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thank u irene my love for tagging me ^_^ This is kaoru, me and marin … can u tell I like blondes

I tried my best with this :3

do this with your faves ! 🩷 picrew link

satoru, me, and shoto!!! i wanted to try for kaiser but it wouldve been hard doing his hair,, it took me a while to get to this TT

thank u for the tag, miro :3 ( @megutime ) !!!

( no pressure ) tags: @kissagii @solonyan @seneon @truegoist @solaarbeeam @ii2ko + anyone who wants to do it !!

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first ever solonyan promo!!

hiii my name is irene and i love yapping ab the silly sorcerer aka solomon obey me. looking for new friends, let’s b moots!🪄

i love to joke around, and i always call solomon “solomeow” or other silly variations ^_^

heres my rentry !! please read it before interacting

and heres some pics of my fave Tiny ver.

thank you for reading until this point! dont forget to like and subscribe and see you in the next video !!

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happy kaoru hakaze day! birthday writing event ♥︎

To celebrate Kaoru's upcoming birthday, I've decided to start a mini writing event! As a devoted kaokunP, I have to celebrate it well.

How does this event work?

You can choose one of these prompts, and send me an ask with the prompt you would like to be developed.

What will the schedule be?

I will accept requests from 10/25 00:00 to 11/02 00:00 CEST Timezone. Any asks sent after this period of time won't be considered. I will post these starting 11/03 CEST, until I'm done with the prompts requested.

Note: I'm only accepting these requests for the time being, I'm not going to accept regular ones! Max 1 ask (and prompt, refrain from sending two!) per sender, please refrain from sending more than one ask as anon, let's give some space to everyone's requests! Of course I can't check it, but I put my trust in you all. ^_^

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HAIAHIHAI HECTATE EROS VIXEN :3 may i have 91 wwwith kaory hakaze pretty pellaseee with a cherry on top THnk u …:3 (insane)

he’s a tramp (h. kaoru)

KAO + prompt 91, accidentally bumping noses while kissing and laughing about it ( 220 words , gn reader )

note(s): HI sid u guys miss me. you guys should watch lady & the tramp

often when he looks at you, he grazes the thought of love; in the stillness of a morning where the smell of coffee fills the room, an apparition of love follows you.

“feeling pleased with yourself?” bingo. that question from you alone was enough to turn kaoru’s somewhat smug smile into an embarrassed one, when his hands instinctively hide on his nape and his eyes are cast down.

“how can i not? i’m spending this morning with you.” he replies— so smoothly, making his way from across the kitchen to your side on the couch.

from his lips to what comes out of them, from the tip of his fingers to his eyes; the thought of kaoru drove you crazy. the way that he knew exactly what to do and say to make your heart skip a beat was maddening.

rolling your eyes in response, your body’s natural instinct was to inch closer to the irresistible man in front of you— so much so that your noses touch, lips meeting together for the nth time.

“you fox.” you say underneath your breath, but you don’t stop kissing him.

“anything for you, pigeon.” he chuckles, smiling into the kiss; he wouldn’t trade this for the world.

the two of you look at the world once, in love— the rest is memory.

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helping with your first day of school! — (graduated) hakaze kaoru. ♡

tw/cws: none! | a.n. just fluff hehehe <3 school isn't starting from me until sept, but i'm already in the mood for a fresh start... please no.

the night before, kaoru helps you get your school bag ready, setting 10 alarms that ring every 5 minutes, and with skincare products! he separates the products you need for the night from the ones you'll use in the morning. let's not forget the outfit... that's something you have to pick carefully (especially if you have to respect dress-code) but no worries! he has a great fashion sense, he says accessories will help a lot, especially if you wear an uniform and can't show your style clearly to everyone— "details are the key for a good fit." he says; "try wearing this necklace, it will suit you so~ well, trust me!"

he stayed there for the night. as you couldn't fall asleep, staying with him could be a nice way to spend these hours, relieving a little of the stress you've accumulated with cuddles, and a lot of kisses: on your hands, on your forehead, cheeks, lips.. kaoru is so sweet.

he will wake you up if the alarm won't do his magic... but if you woke up for the excitement (read: nervousness), then there will be no need to wake you up, at all.

