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Love You (Lucas Smut)

Pairing: Lucas x Reader

WC: 1.8k

Summary: Lucas makes you feel better after you start to feel insecure

Warnings: Smut, Oral (Female receiving), Slight angst, Reader is insecure

“Fuck.” You whisper, rubbing your sides as you look in the mirror. It seemed as if your body would never be perfect. Something was always off. Whether it was your stomach or your ribs or your breasts. Something was always off and you didn’t like it. 

Your boyfriend, Yukhei, didn’t help much either. He was tall and lean which made you feel all the more self conscious. You felt as if he was too good looking for you, as if you didn’t deserve him. You often questioned why he even dated you at all. He could get any girl he wanted, yet he chose you. He constantly spoiled you, calling you gorgeous and “the best thing that had ever happened to him” but you couldn’t help but have your doubts about it.

It didn’t help that Yukhei was constantly flirting with other girls either. You didn’t think he noticed it, but his whole aura was just flirty. It really hurt you sometimes, the way he acted to other girls. It didn’t help with your self esteem at all.

You ran your hands up your sides as you pinched the fat on your stomach. You couldn't help but wonder if maybe he did this on purpose. That maybe all of his flirting was intentional and he just felt sorry for you. No amount of gifts, sex, or loving reassurances could change this. 

You sat in front of the mirror for hours, feeling disgusting in your own skin. Maybe you’d feel more secure in your relationship with Lucas if you were skinnier. More conventionally attractive. You’d at least feel like he wasn’t way out of your league. You just sat down on the bed and buried your head in your hands, knowing that it was all hopeless - you’d never be able to be pretty enough for Yukhei.

His job hurt too. Having to see him be on stage and have girls scream at him was the absolute worst. Especially when he gets assigned to dance with a member of a girl group. One night, after seeing him dance with Yuqi of (G)I-DLE. You sat in the crowd, pretending you understood that he had to do this because of his job but truly were angry. You were jealous, seeing him dance with someone you considered to be much prettier than you. 

After the show you went backstage to greet Lucas. He leaned in for a kiss and you pushed him away. He gave you a confused look as you shook your head.

“Lets go.” 

The car ride home was long and silent. You faced away from him and looked out the window, tracing the skyline with your eyes. He tried to talk to you but you were silent each time. Each time he put his hand on your knee or shoulder you pushed him away. Eventually he just gave up.

You walked in, still silent as he followed behind, placing his hand on your shoulder and turning you around. His eyes were soft and watery, but maybe that was because of the blue contacts he was wearing. 

“_____,” He whispers, cupping your cheek. “What did I do? Why are you so mad?” He whispers. 

You just sign and shake your head no, tears filling up in your own eyes as you make your way the the bedroom. He grabs your shoulder once more.

“_____, please talk to me. I’m your boyfriend. I love you.”

You took a deep breath and turned around, mascara running down your face in dark streaks. You felt seething rage deep inside of you. You were jealous beyond belief and you couldn’t help but not believe him when he said he loves you.

“You love me? What the fuck, Yukhei?” You hiss, pushing his shoulder away. “If you love me so damn much then why do you flirt with other girls? Why do you seem to have so much fun dancing with Yuqi onstage?” 

Lucas just looked at you, taken aback. “What?

“You heard me, Wong Yukhei.”

“I-___, it means nothing, we were just assigned to dance together. I promise.”

You just frown and sit down, tears evolving into full blown sobs at this point. It fucking hurt. You knew he was right. 

Yukhei sat down next to you and wrapped his arm around you as you rested your head on his shoulder. 

“I care a lot about you. You’re the only girl in my life, I promise.” He kissed your forehead. “I love you so so much, ___.” 

His words just made you cry more as you remember the night in front of the mirror where you questioned everything. Where you wondered why he bothered with you anyway. Why he cared about you. Why he gave you his time of day.

“But why? Why the fuck do you bother? You could do so much better than me. Hell, I’d rather you just dump me at this point. You deserve so much better than me!” You pull away from him.

“What do you mean?” Lucas just looked at you in genuine confusion. “Do you...not like yourself?” 

