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i.... hate going to class and i hate walking... hate being alive overall 0/10 would not recommend tbh

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you know when you're alone and having a (one-sided) conversation w/ a cat or dog that's very extensive and feels infinitely more fulfilling and peaceful than 2/3 of your human interactions ever will? yeah

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currently relaxing in my bathtub in water mixed w lavender oil, i have a golden face mask on, there are soft tunes playing, and i have a nice wine beverage to my left. like... this is the most put together i've ever felt lmfao

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if possible and if you received $2000 for doing so, would you go back in time to when yr father was yr age and beat the shit out of him? personally i’d do it for just a crisp $20 bill and the satisfaction of it all, but

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so many ppl who have good parents really cannot comprehend the concept of shitty parents “how is it possible for a parent/parents to just.. abandon you? not want you? that doesn’t make any sense? mine always loved me and were great :\” like uhhhh… it’s very possible and prevalent lol being a parent does not automatically equal like.. being a GOOD parent or even a good person. they don’t have to give a shit about their kid, just bc they’re.. their kid, unfortunately. a lot of ‘em don’t. i’m standing here rn speaking to you as living proof buddy. pal. friend

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“wow you’re so mature for your age!!?!?!?!!?!!?!?!!!!”

thanks, i raised me myself

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“you’re only doing that for attention” surprise bitch!!!!!!!! I like attention!!!

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someone: remember when...

my forgetful ass: probably not

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i undiagnosed myself with every single mental disorder. i’m chilling now

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spice up your life with a bit of reckless and impulsive behavior!

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me, trying to communicate my emotions: im kinda, uh, yeah, you know, im just feeling really, yeah, that sort of feeling when you feel things, you know what i mean? im feeling, uh,

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my bpd watching me about to have a mood drop

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You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

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