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been working on my OC MULTI ( a new, main blog ) and my CANON MULTI ( a new sideblog ) today. they are very much NOT finished yet, but i have the basics up if ya fancy dropping by!

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putain, ce que t’es belle.

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Reblog if you would boink a hot alien.

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SPOTTED: ana.

anxietytorn. elinor rhodes. fandomless oc. main blog. medium activity. distanceheld. stephanie wilkerson. fandomless oc. main blog. low activity. narrativeplaced. multimuse. multi canon and oc. main blog. low activity. roserefined. lilliana greaves. criminal minds / marvel oc. main blog. medium activity. scienceloyal. jemma simmons. agents of shield / marvel canon. sideblog. low activity.

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Send me, ❝ RUSSIAN ROULETTE. ❞ and I’ll randomly generate a number 1-35 for one of the sentences on what YOURS WILL SAY TO MINE. THESE ARE ALL ANGST.

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        i will stop being sarcastic when you stop being stupid. — vivienne lührs. 

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♥ / if vivienne was in a romcom, the track that plays when she comes on screen for the first time is andy grammer’s keep your head up as she lets her hair down from her high ponytail and it looks like she’s walking in slow motion past the main character, a skeptical but well-meaning lesbian who’s just about to come out to her parents, with viv’s support.

if she was in an indie drama, moonlight by grace vanderwaal would start playing and she’s coming home to her cat and checking her mail to find out what the Plot Device is that’s about to catapult her into the movie’s drama ( but orla gartland’s human would be the song that plays over the credits ).

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dean lewis lyric starters.

from his 2019 album ‘ a place we knew ’. change pronouns and descriptors as needed!

HOLD OF ME.

‘ all your friends are trying to throw me. ’

‘ they’re asking questions i don’t know. ’

‘ i would buy you drinks too but i don’t think you need more. ’

‘ i need nothing from nobody. ’

‘ i can see it on your face, you’re hurting. ’

‘ grab a hold of me. ’

‘ your past is your past. ’

‘ it gets cold here in winter. ’

‘ do you want my coat? you’ll freeze. ’

‘ you’ve been holding on so long. ’

‘ you keep pushing me out. ’

‘ you don’t know where you belong. ’

7 MINUTES.

‘ i lost my way. ’

‘ it doesn’t seem like long but my whole world has changed. ’

‘ it’s in all the little things. ’

‘ when you smile now it stings. ’

‘ it’s been seven minutes since i lost the girl of my dreams. ’

‘ i’m driving past the places we both know. ’

‘ is it too late to turn around? ’

‘ i’m already half way out of town. ’

‘ i know how i let you down. ’

‘ oh, i finally figured it out. ’

‘ i forgot to love you. ’

‘ chasing cars reminds me of nights in your room. ’

‘ back when life was so damn simple. ’

‘ how the hell did i end up losing you? ’

‘ if i came back now would you still be there? ’

‘ if i come around would you even care? ’

A PLACE WE KNEW.

‘ you wear your heart right on your sleeve. ’

‘ it took you a while to open up to me. ’

‘ i still love the way that you smile when you leave. ’

‘ i know you get scared when i’m away. ’

‘ i think about you almost all the day. ’

‘ i promise you that i’ll be back again. ’

‘ can you remember? ’

‘ every moment we had stolen was a feeling. ’

‘ it never mattered where we were, ��cause we were falling in love. ’

‘ your heart is my home. ’

‘ i’m not letting go. ’

‘ when i was feeling down you always picked me up. ’

‘ i’ve lived my life without you for too long. ’

‘ when i walked through the door and i saw your face, well i knew in that monent that my world had changed. ’

‘ i knew in that moment that my world had changed. ’

‘ try to remember. ’

‘ at any single moment you can change. ’

‘ i’ve been gone so long and i can feel you slip away. ’

STAY AWAKE.

‘ we’re too drunk to even walk. ’

‘ i guess you wanna talk. ’

‘ they say the bigger the love the harder the fall. ’

‘ you’re leaving when the morning comes. ’

‘ stay awake with me. ’

‘ just keep on holding on. ’

‘ all our memories are packed into boxes. ’

‘ never felt like this before. ’

‘ i’ve been looking in the mirror trying to figure myself out. ’

‘ i’ve been wondering where i went wrong. ’

WAVES.

‘ there is a swelling storm and i’m caught up in the middle of it all. ’

‘ it takes control of the person that i thought i was. ’

‘ there is a light in the dark and i feel it’s warmth. ’

‘ why can’t i hold on? ’

‘ it comes and goes in waves, it always does. ’

‘ we watch as our young hearts fade. ’

‘ the freedom of falling, the feeling i thought was set in stone. ’

‘ it comes and goes in waves and carries us away. ’

‘ down to the place we used to lay when we were kids. ’

‘ i watched my wild youth disappear in front of my eyes. ’

‘ moments of magic and wonder seem so hard to find. ’

‘ is it ever coming back again? ’

‘ take me back to the feeling when everything was left to find. ’

BE ALRIGHT.