You shake your head no as you started to sob again. You couldn’t help but to think of how ugly you must look, sobbing and with makeup running down your face.

“____, darling…” Yukhei whispers. “You’re absolutely beautiful. I like you so so much for many many reasons.” He pulls you close once more and begins to leave soft kisses down your neck. You relax, knowing that regardless of if he meant what he was saying, he cared enough to try and make you feel better. He pulls you into his lap and leaves a big kiss right on your lips. 

Lucas puts his hand on the back of your head and runs his fingers through your hair. He pulled away and rested his forehead on yours, making direct eye contact with you. His lips made their way down your cheeks and neck, leaving soft hickies down your neck. You let out a soft moan as he grips your hips.

“I’m gonna show you how much I love you, is that okay?” Lucas raises an eyebrow. You nod and his hands grip the hem of your dress as he lifts it up over your head, leaving you in next to nothing. 

A wave of self-consciousness washes over you as you curl up under him, face turning red. Lucas holds your hip tighter and kisses your neck a little softer.

“I know you don’t think this, but you truly are beautiful.” Lucas whispers, looking up at you with big brown eyes. And maybe, just this once, you should believe him.

You relax your body, letting your arms fall to the sides as he reaches around and takes your bra off, kissing your breasts gently. Everything about this night was gentle, a stark contrast to other times you and Lucas had sex. You knew he was doing everything in his power to not fuck the shit out of you, and you really appreciated it. Maybe he did in fact really love you. 

Lucas continued to trail kisses down your body, lips meeting the hem of your lace underwear soon. He looked up at you for permission. You nodded as he slipped them down, a smirk creeping across his face. You knew you were about to get the side of Lucas you were more familiar with.

“I’m going to eat you out, okay?” He pressed his long thumb to your clit and rubbed gently as you nodded. Lucas attached his lips to your dripping core and worked his tongue all around your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to make you squirm.

“L-Lu…” You moan, tangling your hands in his hair and burying his head in your thighs. He pushes two fingers into you and presses them against your spot lightly, trying to edge you just a little bit. You kick your legs and whine as he pulls his head away, shaking his head no.

“I’m going to make you cry tonight, but not with my tongue.” He whispers, sitting up. In one swift motion he was fully naked, brushing the tip of his cock to your entrance. You whine and roll your hips, begging for him to enter.

“Please, please, Lucas, baby, please.” You look up at him with pleading eyes.

“If I do this....You can’t hate yourself anymore. You gotta take care of yourself. Please.”

“I promise.” You sigh, knowing you may not be able to keep this promise. But you see how much it genuinely bothers him that you feel this way about yourself. Maybe you could just hide your feelings from him in the future.

Lucas grabs your wrists and holds them above your head, kissing you deeply as he enters you slowly, but roughly. You drape your legs over his shoulders as he starts to move, picking up the pace after a few seconds. You moan loudly as his grip on your wrists tightens and a low growl escapes his lips.

“Fuck, Fuck ___. You’re so tight, as always. Fuck.” Lucas moans as he thrusts harder, hitting your spot in just the right way. His hands move to grip your hips tightly, definitely leaving marks. You clung to him as much as you could with your legs over his shoulder as he started to rub your clit with his hands, almost pushing you over the edge. He doesn’t slow down, trying to make you feel as good as possible. You nearly scream, tears starting to fall from pleasure as you reach your climax. 

Lucas pulls out, not reaching his climax just yet. 

“L-Lucas...you didn’t…” You whisper as he switches your positions so you’re on your stomach, bent over the bed. 

“I know, I know.” He mumbles as he moves back into you in one hard thrust, going full force against your spot once more. You let out a loud moan as he reaches around and rubs your clit roughly, trying to force another orgasm out of you. You just scream and bury your head in the pillow as he holds your hands together behind your back as he thrusts into you relentlessly. You love every second of this though, no matter how hard he was and how overstimulated you were. 

Lucas bites at your neck, continuing to leave big purple marks all over your neck. You squirm in his grip as he makes you cum once more, leaving you a whining mess. 

