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━━━ ❪ Forget Everything ❫

tw: suggestive content

- [nome] pov

Have you ever felt like everything in your life depends on something? As if everything revolves around that thing and without it you die? It's strange, a person who works at the hospital and helped addicts is now addicted herself.

I looked at the Japanese style landing, I sighed as I took off my clothes to get the towel, and what was needed to enter a hot spring.

Ever since Ruby, Kana, and Mem-cho decided to film a new music video, it had been quite the adventure. Ruby and Ai were jumping around happily, Aqua was making funny faces and everything. It was a mess, but there was still a strange comfort in the midst of it.

Everything changed since I found out that Hikaru got me pregnant on purpose by literally drugging and abusing me and when I had the proof. Ai, who was already on Hikaru's side, said how horrible these lies were, it didn't take long for my social media account to be flooded with hate from Ai's fans and my proof was used more as a script for Hikaru.

The way Hiro looked like Hikaru was overwhelming. Instead of feeling fear and resentment toward my son, for the first time I felt joy. Because I knew that if he was raised by me, he wouldn't be a monster like his father.

I sigh as I look at my neck, the stain on it. Oh right, how could I forget the day the kids left home to go out with their friends and I tried to go out with a friend of mine only for Hikaru to wrap his belt around my neck while he forced me to suck his cock, cumming on my face and taking pictures of my already red face out of breath.

Then she was careful, pinning me to the bed and marking me all over. I don't think I've ever used so much concealer as that day, the same day I swore I would die without air, the same day Hikaru took pictures of me with his face dirty with sperm and threatened to show them to my friends talking about how I was a home wrecker when they were the ones who destroyed my peace and my home.

I knew Hikaru would never do that, I knew his possessive side, the side where he threatened me with a knife while making soft cuts on my skin with his and Ai's name, he would never share those things.....right?

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the sound of footsteps and excited sounds and I turned around only to come face to face with the girls wearing towels and buns in their hair. My [eye color] eyes met Kana's reddish pink eyes, the small girl stuttered when she saw my body covered with a small towel

The girls' faces blushed except for Ruby and Ai who quickly stood by my side laughing while Ai hugged me.

"[name]-chan! Isn't that cool?! Let's all relax together." She said, hugging me. I could feel her breasts pressing against mine as I laughed and gently stroked her purple hair, but it seemed like none of the girls saw this contact.

―Miss [name]......ah, you're more beautiful than I imagined...even at that age you look so young―Akane said looking amazed, ever since Akane started dating Aqua I usually advised her and every time she was amazed by any gesture of mine

―Ah...thank you Akane-chan...

―Let's get in the water now! Before it gets cold―Kana huffed in embarrassment, turning her blushing face away as she opened the Shoji to the entrance to the hot spring.

―Kana-chan, the hot springs won't cool down, just say you don't want to see the girls like this―Mem-cho hummed, mocking his friend, the blonde teased Kana, making her blush at the comment.

―Loli-senpai, wait for us!―Ruby said as she quickly ran excitedly to the fountain.

While the girls undressed and entered the hot spring, Ai was with me. I was going to walk towards the girls but I felt arms wrap around me.

― Narrator POV

Ai wrapped her arms around [Name]'s waist as the purple-haired girl snuggled into [Name]. The two women were silent as the younger women enjoyed the moment and chatted and even joked with each other, oblivious to the older women's tension.

"You're thinking too much, what's going on in that beautiful head of yours? Love," Ai said, kissing her lover's neck while she kissed her love's shoulders and collarbone.

―Nothing much.....full head you know?, Hikaru's recording is getting closer and he wants me to participate, especially as an Idol character―[name] said as he lovingly accepted Ai's display of affection

―I loved the idea.....you would look sexy dressed as an Idol―Ai said as her soft lips took a piece of [name]'s [skin color] skin and sucked it, leaving a red mark on her neck

―.....No, I would be weirder, yes―[name] said as she closed her eyes, tensing up as she felt a sting in her neck and soon saw Ai smile through the reflection of the glass and felt her rest her chin on [name]'s shoulder.

―......Is your mother still in contact or not?

―After Hikaru cursed her? No, she's not.