‘ i see there’s something you’re trying to hide. ’

‘ what’s on your mind? ’

‘ you say to me you made a dumb mistake. ’

‘ i know you love her but it’s over, mate. ’

‘ it doesn’t matter, put the phone away. ’

‘ it’s never easy to walk away. ’

‘ let her go, it’ll be alright. ’

‘ i know it wasn’t right but it was fucking with my head. ’

‘ when i touched your face i could tell you’re moving on. ’

‘ it’s not the fact that you kissed him yesterday. ’

‘ it’s the feeling of betrayal that i just can’t seem to shake. ’

‘ everything i know tells me that i should walk away. ’

‘ i should walk away but i just wanna stay. ’

‘ it’s gonna hurt for a bit of time. ’

‘ bottom’s up, let’s forget tonight. ’

‘ you’ll find another and you’ll be just fine. ’

‘ nothing heals the past like time. ’

‘ they can’t steal the love you’re born to find. ’

‘ it’ll be alright. ’

CHEMICALS.

‘ i used to pray for a miracle. ’

‘ i know that it’s all over. ’

‘ all these little things, they start to slip away. ’

‘ hold me, i’m falling apart. ’

‘ i’m scared and lost in the dark. ’

‘ this feeling surely cannot last. ’

‘ i held your hand but you let it go. ’

‘ i knew your heart had found a home. ’

‘ i was trying to run from this mountain i couldn’t climb ‘cause i knew i’d fall over. ’

‘ we were making plans and breaking dreams when you were next to me. ’

‘ i’m begging on my knees. ’

‘ don’t go, won’t you stay? ’

‘ i can’t stand to watch you walk away from me. ’

STRAIGHT BACK DOWN.

‘ you know i find it hard to sleep when i’m sleeping by myself. ’

‘ thinking i should be somewhere else. ’

‘ you know when we’ve been drinking we can sabotage ourselves. ’

‘ there’s nothing that seems to help. ’

‘ i don’t wanna wake you up, tell you that i’m leaving town. ’

‘ i already packed my stuff, can’t go back now. ’

‘ the way you look brings me straight back down. ’

‘ i don’t wanna wake you up right now. ’

‘ i was ready to go. ’

‘ we take and we take just a little more. ’

‘ i have no idea what we’re fighting for. ’

‘ i can’t live with you, i can’t live without you. ’

‘ you feel like home. ’

TIME TO GO.

‘ you’ve been sleeping the whole night. ’

‘ tried my best to not even call. ’

‘ if you’re not here by my side, i’ll come knocking at your door. ’

‘ did you mean what you had said? ’

‘ i’d give it all to get you back. ’

‘ i can feel you when i’m low, i can feel you when i’m high. ’

‘ i can’t get you out of my mind. ’

‘ nothing is true. ’

‘ no one is you. ’

‘ nothing at all ever feels right. ’

‘ nothing is true and no one is you and nothing at all ever feels right. ’

‘ you’re caught in my head, you’re stuck in my mind. ’

‘ i’m trying my best to say my goodbyes. ’

‘ i think it’s time to go. ’

‘ you always saw the best in me. ’

‘ i know i could make it hard. ’

‘ you’d take the good from all the bad. ’

DON’T HOLD ME.

‘ have you ever wished you could rewind? ’

‘ pick up all the pieces of a life you left behind. ’

‘ have you ever lived on borrowed time? ’

‘ your mistakes are chasing you down from behind. ’

‘ don’t hold me 'cause i am falling back down. ’

‘ i wouldn’t wanna see you hit the ground. ’

‘ you found my heart in the lost and found. ’

‘ the scars, they still follow me around. ’

‘ i know it’s hard to replace. ’

‘ the feelings that you had for me will one day be erased. ’

‘ you will learn to move on. ’

‘ don’t hold me. ’

‘ the dark surrounds your heart and you’re in free fall. ’

‘ oh, you must let go of me. ’

‘ if you keep me you will lose it all. ’

‘ so darling, darling, please, please don’t hold me. ’

FOR THE LAST TIME.

‘ i heard somebody knocking at the door. ’

‘ i had a drink in hand but i was looking for something more. ’

‘ when i put my eyes on you i fell in love with you. ’

‘ i remember the dark brown of your eyes. ’

‘ you took me by surprise. ’

‘ i fell in love with you, for the last time. ’

‘ the brighter that we shine leaves a bigger shadow in our wake. ’

‘ a story we can tell another time. ’

‘ if this was love and i was wrong, then i’ll admit the mistakes we made were always mine. ’

‘ i’ll admit the mistakes we made were always mine. ’

‘ when i told you that i love you, you couldn’t tell that i was lying. ’

‘ maybe i’m too young to settle down. ’

‘ i know that you’d be good for me but that i wouldn’t stick around. ’

‘ i don’t want to hurt you, darling. ’

‘ i don’t want to let you down again. ’

HALF A MAN.

