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1. Natal Chart Observations

1. Libra Moon: decision paralysis that comes from feeling two contradicting ways about an issue. “I want my cake but I want to eat it too.” I feel like libra moons are the most sentimental of the air moon signs. Libra moons can constantly weigh out the pros and cons for every emotion you feel. “I want to do this but I don’t want to deal with how messy it’ll make things.” When libra moons are feeling a little lost, they can over-schedule themselves and their commitments to friends to avoid thinking about overly-vulnerable feelings. There is zero tolerance for imbalance in relationships. Poor behavior from a partner will be met with matched behavior to tip the scales back to a balanced one, even if the overall locational of the scale is descending into negativity. “You get what you give” mentality. Libra moons can be keen on the idea of karma. “Come to me with sweetness, or don’t come to me at all.” Daydreaming about romance is a relaxing way to pass time. Before maturity, libra moons might suffer from social anxieties when they find themselves in group settings where there isn’t a cohesive vibe. If someone around a libra moon doesn’t look like they are having a good time, it subconsciously makes it difficult for a libra moon to relax. The libra moon will then play the role of a diplomat or host/hostess to ensure the vibes equalize to restore their peace.

2. Mars in the 10th house: these natives are always making money. They are known for their side hustles too. They are always looking for new ways to make money and I feel like they are good at getting clientele. They will get their hands dirty for their job. For a man, this can point to a “blue collar ‘manly’ job.” I noticed 10H mars can be pretty generous with their money and services, but feel extremely terrible about getting help from others. If these natives aren’t confident where they are in their career or skill set(s), I noticed that they are likely to undersell themselves or undercharge for their services/time. It can also point to people in the workplace as perceiving the 10H mars person to be brash and outspoken. The authority figures in their career can feel a sense of competition with the 10H mars person, or wants to humble them in some way. I feel like it’s really easy for them to get good jobs or climb up the ladder when they do things the right way. They get impatient when they aren’t growing in their careers as fast as they want to. “Why am I not a millionaire yet.” They work hard for what they want and are very ambitious once they find their niche. I feel like these are often people who can find jobs that don’t necessarily need a degree. Their career mistakes feel explosive. They can be seen as “sharks” in their fields because they go in for the attack. They like to be the best and the most competent at what they do, and want their colleagues to see them as competition. “I’m the best and no one will tell me otherwise.” They can be known for being assertive and extremely determined in meeting their goals. They will work themselves to the core and utilize all their energy towards elevating themselves career and reputation wise.

3. Mars in the 1st House: These people might often be noticed for their bodies. They might be seen as someone you shouldn’t mess around with. They look athletic. Maybe they are known for fitness or for being athletic. These natives can be associated with the military, and probably look incredible in their uniforms. This is a man-eater or womanizer placement, for sure. “I get what I want when I want it.” They look like they have a rough exterior, even if they are sweethearts. They can be into martial arts. Commanding presence. They can make wonderful personal trainers. Regardless of gender, they can come off as being comfortable with their masculine energy. Reds look great on them. They might have thick eyebrows and a nice jawline. They look attractive when they are angry. They know how to make someone feel sexy. They have people chasing them or falling for them fast.

