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“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend

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best m/f dynamic is a flamboyant bisexual show-off desperately in love with an extremely practical girl who’s difficult to impress 🤩

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With he’s friends

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we ran out of devotion that corrupts. would you guys be cool with devotion thats a little annoying to everyone

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fighting the problematic stereotype of 'only the bad guys are weird sex perverts' by making the good-hearted protagonist an even weirder sex pervert

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op turned of reblogs but i NEED to have this on here

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(has a tummyache but doesn't want to ruin my air of gothic mystique) there is a deep pain welling inside me

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you say to me here is a woman. she's insane and irreparably broken and probably a danger to herself and others. and i say yay yippee woohoo! and things of this nature

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[pathetically desperate for affection] nah im actually doing pretty good why do you ask

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symbols, metaphors, patterns, fates, and dooms

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✨ commissions! ✨

hi again! just making a separate post for art commissions to keep things clear and avoid any confusion with my earlier one.

this is something i've been meaning to do for a long time, and today i finally felt that little spark to actually go for it. figured i'd catch the feeling before it slips away.

i'm offering portraits in my style. if you'd like one, you can support me through Buy Me a Coffee and send over a photo 🖤

🖤 coff.ee/dilruba 🖼 self-portrait below so you can get a sense of the style 📩 feel free to dm me with any questions!

thank you so much. i'm genuinely excited to draw for you!

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when im not laughing and having fun i'm being tortured and tormented and psychically attacked. that's what it's like being a dark jester

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actually not sleeping barely eating doing drugs all day long and jacking off feels soo goood without a psychiatrist in ur ear telling you that ur bipolar

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attack on @birmit!

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