL

and amado is sitting there like truly what the actual fuck but i will take it

as you're walking out with amado he's like pushing your head in frustration "hoy si te pasaste de verga" he like whisper yells at you before turning back to acosta and being like "thank you" LOLOL

whispers someone tell me who his love interest should be

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i'm literally so obsessed with your el mayo nsfw content. that bit about riding him with hands tied behind your back hasn't left my mind for days, thank u i love u so much 😵‍💫😵‍💫🩷

hehehehehe youre welcome

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Hellooo! missed your writing so much welcome back! if it’s possible can with have anything with baron or maybe pacho i miss them both so much!!

oooooooh barron for sure, throw request at me for him and pacho tbh i'd probably have to go back and watch some episodes of og narcos for it but i'm down

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"I hate the thought of other men touching you before me." And “you go near him again and I’ll kill him" with Mayo please!!!!! 💖💖

protective headcannon: ismael "el mayo" zambada

"You cannot be serious right now?" you accuse as Mayo slams the car door shut as he adjust himself in the driver's seat, his jaw clearly clenched as he gripped the steerign wheel. "Of course I'm serious" Mayo hissed out as he threw the car in reverse and started on the way to the home you shared. "That asshole touched you" "He hugged me" you exclaimed shaking your head, part of you annoyed he was getting so worked up about this innocent interaction and part of you reveling in the jealousy that was pulsating off of him. "I'm sorry that I dated people before you, god" "But you don't have to hug them" he replied with a soft huff, making you hold back a giggle as you reach out to wrap your arms around his closest arm. Leaning against him, you look up giving him your big puppy eyes which makes him instantly sigh in forced relaxation. "I just, I fucking hate the thought of other men touching you before me" he mumbles, placing a kiss on top of your head making you smile against his as you hid your face in your arms. "Well I'm all yours now" you reassure in a hum, raising your head to press kisses against his neck and collar bone which earned you a soft moan of approval from him. "That's fucking right" Mayo states with conviction as if trying to comfort himself. "And you go near him again, and I'll kill him" he finishes, only half kidding. "You need to calm down, bebe" you whisper against his ear, hands already wandering to undo his best as you place gentle kisses against his skin.

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Hey, I'm so happy you're back I missed reading your works.I was wondering if you'll still do the requests that you mentioned there because they were all great ideas : https://www.tumblr.com/narcosmx/669340063334842368/request-list-here-is-a-list-of-the-request-that

being enedina's best friend and falling for benjamin arellano-felix would include:

a/n: okay so this made mee think about the enedina's bff falling for benjamin thing and i got going, so yes i'll be going back to some of these hehe

okayokay hear me out rich boss babes together

WHICH LEAD ME TO THINK LIKE WHAT IF ENEDINA'S BFF WAS AMADO'S YOUNGER SISTER

so like amado is the kind of older brother where like... you call me and ofc i'll come solve your problems for you but can you like....maybe handle what you can on your own

kinda just gives her a wad of cash, la bendicion and be like go live your life kid at least one of us should enjoy the money i'm making lol

"vaya con dios mijita" also get the vibes that he def taught you how to fly too

so i imagine you being a little bit more rough and tumble than enedina

but like you bring out the boss bitch in her, reminds her she is capable of breaking away from this idea of "being a woman" was

being bffs with dina gives me like, you practically live at her place vibes you know

like you have a toothbrush, and clothes and your favorite soaps in the goddamn shower

you go home only to like swap out the roation of outfits you have or getting a new pair of shoes or something

otherwise you were essentially living at the arellano-felix house, shit even their mom jokes about her liking you more than your own kids

and the girls fucking love having you around, and lowkey probably ramon too because you're never one to shoot down his crazy ass ideas

pancha is like "don't you like, ever get tired of being here" and you're like "don't you ever get tired of being the ugliest member of this family?"

and benjamin oh benjamin at first he tries to pay you no mind, but you're not one he can easily ignore

so he resigns himself to nodding at you and huffing with laughter when he sees how comfortably you lounge around his fucking house because no matter what you do like he cannot get mad at you

you do something and he smiles and someone else does that same exact thing he'd rip them several new assholes.

