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hey hi i write actual fics too 🥺 moved my fic writing to @r3dmare and am working on a masterlist of all of my stuff from my old fic acc hehe i am going to continue lily’s story when i get in a good direction for her, but if u miss me (? prob not) i have lots of stuff here !! this is just my most recent thingy..

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘪 𝘥𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶? | 𝘮.𝘭𝘦𝘦

𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚: 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘯!𝘢𝘶, 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘹 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦!𝘰𝘤/𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: 𝘯/𝘢 ! 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘧 𝘶 𝘴𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘵 ..

𝙖/𝙣: 𝘪.. 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘱 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘴- 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘏𝘶𝘨𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘔𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘐𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘴 !! 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 !! 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘤 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥/𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 ❥

what can i do for you? what can i do that no one else can do?

the song began, and mark couldn’t help it- he was transfixed, mezmorized, by the woman harmonizing alongside him.

well, alien woman… but definitely a woman, nonetheless. her eyes held the stars, and, to be honest... he had always liked stargazing.

meeting her was… magical. she was one of the only people who showed up to his venue on the beach. he felt like a joke, the struggling musician, with no one to dance, no one to cheer.

but suddenly, there she stood- glowing in the moonlight, barefoot in the sand, smiling widely.

she was, quite literally, sent from the heavens. hopefully, for him.

his manager was an ass, and mark left him, shortly after that show. it was unlike him, abandoning his dreams in favor of a girl. but he couldn’t help it, with new lyrics blooming in his brain about destiny. he was hopelessly and irrevocably gone.

he’s foolish, joy thought, sulking, hidden in the shadows behind the performance mark had orchestrated. he was anything but extraordinary, in her eyes.

he didn’t deserve her. joy knew her best, joy had been beside her before any of the others.

but because joy knew her, she definitely knew that that insignificant human was important to her, in some way.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪? 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪?

they leaned in close to one another, her having a height advantage over him, and mark barely registered that he was still playing the guitar, intoxicated by her existence.

wendy and yeri accompanied the song, while joy was somewhere sulking.

she wasn’t too fond of mark.

joy hated that human- mark-, and she hated the way that she looked at him with such… well, it was the way she looked at joy, sometimes.

and joy didn’t hate yeri and wendy, but she hated the way that they indulged the human.

one thing she couldn’t ever bring herself to hate, though… the look of happiness etched on her face.

𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙢𝙖𝙣, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙛𝙪𝙣

𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜

maybe he was a fool. as mark stared at her, singing to him, he knew more than ever than he was a goner. wait until he told hyuck about it- he’d never hear the end of it.

yeah, he was a goner.

entertaining, she said. that’s it. he could never have what we have- he’s organic, we’re inorganic. we are forever, he is temporary. he was nothing!

but she always had the habit of seeing the beauty in things joy could not.

𝙞 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜

yeri whooped, from her position at drums, and wendy grinned. at least some of her friends liked him.

she seemed to be the leader of her little family, and wendy, joy, and yeri seemed content following her to the ends of the earth- the whole galaxy, rather. he didn’t blame them.

mark was the newcomer. the human. but she hardly treated him as such.

but mark was deluded in her perceived perfection, unbeknownst to himself.

he doesn’t know her the way i do, joy thought. how could he ever even begin to know her, to love her?

she’d basically been engineered, created for pure perfection. but she knew beyond that surface, she saw the perfection that the human never could. he will never know her.

𝙞 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮

𝙞 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣’ 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜

why did she always make him blush?

the fool, joy thought. he’s just her plaything. there had been men before him, and joy knew, begrudgingly, that there would be men after him… even though, she had never acted this way with one before…

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪? 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙙𝙤?

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪? 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪?

mark, suddenly bent on impressing her, or trying to get her to feel even a fraction of the adoration he felt for her, began a riff on his guitar that evolved on its own. the girls seemed naturally musical, so he was glad he could keep up.

i know what to do.

suddenly, joy ran onstage and whispered something to her, making her giggle and nod.

shall we?

mark watched, transfixed, as joy began to dance with her, clearly feeling smug, due to her obvious infatuation, love, of the same woman mark was chasing

he thought it was a bit unfair that joy had a few thousand years of a head start on him.

watch and learn your place, human.

as they danced, with joy swirling around the taller woman, a bright light emanated from them, and mark’s jaw just about dropped with the transformation.

it feels so great to be us.

a beautiful amalgamate of the two women stood before him, tall, with two sets of eyes. her eyes, soft and sweet, and joy’s eyes, sharp and cutting.

the new woman danced around the stage, smiling down at mark, yeri, and wendy, before falling to the ground, gracefully, and unfusing.

there we go.

joy held the microphone that had vanished during their fusion, and dropped it just as he finished the solo, a clear message written on her features.

you’ll never be apart of our world. i win. you lose.

