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🔮💄My Inspiration 🕯️🥀

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First base is beating the shit out of each other second base is having a civil conversation

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People talk about gifted 5th grade classes like it was a government supersoldier program

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Once I spoke with a girl who told me a friend had invited her to a pool party, but she didn't want to go because the friend's mom had HIV.

I told her that this was a common concern, but HIV can't be transmitted by sharing a pool, and in fact HIV is such a weak virus that it can't even survive on a table for more than a few hours, and it can be killed entirely by bleach.

She asked me, "if you can kill HIV with bleach, why haven't we cured it yet?"

I told her, "because we can't put Bleach into people without killing them".

She said that this was interesting, but she still wasn't going to go.

(We did not become friends.)

The other day, I saw a group of teenage boys climbing all over an electrical box in town.

I walked over and asked if they were aware this was an electrocution risk.

One of them asked what I meant. I pointed to the large yellow image of a stick man with a lightning bolt through its chest and repeated, "it has an electrocution warning on it. Don't get blown up."

The kid laughed and said, "hey, play at your own risk, right?" And went back to his buddies.

I went back to what I was doing, but kept an eye out, and did notice that within the next five minutes, the whole group had removed themselves from the box and were now gathered several feet away from it.

I can't make people do things. I can inform, and support, but I cannot make their choices.

This is something that is hard to learn.

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The masculine connotation of a bow tie and the feminine connotation of a bow on the top of the head implies a nonbinary bow style placed directly over the nose

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You two go cringe together then lol

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Lilith

This poison tastes familiar, oh it's your blood.

When you have strong Lilith (true) in your chart, with sun/moon/ascendent especially hard aspects. Lilith themes would be so prominent in your life. Further, other aspects are to be considered, whether you have darker planets/squares more or soft/harmonic chart.

You being an outcast especially at the events which involve interactions. Either you would be alone or you'd be able to get along with everybody but nobody is like you (you relate to neither of them).

The men wanting you, at the same time disregarding your feelings, your ambition even. Like trying to say 'what would you achieve while doing it'. They don't look at how talented you are.

All or none principle. Either you would simp over a man for 100 years or you could never bat an eye to that person if you wanted to. You have that strong detachment, where nothing can get to your heart.

Being alone as you grow while your inner self just screams to let herself out. The urge gets stronger and stronger, until one final day it all pours.

Men getting in relationships/involved with another person who they seem to like a lot while you are associated with them. You could be friends or just started to like them and boom! They are committed. It happens as soon as you have certain amount of feelings, be it be romantic or platonic. This is a major theme as it happened with Lilith.

You leave an impact that no person can ever come close to. A place is reserved for you specially in the hearts. Because Lilith is what we fear but if handled properly, gives us so much. Just like how you achieve everything once you overcome your fear.

Harmonious aspects especially Lilith conjunct ascendent can get slightly addicted to the attention. You lose yourself. Because conjunctions are a smooth road, you don't realise things easily. In a sense, forgetting how things go when you get involved too much.

With squares, they hate it, even if it comes a bit close, the square is like a speed breaker and reminds of how things actually are. They avoid eye contacts at all costs. However, if they are insecure, they could be like conjunctions subconsciously.

Distorted view on s*x and related themes. Because, you came across them too soon, for someone who had barely even started to understand themselves. You never understand why people see you as the way they do.

Seen as someone with an agenda, wanting to harm them, people get so defensive, even if you get in a relationship, your person would be 100% possessive, you make them. Unless you have softer planetary aspects in your chart. It could be hell if you had fierce/dark planets or way too soft planets. Moon/Venus influence along with Lilith is a freaking magnet.

Having a dark beauty, a dark touch to everything. Your art would automatically be in a dark undertone. Dark circles (I only observed them with negative aspects). Skin so gorgeous, almost anyone getting attracted to it. The walk of the serpent.

People can never know when you enter, like you do so swiftly. Even when you walk, you make no sound but your energy does. People whispering that she is here.

That one person who would be extremely rude to you, like you'd get surprised, almost. You talk to the person next to them and they would tell you off. Funny thing, you don't even know them or never bothered to.

A theory but wherever your Saturn/Capricorn sign is what people feel you don't deserve. Example- Saturn in 1st, the God body, Capricorn in 10th, the fame and the growth in your career. Only when Lilith is under harsh aspects within 3° orb.

Heavy protectors of their families. Do something to them. Nothing. Touch their family, you will regret your life. People underestimate your abilities and overestimate something you never did.

Your friends not sharing things with you, like you could see on their face they are doing because they have to. The reason being you are seen as if you have everything. I have seen no Lilith woman who didn't radiate the energy of abundance.

Fear of being left alone when you need people the most and this nightmare sometimes comes true. People never support when you actually need. In fact they feel better about themselves. For example, you never said anything on purpose in any situation to your friend, but when it happens with you, they do the exact thing you didn't wanted to do with them.

Though Lilith women are rarely like this, but they have their bad days, could be a bad habit but no one will tell them that it's wrong. Or correct them. Another thing is people purposely would post your bad pictures when you tell them not to. A thing with Lilith square ascendent.

Obsessed people but stalk from afar, never coming close because the intensity scares them. Some people really try to avoid getting on your bad side. Like you have more distant spectators than active approaching ones.

A scary menacing aura, sometimes looks when combined with Martian/Saturn influence. Because it would be so edgy then.

Your touch is warm yet cold. People can never describe the way you touch. They may really like it however. It's like you give life, only a second after to take it away.

Sometimes, you might get too trusting of people, because deep down you hope that things would not be like previous cases. But you get disappointed. It's not your fault. Everyone deserves that love so why not you! Because this is Lilith, this is how she became who she is, she learnt that she doesn't need anyone and is more than sufficient. Embrace her and she will never your side.

For entertainment purposes. Not a legal/professional advice. May/may not resonate, depends on aspects, strength, orb and degrees along with the chart. Would wary with people. So take only what fits your situation.

The above pictures/gif are not mine, credit to the respective owners.

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the distress of being in your 20s is such a familiar cliche like teehee aimless boohoo transitions and yet when it’s happening to me ??????? surely no one’s gone through any of this before

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