4. Pisces and 12th house placements: these people have no problem ghosting you. Pisces placements and 12H placements are always made out to be innocent and naive, but they are attracted to people and situations that have something a little “bad” about them. Savior complex. They can go through feelings where they feel detached from social settings and those they love, where they cannot fully escape the role of observer. They will always be able to fully escape into their internal landscape and get consumed by it— but it seems as though no matter how hard they try, they can’t have that same presence in the material world. This can lead to frustrating feelings of disconnection from the world and people around them. They can be smiling and staring off, but you will never fully know what they are thinking. They can make people really curious about them, because their thoughts always catch you off guard. Having an existential crisis on the daily. Casual things might have a bigger internal meaning to them that others might not always understand. We can find plenty of people attractive, but if the spark isn’t felt in the soul and doesn’t pique a deep curiosity, we will get bored and swim away. Liking people who are a bit “mean and dark” but wanting them to be sweet and soft with you. Using music to paint your daydreams, or to escape. Finding music that relates almost entirely to whatever they have on their mind feels like striking gold. They can like someone just for having the same interests as them. Feeling like a ghost in a flesh suit. Enigmatic. Can embody different vibes and personas depending on who they are around. They are sensitive and can adapt to the situations at hand. Too much self awareness can lock them in their heads. “I only jump into waters with the depth of an abyss.” Laying down for hours just to daydream and process your thoughts. Long baths feel like therapy. Moderation isn’t in our vocabulary. We love what we like, and we want to get lost in what we love. Not being able to properly process your day or interactions until you’re alone and can replay them in isolation.

5. Taurus Placements: I noticed Taurus moon women get spoiled financially by their partners. The type for their partners to say “don’t worry, I’ll work and you can be at home,” or that being their partners goal at a point. I noticed Taurus placements can enjoy the occasional shoplifting. They are not going to compromise their comfort, and if you come after that it will be met with intense stubbornness. They can seem nonchalant about a lot of things, but can be extremely unwavering in their opinions on certain things. In some cases, they can have strange eating habits or relationship to food. Thankfully, the Tauruses I’ve been around don’t project that on those around them. It’s more internal from what I’ve noticed, and they can enjoy feeding those they love and care for. They can have great taste in food. They love sensual vices and sex. They look great with pearls. They master an aesthetic and can stick to it. They are fiercely protective of those they love. They can be lazy at their worst and will not want to do anything that requires too much effort. They can be impressively good at couponing. Making money from home is the ideal setup for them. They will spoil their loved ones too, and can be great gift givers. They don’t cheap out with presents for their loved ones. They get much enjoyment from decorating their spaces and hosting their loved ones. They can be prone to overthinking and some may obsessive behaviors or crippling anxiety as well. They can honestly make the best scammers, as terrible as that sounds. They can sell someone a dream and make it sound beautiful, but can be lying through their teeth. Their jealousies can sometimes come from a place of vanity. Watch out for envying others, and appreciate your own beauty. They can focus so much on the beauty around them they forget about their own. They can be the image of beauty and grace, or strive deeply for that. They have pretty and soothing voices. Taurus placements can easily be the funniest person you know when they are in a joyful mood. I also noticed Taurus placements are wonderful at finding vintage pieces and re-selling them!

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I was talking with a friend recently about our favourite images from queer history, and while I adore the compilations of photos of people being explicitly and obviously queer, I wanted to share some of the images that have touched my heart. All of these are of queer subjects and I have linked some articles about the people in question below, in case anyone is interested! I have a lot more so tell me if y’all are interested.

Princess Vera Gedroitz

Marsha P. Johnson & Pride 

The Story of the Ladies of Llangollen

Amrita Sher-Gil

Carlos Jáuregui

Cássia Eller 

Claude Cahun

Bajazid Doda

Chavela Vargas

Jackie Shane 

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With The Boy and the Heron, Miyazaki really said: I accept that my legacy is out of my control, that my children may not be my successors, that this tremendous monument I've built with a lifetime of toil, this fiery blessing that simply fell out of the sky, may not continue without me, In fact, it may crumble to dust, I accept it because my children and their children are alive and well, in this imperfect world, and thats enough. Yes, I accept that this is the end, but God damn, I'll go out with a bang.

