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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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April 28, 2024 - An unintentionally funny video by a zionist propagandist shows off some good organisation and discipline at the UCLA encampment for Palestine.

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Is your local MP a landlord?

You can find the register of interests for the Australian federal parliament here and find out! It'll show you all the properties they own and if they're to live in or if they're investments.

That way you know which politicians stand to directly benefit financially by keeping rents high and housing unaffordable for the rest of us and then VOTE THEM OUT!

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[thinking about me in the context of imagining how others must perceive my actions] what is her deal seriously... what does she want

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Congratulations! You are now a Magic-User!!

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it's kinda cool that you want me too

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it's kinda cool that you want me too

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it's kinda cool that you want me too

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To The Person Who Walked Past The Window - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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To The Person Who Walked Past The Window - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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It's not covid!!! Everyone give it up for my not-direly-contagious NIECE

Everyone's favourite NIECE (mine) has gone back to the city with her mum. Waiting to see if this cold she gave me is actually covid. GORGEOUS little germ factory. Gonna miss her lots and lots so I'll visit as soon as I can.

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"the trolley problem" really has created this unique sense of learned helplessness when it comes to ethical dilemmas

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Everyone's favourite NIECE (mine) has gone back to the city with her mum. Waiting to see if this cold she gave me is actually covid. GORGEOUS little germ factory. Gonna miss her lots and lots so I'll visit as soon as I can.

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the problem isn't just that media literacy is slowly becoming a dying art. it's that people straight up do not pay attention when they watch tv/film anymore.