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lily, in her head, for the entirety of filming hot sauce/pre hot sauce content:

“chenle is really hot chenle is quite sexy god he’s beautiful i wonder if he thinks i look pretty yknow i hope he notices me oh god he’s approaching and smiling he can’t smile at me like that fuck he’s speaking i should tune in”

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heyyy so i AM 10000% gonna be active again after hot sauce comes out but in the meantime !! i have an exo oc !! i’ve never done anything with exo before and i realized that that would be dope if i did :D

𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘂𝗺 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗲: 𝗲𝘅𝗼’𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿

𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲: 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗎𝗆

𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲: 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗎𝗆

𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵: 𝟢𝟫.𝟥𝟢.𝟣𝟫𝟫𝟦

𝗮𝗴𝗲: 𝟤𝟩

𝘇𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗰 𝘀𝗶𝗴𝗻: 𝗅𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺 𝗌𝗎𝗇, 𝗅𝖾𝗈 𝗆𝗈𝗈𝗇, 𝖼𝖺𝗉𝗋𝗂𝖼𝗈𝗋𝗇 𝗋𝗂𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆: 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇

𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲: 𝗌𝖾𝗈𝗎𝗅, 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗍𝗁 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺

𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆: 𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀/𝗇𝗈 𝗅𝖺𝖻𝖾𝗅

𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿: 𝖼𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗆𝖺𝗇 (𝗌𝗁𝖾/𝗁𝖾𝗋)

𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁: 𝟧’𝟥

𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗽: 𝖾𝗑𝗈

𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻: 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅, 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝖽𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗋, 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝗇𝖺𝖾, 𝗌𝗎𝖻 𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗋, 𝖼𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋

𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿: 𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗎𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇

𝗽𝗼𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝘁𝘀: 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗍, 𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝖼𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾, 𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖽𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗍𝗋𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗁𝗒, 𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍

𝗻𝗲𝗴𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝘁𝘀: 𝗂𝗋𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾, 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖻𝖻𝗈𝗋𝗇, 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌, 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅

𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗺: 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗂𝗇 (𝗆𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗆𝗈𝗈)

𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗎𝗆 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖾𝗑𝗈 𝖽𝗎𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗐𝗅

𝗂𝗍 𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝖮𝖴𝖳𝖱𝖠𝖦𝖤 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖺 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝖺 𝖻𝗈𝗒 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗉

𝖻𝗎𝗍, 𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗉, 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗇𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝖺 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗅

𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗎𝗆 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖿𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝖾𝖻𝗎𝗍, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝖾𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗏𝖾𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖾𝗑𝗈

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇 𝗂𝗍-𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝖼𝗄𝗅𝗒, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇’𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗍

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗌𝗂𝗆𝗂𝗅𝖺𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗈𝗈 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗈𝗈𝗈𝗈 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 𝗌𝗂𝗆𝗂𝗅𝖺𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗈𝗈 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝖼𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗋𝗅𝗒 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 .. 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒’𝗋𝖾 𝗋𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝖾𝗍𝖺𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖽, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒’𝗋𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝗏𝗈𝗋𝖼𝖾𝖽

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝗌𝗂𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝗎𝗆𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖬𝖠𝖭𝖸 𝖺𝖽𝗆𝗂𝗋𝖾𝗋𝗌

𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗉𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍, 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝖿𝗋𝖾𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝖼𝖺𝗇𝖽𝖺𝗅𝗌

𝗁𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗅𝗒, 𝖺𝗍 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍, 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗆𝗂𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝖼𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽, 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉 𝖻𝗈𝗇𝖽𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗂𝗅𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖾𝗑𝗈 𝖽𝗈𝗋𝗆𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗌- 𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗌, 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗌 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋- 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒’𝗋𝖾 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖽𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗈𝖽𝗆𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗃𝗈𝗇𝗀𝖽𝖺𝖾’𝗌 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗂𝖾𝖼𝖾𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗎𝗍𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗐𝗈𝗆𝖺𝗇 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗍’𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗈𝗇 𝖺𝖼𝖼𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗎𝗆, 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅

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CPD just killed a fifteen year old child.

