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The way anxiety makes my tummy twist and turn and curl up and mash up <<<<<<<<<<<<<

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Sometimes I really wonder if I did this to myself. Always looking over the mistakes made, trying to see a side of a person that only exists in my head. Maybe if I saw all of it and actually did something about it instead of letting it go, maybe I'd be in a better place right now? Maybe we'd be in a better place right now?

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I think the reason I get fooled so easily is because I wanna hear them say things that are not true? Because with some people, knowing they are better off without you, just breaks you more. So when you talk to them, you wanna hear they are alone too, you wanna hear they are not okay without you too. So when they tell you they are alone, you believe it asap, without questioning anything. But you obviously know they lied. You obviously know it's not true. They are not alone, they are just fooling you.

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“The earlier you learn that you should focus on what you have, and not obsess about what you don’t have, the happier you will be.”

— Amy Poehler

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Do I not cross your mind even?

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Nothing grows without a little rain

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TEACH ME DETACHMENT PLEASE FFS

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You are making me not like you anymore and I hate that feeling.

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There is this weird resentment I have been feeling this time around because of the way they behaved with me.

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When someone says they are at the peak of peace they have ever been after leaving you, why would you wanna ruin your peace for them?

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My carrie bradshaw has a mr.big and fuck I have never been more upset for myself.

He constant dilemma she faces? I'm exactly going through that.

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“How do you say goodbye when your heart still wants to hold on?”

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I have never been more conflicted about something in my whole life.

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At this point, even my anxiety has anxiety.

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you will never get what you deserve if you stay with what you tolerate.

— alhwrites