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starting a collection. pierre talking to natasha in war and peace

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happy doggie

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uh it’s That Mononoke Hime Redraw Meme of wonchan idk what else to say about this 

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something i really like about GSNK is that it’s about a group of friends, but it isn’t about a friend group. everyone knows each other so there can be interesting interactions between any combo of the main characters, but it’s not like all seven of the main characters ever hang out all together at once, so there’s never any sort of feeling that it’s forced to include everybody in every comic. 

in fact a big part of GSNK is everyone knowing each other, but not knowing that others know each other, or not knowing their ‘true identity’ (like mikoshiba being unaware of who does backgrounds for nozaki’s manga while chiyo knows, or everyone knowing seo is lorelei while wakamatsu is unaware of it).

it feels realistic in a way to portray people as having multiple overlapping friend groups instead of just only one tight group of friends who they always hang out with. it’s an interesting dynamic that i rarely see to this extent with main characters in other slice of life/sitcom series

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ur telling me mappa couldn’t have given us todo in the whole fit. couldn’t have put him in the skirt for like. 3 seconds. cmon now mappa it’s christmas

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been seeing people talk about how a lot of jjk characters were underutilised, how we didn't see their full potential, and I hate to break it you, but that's literally the point.

The jjk world is realistic in terms of workloads and workplace expectations and strenuous working conditions. Jjk sorcerers put their lives on the line every single day, with higher ups not giving a shit whether they're overworked or even live or die. Being a great sorcerer doesn't even guarantee you a chance of surviving, any day could be your last. And that's the point.

Geto was one of the 1st victims in the series of those horrible working conditions, that literally split him and gojo up after they both died and came back to life, no break no counselling no nothing, and overworked them both to the point where he lost it. Sad but realistic

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ppl can't accept gojo’s negative traits and i'd argue that's gege's biggest gripe w gojo as a character. even when he spells it out for ppl, they argue gojo's this benevolent teacher figure that would secretly give the world for [insert characters the fandom perceives as his children].

not a degree of self-interest is acknowledged, which is a shame bc it is a core part of his character. or well, more like a value of his. which is also why gojo is such a strong advocate for allowing others the right to make their own choices.

but ofc, it can also look like him finding pleasure in fighting, for example, sukuna despite the awful circumstances (where everyone expects him to be deeply upset).

and it's this nuance that distinguishes him from other mentor figures in manga. but for some reason, ppl don't know what to do with themselves if their favorite character isn't a saint. or strays away from the archetype in a way that can amass criticism.

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ppl can't accept gojo’s negative traits and i'd argue that's gege's biggest gripe w gojo as a character. even when he spells it out for ppl, they argue gojo's this benevolent teacher figure that would secretly give the world for [insert characters the fandom perceives as his children].

not a degree of self-interest is acknowledged, which is a shame bc it is a core part of his character. or well, more like a value of his. which is also why gojo is such a strong advocate for allowing others the right to make their own choices.

but ofc, it can also look like him finding pleasure in fighting, for example, sukuna despite the awful circumstances (where everyone expects him to be deeply upset).

and it's this nuance that distinguishes him from other mentor figures in manga. but for some reason, ppl don't know what to do with themselves if their favorite character isn't a saint. or strays away from the archetype in a way that can amass criticism.

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obsession.

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They start dating and Megumi turns into a clingy boyfriend and likes goodbye kisses no matter what.

"Yuuji."

Yuuji is still not used to hearing Megumi calling him by his first name so he blushes every time that happens.

"What is it?"

Megumi pouts because he gets slightly embarrassed when he has to say what he wants out loud.

"My kiss."

"I'm just going to ask Gojo sensei something! I'll be back in less than five minutes!"

Now Megumi outright starts glaring at him.

"Okay, fine!"

But Yuuji knows Megumi's kisses are not little pecks on the lips, they're open mouth kisses that always leave him flustered and completely red.

"What are you doing? He's not going to war, he's going to ask our dork of a sensei something for fuck's sake! I hate you so much!"

Even after Nobara's complaints, Megumi still pulls Yuuji a bit closer to himself.

Yuuji completely forgets what he was going to ask Gojo.

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megumi based

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I feel like someone is standing next to me talking about how I'm dead

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cats don’t understand what it means when you give them kisses ):