okay listen i don't know why i get the vibes that like you're an expert at breaking into anything that isn't welded shut

you know, like you grew up around criminals you were bound to pick something up

not that you had to break into dina's place, you had a key but sometimes it's just fun to freak the other's out

i just imagine, like benjamin coming home a day after having like fortified security and he just looks into the backyard and you're chilling poolside

he walks out and it like "w-we changed the locks yesterday after a security issue... how the fuck did you? dina is out making your key right now??"

you nearly giggling as you take a sip of your drink "you make me laugh, benji"

YOU CALLING HIM BENJI I CANNOT \

him opening his mouth to say something and him being like yeah nope nevermind and turning on his heel and walking inside

hehe having to turn on his heels so fast because he can't help but smile at you and your antics

dina walking out and being like "hey bebe, i left your key in your bag" but side eyeing her brother because she knows she knows something is up

because no one makes her wet blanket of a brother smile like that

you and dina going to fancy dinners together can you imagine, going to the hottest spots in all of baja

you two getting all dolled up in her room together, they can hear you laughing from down the street lol

unabashedly singing at the top of your lungs lol

but i also have this one moment of scene stuck in my head

you and dina are in a rush getting ready to go somewhere and like dina is showering and you're like

well i'm def not showering in any of the other boys fucking rooms because NOPE

and i dunno but benjamin gives you vibes that his bathroom would be clean and so you...go for it

you couldnt have shame if they paid you so you're just out here causally breaking into fucking tijuana's biggest drug dealer's room

going in to take a shower, showering you know and then as you come out with like a robe wrapped around yourself and drying yout hair, benjamin is entering the room

and there's just this moment where benjamin is looking at you like with like a what the fuck but like amused face

and you're like "look, where else did you want me to go? i'm def not fucking showering in ramon's shower"

and benjamin is like "hm i don't know maybe???? the freaking guest bathroom"

and you laughing him off the face of the planet

and okay imagine he has like documents laying around his room because he wakes up in the middle of the night and worries about bus iness stuff because that's him

anyways you saw it and you idk just have this knack for business or math and you just walk up past him brushing against him and kiss his cheek and are like "thanks for sharing the bathroom with me, and if you raise the tax 1.5 percent over 6 months you'll cover that cost" you note motioning your head towards the document and walking away AHHH

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“i’m not going anywhere” and “whether you like it or not, you're safest with me” for Ramon please boo 😭🥺💗

Protective Headcannon: Ramon Arellano-Felix

"I had everything under control, Mon, don't flatter yourself" you slur with a giggle as you let yourself into your home and nearly throw yourself on the couch. "Oh yeah, that's why you were cornered with those two guys closing in" Ramon answered, closing the door behind him as your best friend let himself in. You hiss out in disagreement and roll your eyes "Please, I could've handled those pendejos, I mean I did learn from the best" you reminded as Ramon pushed your legs off the couch so he could join you. "Is it so hard to just fucking stay with me?" he reprimands, bringing your legs up to rest on top of his. "Oh I'm sorry, I didn't know I was talking to Benjamin" you laugh out "Por favor, shut the fuck up" you tease, knowing that the last person you were going to sit here and be lectured by was Ramon. "That's not what I mean" Ramon groans out in frustration, averting your look and focusing on undoing the strap of your heel and getting them off of you. "It's just, whether you like it or not, you're safer with me" The way his voice softened when he explained, losing all of the teasing nature you would have previously expected took you by surprise. You tilted your head, trying to get a read off of him which for the first time was difficult. "I would lose my fucking mind if anything happened to you, I don't think you understand. I would fucking burn half of Tijuana down if something happened to you" Ramon pleaded, looking up at you and locking you in this gaze you've never experienced before. Sitting up, you lean towards Ramon, placing a gentle kiss on his cheek before placing your forehead against his. "But what about the other half" you can barely let out between giggles and before he could let out a frustrated groan, you lean forward to press your lips against his in a giddy kiss. A kiss that sobered the both of you in an instance, his hands finding their way to your waist as if they always belonged there. Pulling away, nearly breathless, you give him a sweet smile before pushing yourself off the couch. "Well, thanks for getting me home safe, you can go home now" you tease, winking at him as you lead him to your bedroom. "Oh I'm not going anywhere" Ramon nearly growled a familiar cocky smile not too far behind you.