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DISCLAIMER: I AM STILL ACTIVE WITH LILY AND THE SIREN GIRLS

however, i have a LOT to plan and figure out with them. i didn’t plan further than where i’m at right now, and i’ll post content by the end of the week

i made another dream oc separate from the lilyverse because i want to write stuff outside of them sometimes!! but don’t worry- i WILL NOT abandon my girls

with lucy, i’m going to do some things i didn’t get to do with lily, in terms of dreamie dynamics. please follow!! if ur on my current taglist, lmk if you wanna be on lucy’s! if ur not on my current taglist, lmk if u wanna join either of them!!

ily all thank u!!

- maddy

TAGLIST (hmu to join!!): @aqueenieme @moonbeamsung @atinygracie @jinsoulorbitzen12 @btshook @1-800-enhypenbibi

𝕝𝕦𝕔𝕪 𝕜𝕚𝕞 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕚𝕝𝕖

𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾: 𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝖻𝗅𝖾 𝗄𝗂𝗆

𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾: 𝗇/𝖺

𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋: 𝖼𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗅𝖾 (𝗌𝗁𝖾/𝗁𝖾𝗋)

𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁: 𝟢𝟣.𝟢𝟤.𝟤𝟢𝟢𝟢

𝖼𝗎𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖺𝗀𝖾: 𝟤𝟤 𝗂𝗇 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗀𝖾

𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁: 𝗌𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺 𝗆𝗈𝗇𝗂𝖼𝖺, 𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗂𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗇𝗂𝖺

𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒: 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇-𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗇

𝗋𝖺𝖼𝖾: 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗍𝖾

𝗌𝖾𝗑𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒: 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍

𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍: 𝟧’𝟦

𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗍: 𝗇𝖼𝗍 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆

𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇: 𝖼𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋, 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝖽𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗋. 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝗏𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗌, 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 (𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝖽𝗎𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌)

𝗏𝗈𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝖼𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗆: 𝗒𝖾𝗃𝗂 (𝗂𝗍𝗓𝗒)

T/W: 𝖻𝗋𝗂𝖾𝖿 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗈𝗋𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗌, 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝗂𝖼

𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖼𝖺 𝗎𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗅 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝟣𝟣 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝖼𝖼𝖾𝗉𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗆 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝟣𝟥 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌

𝗂𝗇 𝟤𝟢𝟣𝟩, 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖻𝗎𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗐𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗀

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗅𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖽, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗆 𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗍𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝖺𝖽 𝗂𝗌 𝗄𝗈𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗇

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝖾𝖼𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿-𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖾𝗆, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗂𝗍 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗂𝖼 𝖽𝖾𝗌𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝖤𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖸𝖮𝖭𝖤 𝖾𝗌𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 (𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗌)

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝖾𝗂𝗏𝖾𝖽 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖻𝗎𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂𝗍 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝖼𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗌𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗉

𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 𝗂𝗌 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗆𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗌𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗂𝖻𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒

𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗎𝗉 𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 .. 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾’𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍

𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗐𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝖺𝗍 𝖺 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝖼𝗄𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗐 𝗎𝗉, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝗂𝖼𝗍 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗉𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝖼𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗉

𝗍𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝖱𝖴𝖳𝖧𝖫𝖤𝖲𝖲 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝗈𝖺𝗌𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆

𝗉𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗈𝗍𝗂𝖼 𝗌𝗂𝖻𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗒 <𝟥

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖵𝖤𝖱𝖸 𝗉𝗈𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗐𝗈𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗆𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝖺 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍𝗂𝗌𝗍

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗎𝗋𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖺𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖭𝖤𝖷𝖳 𝖳𝖮 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆 𝖽𝗈𝗋𝗆𝗌

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗆 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝖺𝗉𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗆𝗎𝖼𝗁

𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝗍𝗈 𝗉𝗎𝗌𝗁 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖼𝖾𝗋𝗍𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝗈 .. 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗃𝖾𝗇𝗈, 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗎𝖼𝗁

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖾𝗆𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗈𝗋𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗌 (𝗐𝖾 𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇’𝗍 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝖾𝗍��𝗂𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍- 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗂 𝖽𝗈, 𝗂’𝗅𝗅 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗍 TW𝗌)

𝗁𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗌𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗍 𝖺𝗌 𝗁𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝖾𝖼𝗍

𝗁𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒, 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗅𝖺𝗐𝖾𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗉𝖾𝗍 𝗉𝖾𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗌 ..

