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I have so many feelings about HiraKagi chapter 30 😭🥹 Idek where to start with organizing my thoughts… just AHHHH this was such a good chapter!!!! I can’t believe some elements to my “Kagi-kun & the Basketball Team and HiraKagi Theories Post Chapter 29” thread were actually accurate teehee 🤭 Should I create another theories post for chapter 31? 🤠🤔

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Them kissing on pride month 🏳️‍🌈🗣️

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO EVERYONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️❤️

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SCREAMING!!!! I FORGOT ABOUT THIS

GUYS

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SOON

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A chapter 30 page i wanna talk about

Completely silent except it speaks a thousand words. Especially the first panel. I felt so like. Oh my god.

Kagiura almost burst into tears first of all. He was caught so off guard man. I cant even think coherently about this page but I can still talk about it forever.

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I think about this extra ALL the time, particularly this part

Because what the hell was hirano thinking??? What was on YOUR mind homie???

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So was anyone going to tell me that Mafuyu Sato, Hirano Taiga and Apollo in EPIC The Musical ALL FREAKING SHARE THE SAME VOICE ACTOR!?!?!?!?!?!

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EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS NOW!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

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My aroace heart is full. Thank you very much, Chapter 29 😭😭😭

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Our favorite mother hen 🐓

Happy mother's day to the ultimate mom friend

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Your post 🥹 I felt this in my core. Hirano’s character has been such a comfort to me as well. 😌

I feel really comforted as an ace girl reading Hirano to Kagiura. Specially bc I do want a relationship, but a lot of the times in real life and in media/fiction, I have seen a lot of unfaithful messages, a lot of “you are weird nobody will want to understand you”, even in a lot of narratives is the “I can fix this person”, which makes me feel particularly lonely. My own experience doesn’t differ a lot from that, sadly. Reading Hirano’s experiences, him trying to understand Kagiura, fulfils me with positive energy, like one can be loveable even if “I don’t feel some things, if I feel them in my own way”.

I hope to see more of Kagiura trying to learn about Hirano’s love, his “I can see how much you try” type line, was a nice surprise. I would love to see more of these kind of interactions between both, with them being truth to their selves and kind with each other.

Bc, at the end, those boys treasure each other’s presence, desire so much to reach each other that they are willing (they want!!!) to learn a new language, to create a new code for them to understand each other.

It is comforting in ways I can not even grasp.

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My aroaspec baby 😭💖

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“diva-kun” is brilliant and absolutely spot on. I love how we’re all giving roast-able nicknames to that one guy on the basketball team.

Any hrkg chapter 30/31 predictions?

Im actually not sure like I think about this a lot but I literally cant fathom what sensei has in store. Like she wants to do something for ch. 31 specifically iirc but like what could it POSSIBLY be that she made that comment in the first place??

One of my guesses is that 30 wont even be in hiranos perspective bc sensei likes to play with my emotions. But if it is his pov or a shared pov, I REALLY want him to be in his head about his realization and what hes supposed to do about it. Like "what next" kinda deal. Im pretty certain they're not gonna get together before vol 7 ends, and there's still some storylines I think that will be addressed before they do... for example, I think before hrkg even get together the story will bring homophobia into play via hanzawa or perhaps diva-kun on the basketball team

But my biggest hope is that hirano thinks about it a lot. Overthinks it even. Both comically and emotionally. Will it make him realize things in more detail about kagiura (such as the effort he puts into studying that he's been fixated on re: ch. 26)? Will it be like miyano when he was like ever since I realized my love for Sasaki, he started being cute to me, except hirano thinks kagiura is cute already... Will we see him say this for once?? Will he just act as usual?? CAN he act as usual??

As for 31... boy. Oh boy oh boy. See what kills me about the possibilities of 31 is that its the chapter after the chapter after his realization... ykwim. Anyway its also very possible one of these chapters will be about something entirely different thats going on in their lives (family, friends, the team, a game, something else happens etc.) Which could just prevent hirano from thinking about it or saying something about it. Im telling you im just so unsure. This lives in my mind rent free.

If anyone has any theories or guesses pls share!

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Thinking about ch. 29 (more, and again, and forever)

There's just always been, from the moment the chapter came out, something special about the second to last page to me. Hirano recalling Kagiura's words to him, the simplest, clearest declaration of love hes given Hirano. And yet, in a way, it's no different from everything Kagiura has said before.

"It makes me so happy being with you. I want to talk to you all the time, to be your family." And this is what got to Hirano originally ANYWAY. Made him blush and really embarrassed.

In that same chapter, funny enough, Hirano asked Kagiura if he'd miss him when they changed rooms. "Of course I would," Kagiura said. Because he loves him. But we already know at this point Hirano doesn't even THINK consider any romance because he doesn't, at this point, think to question the nature of HIS feelings for Kagiura at all. Its just how he feels, it's natural. Its after this that he starts thinking about it because people start questioning it.

So after all that questioning, all the development, all the thinking, all the context that has him wondering if his feelings can even be considered romantic in nature, when Kagiura asks Hirano if he misses him (and they're still in the same room, man, he just doesnt TALK him as often, as long, according to him) he reacts so bashfully. Not even Kagiura did that when he knew of his feelings, when he said it.

Sometimes we just need things to be said to us again, sometimes simpler, sometimes straight up, even if we think we've said it a million times before. Kagiura telling him what love is to him, exactly, was enough for him. So he hears Kagiura tell him what love is to him, and he looks so HAPPY. I can just feel the happiness. He doesnt have to smile. Or to have a huge blush. He doesnt have to say it. The body language, his expression, the framing...

Hes so freaking elated. Hes light as a feather. The weight of the world just fell off his shoulders.

Because he realized he totally loves Kagiura, and he definitely has for a long time.

With the knowledge that being in love doesn't have to mean or be one thing, it ended up being so, so simple.

And i only just now noticed that he hasn't been wearing his earrings either, another proof to me that Kagiura's love was never about or defined by whats showing, whats physical, whats tangible. Kagiura shows his love a lot physically. Be it touch or gifts because thats just the kind of person he is. But that love at its core exists from Hirano being there. Its HIRANO that defines his love and nothing else. Hirano as he is and has always been.

Hirano looks up at the sky, which he loves, and thinks about what love is, and then he knows, "Yeah, I love him, too." Man, this chapter will make me cry again, and it wont take anything.

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💕💕

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Since we aren't getting a Hirano and Kagiura chapter this month, I guess I'll just go into a slumber until we get the next Sasaki and Miyano chapter ��