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protective headcannon: ismael "mayo" zambada

a/n: based on the requested prompt:

"He said what to you?!" and "He won't hurt you again, I promise." and probably tw for like insinuating dv

"He said what to you?!" Mayo's voice boomed over the phone, you could almost hear the way his vein in his neck buldges with anger. "Please, Mayo, not now" you whimper back at him. Truly, you didn't know what came over you to call your ex in this situation. It was almost like muscle memory, you felt unsafe and maybe you unconsioucly knew only one person could restore that feeling within you. "Just..." "I'll be right there, mija" Knees up against your chest, you sat in the center of your bed focusing on your trembling breath. When you hear the front door unlock, you take a unintended breath of relief. Only one other person had a key to your home, and it was times like this when you were thankful you never got that key back. "Que chingados" Mayo murmurs to himself, stepping over the broken dishes and things thrown around the floor, before calling out to you. He turns the knob to your bedroom slowly and only peaks in, as if to reassure you it was really him. But once he saw you curled up, his stomach dropped nearly running to your side. The way you at first flinch away from his touch made him sick to his stomach at the thought of what you had gone through. What he had allowed to happen to you by pushing you away. "Mirame, soy yo, mi amor" Mayo said in a low and slow tone as he reached out his hand to which you immediately leaned your head against, nearly climbing in his lap once he settled on the bed. "Did he touch you?" he questioned after a moment of silence as he gently rocked you as he held you against his chest. "He just " you groan motioning to the door where the reminents of the fight you had hid behind, as if still trying to defend them. "He touched you?! He touched you" the difference in Mayo's breathing was apparent, noticing how much work he had to put in to calming himself down. "Sabes que, I'll be back" he starts to say as he stands but you grab his arm in protest, shaking your head meekly. "You can't leave me... you can't leave me again", he wears the way his heart broke into a million pieces on his sleeve. Nodding his head, he places a kiss on your forehead before insisting he steps out to make a call. As if he needed to hide what his intentions were from you. "'sta bueno, te lo encargo" he orders over the phone before coming back to lay on the bed, pulling you onto him with little hesitation. "He won't hurt you again, I promise" Mayo murmures, caressing your thumb against your cheek "I'm a man of my word, and when I said I'll love you forever, I meant it."

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soo so glad that you’re back on here, missed your works so much 🩷 hope life has been treating you good! BLESS YOU FOR FEEDING US AMAZING CONTENT, cannot wait for your next posts 🥲

thank you so much my sweet bb! life has been treating me okay better with you guys 🥺

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protective headcannons: ramon arellano felix

a/n: i posted a post for prompts and got my request!! and maybe i'm a little too excited

based on the prompt: you're worried about me sleeping with other women? I don't want anyone else but you. That means I won't sleep with anyone else but you.

Your hand reaches over, eyes still heavy with sleep, and all you feel is the cool feeling of the untouched sheets on his side of the bed. Again. This hopeless feeling overtakes your sleepiness as you sit up enough to look around the room. Instead of being met with the view of your husband, you were met with your clock blinking some ungodly hour back at you. He hadn't called, like he used to when you first got married, let alone have gotten home. You'd be surprised if he made it home before day break. There is only so many times that you can reason your way out of the sinking feeling that overtakes you. You can only hold back tears so many times before letting your worst thoughts come to the forefront. You weren't stupid, you knew about how men treated women in the business. You'd seen the other wives bite their tongues knowing that their husbands had a girl in every other city they went to. But, Ramon was different or at least he was supposed to be. That's what he had promised, that things would be different but as you sat in that dark room alone you had trouble believing that. Before you curl into the fetal position you found yourself in more than often these days, you were startled the the sound of the front door opening and drunk lumbering towards the bedroom. Most times, you tried to feign sleep when he came home like this if anything to avoid the conversation that was fresh in your mind. But this time, you didn't. You stayed in your sport staring at the door as it opened slowly, Ramon still sober enough to have the mind to try to close the door quietly. Leaning over to turn on the light, you see him startle before he looks over at you with a weak smile. "Corazon" he murmurs "what are you doing up so late?" "Wondering where my husband was" you respond in a flat tone, not quite matching the affection he had dripping from his. "Pues, aqui estoy, princes" "How many are there, hm?" you interrupt, the words just falling our of your mouth. "What" Ramon asks in genuine confusion as he sits at the edge of the bed, reaching towards you with no response. "How many other women are there, Ramon? I'm not stupid, you're never hom..." "You're worried about me sleeping with other women" Ramon nearly scoffs wanting to laugh it off at first but then sees the pleading look in your eyes before reaching to grab your chin and force you to look up at him. "I don't want anyone else but you" Ramon states in a stern tone but you can see his heart breaking through the look in his eyes "That means I won't sleep with anyone else, mi reina, I don't see anyone else. I can't bring myself to think of anyone else. Eres mi corazon entero, eres mi vida and I'm sorry if I've ever made you feel like you weren't." Each word he was saying was punctuated with a kiss traveling up from your hand, up your arm and to your cheek before placing his head gently against yours.