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗍𝗎𝖻𝖻𝗈𝗋𝗇 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗋𝗒,

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗌 ANGRY 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗎𝗇𝗈 (𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 & 𝗃𝖾𝗇𝗈) 𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖽𝗎𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝗈𝗈𝗆 𝖾𝗋𝖺 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗈 𝗍𝖻𝗁 .. 𝗂𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 MOSTLY 𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒

𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝗌𝗇’𝗍 𝖺 𝗆𝗈𝗆 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽, 𝖾𝗂𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌 (𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖾𝗑𝖼𝖾𝗉𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗅 𝖻𝗂𝗍)

𝗌𝗁𝖾’𝗌 𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗍 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝖽𝗏𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍’𝗌 𝗎𝗇𝖿𝗂𝗅𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖽 .. 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌 TOO MUCH 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗀𝗂𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖼𝗁𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗂 dating 𝖺𝖽𝗏𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖽𝖾𝗌𝖼𝗋𝗂𝖻𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖺 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅

𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾’𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖻𝗏 𝖻𝗎𝗍 !! 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗐𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗎𝗍 !!

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇 𝗅𝗎𝖼𝗒 😌

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cute asks ♡

1. who was the last person you sent a text to?

2. who was the last person you said ‘I love you’ to?

3. favourite type of weather?

4. what’s your zodiac sign? do you relate to it?

5. showers or baths?

6. favourite movie? (outside of mcu)

7. favourite colour?

8. person your closest to in your family?

9. last movie you watched?

10. show you’re currently binging?

11. what’s your lockscreen?

12. f*ck, marry, kill (pick three people)

13. opinion on...

14. a celebrity you hate?

15. a celebrity you love?

16. a character you relate to the most?

17. someone you’re looking forward to seeing?

18. what does the last text you sent say?

19. do you believe in true love?

20. have you ever been in love?

21. if your ex texted you now how would you react?

22. baths or showers?

23. summer or winter?

24. favourite memory from this year? (so far)

25. favourite food?

26. put your music on shuffle and say the line you like most in the song

27. last book you read?

28. can you sleep if there’s noise?

29. bad habits?

30. one regret you have?

31. one bad thing that happened that worked out in the end?

32. earliest memory?

33. what do you want to do when you leave school?

34. what’s stressing you out right now?

35. ever been drunk or high?

36. favourite type of clothing?

37. most expensive thing you’ve ever bought?

38. give me a song and I’ll tell you who it reminds me of (character or real person)

39. who do you miss right now?

40. have any siblings? are you close to them?

41. tumblr friends or irl friends?

42. do you want kids?

43. do you want to get married?

44. describe your dream girl/boy

45. one place you’d love to visit?

46. what’s on your bucket list?

47. are you outgoing or shy?

48. one piece of advice you live by?

49. how tall are you?

50. anything you want to ask!

if this flops it didn’t happen

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hi guyss uh basically

im (kinda?) back!! got some shit to post that i’ve been working on.

last week i got really ill... i’ve had stomach issues since i was a baby and they’re getting BAD it’s bad. i also have had a bladder infection for months 😎 because i don’t piss ever

AND the kicker was that i was extremely and detrimentally dehydrated so i was out of work seeing as i couldnt walk without feeling like i was about to fall over. i already have like. chronic fatigue and my body is a bit weak (i can fight tho like fr) so it was not!! fun!!

yesterday ALL of my kids came back to be in school. my county has all the kids coming back to school even tho like. mayb ten are still virtual. it’s just weird nd different so i haven’t been prioritizing this blog.

i have content coming for our siren girlies!! and!! i might have a new oc soon .. outside of the lilyverse. i LOVE writing for them, don’t get me wrong!! it’s just nice to have another platform with another storyline. so lmk if y’all are interested in that!!

thank u guys for being patient !! i hope u enjoy the incoming content :D

🤍, maddy

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give me attention pls i was taken off of adderall and my arm hurts from covid vaccine .. i mean mayb energy drinks will work on me more now but :( spare some attention pls will work for attention i have actual pieces planned

i broke down and made one of these things!! feel free to reblog here or use it somewhere else if you’d like some sent in ^^

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🍑🍊😊📀🍏💧💗 I love these ask games getting to know more little tidbits about the girls

