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[needyalterego]

i have literally been desperate to get tied up for years. i wish i could say i was exaggerating. but god god god like. like. like. i NEED to be tied up i need to lose control of what happens to me i need to be overpowered i need to be put in my place i need to surrender. god. i need to surrender

[needyalterego]

I want to have a cute boy sit on my lap as I kiss and suck on his neck while I finger him. He would look so cute whimpering and moaning trying to not move his hips because I ordered him not to, but failing because it feels so good.

[needyalterego]

uhhh still thinking about teasing while acting all oblivious about it >:)) leaning over their shoulder, crowding them into a corner, getting up in their personal space and pretending you don't notice them getting all blushy and flustered. casually showing them how easy it would be to overpower them. especially if they're trying to hide how much it's turning them on. you can grab their hips and speak low into their ear. "aww, what's wrong darling? are you feeling ok?"

[needyalterego]

what the hell why am i not underneath someones desk rn sucking them off while they play videogames

[needyalterego]

i want to take you outside to smoke, and maybe the thc content in this weed is a bit higher than you’re used to, and it’s okay you’re taking really big hits. have some water, it’ll be fine. we get so stoned it’s all we can do to just lie on the deck and look at the stars. i roll over and put my hand between your thighs. you’re so stoned, you don’t even say anything, just moan in delight at how warm and firm my hand is as it gets closer to your cock. all i want to do is have something to play with, i need something in my hands, you know how it is when you’re high. but don’t worry, i’m thinking of you too. i undo the buttons on my shirt and bring your hands to my tits. i tell you to squeeze them and pinch my nipples, you need something soft to play with. i unzip your pants and slide my hand under your pants, putting my warm palm on your dick. i massage it slowly as you squirm and respond to my touch. you start to moan and wiggle around, pulling away but my hand stays on you until you start to buck into my grasp. eventually i pull your pants down and, leaning over you so my crotch is hovering over your face, i pull out my tdick and lower it into your mouth. you still have my tits in hand, i haven’t told you to let go. i take you into my mouth, the soft wet heat of my mouth making you buck into the pleasure, all while i fuck into your waiting mouth with my cock. you can’t pull away since your head is already lying on the ground. but don’t worry, you don’t need to think. just enjoy the high. i’ll take care of you. it’s better you stay relaxed anyway for when i finger you. i slide a finger into your hole, slowly. my slobbering mouth on you makes it so wet as saliva drips down to your hole. without thrusting, i slide another finger into you. you buck up, pushing against my fingers and my mouth. i fuck my hips into your mouth in retaliation, making you gag on my cock. with your mouth full of my tcock and your hole with two fingers as deep in as they can go, it doesn’t take long for me to make you cum in my mouth, but even after you’re spent i keep my mouth on you, my tongue on your soft cock, slowly circling my tongue around you as you squirm and whine. my pace increases as i fuck your face, our minds still foggy from the weed so you moan in pain and pleasure as i gasp and buck into your mouth like a wild animal, finally coming and dragging my softening tdick on your open tongue as i come down from my high.

“good job,” a sigh, lighting the pipe again and bringing it to your mouth. “here’s your reward”

[needyalterego]

I feel like making out isn’t talked about enough.

The intimacy of it? The frantic tugging and pulling between bodies? The desperation? The muffled moans between kisses? Finding the perfect moment to pull away from a kiss to hear your partner whimper below you?? The physical closeness?? Mutual grinding which turns into clothes being removed which turns into a complete loss of control between both people? I could go on for hours about this.

[needyalterego]

i desperately want to play with someone while their legs are bound apart or to a spreader bar so they can’t close their thighs to escape the stimulation

[needyalterego]

Do you know how delicate a guy looks when you choke him and he has that doe eyed stare as he just takes it? It doesn’t really matter how much stronger than me a guy is physically, cuz once he looks at me with that expression I know he’s under my control completely. Like I love that expression of submission in a guys eyes. It’s so fragile and tender looking. Just these small micro expressions on his face. It’s really really appealing to see that.

