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>> read listening to a song you remember of me <<

>> This text will be English [I thought it should be special and different, so, as I am bilingual I will do English, most of it, then I will need the translate] <<

>> I stayed for hours trying to write a big text, a little sentimental, full of beautiful words and questions to make us reflect but I could not, although I love it, I'm a fucking writer, right? <<

My love, not so long ago you entered my world, but it came so strong that the whole world was changed by you. Every morning you are my first thought, and also my first smile. But despite this distance, I know that our courtship, although recent, is strong and will last, because it was love for each other that united us, and it is he who will keep us together, I remember the day when I met, and I fell madly in love. I never thought you would notice me, much less you would love me. To remember when I heard your lovely accent for the first time and how enchanted I was. Life really is amazing, I never thought something like that would happen to me, to us. Finding someone who completes and overflows you is so difficult. 4 months ago I met you, and I did not expect to fall in love let alone date you. But it happened, and today we are 4 months old, we go through so many things, fights, jealousies, people wanting to separate us and even then our love was bigger than everything, and this only shows how true it is, somehow, it would have been over long ago, every day that passes my love for you only increases. I missed how many times I did texts and texts explaining everything I felt for you before we started dating, but the more I tried to explain what I felt, the harder it was. You make me feel good, it makes me want to live, but if I stay one day without talking to you it's as if that day had not been worth it, and I hate to stay without talking to you. Cause every moment that passes, it increases the desire to have you all for me, baby, I love you and not and I can not hide. My heart will always be yours, no matter where you are.

Sometimes we argue for reasons, many fools, but every couple has their silly moments. As any relation to ours also has obstacles, but of all the obstacles that we have already passed and will pass, not one will have the capacity to make me give up on you, to give up on us, to give up our plans, our future, the Our love, because nothing in this world, will take you away from me. They say that "love" may end, that "forever" does not exist, but you have proved to me that this is not true. And if they say that "nothing lasts forever", well, I'm here to be your nothingness. You know exactly what makes me smile, and how. You are the owner of my heart, owner of my smile, you are the summary of everything I need. You do not know the good that makes me. I love looking at your photos, your smile, meanwhile, on my face is a huge smile impossible to control, because at that moment I am mesmerized by your domineering smile, which makes me very well. There are many white spaces, many unknown areas, but in the midst of so many uncertainties and mysteries, something is very clear and known to me: my feeling for you. I know what I feel about you and I know that I really like you. I know why I spend hours imagining how it will be when we meet. I know why I spend hours working out the best way to get you when you finally come. I know why my hands tingle when I imagine you're going to hold them. I know why, even though it's embarrassing to admit, I spend hours admiring your photos and imagining myself by your side. I know why, more than for any other reason, I do.

I feel my heart pound stronger and butterflies fly in my stomach every time you call me "mine" and say you want to see me. I miss the air every time you say you can not wait to be together. And I feel, more than I feel anything else, that my place is by your side. And this feeling is stronger than all other uncertainties, stronger than distance and all my insecurities. The only thing stronger than this feeling is the hug I'm going to give you to show it.

[I know that in the end, we'll be together]

>> I gave a space to this part if it was not going to be all together and I hate it, this text is huge, so I'll finish okay? I hope you do not mind <<

There are times when I'm boring with you, thick and cold, and I never tell you the reason, but every time I stay like that, it's because I've been thinking too much bullshit. I'm afraid you've gotten tired of my chatisses, I'm afraid you will not be able to put up with me any more and that you will give up and leave me. I'm afraid you're going. I'm afraid that you do not love me anymore and I can not bear to think that one day I can lose you, it hurts me .. Because in these 2 years and 9 months all you have become part of me, the best part of me, and I no longer I know how to live without you. When I fight with you, I get a bad feeling .. It's as if, I do not know, as if I had no air, as if my life had no more meaning .. But, I learned to leave my pride aside and make peace with you, I learned that if I let my pride speak louder than my love I would end up losing you and this I do not want. I know that I am a very stupid girlfriend, beast, bland and that sometimes it seems that I do not give value to what you have already done and do for me. I'm not the best person in the world, I'm not perfect, I'm often boring you, but one thing I know, no one, no one will love you the way I love you, will want you the way I want you , or wanting you as I want. You can not imagine how much I love you and how special you are to me. I would not trade you for anything in this world, for no other person .. My heart only fits a person and that person is you, my love. I hope you never doubt what I feel for you, because it is inexplicable and every day I will prove to you that every day I am more passionate about you. So love, I will always love you and care for you until you get tired of me or even after that, and when you feel alone, remember that I will be with you, that there is a person who loves you and will not let you you for NOTHING in this world. I'm the most passionate person. Seriously, I fell in love with your little clownish way of being, incredible that when I'm bad, just yourself to give me a smile. I have the best girlfriend in the world, what luck of crl to mine .. You have a patience with me that never ends, hear me even if I am super mega boring, do not give up on me, and even being tired stays with me just not to leave me sad, makes me smile when I'm bad, and who loves me even with my faults.

Nothing is enough to talk about you, about us. Is there more than a minimum of words to define how much belongs to you? It's been four months and I'm still ecstatic about it all. It's so good to have you, to have your love, it's so good to love you.

Thank you for everything, thank you for the incredible 4 months of my life.

you are the best of my life

You're amazing girl.

you are the girl of my life

[Neoqueav]

My heart will always be yours, no matter where you are.