"breathe in, breathe out... now, let's go get ready! while you change, i'll prepare you an healthy breakfast so you can do great throughout the day! you'll need a lot of energy, you know?"

as soon as you finish getting dressed, you go and eat breakfast. it was pancakes with strawberries, and a writing made with cream that said "from your dearly loved kaoru ♡" on top. after eating, you go back to your room as he has to help you with finishing up the last things, such as make-up (if it's allowed), re-checking your bag, your phone/laptop's battery, helping you tying your shoes, and giving you a snack to bring along, in case you get hungry. oh, and a kiss to finish the check process!

now that you're ready, you're off to go! of course, he's accompanying you. ☆ holds your hand all the time, (if you take public transport and it's crowded, he will hold you veery close teehehe) and as soon you find yourself to the gates, before he lets you go, he gives you a kiss, and some words of reassurance.

"don't let anyone put you down! walk with your head up, be confident and be yourself. if you won't slay, no one will, haha. seriously, smile and try to make new friends! you will do great for sure, i believe in you. now go, and show them your worth!"

"kaoru, it's literally just the first day of school"

"school can be like a zoo, sometimes."

"you're right. i'll keep it in mind. then, i'm off! thank you a lot! love you!"

and here you go, to your not-so awaited first day, that felt great for the first time, thanks to kaoru.

"love you too!"—i don't think you could hear me, though. a notification pops on your phone's screen: "i'm gonna pick you up later, so wait for me at the gates."

— nyakaze, 2023. do not plagiarize, repost as yours or translate. reblogs are appreciated <3

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fun activities <3 — kaoru hakaze.

gn!reader ; tw/cw: none. just a lot of fluff <3 special mention to @neekoo for proof-reading. 🐈

as the good boyfriend he is, kaoru will...

—let you paint his nails! he finds it relaxing, while one of your hands touches his, and the other one precisely spreading the paint, while your face is so focused... it makes his face light up. just wait until you raise your head, flash him a smile and look at him in the eyes (veeeery suddenly). he was NOT ready for that. now his cheeks turned redder than rei's eyes, thank you.

—braid his hair! the first cute thing you did before you even dated, it made him think of a loooot of scenarios like this with you. (kaoru used to daydream about you 25/8, and he surely still does when you aren't together). he loves the feeling of his hair being played with, and loves to see how skilled you are at braiding them! to an outsider's eye, the braid was messy, but to kaoru's eyes it was just perfect! don't even ask if you can put cute clips in his hair, you already know the answer—it is "yes".

—playing guitar with you! since kaoru learned the basics from koga, he has to teach you too! or, if you can already play it, he has to play with you. you guys would learn some undead songs, as well as a love song (a.k.a. you two's song), let kaoru be cheesy once in a while! if you can't asleep, he will play a song to you until you don't relax. and speaking of relaxing, something you love to do together is...

—...napping! as i said, kaoru will play the guitar until you don't drift off to dreamland, singing a song, or just... cuddle with you, while humming. he finds it the most relaxing thing ever. holding you in his arms, while recalling his favorite song, that is a song he dedicated to you. two things kaoru loves, together: music, and most importantly, you.

— nyakaze, 2023. do not plagiarize, repost as yours or translate. reblogs are appreciated <3

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tell me why your hands are cold , kaoru hakaze

♡ — note ; merry crismas ♪( ´▽｀)あ i couldnt contain myself and i HAD to write for my baby girl kaoru a christmas winter snowy special fic (this also can be connected to my ‘was this how love felt’ fic that is also a kaoru xreader :3.) i feel like this is wayyyyyyy shorter than what id usually write...

warnings ; none i think

clouds soon engulfed the light from the sun, making daytime look darker. with the seasons changing from autumn to winter, the temperatures also substituted from cold to freezing.

time flew fast, each second of the clock ticking faster and faster yet the seasons changed so gracefully that you had not even realise the ground being covered with white snow. spikes of clear ice formed from water hanging off roofs, trees having lost its green leaves just for the branches to be sprinkled with snow and tiny snowflakes delicately falling down. each step you take on the ground littered with snow, your shoe had made an imprint on it.

on the ground you were walking on your shoes made a path, and so did another pair. it followed beside you and you were walking hand in hand with the owner of the footprints, kaoru. you both were walking together in the snow, layered with many pieces of clothing from materials such as polyester or nylon. scarfs were neatly wrapped around both of your necks. even with all the material that was supposed to preserve warmth, you still were freezing in the cold.

you sniffled as your nose was starting to get runny, red spreading from your nose to your cheeks. your hand started shaking slightly as you tightened your hold on kaoru’s hand trying to transfer his heat onto your hands. embarrassed, you hid your nose further into the thick material of wool to get warmer and comfort you from the piercing cold even with the millions of layers covering you.

the man beside you seemed to take notice of your actions as he stopped walking, making you stop as well. he turned to you so you were facing each other, and held your hands tenderly. you looked up as his honey coloured eyes were looking back at you with both worry and love. his breath was making white mist form as a replacement in the air. snowflakes were falling onto his head and decorating his golden hair that fell just past his shoulders with white crystalline.

you breathed in from the sight, he looked mesmerising. if you were told to describe an angel, you would describe kaoru. beautiful, alluring, heavenly. almost everything about him made your heart flutter, you were smitten with him. and kaoru could say the same about you.