[needyalterego]

ive seen a lot of people talk about after care on here but only mention it to the extent of some cuddles and a bath and i just want to remind everyone that aftercare shouldnt be limited to that.

if you have a harder session, tend to your subs bruises, scratches, and marks. put ice on bruises and welts to help with inflammation and pain.

if you do bondage, take care of rope burn and help them do some stretches. their body is going to be stiff from being restricted in one position for a long time. also a heating pad can help with sore muscles.

if they have any cuts or are bleeding, dress their wounds properly. make sure to put on antibiotic ointment on before a bandage if needed.

if they have burns for whatever reason, run them under cold water and maybe use ointment on those to help them heal.

make sure they pee after sex to help prevent a UTI. their legs may be shaky so help them get to the bathroom if needed.

give them advil or some other pain med to help with any aching or discomfort.

make sure they drink water. they need it and i cant stress how important this is. also give them some food even if its just a little snack.

give them verbal assurance and praise. tell them they did good and that youre proud of them.

still run a bath, get them cleaned up, give them kisses, cuddle them, etc but dont forget about the rest of aftercare, its so important. take care of your subs and always remember consent, communication, and safety are key.

also give your doms aftercare and affection too, theyre people with emotions and need it

aftercare is just as, if not more, important than the actual scene and should never be skipped, rushed, or disregarded

[needyalterego]

i have a turn on in the most literal sense of the word. kiss my neck? boom. im hard. fuck. its not even just a thing that i like. its literally just flipping a switch that makes me asasjsjsndnsndbhhhhhhh

[needyalterego]

There’s just something about whiny boys that get me so hard. Want them to whimper and whine in my ear while I play with their t-dick. Have them crying as I slam inside them. It’s just so cute knowing they can’t hold back their voice as I fuck them so good. Especially when their voice gets high-pitched and it cracks since they’re on testosterone. It’s just so fucking hot, boys need to be more whiny

[needyalterego]

i unironically LOVE giving head. whether that be pussy or cock, i will DEVOUR. i love making someone moan and squirm, and i can’t help but moan myself because i just love it so much. i love when they grab my hair and either shove their cock further down my throat or force my face deeper into their cunt. fuck. i love giving head.

[needyalterego]

My favourite kind of sex is just holy shit I want you so bad sex. The kind where you are both just so into it that there's no clear idea of who's in charge, just pure lust. So much tension that you just can't keep your hands off of one another, and the only thing you can both think about is how the other person tastes. It's so much chaos and I think about it so much <3

[needyalterego]

we should both get super high and make out until one of us becomes desperate enough to pin the other to the ground and grind against each other until we cum in our pants.

or we could see a movie or something that’s cool too

[needyalterego]

i want to smoke together. we’re outside and its after dusk but we can still barely see each other. the higher we get the less inhibited we are. i hear you unzip your pants and the clack of your belt buckle. you tell me your cock just feels stifled and needs some fresh air, but when you start touching it, i realize you may need some help. i cant focus because im so stoned, but i get on my knees for you and place my open hot wet mouth on your tdick, sloppily and lazily licking it, lapping it up like a puppy at your feet, you moan and gasp but youre too blissed out to move, your muscles dont even tense as i suck you off and pull you closer and closer to orgasm until i finally feel your cock twitch in my mouth and a delightful groan come out of your mouth. i drink it all down, i dont want this moment to end just because youve come, but i keep going until you start to wimper from overstimulation, but when i lean back you cry at the cool night air, so i keep my tongue on you to protect your dick from the cold as i jack myself off and moan on your cock on my tongue

[needyalterego]

don't get me wrong, i absolutely love the feeling of power and control and dominance in kink stuff, but one of my absolute favorite things is just feeling so needy and desperate around another person who's equally as needy and desperate for you.

i get the appeal of being all pathetic and whiny around someone more dominant than you, being at the mercy of whatever they'd decide to do to you or what they'd make you do to them, sure. and i absolutely love putting someone else in that position.

but it's so hot when we're both pathetic little needy messes for each other at the same time. both of us whimpering things to each other like "you're so fucking hot," and "oh my god i need you so bad, please," while we're rutting against each other and panting and drooling and whining, desperately trying to get any amount of friction or stimulation while at the same time trying so so hard to make sure the other person feels good too. eventually making each other cum over and over until our brains are too fuzzy and our bodies are too shaky and spent to possibly keep going anymore, sweat and slick and cum dripping down both of us and soaking into the sheets.

no coherent power dynamic between us in that moment, just the foggy-headed, brainless, primal need for pleasure and the intense desire to give that person pleasure, too. nothing else can ever feel better to me than the raw need and lust and passion and desperation that comes out of both of you being so so whiny and pathetic for each other like that.

[needyalterego]

Fucking hell I just need to whine and cry with my face against a cute boy's neck as he breaks me in, fucking me roughly, a hand on my hip and the other on my cheek wiping away my tears

Pounding into me as I cum once, twice, three, who knows how many times alongside him, my cunt clenching and growing numb from being fucked so roughly, hearing him laugh and tease me as he gives me a break just to put a collar on me before going again

He isn't going to stop shoving his cock in and making the bell on my collar jingle until I finally get bred right, and learn my place as a dumb kitty in heat for him to play with