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why made me obsessive when you also made me unlucky in love, dear universe♥️

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source: stabbedoll part 2 since tumblr was being sucky

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if I see a white rabbit you're

never seeing me again🐇

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I keep people at a distance. It’s easier that way. I’ve built a life around indifference, wearing coldness like a second skin, pushing away anything that might get too close. But in the silence, when there’s no one around to impress or intimidate, I feel it. A deep, aching need for love. It’s humiliating, how badly I want someone to look past the ice, to reach for me anyway. I long to be understood, to be held, even as I do everything to make that impossible. The truth is, I crave connection more than I’ll ever admit. It lingers beneath the surface, raw and persistent, a quiet desperation I can’t shake.

Obsession is such a lonely and miserable feeling.

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i want to be in a relationship but none of my love experiences were nice and the thought of being in one is too painful because when we're not dating it hurts less when you're breaking my heart

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I want to be cuddled by my husband so bad

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i am so wonderful and beautiful<33

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fucking carve your name into me. do it. i want you to.

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I LOVE PREDATORY WOMEN!!! I LOVE WOMEN WHO ARE PERVERTS!!! I LOVE WOMEN WITH DEPRAVED AND ‘GROSS’ KINKS!!!!

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death is my lover, and he holds me like no one else ever did.

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impossible in this generation

VENT

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ERA OF: “We’re just vibing.” “I don’t want labels.” “Open relationships are healthy!!” “Monogamy is outdated.” “I’m talking to five people but like… none of them really know me.”

SHUT. THE. ACTUAL. FUCK. UP.

WHERE IS THE BLOOD-PROMISE, EYE-LOCK, I’D-KILL-FOR-YOU KIND OF LOVE???? Where’s the “you’re mine or you’re fucking no one” energy? Where’s consistency, loyalty, intensity, possession, real-ass ride-or-die kind of love??

Like BITCH if I’m giving u my soul, why are you giving urs to five Tinder ghosts and a backup ex?

We literally live in this emotionally detached graveyard of connections where everything’s fast, lazy, shallow, fake-intimate. “Situationships” and “temporary comfort” are now the fucking default.. EWW

People don’t want to fight for each other, they want options. Swipe left. Swipe right. Get bored. Move on.

And I swear to fucking GOD.. anyways

Like when did loyalty become too much to ask? When did choosing one fucking person become “clingy” or “toxic”? When did genuine obsession and fierce devotion become “unhealthy”?

NO. FUCK THAT.

I want someone who bleeds when I cry. I want someone who cuts off the whole world and says "it’s just us, baby." I want spiritual fucking monogamy. I want drenched-in-intensity, fuck-you-I-choose-you, us-against-everything kind of love.

PS: Not attacking anyone personally, just venting frustration with the mindset I keep seeing everywhere. Let people live, but damn...

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Who is willing to teach me driving

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"Can you block .. " Anything for you. ♡

"Can you unfollow .. " On it. ♡

"Can we match" Of course. ♡

"Do you want to .. " Yes. ♡

"Can we .. " Don't need to ask twice, dropping everything for you. ♡