🍑: she has three places?? firstly, her room. both cats will follow anywhere she goes, so they're always there with her, she has all of her things, it's exactly how she wants it- it's her safe place. she would stay there for days if having to pee wasn't a thing. second, the shower. jimin overthinks a lot, and she will stay in the shower for literal hours just trying to sort through her brain. the hot water makes it easier to relax. typically, she'll wash, sit on the floor for an hour or so, wash again, and then leave. once she brought a chair in. third, the dream dorm. she feels content and safe with her boys. she grew up with them, they're her rocks, her constants, and the depth of love she has for them is insane. she often visits, and it is not uncommon for her to be there even when the other boys aren't there. the familiarity is calming.

🍊: ICED MF COFFEE. mocha mint, extra sweet, with almond milk. out of every possible consumable item, iced coffee is her favorite. her favorite foods, as of late, are kimchi, avocados, RICE, and dumplings. she's also big on poke. but she isn't picky- she has things she doesn't like, but will eat it with the exception of cheese. she thinks cheese is nasty. disgusting. she has hated it since childhood. so very much. and then she became lactose intolerant and was kicking it!! til she realized she couldn't eat ice cream- she actually and legitimately cried.

😊: except on days where she almost aggressively isolates herself (when her depression rears its head and doesnt allow her to want to get better) her loved ones can turn everything around. hyeyoung is similar to her with the caring nature, but jimin is... different. she runs on love. she runs on the happiness of those she loves, and she would do anything for them... which can be worrisome at times. she will put absolutely everyone in front of herself- she willingly will abandon herself in favor of others, and she needs a better balance. yeah, she snaps and CAN be selfish, but her instinctive reaction is to put her needs aside unless it's something VERY serious or harmful in the long run to the person she is helping. SORRY WE GOT OFF TOPIC but besides the BAD days, the presence of her members will turn everything around. that includes her cats- darcy and honey have her heart... in fact, she has honey registered as an emotional support animal. ps- chenle holds the record for making her happy most successfully. jimin is also generally an extremely happy person, save when her depressive phases hit. her extreme joy is what makes her highs so high and her lows so low. jimin often makes others happy with her intuitive, empathetic tendencies, her sense of humor, her CUTENESS, loving heart, thoughtfulness, etc

📀: LISTEN girl is brave, she doesn't ACTUALLY scare easily, but SHE IS SO MF JUMPY. any noise? unexpected movement? SHEJUMPS TEN FEET IN THEA IR LMAOOO her members AND czennies always laugh at her nd she hates it. when she gets confused, it's always over really simple, dumb shit. it's relatable for some, but it's also stupid as fuck of her but in an endearing, sweet way. jimin is EXTREMELYYYY intelligent, but she is so DUMb sometimes we love it we love her. however... you cannot lie to her, trick her, or manipulate her. jimin is a scary good liar, but she never does it unless its absolutely necessary. because of that, she sees through it all. she has amazing intuition (for the most part) and is very mentally strong so it is rare that someone can get something past her. she has gut feelings about who she can and cannot trust tbh. when she knows, she knows. it isn't even like you need to gain her trust or she intrinsically trusts people, it's more along the lines of... she observes, she gets a feeling, and she proceeds with it. if someone break her trust, it hurts her DEEPLY and will be unlikely to trust that person again until they fully and completely prove that they won't do it again. she can 10000% be trusted, because she takes people's personal situations/information as seriously as she would take her own.

🍏: in terms of triggers, her biggest one if an altercation with a loved one occurs, she's in a bad place. sometimes, her mind will convince itself something is wrong, and it will spiral. it is to the point where if she discusses it with the person, she can sound like she is trying to manipulate someone into guilt or is seeming selfish, but she genuinely is not... she has actually suspected that she has a mood disorder, like bpd.

💧: her earliest memory is walking through dc with her parents, between them and holding both hands, and the cherry blossoms were blooming. she has no info about her first steps, and she was told that her first word was dog, when she saw a person walking their dog LMAOOO she also keeps her comfort plushies from childhood. one of them has been hugged so many times that their neck droops to the floor.

