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nazukisser · 5 months ago

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* ˚ ✦ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒

SYNOPSIS | the little things that happen when you're in a relationship with them

CHARACTERS | nito nazuna, aoba tsumugi, sakasaki natsume, sazanami jun, tomoe hiyori, shinkai kanata

READER | gender neutral

If there was something that never crossed your mind but something that you would notice even if it changed one bit, it would be the things they did for you- the habits and traditions. The things that weren't necessary to survive, but the things that made living living.

NITO NAZUNA ―　home.

If there was one thing Nazuna felt like, it was a home- someone to rely on, someone to come back to each night, someone to listen to your troubles, someone to get away from the craziness of the world.

Even when you had just met him, you had felt at home. He had an air of comfort to him, an air that told you "everything was going to be okay". It was so easy to trust him, so stupidly easy. He was so supportive in everything he did for you; it didn't matter how important it was for you, or him, or anyone in the matter- if you wanted to do it, he was right there behind you, always ready to help you keep pushing forward on the hill you were climbing.

Even before you had started dating, his hand was always easy to hold. It was never really truly awkward- it may have been just a little the first few times, but in the end, it was always comforting. It was a reminder that he was there for you, that he would support you, and that he was with you, safely by your side. There was something about his hands that told you "everything was going to be okay", and when he held yours, hard tasks became manageable, and easy tasks even became refreshing, like a spring breeze.

If there was something you admired about Nazuna, it was his consistency. He was surprisingly easy to predict, though never in a bad way. It was easy to figure out how to talk to him, how to get closer to him, how to make him happy. His actions were consistent, his words were consistent, and his love was always consistent. And it was easy to know that he would love you forever.

His touch. It's soft; it's not just because his skin is soft from the residue of his lotion, it's because of the love he put into each and every touch. When he took hold of your hand, you could feel the happiness he felt as his hands interlocked with yours, and it was always contagious. When his hands cupped your cheeks, his adoration for you was stupidly apparent, his smile only adding to it. When he hugged you, the rate of his heart beating hastened just a little, you could tell admiration he had for you had never waned. When he kissed you, his sweet breath was full of relief, an air of comfort.

His words. His words are sweet, yet still are true to the cold-hard reality. It's easy to think of it as his tone- the way he conveys his words in his usual upbeat manner, it always made you and everyone else around him happy. But it wasn't that. The words weren't flowery, it wasn't the nectar from inside the flowers that made his words sweet. The message wasn't always sweet either; upon mentioning serious topics, they always delivered the cold, hard truth. But what it was made of, it was sweet, and even warm. Even if it was the jagged truth of world, he made it easier to process with his heartfelt words.

If there was one thing that you would never mind waking up to, it would be Nazuna. The way he looked at you, you could feel the sparkles in his eyes as he spoke, as he intertwined his hand with yours, as he thought about you while his lips touched yours. There was an old saying, that you could tell one's true intentions through their eyes- and it was right. Through his eyes you could see the love he displayed for you, never changing through a dozen eternities.

Anyone could tell, everyone knew that Nazuna would do anything to make your life easier- and you knew that too, but it was a long time before you could tell. It was really just the small things he did- carrying this for you, remembering that about you, preparing things you may have forgotten for you- it was as if he had completed your life in the littlest of ways possible. It was never anything big, never a big or noticeable change in actions. It was always "I thought you might've forgotten this, so..." and "Just remember to...", the things that are often so easy to never notice. They were easy to forget, easy to take for granted, but once removed, it would feel like everything came crashing down on you. It was like he filled the holes in your life, plugging in the areas that leaked, the ones that were being worn down, the ones that things from outside had made.

AOBA TSUMUGI ―　 gentle reminder.

It was always easy to forget about Aoba Tsumugi before you had started dating. He was just another guy, a sweet person you'd seen from time to time, one who did something nice and never made much of an impression. Yet, he was always a pleasant experience, one which you could never find anything wrong with. A breath of fresh air, if you would.

Before you knew it, you'd become used to the little favors he'd done for you. It was difficult to realize how different every aspect of your life would become without him. Somehow, he made his way into every part of your life, from work to home to wherever you went out. You'd become used to him without knowing, but if you ever parted ways, they would all become apparent.

It was ironic, how your phone would vibrate to tell you a message from him that read "Make sure to drink lots of water and take breaks~ ♡ I love you!" when you yourself often got calls from Natsume, detailing how Tsumugi had fallen asleep at the NewDi office. When your phone vibrated, you knew what he was going to say, but you read it anyways, again and again. It was never compelling to do it as you got the message; it was cute, and it made you smile at how adorable Tsumugi was, sending these. But as work got stressful again, somehow, it appeared on your mind, and you figured that you should perhaps take a break and get some water. It was like a mystery. As soon as you forgot about it and you really needed it, you remembered his words.