"That's good.....it would be a shame if her social network life disappeared, it would be less of a problem if...she bothers you again and that bitch of a stepsister of yours messes with you, if anything happens let me know. My heart is heavy every time Hikaru chains you up but it's exciting too." Ai said as her grip tightened and the purple-haired girl's delicate hands went up to [name]'s breasts and soon she was there, while she spoke her hands gently squeezed [name]'s breasts.

―A-Ai, we're in public―[name] stuttered while Ai laughed and nodded and soon excitedly went to the fountain where the girls were.

- [nome] pov

I don't remember how much time passed, all I knew was that I decided not to even go into the hot spring when I heard my cell phone ring, only to have it be my mother again pestering me about getting some paper for my "sister."

Sister? To me she was just another needy slut, an adopted daughter who was privileged by her mother, but I didn't care. That's what I always told myself as if it were an addiction, something I couldn't live without, without apologizing or anything like that. Maybe it was a trauma, or I was just too pitiful.

I stare at myself in the water of the hot spring while I didn't even notice that the door opened with Hikaru and Ai entering, I only realized when Ai moaned excitedly entering the hot spring hugging me, her breasts rubbing against my arm while Hikaru leaned his back against the rocks and sat with his legs open.

I wanted to hate myself for finding this monster beautiful, but his blond hair and his gaze were something that always enchanted me, but it was the same figure that appeared in my nightmares, the figure that tormented my dreams, the reason I was homeless.

My mind stopped working when Hikaru chuckled softly and ran his hand through his damp hair as he stared at me.

"Why are you staring at me, my love? I can hear those thoughts pounding in your head, too loud. Don't tell me you want to sit on my face," Hikaru said as he looked at me, the water falling on his chest and arms.

"Hikaru! Don't say such things out of nowhere!" I said, embarrassed.

Ai just laughed and soon started kissing my neck again while Hikaru smiled and soon waved at the both of us, both of us got up and went to Hikaru and sat next to him, I rested my head on his chest as I finally relaxed

Sometimes, I want Hikaru's touch. It's strange how I can barely live without him touching me at least one day, it's strange to be so dependent on a person to this point but as strange as it may seem, Hikaru and Ai liked it.

Before I could think anything else, Hikaru's big hand gently grabbed my chin and kissed my lips. I tried to stop him but I felt a chill run down my spine and I felt his skin crawl. It wasn't the first time we did this but every time he treated me as if I were his and at the same time I was his muse, his perfection from the heavens.

His lips looked so beautiful, as if it was something I had asked for. Ai's hand cupped my cheek as Hikaru pulled away from the kiss, from the sealing of our lips. Ai's fingers moved down from my cheek, down my neck to my collarbone where her slender finger made a trail to the red hickey she had given me.

"So beautiful, so perfect but so thoughtful. I wonder what I should do to make you forget everything." He said, getting closer to me. I could feel his breath near my ear. 

Hikaru's calloused hand gripped my shoulder and Ai, our breasts were pressed against each other. The sensation of warm skin brought another recharge to my already overloaded system, every time I had both of them with me it was like my body was begging to be used.

The way Ai's hands held my head before her slender fingers entered my hair and gently pulled my hair back exposing more of my neck to the hungry ex-idol, all the while I could feel the water moving. Hikaru stood next to Ai and gently brought her onto his lap.

His large hands cupped Ai's breasts and soon played with them, gently squeezing the fat and her nipples making the small purple-haired woman grunt softly in pleasure.

"If I fuck Ai in front of you, you'll only pay attention to us and no one else. And trust me, Ai and I want to be in your thoughts, even if they're suicidal or erotic thoughts," Hikaru said as his hand went down to Ai's pink pussy.

At that moment, I just wanted to forget everything. Forget everything, just to have them with me.

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━━━ ❪family affection❫

tw: Violence, Toxic Relationship, Mention of Sexual Abuse

- [nome] pov

So this is the love you said you would give me? The only things that make me happy are Hiro, Ruby and Aqua. Is this how you feel when you are betrayed? The memory of that day Hiro found Hikaru and I didn't even care, sometimes being stupid has consequences

Should I feel good? Hiro found the father he wanted to find and so did I but I never thought it would be Hikaru

That sweet blond boy was actually the father of my child, the one responsible for getting me pregnant while I was unconscious, the same man who drugged me, but what hurt the most was Ai defending his actions, a beautiful adult woman like her agreeing with Hikaru's dirty tricks.

