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nareul · 4 months

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𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐎 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

───BECAUSE YOU KEEP THEM GUESSING. you're a mysterious type. people can't quite figure you out, and they're drawn to you because they desperately want to. they can never tell if you're pulling them in or pushing them away. the games get tiring after a while, though. have you ever had someone stay? do you want them to?

#study / harim #this was surprising ngl bc i've always had it in my mind that she's pretty much a truthful and straightforward person?#like i've always thought that ppl are drawn to her bc she doesn't usually hides things; but her likes and dislikes are obvious #and it makes ppl trust her somehow?#even tho sometimes her words would say otherwise but usually she doesn't hide much

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nareul · 10 months

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𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑

───THE BETRAYAL. you die at the hands of the person you love most. maybe there are tears in their eyes as they drive the sword into your chest, maybe there is none. there are certainly tears in yours. your mouth will open to ask 'why' only to spit blood instead. you will die never knowing if they loved you at all, wondering if you could've done something to prevent this, or if it was always going to end this way.

#study / jaeha #interesting bc i have always had it in my mind that he would die trying to help or save someone sdklfj #ig this gives it a diff perspective too bc what if he died helping someone who turned out undeserving

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nareul · 10 months

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𝐖𝐇𝐘 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓?

───YOU SWALLOW PAIN AND FOLD AROUND IT. you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.

#study / jean #this hurted wow and this makes so much sense bc she'd die before she ever truly admits that things have just been a lot #one of the quotes that i hv for her on her pinboard is literally 'i was born with an arrow in my heart; it hurts to pull it out and #it hurts to leave it in'#like that's just what she's been doing her entire life tbh #paying the price for smth that wasn't her fault and could never bear to admit to

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nareul · 10 months

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

───THE NURSERY. dear god, there is so much more for you. time moves differently here; like it starts and stops and replays and rewinds. the days the days the days. they’re cyclical. they’re endless. the house doesn’t think you know, or rather, it won’t let you know. it is afraid knowledge will break you, so it sits you right in the middle of it all, four walls on every side. but you are not naive. you have been broken before. you are breakable and mendable and you have broken and mended. you wish to know more and, in turn, the house will grow around you like a shield of vines and ivy. it festers inside of you, this wanting, this need to be in control of your own narrative. it’s cyclical. it’s endless.

#study / harim #thinking about time has really stopped for her ever since what happened happened #it's more of a choice tbh like she refuses to move on until she is the one in control and could tell the story as how she wants;#which is the truth and the truth only that would finally grant her the closure she needs

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