“Mmm, fuck, ___.” Yukhei growls under his breath as he reaches his end and pulls out, releasing all over your back and ass . You pant and look back at him, and soon enough he’s laying in bed next to you, pulling your head into his chest.

“I really do love you, ___. Don’t forget that.”

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hi everyone, I know its been awhile and i’m sorry for my absence, but I think i’m going to get back into writing. 

sorry for anyone who requested ships during the hiatus, but I won’t be answering those.

anyway, I still have some requests to go through before i’ll ne taking any new ones, sorry for the long wait!

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Hi can you please continue your fan fics please!

i know its been awhile but i think I will be continuing things around here

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A user named Park_Youngha stole your Taeyong smut titled “All Mine” into their book.

that user isn’t available, on tumblr, i’m sorry. hopefully they got taken down?

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hi can you please link me in this ask your masterlist? for some reason it doesnt work for me ☹️ thanks❤

https://nct-imagines.tumblr.com/masterlist here you go!

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Hey are you going to continue your fan fics? ❤

yes! i am! a lot of bad things have happened to me recently but im trying to finish a lucas smut currently ♡

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Heyy, id like to have an nct ship please? Im an 99 liner, 165 cm. Im half black half chinese and fluent in mandarin. I weirdly have dark green eyes hehe. I love to various activities, like; volleyball, tennis, martial arts and ice skating. Heh, i always make such lame jokes, i like cuddles and im just a hoe for soft things. Im a fashion fanatic, and enjoy taking cute polaroids, im also an ambitious artist 💖💖💗 thank uu

I think you and WinWin would be really cute together! He’d love your lame jokes (and even make some of his own). He’d love to take you shopping and I feel like he’d spoil you just a little too much. He’d love to watch you play sports because it’s something important to you. Your house would be filled with lots of cute pictures of the both of you. I think that you both would speak mandarin around the other members and it’d be like a secret language between the two of you (and the other members that speak mandarin).

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Hiya! I was wondering if it’s okay if you can ship me with a NCT member even though I’m a fanboy. I’m 5’10, weigh about 147 lbs, is quiet around people who I don’t but when you get to know me I’m fun and nice to be around with. I laugh and smile a lot. I love fashion especially Gucci, I’m a huge video game and anime/manga fanatic, like to read and love taking pics of myself. I also love to dance and can be really sassy. I’m the youngest out of 5 and I love food! Thanks in advance.

(This blog is safe for everyone, don’t ever think that I wont do something just because you’re a fanboy, love ♡)

I think I could see you and Yuta together. I could see you both being kind of a “conceited” couple, always walking around in the latest trends and always hyping your lives and relationship up on instagram. However your relationship would be anything but superficial. A lot of your nights would be spent playing video games with each other (Sometimes a more competitive game, sometimes just mario kart) and giving each other makeovers too. When he first takes you to meet the rest of the boys you’re extremely nervous and barely said a word, but now its as if you’re the honorary 22nd member of NCT. 

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Hey 💕 May I request an nct ship?? I am quiet and loud, I enjoy meeting new people although I may seem quiet and shy at first. I’m 18, a latina with long black hair and I’m very short(5ft tall) I love to make people laugh and I’m often told that I’m really goofy and silly. I’m sort of the mother of my friend group so my friends believe I’m really wise and kind. I like to read books, dance and enjoy drawing. I like being both indoors and outdoors. I can speak spanish, english and french. Thanks❤️

(I am so so sorry for the wait, a lot of things have happened in the past month that I just wasn’t in the state to write.)

I think that you and Taeyong would be just adorable for each other. He’d tease you about your height occasionally but truthfully would enjoy the difference between you two. You would both bond over your sense of humor and sometimes you would catch yourself mothering him or the other members of NCT (I think he might even get jealous sometimes if you showed a little too much caring to another member). He would like you to draw for him (even if you insist that it wont turn out well - because it doesn’t matter to him how it looks, just that you drew it). 

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ships + a lucas smut should be up tonight loves !!! thank you so so much for all the support and keep sending in ships !!!