“your hands are cold” he whispered softly, voice like honey.

“let me warm them up.” his lips curved into a smile, it was not in his usual teasing manner but in a genuine manner. he lifts one of your hands up closer to his face, eyes shifting away from yours and onto your hands, gently running his fingers over them.

soft lips were pressed against your cold knuckles, the feeling of his warm lips on your hand was making your head spin, heat running up to your cheeks. he kissed your hands with so much care as you stood there, stunned. you were not expecting him to be kissing your knuckles with so much fondness.

kaoru continued kissing your hand before taking your other hand and doing the same, pressing his warm and soft lips on each of your knuckles. it made your face heat up even more. he suddenly looked up and made eye contact with you, you only quickly turn away from the loving gaze he has through his eyes, not wanting to further push on the fact that you were almost about to explode from what he was doing.

at this point, was it the heat from your cheeks or his lips giving you the warmth?

you became more embarrassed at his actions as you watched him cup both your hands in his, his thumb lovingly stroking over your knuckles.

“better?” he said dotingly, his cloudy-amber eyes looking into yours. his eyes were like crystals, glimmering from the light, awaiting for your answer his face expressed tenderness.

you could not help but smile back at him, slowly closing the distance between you and kaoru. you wanted to savour this moment as much as possible as your lips gave a peck on his and you pulled away, wrapping your arms around him while burying your face into him. you had the chance to inhale in the scent you were so familiar with. he smelt like vanilla and the refreshing waters near the shores of the beach, you found it comforting. comforting to be in his arms, comforting to be around him.

you bury yourself more into him, hugging him tighter as red hues started to spread across his cheeks, not from the cold but from you.

now it was his turn to feel embarrassed.

he let out a soft chuckle, one from nervousness and contentment. kaoru sure did have a weakness for you. his gaze almost always softening whenever he saw you, whether it would be in person or online. no matter where and when his heart always jumps, from excitement in seeing you, thinking about you, being reminded of you. he could not imagine a life without you, he loves you so much, so much so others swore they could see hearts in his eyes. 

he fell in love with you, and for a good reason. he is happy that he fell for you. what else is greater than loving you?

you were his one and only lover.

even when he went in and out of mindless relationships, romancing each one with empty words, words of love with no meaning to it, recklessly throwing it around. but you had him wrapped around your finger and he is completely okay with that, being love-struck, love-struck by you.

you were his one and only lover that he will fall deeper in love with.

kaorus arms slid over your body, hugging you closer, looking at the head of hair on his chest.

“better” he heard you replied, smiling and being enveloped in each others warmth from the glacial winter

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i wanna know what is love — kaoru hakaze.

— please read my byf/dni before interacting!

a gentle whisper—"i love you", he said, making you feel dizzy. did he really mean it? when he said that, was he being serious? oh my, you couldn't believe it. kaoru couldn't either: he really said that, he really meant it and he knew. the only thing he didn't know was: where did he pick up the courage from?

kaoru didn't think about confessing right in that moment, he just did. he felt comfortable, maybe too much comfortable, but if he didn't feel like that with you, then with who? why couldn't he find a more appropriate moment, such as a romantic dinner, a walk holding hands oh-so casually.. no. it had to be in that exact moment, when he just had to, he couldn't resist it. he had to tell you. it's like a bomb—once it is going to explode, you can't stop it unless you don't cut the right wire. except there was no wire that could keep him composed. i love you, and damn if i meant it. i didn't plan it, but damn, if i love you.

his heart was beating fast: he was so proud of himself, yet... he feared something he never felt before—he feared rejection for the first time. it felt so bad but also excited him so much, making him want to know your feelings too, your thoughts, your emotions, your everything. kaoru wanted to know how you feel around him, how much you look forward to hearing him calling out your name, how much you look forward to see him staring at you, with an expression on his face he'd only let you see. there were some sides of him you, and only you could admire. what if you didn't want to see them? negative thoughts started filling up his mind. how would you react?

until you finally wanted to meet up with him. you were so smily that day, so much that your cheeks started to hurt. and when he noticed that smile, he couldn't help but do the same. you were definitely happier than usual, but something lied under your mask. and when you took it off, no wonder he could finally peacefully sleep that night.

