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i want them deluxe cds

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spent four hours on a edit for my brother to say it looks like it should’ve took twenty minutes

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I’m gonna do it! I’m gonna do the dishes!

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like a bag of takis i’m the shit

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being bandmates with the yellowjackets .ᐟ

warnings: band au. shauna and natalie need to be as far away as possible from each other at all times.

word count: 1k+

a/n: i genuinely couldn’t think of a better way to phrase the title of this im sorry that this isn’t x reader 😓 i keep writing shauna as a horrible bitch i should continue methinks… TARZAN? okay.. he’s your baby…

the whole idea of forming a band came down to shauna, lottie and van while smoking together one summers night. since they weren’t at school and didn’t play soccer, they needed another way to spend their evenings that wasn’t entirely bad for their health.

lottie on lead vocals, van on guitar and shauna on drums. that was their plan! they just needed more people. they knew exactly who to ask.

jackie was roped in by shauna, of course, reluctantly admitting that she also needed something to keep her busy over the summer. she sang background vocals.

then, jackie decides to ask mari, “just so i don’t to hold the entire band together by myself,” is what she told her. mari agrees to join, since she’s always wanted to be famous anyway. only now, it’s going to come far easier than she had anticipated. she sings background vocals alongside jackie.

van asks natalie to join. it was hard to get her to join, actually. she had seen enough chaos at gigs, and she wasn’t sure if she wanted to do that herself. she says yes, however, when lottie convinces her that it’ll be good for the team. natalie plays bass.

lottie was going to ask misty to join, but misty had already decided that she was apart of the band before lottie asked her. she originally thought of herself their manager, but now stands on stage as their eccentric keyboard player. they love her.

van almost convinced taissa to join, but she was set on having her own future that she dreamed off for years, rather than the band. she comes to every one of their gigs, though, and stands right in front of the stage. they’re both grinning the entire time, and van messes up her notes when they make eye contact.

their name is probably something stupid and very try hard, like ‘Nearer to Heaven’ or ‘Girls Kill’. something a little edgy to make them stand out, while still being feminine and teenage-y.

all of the bands gear is kept in lottie’s basement, and that’s usually where they practice. her parents are out most of the time, and her house is big enough, so they don’t really care.

they started off playing in shitty venues around wiskayok, their main fanbase being drunk middle aged divorcees or rebellious sixteen year olds, which was their main demographic anyway.

laura lee likes to stand at the sidelines, cheering on the band, rather than being in the mess of a mosh pit. she starts a prayer circle before every gig. “may lottie, van, natalie… and the rest have a good show. amen.”

melissa, akilah and gen like to cheer on mari, but from the pit. melissa just loves to start shit in the crowd. she points to mari and yells to the random person beside her, “that’s my best friend!” when the person responds with a scoff and a shake of their head, she starts getting physical. that’s what made laura lee begin to stand behind the curtain.

they would all hangout backstage before every show, helping each other with their makeup, even though you could barely see anyone’s face on stage, playing card games, tuning instruments, smoking cigarettes, making plans for other nights.

i’m getting strong shoegaze vibes from them. just a bunch of saddos. lottie’s singing voice, glorious as it is, just gets to its peak when she sings in those light, airy tones. it’s shauna’s favourite genre too, no doubt.

coach ben accidentally stumbled upon them at one of their gigs one night. he had just came to the bar for a drink, but as soon as the group came out on stage he ran out as fast as he could.

they changed up their sound to something more pop-rocky when they started to become a little more well known and started booking more shows. shauna regrets agreeing to it everyday. they decided this when natalie stopped showing up to practice because she was sick of shauna’s emo ass ruining the mood. they got into a full blown argument over this.

“you were invited to be in this group, nat. learn to adapt, or leave.” was shauna’s argument, while natalie retaliated “you’re such a downer, shauna. we’re all sick of making depressed music.” but, the thing is, shauna writes her best music when she’s sad! natalie just prefers her lyrics to be a little less nihilistic.

misty thinks they should take a more retro-pop approach, or at least new wave, like tears for fears or duran duran. truth is, she just wants to have a little more to do for the band.

while performing, shauna always breaks a stick. it’s impossible for her not to. she either breaks it because she slammed her cymbal too hard or she throws it at the crowd, missing natalie’s head by a few inches.

jackie, lottie and van are their main lyric writers. that’s not to say no one else in the band is, but they just have the most to say. usually their lyrics are about love, struggles as a teenager, going against societal norms or being afraid to branch out.

natalie and shauna try to put their two cents in a lot of the time, but just end up butting heads and arguing over why one lyric is better than the other for such and such a tempo. misty and mari just watch them argue. “stop the violence,” laura lee says.

van often gets pre-show anxiety, but lottie is always their to help her out. “just focus on tai, and you won’t notice a thing.” jackie says it’s bad advice because when they meet eyes, van messes up her chords.

mari and jackie are very good at keeping a crowds attention to themselves, usually dressing in popstar-y clothes with high up-dos and sparkly makeup. sometimes, they even come up with their own choreography for their songs.

natalie almost always has issues with her bass. she either forgets to tune it before she goes on, leaves her cable at home or damages the amplifier in some way. she hasn’t changed the strings on it a day in her life.

after their shows, misty and natalie walk home together. natalie usually likes to walk in silence, but misty is always so excited to talk about how well she played that night. tai and van end up making out in the bathroom, of course. mari, akilah and gen hangout at the local playground, swinging together on the swings.

lottie gets picked up by her father, alongside jackie and laura lee, and they get a ride home. shauna gets into fights with whoever the random person in the crowd that melissa had stood beside out back. it’s melissa’s favourite part of the night.