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I’m a little nervous as this is my first time asking for a ship, but i thought it would be fun so ... i am around 160 cm. I love listening to music of any kind. I talk a lot when im around friends, but really quiet when im by myself. I play a couple instutments, and speak more than one instrument. Im not really big on exercise, but i do run 6/7 days a week and enjoy it. I have black hair that is about chest lenght and is slightly wavy at the end. Thank you! 💕

(I’m going to assume you mean you can speak more than one language, not more than one instrument)

You and Doyoung would be lovely for each other! I can imagine the both of you communicating in a language the other doesn’t speak (like if you don’t speak Korean, he would talk to you in Korean) and the two of you slowly picking up on one anothers languages. I’m sure he would adore hearing you play your instruments too (along with you listening to him sing and play his) He might not be too too big on running but may join you occasionally (or at least encourage you when you do run.) 

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hellooo I noticed nct ships and I thought it’d be fun so hi I’m 166cm and I kinda have a cute image bc I always act cute around gfs. I’m a pretty sociable person who acts a little guyish (if you know what I mean) like my humour matches guy friends more than girls. I’m also that friend who makes corny puns or will cheekily flirt (with gfs) also I love dancing, learning about health and working out and I’m also super big on fashion. oof that’s a lot but I’m looking forward to your answer! thanks!!

Everything about you screams a perfect partner for Lucas. I feel like you guys would get together maybe at a party or a mutual friend - he starts off with a bad pickup line and you’ve been his ever since. You would both have a unique sense of humor that no other member would truly get (along with LOTS of bad puns!) He would take you dancing quite a bit but mostly it would just be lazy dates (maybe even at the gym together) I could also see the two of you dressing up in high fashion together or him being extra fussy about the clothes he buys you. 

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hello~ i’m about 5’4ish with medium length brown curly hair and big brown eyes. i love taking walks and being outside. i also love playing with animals and people. i try making as many friends as i can. most of my friends would say i’m nice and funny too. thank you in advance and i hope you have a good day 💕

I think you and Johnny would look cute together! I could imagine the two of you adopting a puppy together. Or maybe something a little more exotic like a bird or a lizard. Tbh because you mentioned long walks outside i think an animal that needs to be walked would be best. I feel like you and Johnny would have a lot of inside jokes that the other members wouldn’t get. And because youre pretty social and want to make as many friends as you can, Johnny would sometimes get jealous of your closeness with Yukhei or Doyoung. 

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I want a nct ship too!! Im 19 years old, im 165cm tall; in really introvert (ISTJ) but when i feel confortable with people (that takes time) i can be either quiet or funny, i tend to sleep a lot, and procrastinate but when things have to be done i have it done, i tend to do silly stuff and can be clingy sometimes, i love animals and read, i like sports; i have a bob haircut and color black, with brown eyes

You and Kun would be really cute together I think! With the outer appearances you guys would just make a stunning couple I feel. I could imagine him taking his time with you because the both of you would like time to warm up and get to know each other. But once your relationship has settled and you guys are official you would be cute in very subtle ways - like he would get you a cup of coffee from starbucks every morning and knows your order by heart. He would love your clingy side once it comes out.

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Hihi I saw that u we're doing nct ships and I was all like sIGN ME UP so I'm roughly 5'2" and I like to draw I would like to consider myself an introvert but sometimes I could get crazy! I'm really excited to see your answer! 😙😙 Love what u post btw❤❤

I think I’m going to ship you with Mark! He would love to watch you draw and be very interested in anything you create. (could you imagine Mark seeing something cute you made for him and pinning on the fridge in the dorm and making sure everyone sees it and knows how talented you are?) Not to mention how much fun crackhead hours would be with Mark. I could also imagine the both of you having a lot of fun playing pictionary together (even if his drawings never come out good).

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for everyone else who requested a ship, they will come at the end of the day when I am off school

for the people who are here for the writing: i’m currently working on a lucas smut (that i’m a bit swamped on) but it should be up by the end of the week. thank you so much for your patience ♡

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Jaeyong smut please? They are rival and you can do any plot you want. Thank you

hi i’m sorry, but requests are currently closed. please try again soon dear. also note that i only write reader inserts and do not write ships of the members.