— nyakaze, 2022. do not plagiarize, repost as yours or translate. reblogs are appreciated <3

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girlfriend or girl that’s a friend? , rei sakuma

♡ — note ; me after not posting my writing for 2 months and then coming back with angst :3

warnings ; angst (sorry) , reader is fem, ooc rei , reader is VERY delusional, rei is toxic, topics of emotional manipulation, cheating, gaslighting and mentioned verbal abuse (do not read if you’re uncomfortable with the things mentioned !!!!)

being with rei was a rollercoaster, you loved it yet you hated it.

rei was your first boyfriend, but you were not sure if you were his first girlfriend.

the tall man formed a relationship with you suddenly slinging an arm around your shoulder. you were confused but you did not object to any of it. Rei felt like a cool person, or were you just saying that because you found him handsome?

he had dark wavy hair, ends curling all in different directions, pale complexion contrasting greatly and piercing blood red eyes that glimmered in the dark.

you could not lie, he was attractive.

each day you spent with rei, the more you fell into the clouds of delusion, easily fogging your mind with your imaginations and fantasies. 

“I can’t believe rei asked me out on a date!” you hugged your pillow tightly squealing and burying your face into it, you were overjoyed, you felt your world become brighter. your boyfriend finally asked you out on a date, cute isn’t it?

your face was burning hot you could feel yourself turn red. 

“Saturday, 3:45pm at the cinema...”

you kept checking your phone camera to make sure you still look decent, you were standing outside the cinema patiently waiting for rei to come.

you waited and waited, it was already 15 minutes past the meeting time. you played with the loose threads of your top as a wave of nervousness engulfed you, maybe he meant next Saturday? was it supposed to be 3:45am? you highly doubt it, since you were sure he has said the date, place and time correctly.

you were looking through your phone until a notification popped up.

“sorry (name), i don’t think i can make it to the cinemas with you”

“i have some personal issues happening”

you stared at the messages, he’s only saying this now?

you replied back telling him to not worry.

you started to walk back home passing by shops as one of them caught your eye, you made a stop to take a look at the shop, it was a nice café that had a welcoming and homey feel to it, you looked into the big glass windows of the café just to see someone who looked very similar to rei sitting across a girl, smiling. they looked like they were very deep into the conversation.

you felt your heart stop for a moment. did he cancel the date to meet her? your boyfriend would never set you up, right? you were very certain he loves you a lot. why would he do anything of that sort? why were you even thinking about it.

you shook away your thoughts as you continued walking back home.

you kept thinking about rei and the girl he was with, maybe it really was a personal problem. he just was discussing it with a girl.

“rei loves me”

you keep telling yourself.

you were at school, seated at your desk thinking about your beloved boyfriend rei.

when will he come to class?

is he coming soon?

i want him to come.

you kept your eyes closed holding your cheeks, imagining that tall pale man walking in elegantly, his charming face brightening up the room, the more you thought about it the more you could not help to blush, you felt like your cheeks was smoking with red. you smiled to yourself staying in your train of thoughts for a little while more, until you felt a poke at your forehead.

you immediately opened your eyes to be met with red irises, your eyes slightly widened as you felt your heart jump out of your chest for a moment, it was almost as if your dreams were coming true, in a very different way. rei placed a hand on top of your desk.

“what we’re you dreaming about to have you like this?”

you stared up to him, still surprised. the tension was getting thicker as you whispered under your breath

“nothing…”

he immediately broke eye contact with you and sat down at his seat, the chair made a loud scrape against the floor before he sat down, resting his legs on the side of the table.

he was so attractive, what he just did before sitting down was so attractive. he was so perfect, how was he your boyfriend anyway?

having rei in your life was like a child trying sweets for the first time, once eaten you cannot stop going. once having a taste, you already start to miss it and go in for a second taste. he was addictive.

his words of charm falling out of his mouth and gracefully filling in your ears was like an alluring melody.

the more you were with him, the more you fall deeper into a hole pampering and indulging into your fantasies of your sweet, loving boyfriend rei.

you would do anything for him, he already gave you so much. why not repay him with helping him place out his emotions?

the man with wavy hair was in displeasure, he was raising his voice, shouting at you. words filled with wrath and loath thrown at you, almost as if it’s towards you but of course, you knew it was not. although the insults pierced through your heart, you pretend that the insults were rotten, filled with no meaning and the pain of his words decaying.

you love him so much, and he loves you so much, he would do anything for you, just like how you do for him right?

rei had asked you on a date again, it was a dinner date. hoping he would not cancel this one you became feverish, maybe he was asking you on a date to make up for the last one that was cancelled.

daydreaming about the many different scenarios that would happen during the date made you love sicken.