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VAN PALMER + rings

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map i made.

I live in a yaoi state 😔

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“We need more weird queer representation” you guys can’t even handle transmasc lesbians.

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Every single woman should have hairy ass armpits and they should always wear tank tops and show it off at every convenience

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- on childhood loneliness

@aphexxtween on tiktok/ @mazzystarjpg/ mastermind- taylor swift/ the virgin suicides/ @heavensickness/ if you’re anything like me- taylor swift/ pen15/ @mango-season

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mari would’ve been in her twenties in the 2000s. oh my god

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Chat gpt you will never be her

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what about nat as a writer/author?

some writer!nat headcanons!

a/n: hi i’m so glad u guys who r requesting are enjoying my writing Ily

📓 writer!nat mainly writes classic horror novels, similar to frankenstein and whatnot. i think she takes a lot of inspiration from mary shelley and the gothic era in general when it comes to her style.

📓 writer!nat would also, occasionally, write romance. but it would have to be very dramatic, and nothing like what romance writers today write. again, takes a lot of inspiration from mary shelley, so may incorporate something similar to her own love story into her novels.

📓 writer!nat writes a lot about her own experiences as a young woman in a shitty town. it’s easy for her to write troubled teenagers because she relates to them so heavily.

📓 writer!nat lives on coffee. it is her life source.

📓 writer!nat first had the idea of becoming a writer in her junior year english class, when her teacher told her that the language she used in an assignment was good. but she didn’t think much of it at the time, until someone else brought it up.

📓 writer!nat has a pet cat, without a doubt. he’s a spotted orange cat, and his name is Mousey. he’s her biggest muse.

📓 writer!nat loves autumn. she finds that the best stories come to her when there’s a chill in the air. her striped scarves help her write.

📓 writer!nat very rarely goes to book signings. she’s always happy that people enjoy her work, but she finds herself much to busy to actually show her appreciation.

📓 writer!nat dedicates all of her novels to travis. “my dear travis, i thought back to our years together and i decided our love was too important to me to keep in my memory.”

📓 writer!nat is a procrastinator at heart, and it can take months for her to get started on a project. but once she starts, she’s writing at her desk for multiple hours a day. she wrote once for a whole six hours without leaving her desk, and then scrapped it all the next day when she realised she was writing a bunch of gibberish. “what? what was i on? fuck, okay, restart.”

📓 writer!nat needs to write with background noise. she cannot stand the sound of her typewriter at all. she likes to listen to either ocean waves or the velvet underground.

📓 writer!nat keeps all of her first drafts in the bottom drawer of her desk. she looks back over them when she thinks her writing isn’t very interesting, and then her attitude changes.

📓 writer!nat refuses to be interviewed. she just straight up won’t do it. she does however answer questions online, because it gives her time to think about her answers and she hates to be put on the spot.

📓 writer!nat likes to take videos of her telling her genius story ideas when it’s late at night and she knows she won’t remember it in the morning. “hello.. it’s 2:17 in the morning, story idea…..” her camera roll is just pictures of her cat and those videos.

📓 writer!nat lives in a tiny studio apartment in new york city. her shower very often needs repairing, and her desk is right in front of the door. but she had to leave wiskayok, since there was literally nothing there for her.

📓 writer!nat often sends her novels back home to her mother, and sometimes misty. misty always writes back to her, praising every sentence she wrote. it always makes her smile.

📓 writer!nat is always buying new notebooks. she very rarely finishes one before she buys another one, and immediately starts writing in it. she uses each notebook per a novel. she’s very particular about which stories get put with each other.

📓 writer!nat wears reading glasses. well, rather she needs reading glasses, but she doesn’t use them.

📓 writer!nat hates writing dialogue. she finds it extremely difficult to make a conversation sound at least a little bit realistic when it’s on a page. she sometimes goes into cafes and listens in on people’s conversations if she’s really stuck in order to give her a little push. they usually notice, and she just mumbles an uncomfortable “uh, sorry, sorry.” before she gets up and leaves.

📓 writer!nat tried to make it as a director before she switched career paths. she directed a short film in her senior year of high school, but she thought it was so bad she completely shifted towards writing instead.

📓 writer!nat started writing when she was a kid, mainly short fantasy stories about princesses rebelling and running away from the kingdom in her cramped bedroom. it was her way of escaping her father and everything else around her.

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some organizations working on the ground in gaza right now

gaza soup kitchen

the sameer project

salam charity

watermelon relief

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𓂃🪽 𓈒𓏸 𝑡𝒆𝗮𝐫 𝙩𝗵𝘦 𝗽𝒆𝙩𝑎𝘭𝐬 𝙤𝑓𝗳 𝘰𝗳 𝘆𝒐𝒖 ❀

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90 dollars for a white halter top what the hell