If there was an object that reminded you of Tsumugi, it would be the dark blue blanket he had given you. It was soft, and perhaps just a little heavy, but it was warm and gentle, just like him. Actually, blankets in general reminded him of you, because of the way he brought them to places you would never expect at times you thought you wouldn't need one. Sometimes, it felt like he read the future, yet you knew he couldn't do that; there were things that surprised him too. Another reason why blankets reminded you of him was that whenever he came home, he'd always make sure that a blanket was safely around you to keep you warm. It wasn't uncommon to fall asleep waiting for him at nights he worked late, and sometimes, you'd wake up just in time to see him before falling back asleep.

On Sunday mornings, you'd always find the other side of the bed empty. It was easy to wonder "Where's Tsumugi?", when you found a pillow in his place. It always took you a moment to notice the footsteps outside the bedroom door, in the kitchen where he was preparing breakfast. It was easier to get off on his side of the bed, and as you opened the door, he greeted you with a "Good morning, Dove." You could already smell the coffee brewing, and you could see sandwiches being prepared on the counter. He always went a little extra on Sundays, and it was always the best day to start the week. It was nice, a little indulgent, and it was a gentle reminder that he loved you, you were the most important person to him.

SAKASAKI NATSUME ―　 interwoven dreams.

Somehow, he came to you in a dream, even before he had met you. It was years before, before you had known his name and before he had even known you. Yet, you saw him in your dreams, red hair and golden eyes; it was alluring, the way he looked at you. And you had always wondered who he was, until you met him.

It was like magic, the way he knew things you wanted him to know but didn't really want to tell him. The way he asked about what you wanted to talk about before you even opened your mouth made it infinitely easier to talk about it. It was the way he listened when you talked about it in infinitely more detail than he knew. He listened, and listened, and it never went in one ear and out the other. It stayed close to him, and whatever it was about, he always had the magic to remedy it.

It took you a while to notice them, the things he did for you without wanting you to realize it was him. He kept things close for you, always having whatever you needed close by. He never wants to make you more busy, and each action he took to lift even the smallest of burdens, he made it seem like magic. (Though, before long, you could tell which magic was his)

There was never such a concept of "doing too much for you" to Natsume; if he wanted to do it for you, he was going to do it for you. He didn't often want to rely on his parents to get something for you, but if they could get it and he couldn't, he wouldn't wait a single second to ask them. And when you asked him where he got it, he always would answer in a roundabout way, one which never clearly explained the process of obtaining it, but it was easy to tell that he got it from someone else- not that it was ever a bad thing.

He always knew before you. It always seemed that he had figured it out before you had even noticed, no matter what had surprised you. He dropped hints here and there; they were enough to give you a lead, but never enough to imply an outcome. Even before the two of you had started dating, other people knew it was going to happen. Some people were not so subtle, while some quietly chuckled, knowing what would happen. And the one behind all of this, Sakasaki Natsume, had placed a spell on everyone he knew, including you.

SAZANAMI JUN ―　 the other half.

If someone took away Sazanami Jun from your life, not a single day would go by that felt complete. It's not that he was always with you- more than often, he was working. He was around less than he wasn't, yet you had always felt as if he were always there. You were fairly independent- your work had nothing much to do with him and his yours, yet if he was gone, you couldn't do it without him. It wasn't a physical sense of being there, nor was it a digital sense- though, it had been a habit for the two of you to check each other's social media profiles throughout the day- it was an emotional sense.

Whenever Jun came from anywhere he had gone for work, no matter how far or how near, whether it was just in town or across the globe, Jun brought little trinkets home to you. Sometimes it was a snack he thought you'd like, a game that had been on your minds, something that reminded him of you, or something just cute, he'd buy it and bring it home for you. The two of you have a shelf just for these, just by the door, so that you can see it every day when you left and returned home. Sometimes, Jun will put it there and wait for you to notice the new addition to the collection if it's not food; if it is, he'll hide it in the pantry and wait to see how long it takes for you to notice it.

When Jun is home, he mostly stays wherever you are; he doesn't like being separated from you. He isn't clingy, but you could see the longing in his eyes whenever you go out somewhere without him. Perhaps he'll read some manga or play some games while you're gone, but you'd be on his mind the entire time. If you do stay at home with him, which he absolutely loves, the whole day is often spent on the couch. He loves it when you comb through his hair, while he flips through a manga, and perhaps if you're interested in the same manga, you could talk about it for quite a while. On the same note, if the two of you play the same game, he's bound to play with you. Even if it's not multiplayer, he'll still be playing at the same time as you and playing with you. He'll guide you with whatever you need to know and perhaps steal some of your portion of the chips while he's at it, who knows.

When he's out, Jun is always seen on his phone when he's not working. He has a little smile as he looks at your social media account(s), liking your posts and even commenting on some with his more personal account and perhaps will even send you a few texts if he has a few more moments to spare. He calls every night, talking about his day as he lay on the bed, tired and ready to fall asleep. Sometimes, you do catch him fall asleep on call, and he's nothing but adorable.

TOMOE HIYORI ―　 escape.

To say Tomoe Hiyori was simply an escape mechanism is a mistake. It wasn't that he didn't allow you to escape the jaggedness of the cruel reality- no, not all all; it felt as if he had brought you to another world, shining with a bright sunlight the world lacked. He wasn't simply just an escape; he was another way of life.