“he’s so romantic, isn’t he?” you thought, squealing.

you quite literally became a high school girl that experienced her first lover, he was satisfying every little bit of your reverie.

on the day of the date, you made sure you looked ravishing. taking in the extra hours to get ready and made yourself look the best. for once you felt stunning, putting this much care into your appearance, just for rei.

you were strolling to the restaurant as each step you take you were floating to cloud nine. rethinking of your daydreams. your trance broke once you saw rei standing beside a girl, the same girl that was with rei at the café you stumbled upon.

you thought it was a date? just you and rei eating dinner together.

why was she here?

you walked up to them your face filled with worry, rei noticed your mood but nonchalantly ignored it, introducing the lady that was beside him.

“maybe it’s just a friend that wants to join in.” you thought to yourself.

further into the date, you start to notice how much he was paying attention to the girl, more than you, his own girlfriend.

“maybe he’s just trying to include her”

“she’s just a friend, he’s just being nice”

you thought, feeling a pang in your heart.

the more you drove into the relationship, the more out of control it got. rei started to surround himself with more women, telling you that “they’re just friends” every time you spoke your concerns. you felt like he prioritised them more than you.

maybe you were not good enough?

every time you saw rei, your heart pounds faster, blood like chocolate pumping through your veins. maybe if you comfort his needs then you will be as addictive as he is.

you were such a good girlfriend, always servicing rei with what he needed, yet rei still treated you the same way.

being reis girlfriend was exhausting.

your emotions finally piled up too tall, many different emotions filled with anger, anxiety, abandonment mixed together, you were rooted deep into the centre of the pot of emotions. the heat from your emotions eventually blazed your skin and you had to seize it.

“rei, are you really my boyfriend…?”

your vocal cords making little to no sound in spite of the fact that you gathered enough courage to confront rei.

you were scared, maybe beyond terrified. the moment you opened your mouth, you wanted to sink down the ground in fear of what he may do. unaware of yourself, your eyes became glassy, droplets of clear, transparent tears started rolling down ur cheeks like pearls.

with slightly blurred vision and facing towards rei, he let out a chuckle. it wasn’t filled with love, laughing at how you were overthinking the romantic relationship but it was filled with mock.

the pale man slowly leaned forward to you, feeling his hot breath fanning on your face. his once monotone face quickly changed to a grin, sharp white fangs peaking through and his eyes grinned along with his lips, vermilion getting hidden with his cheeks.

“did you really think you were my girlfriend?”

he let out another chuckle, one filled with pleasure, pleasure of ridiculing you. tearing down your fantasies of a romantic, loving relationship.

that one sentence he just said, broke you down. in refusal of accepting your fate, your vision got more blurred.

“but you brought me on dates! you hung out with me!” you choked out.

“oh? since when were those dates? i never remembered saying they were dates.” he said in confused. but actually, he was enjoying deriding you.

“did you really think they were dates, (name)?” he asked, rhetorically.

“please do not get the wrong idea…” the man said in horrid, in a tone trying to make you to feel disgusted at yourself.

“you never were my girlfriend…” he said sorrow hoax and took a step back from you.

you stilled for a moment, processing what you heard, before rei started to take more steps back further away from you.

“w-wait!” you wailed out, eyes widening and reaching out your arm in hopes it will be long enough to hold on his white jacket that covered him.

“don’t touch me.” the dark haired man took a big step back in shock, looking at you with disgust, as if you were some kind of animalistic creature.

your heart strained as you watched that lanky man start taking more steps back away from you, eyeing you up and down like you were a predator trying to catch it’s prey.

he starts taking his steps further and faster away from you as you kept staring, blurring vision while more tears roll down your cheeks and that was when you took notice that you have been crying the whole time, making you look more deranged than you already were.

being reis friend was exhausting.

you stood there alone, atmosphere dark, you looked down in a pit of shame crawling up towards you.

a world without rei was like a world without oxygen.

you wiped away the tears, trying not to choke out another cry after cry.

you were so caught up with your imagination that you push your head deeper into it, not coming out even if you started to lose your breath. until your beloved had to pull out your head out, yet you still rush to push ur face back into the body of water, full of your fantasies and drowning in it.

rei was a rose to you, full red, freshly and beautifully bloomed. once held thorns pierce through your skin, making your fingers the same red as the rose, except you were gripping onto the thin stem. growing accustomed to the throbbing pain of the thorns until it was one with you. even if it was wilted you still grasped on, latching on to the stem will keep it upright and alive.

“girlfriend or girl that’s a friend?” you thought, still drowning into your delusion, your delusion of being reis beloved girlfriend