‘ i was wrong to say i loved her. ’

‘ i was wrong to think i’m right. ’

‘ when i told her it was over, i had lied. ’

‘ i’ve been running from my demons afraid to look behind. ’

‘ i’ve been running from myself, afraid of what i’d find. ’

‘ how am i supposed to love you when i don’t love who i am? ’

‘ how can i give you all of me when i’m only half a man? ’

‘ i’m a sinking ship that’s burning, so let go of my hand. ’

‘ i’m stuck in this hotel room. ’

‘ i’ve been waiting for an answer but it won’t come tonight. ’

‘ what’s broken can’t be whole anymore. ’

‘ no one can ever hurt me like i hurt myself. ’

‘ i’m made out of stone and i’m beyond help. ’

‘ don’t give your heart to me. ’

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** things i’ve said as resident mom friend **

“ everyone needs someone. ”

“ you need to drink more. and no, i don’t mean more alcohol. ”

“ please let me know when you get home. ”

“ i can’t believe you didn’t listen to me! ”

“ i would say i told you so, but i think the sentiment might be lost on you. ”

“ i’m so proud of you. ”

 “ have you eaten today ? ” 

“ it’s okay, i’m here. ”

“ you had me so worried ! ”

“ who do i need to fight ? ”

“ i’ll make this better, just tell me how. ”

“ you probably shouldn’t try climbing that. ”

“ you’re okay. you’re safe. i’ve got you. ”

“ which hospital are you at ? ”

“ hey, hey calm down. it’s just a scratch. ”

“ go the fuck to sleep. ”

“ it’s three in the morning, why aren’t you in bed ? ”

“ maybe a shower would make you feel better ? ”

“ listen, i know you’re scared, but if you don’t do it you’ll only regret it later. ”

“ don’t force yourself. ”

“ crying doesn’t make you weak. ”

“ you look beautiful. don’t ever doubt that. ”

“ you don’t need to worry about me. ”

“ do you really think that’s a good idea ? ”

“ do i even want to know ? ”

“ what did you do now ? ”

“ i love you. ”

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❝ Can a paring knife remove a human heart in under a minute? ❞ / for spencer?

“No. It’s actually very hard to do anything to a human body with a paring knife. While it’s not impossible to do, it would certainly take a lot longer than a minute. It would require a lot of strength, too, and extortionate amounts of rage. … Why?” 

★ ❛ @dyingthing — b99.

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vivienne lührs + her 3 main undercover identities.

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❝ I see what you’re trying to do, but it’s not gonna work.. ❞ / for wanda

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Benji.” An easy cluelessness washes over her expression as she pushes Benji forward, hands on his shoulders, guiding him gently towards the kitchen. “I’m not doing anything?” 

Of course, she was. And she had been. And she would continue to do so. Benji’s awareness of her actions wouldn’t stop her, and as far as she was concerned, he knew that, too.   

★ ❛ @dyingthing — b99.

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❝ I’m always gonna be one step ahead of you. ❞ / for theo!

“THAT,” Theo’s pouting. “Is because you’re significantly taller than me and your stride is RIDICULOUS.” He doesn’t want Benji to think he’s ungrateful, though. Usually, Theo’d slap his ass, breaks the tension but still a little flirty. It didn’t feel like an option right now, though, so instead, Theo leant his chin on Benji’s shoulder. 

“My knight in shining armour, if I went easier on you, made your life easier, would you cut me some slack or no?”

★ ❛ @dyingthing — b99.

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* hug prompts

send a number for a hug! feel free to combine prompts.

a hug with a forehead kiss

a relieved hug

a hug to say sorry

a hug from behind

a good morning hug

a goodnight hug

a hug where one muse picks the other up

the hug that comes after a bad dream

a hug that isn’t returned

a ‘ please don’t go ’ hug

a hug for good luck

the hug that comes after a rough day

an angry hug

a hug where one muse uses the other as a pillow

a ‘ just to say i love you ’ hug

a goodbye hug

a hug where one muse stops the other from collapsing

the hug that lasts longer than the rest

the hug that ends too soon

an overjoyed hug

a tearful hug

a protective hug

the final hug

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some things to know and note about dr spe.ncer r.eid

- asd, though this wasn't diagnosed until he joined the bau - nonbinary, he/they - jewish - biromantic greysexual - canon divergent by, like, a lot