💗: jimin has no clue what her best physical feature is, and she has a poor sense of self to a certain degree, but she will always answer this question with her capacity to love- and while she has many other beautiful traits, it is agreed that that IS her best feature (even among fans) .. other people in her life will say that her smile is The Best and they are correct

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I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOSING ALL OF MY PROGRESS ON SOMETHING HAHA ITS FANTASTIC

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go crazy

Jumbo Ask Game

Relationships

💖 Has your OC ever been in love, be it romantic or platonic or otherwise? Who with and did they ever express their feelings or keep it private? How long did these feelings persist / do they still feel this way?

❌ What kind of things would end any relationship for them? Is there a history behind why these things bother them? Could they ever take someone back despite this? If so or if not, why?

💋 How affectionate are they with their friends? Their family? Their romantic partner(s) (if they have any)? Are they more physical or emotional when it comes to displaying their affection? Why?

🌹 How easy is it for them to connect with others and make friends? On the flip side how easy is it for them to make an enemy of someone? Are they the kind of person who hangs around the food table at a party and never talks to anyone or are they the type who can talk to anyone?

🍒 What kind of things do they expect from their relationships? Does this differ between platonic relationships and romantic ones? Is your OC “demanding” or a door mat? What kinds of things do people expect from them in a relationship?

Preferences

🔥 Give us a list of general likes and dislikes, such as colours, textures, music, weather and other stuff!

🍊 What is your OC’s favourite meal? Snack? Dessert? Drink? Any reasons behind this besides liking how it tastes?

What is your OC’s most hated food? Stuff they can’t stand to eat or drink?

🍑 Where is your OC’s favourite place to relax or calm down? Recount a story of their time spent in this place! What makes it so special to them?

Is there anywhere your OC hates to go to? Anywhere that stresses them out or have negative memories of?

🧡 Who is your OC’s favourite person? Why is this person the top of their list and have they actually met them (an idol or rolemodel or celeb can be someone’s favourite after all!).

Who does your OC absolutely hate, the one person who they’d sell to Satan for one corn chip? Why do they loathe this person so?

📙 What kind of subjects (of conversation, of discussion, in school or whatever) does your OC find interesting or engaging or that they can talk for hours about? What kind of stuff do they just find fun?

What things bore your OC to tears and they couldn’t care less about? Why?

Emotions

😊 What can make your OC smile even when they’re feeling down? What cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your OC genrally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? What about your OC makes others happy?

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why?

🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?

📀 How easy is it to shock your OC? To confuse them? To lie to them, to manipulate them? How are they with feelings of trust? Can your OC be trusted?

💛 In general, how in control of their emotions is your OC? Do they have a good hold on them or do their emotions control them, not the other way around? What do you think is the reason behind this and is your OC ever concerned about their lack of or good control?

Mental Health

🌳 Compare your OC to themself from 10 years ago. How has their mental state changed since then, how have they aged and grown up? Would they say they’re in a better place than they were back then or do they need help? What advice would they give their younger self? What advice would their younger self give to them now?

🍏 Does your OC have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? In what ways does your OC react to being triggered?

🥝 What does a bad mental health day look like for your OC? Walk us through it with them. What kind of things can help them out of this slump and what kinds of things comfort them when they start to feel like this?

🍐 What is your OC’s mentality? Are they overall positive? Negative? A bit of both? Describe their thought patterns and reasoning behind their choice making!

💚 Talk about some of the traumatic events in your OC’s life. These events can be ones that have happened to them or a loved one. These events can be minor or major.

History

💧 What is the earliest memory your OC can recall? Do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? Do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes?

🌠 Who was your OC’s first friend? Do they remember them or are they still friends now? Talk about some of the people your OC has lost contact with over the years. Do they have any regrets about losing these people and would they revist them if they could?

💙 What did your OC want to be when they grew up and why? Did they have any lifelong dreams or ambitions they never got to work on or are they currently working to achieve this dream? Has their life taken a very unexpected turn and put all these plans on hold for a while or have they given up on any dreams?

🌀 Where is your OC from? Where were they born? Do they still live there, if not why did they move? If they still live in the area how has it changed since their childhood? How many places has your OC lived in and where has been their favourite?

💤 What was your OC like as a baby, a child and as a teen? (if your OC is a teen or a child, what will they be like as an adult?). How have they changed since then? What lessons have they learned and what things about their youth do they miss the most? Do they have any general regrets?