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Okay so first, i'm glad you're back! hope everything's good! ❣ and for protective prompts, i have these, either for món or mayo, whatever you feel like writing :))

You're worried about me sleeping with other women? I don't want anyone else but you. That means I won't sleep with anyone else but you.

He touches you again and I won't guarantee you I won't kill him immediately.

He said what to you?!

He won't hurt you again, I promise.

bless you my child I love you

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🗡️Protective prompts

Can I kill him now?

He deserves to die after what he did to you. And I’ll bring it to him.

He doesn’t even deserve to be breathing the same air you are.

I wanna know as soon as he does anything that makes you uncomfortable.

I’ll deal with him.

I'm not going anywhere.

I want you to go to me any time he does something that freaks you out.

She's my date. Fuck off.

Why was he talking to you?

Did he want something from you?

You won't go anywhere with him.

He touches you again and I won't guarantee you I won't kill him immediately.

He said what to you?!

You go near him ever again and I'll kill him.

Is he just a friend?!

I looked everywhere for you.

I'm yours, you're mine. I don't intend on ever changing that.

You're mine. There's no changing that.

She's mine. Get lost.

You're mine. But I'm yours too. You don't have to worry about me not being loyal. There's only one woman I could ever want in my bed and that's you.

Baby, am I your first?

I hate the thought of other men touching you before me.

Just say a word and I'll kill him.

Was it your first time?

One your word and I'll take you from here.

I love the fact that I was your first.

You'll stay with me. Where you're safe and near me.

You're worried about me sleeping with other women? I don't want anyone else but you. That means I won't sleep with anyone else but you.

I won't hear another word.

He won't hurt you again, I promise.

Whether you like it or not, you're safest with me.

I don't care what you think. I won't let you come back to that motherfucker.

Yeah, I killed him! He used to hit you! What did you expect me to do?! Leave him alone?

I won't let him come near you.

I won't let you saty here. Not when you're so close to him.

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OH MY GOD YOUR BACK! I’m so happy rn🫶🏼

i cant tell you how much i'm smiliing thanks for taking me back everyone

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PROMPTS FOR THE BUDDING ROMANCE *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

i never thought something like this could happen to me.

when they said you were hurt... i've never been so afraid in my whole life.

i almost lost you.

you are the most special person i have ever met.

are you blushing? did i make you blush?

here, take my jacket. you're shivering.

i don't know how to function around you. i struggle with words.

you have an easy way of making me feel breathless.

you have no idea what you do to me.

i've never met anyone like you before.

you've been a great friend to me. better than a friend. someone i can turn to in my darkest times.

next time, warn me when you pull a stunt like that. i want to be with you.

i don't know where i'd be without you.

you came right when i needed you.

i was just thinking about you, and here you are.

i had a dream about you.

i've tried seeing other people... but they're not you. they're not who i want.

i'll protect you. i promise.

i haven't taken my eyes off you since you walked in.

this is new for me. feeling like this.

i'm sorry. i just had to see you.

you mean absolutely everything to me.

is this what happens when you fall in love?

do you feel the same way about me?

i thought i could handle seeing you with someone else, but i was wrong.

i don't know what to say. you make me forget how to speak.

you make my head spin.

do that again. that was cute.

i couldn't wait around anymore. i have to tell you how i feel.

stop! you're making me blush!

i've never felt anything like this before.

go easy on my heart. please.

my heart has been broken so many times in the past... but you won't hurt me, right? i can trust you.

you're very distracting, you know.

was that flirting? were you just flirting with me?

you're different. you're not what i'm used to.

you can keep holding my hand, you know. you don't have to let go.

