I have told you in a million different words, a million different ways; but it's time that I show you, this is for real. ♡
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And then of course Me,
It has been 396 days, in row, that my heart ached for you. I don’t think I can explain it in anymore words than that. I know that you and I had been set in our ugly ways before this point; but I couldn’t do it anymore. I spent 6 months waiting for you to come back to me, until I couldn’t idly stand by and expect you to do all of the work. You came back to me last time, you tried harder than I ever saw you try -- at least for me… well honestly probably anyone. But I couldn’t sit back and be without you if there was even something that I could do to change things. And so I wrote to you, of course assuming that I was a lost cause, because you know Cancers, they are so pessimistic and constantly think they aren’t good enough. (me, me and more me.) But I hoped that I could change your mind, I hoped you’d come back to me. I hoped you would come back home to me. I can not explain it, which surprises me honestly because I know I don’t think that I’m good at much, but I know I’m good with words. But I can’t seem to find the right words no matter how much I try. To tell you that I love you with my whole heart, would be the truth, but an underwhelming truth. Because it’s more than that, it's mind body and soul (if I have one of those). It's the air I breath and the thoughts I think. It’s, well, everything. I’m listening to the playlist I made for you for this tumblr while I’m writing this and I’m fighting back tears, because these songs even though they express how I feel, I am feeling so much more (lets make fun of me being a Cancer again.) (And make fun of me making fun of myself because I’m an cancer). You know I always try to make these moment’s special, and maybe it’s me just trying to prove to you that things are different. Maybe with each and every word I write to you it’s a promise that things are changing, with each and every pause. Because they are, even right now as you’re reading this or scrolling through this with that beautiful smile of yours because even though there might not be a lot here, you can see where we came from and what we’ve become. You can see the change you can feel it just as much as I do. And it breaks us both down, to the point where were just emotional messes that make no sense. I knew we didn’t make sense, or we didn’t to begin with. I spent so much of my time trying to find a reason for you to like me, when in reality somehow it was right in front of me the whole time. You loved me from the start, and I was just too stupid and too blind to see it. I can’t imagine my life without you Ashley, and I know now more than I ever did before that I can’t do this without you. That I don’t want to do this without you. I’ so happy for this chapter in our lives, and I’m so happy that we have friends that support our choices, despite the ugly they have seen, or heard about. They can tell we’re actually perfect for one another and I can’t believe that it took me this long to really promise you more than tomorrow, but to promise you forever. It just feels so good to be back in your arms, so good that I couldn’t help myself I couldn’t wait (because I legit was going to until Halloween, because I'm a dick.) I know that you and I are going to fight, we are going to bitch and scream at one another until it hurts. I know that we are going to cry because of the other. I know we will get angry because of things said but not done -- but I also know that even if I frown, or you frown, there will be a smile in our heart even when it hurts. Because, baby that is always how it’s been for me. It might have been bad, sometimes, but deep down I knew it was always good and that’s why I’m here right here right now, without rhyme or reason, loving you so much, and asking you -- to begging you to be mine again. Because I don’t just want you Ashley, I need you, and I will need you for the rest of my life. So please, do me the honors of being Momma Marvel, pretty please?
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Date someone who loves you like got6 loves Youngjae
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How 2jae deal with Youngjae going to America
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my new life goal is to have someone look at me the way jb looks at youngjae
like damn
he has
literal heart eyes
and that smile
he cant contain his love
#truelove
(credit in pics)
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Okay we get it. He’s yours and you’re his!
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Kristen,
so i know i was a lil iffy about this relationship at first because of what happened in the past before but honestly i'm glad that you make ashley happy and i'm so happy for her and for you guys i was only looking out for her and that's why i felt iffy before but i don't anymore i can genuinely tell that you care so about much her and would do anything and everything for her. you guys are so cute and i'm glad she has you back in her life. #teamdoubleashley forever idk what ship name y'all would be because y'all have the same name sldfgjldfkg but yeah i'm happy for you both and i love you both very much! ❤️
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