The world didn't allow one to have such a carefree nature, yet Hiyori felt so carefree. It was a forceful wind which blew through the obstacles in the path, but when it reached you, you could only feel a light and airy wind, although it still maintained the properties of its forceful power to everything else. It was seemingly weak, as most assumed, even simply just annoying, yet it was something to behold, something to even fear if you received the wrong end of it.

If there was anything noticeable about Hiyori's behavior, it was how much he craved your attention. It was inevitable to feel his arms around your waist and his head resting on your shoulder, but if there was something that was hard to notice, it was that even just by being around you, being near you, hearing your voice, Hiyori felt complete. Of course, the attention thing was something he couldn't help but do, but simply being there with him made him just a little more complete.

If there was one thing that Hiyori hated, it was being separated from you. It was apparent to everyone who knew and even heard of him, but the reason was always "it's just his personality". That wasn't exactly right, though it wasn't quite wrong either. Sure it was a part of his personality, but there was more behind it. To him, you were a part of him, and letting go would only make him feel empty. In the morning, when the two of you woke up, you never really woke up- though, it was more like Hiyori didn't want to "wake up". Really, he was always awake before you, combing his hand through your hair and placing kisses on your neck and cheek, but he never wanted to get out of bed. He wanted to stay there, for all eternity, inside the peaceful escape he had built for the two of you. No matter where you were, both you and him, if you were together, it was a never ending escape from the cruelties of the world.

SHINKAI KANATA ―　 tranquility.

If the world was the big blue ocean, Shinkai Kanata was the ripples upon the beach-back and forth, back and forth, slowly but gently hugging upon the land. Whenever a typhoon came across the ocean and swept you away, you always ended back at the beach, washed up on shore hugged by the gentle tug of the clear water. It was the calmness away from the storm, the tranquility apart from the chaos.

His presence, whether he's there or not, is a stillness in the wind. Whether the wind is roaring or the rain is pouring, Kanata's presence is like a blanket of water, unchanging and undisturbed. He appears when you're in panic, and his words somehow clear the storm. Sometimes, it's because he sounds a little silly saying it, but his words are clear, the meaning is transparent.

His touch is soft, personally tailored to you. His hugs wrap around you ever so gently; you could never let go but if you did, it felt like his hold would break. His kisses are always light and soft, like the ocean wind weaving through your hair. When he holds your hand, his squeezes are always quick and his hands loosely intertwine with yours.

His words are always a little silly, but still, they're surprisingly serene. They're easy to laugh about, yet still not completely jokes- there was always some meaning behind each sentence. His words are often lighthearted, but when he's serious, you can always see a bright future ahead that he's promised, something that no one else can do in the uncertainty of the future. Even if the future is unknown, Kanata can be sure that everything will be alright, because you're with him.

WORD COUNT | 3,072 words

NOTES FROM QIAN | Hi, I know I'm supposed to be doing event requests... whoopsie. I will do them soon, promise. I had this idea and kind of went with it, haha. I really hope you enjoy it and hope it wasn't too much to read... also thanks to sophie @/baeshijima for inspiring me <333

TAGLIST | @yumetokashite @yuezhong @nnatsume

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nazukisser · 6 months ago

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What to you is the best representation of love?

NITO NAZUNA I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, BODY AND SOUL!! HE IS BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, EXTRAORDINARY, SMART, INCREDIBLE, CUTE, AWESOME, FUNNY, UNDERSTANDING, BRILLIANT, TREMENDOUS, STRONG, LOVELY, CHARISMATIC, THE BEST AT SINGING AND DANCING, PATIENT, INTELLIGENT, THOUGHTFUL, GENEROUS, EXCEPTIONAL, OUTSTANDING, HELPFUL, HONEST, LOYAL, WISE, COMPASSIONATE, HUMBLE, THE BEST BIG BROTHER EVER, , THE BEST EVER, PERFECT.

i li have a crush on Nazuna Nito, i also have a crush on a Certain Bunny, i had a crush on Mister Rabbit, oh and i forgot to mention i had a crush on nazunyan, no, also had a crush on nazuna as well, wait i also had a crush on bnuuy, why do i have so many crushes, including nito, not to mention i also had a crush on sir Rabbit, and uhh yeah i really have a big fat crush on Nazuna, i love the rabbit from ensemble square, thanks for coming to my ted talk.

If Nito Nazuna has million number of fans I am one of them. If Nito Nazuna has ten fans I am one of them. If Nito Nazuna has only one fan then that is me. If Nito Nazuna has no fans, that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Nito Nazuna, I am against the world. I love Nito Nazuna till my last breath.

If Nito Nazuna thinks, I agree. If Nito Nazuna speaks, I’m listening.

WHO is Nazuna?

In geography, My World

In history, My King

In mathematics, My Solution

In mythology, My God

In astronomy, My universe

For The Blind, He is Light

For The Hungry, He is Bread

For the Thirsty, He is Water

For The Poor, Wealth

For Me, Everything

call me old fashioned, but i was born to serve nazuna. i do the laundry, cook dinner, clean dishes. i live to serve & carry out every demand of his on the slightest whim, its what i was put on this earth to do. if he cheats on me then its my fault! he caught me slipping.

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