This or That

🍇 Day or Night? Sun or Rain? Summer or Winter?

🛍️ Function or Aesthetic? Skirts or Pants? Heels or Flats?

🔮 Star gazing or cloud watching? Hand-holding or snuggles? Early mornings or late nights?

💜 Music or Silence? Swords or Spells? Cities or Nature?

🍆 Tea or Coffee or Hot Chocolate? Sweet or Spicy? Fruits or Vegetables?

Features

🌸 What does your OC’s voice sound like? Their laugh? Are they good at singing? Do they have an accent?

🎀 Do they wear a specific accessory with a special meaning behind it? What is their usual fashion sense like? What do they wear when they want to be comfortable and what do they wear when they’re going to a fancy party? Or do they just not care?

💗 What would your OC say is their best feature? Why? What do their friends / family / lover(s) / people they know think is their best feature and why?

🌺 Does your OC have any tattoos or other body art? Does their body art have any specific meaning behind it? Do they have any scars? How did they get those scars? Any birthmarks?

🌷 In what ways would your OC alter their body if they could? How would they do it using mundane means (hair dye, surgery, make-up?). What is their ideal look for themself?

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☄ anonymously tell me what vibes I give off ☄

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lily + hyonny gc texts

TAGLIST: @aqueenieme @moonbeamsung @atinygracie @jinsoulorbitzen12 @btshook @1-800-enhypenbibi

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LILYSTAGRAM UPDATE- 03.23.2021

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4:32 am .

t/w: making out . nd this has actual plot ! TAGLIST: @aqueenieme @moonbeamsung @atinygracie @jinsoulorbitzen12 @btshook @1-800-enhypenbibi

chenle tasted like mint.

jimin noticed it right away, even though the kisses were chaste, quick, lips only just interlocked. he kept smiling, unable to keep at it for long.

he was just so happy.

“you have no idea how long i’ve wanted to do this,” he told her, arms caged around her waist. she was completely pressed against him.

jimin’s lashes fluttered, mostly from shock. it didn’t seem plausible- he had wanted this, just as much as she had. and it felt... amazing.

cloud nine. heaven.

“i think i do, actually,” and her voice sounded... small, gentle. delicate. her walls, with chenle, were always down, but he had reached the most intimate, soft part of her.

her heart was his. and his was her’s.

jimin was still pressed against him, and she leaned her forehead on his chest, letting out a small laugh, half in disbelief, half in joy. she realized they were still standing in the doorway of her room, her back against the hard surface. she didn’t care.

“do it again,” she commanded him, petulantly. her brow wrinkled, but in desperation rather than negativity.

and so chenle obliged, once again capturing her soft lips in his. one of the arms around her waist retreated, his hand instead cupping the back of her head, while the other arm still snaked around her middle tightened.

he was both patient and full of want- as if torn between savoring the moment- the sweetness of her chapstick, the feel of her-, and the need to make up for lost time... years of lost time.

and jimin kept with his pace, a hand extending to cup his cheek while the other rested on his chest. they were close in the way she had craved, even when she didn’t realize she was.

her first kiss with chenle wasn’t like this now- it wasn’t real. it was childish laughter between pecks, and clanking teeth, and messy, prolonged lip squishing.

somehow, he had gotten better in the few years... with no experience- which she knew it for a fact.

chenle apparently seemed fascinated with nipping her bottom lip- not that she minded, of course. she returned the favor, which only increased the intensity of the kiss, open-mouthed and warm.

she had never been kissed like this.

breathing through her nose, she didn’t feel the need to pull back for air, and she felt chenle’s breaths on her face and against her mouth.

they didn’t want it to end. neither of them did.

jimin pulled back first, albeit unwillingly.

“i-,” chenle shushed her, cutting her off.

“tell me in person.”

“what?”

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jimin’s eyes opened, widening with her shock.

the dream... the kissing... chenle...?

her thoughts were muddled. she felt her cats shift beside her- honey on her pillow next to her head, mr. darcy curled at her side.

shit, she thought, flipping from her side onto her back, careful not to disturb her babies.

jimin was trying in vain to make sense of it all until one clear, persistent, coherent thought broke through:

chenle. i’m in fucking love with chenle.

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