i like it when you held onto me. that was nice.

this stopped being a fling a while ago.

everything changed for me last week.

when i saw you with someone else... it broke me.

could you see yourself with me?

i wish i had the strength to tell you how i feel.

i could be your date.

what if i asked you out?

i've been flirting with you this whole time.

this doesn't have to be a date if you don't want it to be.

we could... try. see what happens.

meeting you was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.

sorry, what did you say? i wasn't listening. i was... distracted.

i came as fast as i could. they said you needed me.

just stand behind me. i'll protect you.

you are... so infuriating. you know that, right?

i know what i said before... but i was wrong. about everything.

maybe we could try again?

you mumbled my name in your sleep again.

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I’m so glad your back 😭 I’ve been rereading your old stuff for months

my heart wtf i missed you guys

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heyy ur back how are youuu?

i'm here and got some ideas hello

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being the arellano baby and being into ismael "mayo" zambada would include (the wedding cont.)

a/n: has to get this out of my head and dump it here

okay i had this idea stuck in my head

the last part ended with this moment of like benjamin and ramon at odds

benjamin was out here trying to butter mayo up and have you dance with him and at the same time, ramon is sicking his dogs on you to keep you away from mayo

and if this wasn't the representation of your life, watching on the sidelines as like wtf while the boys make these decisions for you

and the idea that stuck in my head was just like what if in that moment you snapped

you had lived your who life being calm, agreeable and this, this just made you snap

so kitty is wrapping his arm around you, guiding you away from mayo who is measuring his next move and you just stop

"no, no, no dejame" you protests, shaking kitty off but when he comes off to grab you by the elbow that's when you truly fucking pop off

"no me escuchastes? get the fuck out of my way, en serio. i'm an arellano-felix just as much as my brothers are dont fucking forget it"

the fucking look on literally everyone's faces when you reminded people who's fucking twin you were

kitty lowering his glasses, giving ramon this look before turing to you with a little like damn girl smirk "orale, perdoname patrona"

i swear dina is in the background with this big ol fucking smile on her face

and you kinda turning around to mayo who is standing there with arms crossed shaking his head in lowkey amazement

"pues, mi princesa, por lo menos ya se quien realmente manda aqui" he teases as he reaches out to you with this little teasing look

you reaching out to grab his hand, him pulling you into him with much less hesitancy now and slinging his arm around your waist as he leads you to go dance

i just pout of getting to the dance floor and he bring you up against him gently, slow dancing to luis miguel and you just kinda melting into him

i'm screaming, head pressed against him and him leaning down to whisper something like "i could get used to this" or or something about like "quizas puedo dejar de ser mi propio patron, solo si tu eres la patrona"

i will never and i mean never get over the thought of mayo calling you his patrona because he will always defer to you

when they stopped the music to transition to the speeches and stuff, you and mayo being the last ones on the dance floor and you being pulled away by one of your sister

"ahorita te la regreso" she'd tease mayo and i just the logging looks you give each others please kill me

okay but then we get to that fucking moment in the speeches, where the poor fucking soul from the sinaloa cartel who was like "and a toast to the eight inches she'll be swallowing" or some shit like that

but could you picture if he added something about baby arellano too if he added something about "and i have some inches the youngest can choke on, don't worry nena"

i'm screeching at the idea of mayo slamming his fucking fist down on the table and standing to like death glare this man almost just almost as fast as ramon gets up to fucking take care of it

dina and benjamin escorting you to go sit down, mayo i just :(( coming over to you and reaching his hand out to caress your face making sure you're okay

thumb going softly across your cheek and he's searching your face "ay, nos encargamos de esto, no te preocupas, reina"

and him winking at you before turning and just casually walking out the door not far behind ramon and his juniors

why do i have this idea of mayo being the kind of man that would want to bring you out and have this piece of shit apologize to you

like holding this guys head up, blowing smoke in his face and being like "pidale perdon, mas bien ruega que te perdona porque yo no"

anyways i'll leave this here

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on tiktok i saw this video of a girl saying that for her quince she got to choose between having a party yk quinceñera, money, a car and a trip to europe and I just know that baby arellano would get all of that like she didn't have to choose bc they would spoil her sm 😭😭

i'm crying that nena got all of the fucking above and more, idk why i imagine her taking like a trip to visit every disney park for a birthday