It was too much to think, it was heavy just to breathe, it was painful to live

How do you live with the man who abused you and the woman who used her career to take you out of work and put you by her side? This was the side Ai wanted to hide from me, just like the flowers that floated in the huge pond of the traditional Japanese house, she would wither, damn flower.

― [Name]? Are you okay? You look thoughtful―Aqua spoke with a small blanket on his shoulders as he held a small round tray with two cups of hot tea and a blanket

I just nodded and thanked Aqua for warming me up, how could a devil have a holy son like that? I just sighed, shook my head and watched the orange Carps swim in directions that seemed confusing inside the water.

―How is your relationship with Akane?―I asked, taking a sip of the hot tea.

―It's normal I think, I don't know much about relationships― Aqua replied placing the tray on the floor and opening the blanket, placing it over my shoulders while he sat next to me.

I make a positive sound as I play with my fingers nervously and Aqua notices it.

―You seem more distant, is there something going on in your relationship with my parents?

― A-Ah!? N-no! Everything's fine Aqua!―I stutter in surprise, giving a smile full of anxiety, trying to believe my own lie, I take a big sip of the hot tea only to burn my tongue.

I shudder and Aqua, realizing this, sees a bucket that had dirty water and a cloth and he quickly extends the bucket to me. I understand the message and spit the boiling liquid into the bucket, the tea liquid mixing with the dirty water.

Aqua just sighs, getting a poker face as he watches me wipe my lips and shiver. Since we arrived in the city for Ruby to make a clip with Ai, Aqua seems to want to tell me something but it seems to be stuck in his throat and when he was going to speak a cheerful female voice echoes.

―[name]-chan! You won't believe! What I've accomplished!―Ruby ran to me happily before hugging me tightly and I smiled softly and hugged her back

―Ruby, let go of [name]. Soon she won't even be breathing anymore―Aqua said, crossing her arms as she stared at her sister rubbing her rosy cheeks against me, I just smiled and stroked the blonde's head.

"I did it! I did it! Remember that inn that's kind of a hotel too? They accepted me and my mom and our team to stay at the hotel! In exchange, we'll advertise for them! Hot springs, here I come!" Ruby said, standing up excitedly and punching the air.

I just laughed, of course Ruby wanted that hotel. A 5-star hotel and guesthouse where famous people have stayed, it had everything there, fancy food, perfect accommodation, hot springs. While I was lost in my thoughts I was surprised to feel male arms around my waist, I thought it was Kamiki because of his blond hair.

―Hikaru, is everything okay?― My voice was soft as I went to pet my boyfriend's head when

―It's not my father, [nickname]. It's me... Aqua, listen... please let me hug you, let me imagine that it's just the two of us― Aqua said as she put her face in my neck and I was surprised and gently stroked Aqua's head.

Aqua's warmth would be different than the affection her father gave me, it was more comforting, more familiar. Sometimes I imagine myself with Gorou by my side in a world where he would know Hiro, where Hiro could meet his father normally.

In any world where I had some peace, I think I thought too big. This comforting, familiar affection will do.

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━━━ ❪ Hiro ❫

―Mom, are you done yet?―Hiro asked as he walked around the house while she made the food.

"Yes, my love. Mom is almost done," [name] said, looking at her 13-year-old son, Hiro, the boy with blond hair and highlights [your hair color] walked over and sat down at the table.

[Name] hummed softly as he finished making the food, the delicious smell of golden garlic and onions along with freshly cooked rice was present. [Last name] walked over and quickly placed the hot pan on the wooden stand on the table so as not to damage the glass on the table.

Three pots were placed along with the bowl containing the salad, the mother and son thanked them for the meal and soon began to eat. A simple meal but with the usual homemade taste, Hiro ate quickly while he looked at his mother who ate thoughtfully.

―What happened, mom? You're too thoughtful, more than usual―Hiro said as he took a spoonful of rice and beans

―Nothing much, just anxious―[name] said as she cut the steak and ate it.

―Anxious about what?

―New work with filming, that's all, now that I got one of the roles.....oh, I don't know. It's exciting but confusing at the same time.

Hiro nodded, he knew what it was like to have anxiety churning in his stomach because of new experiences. Moving cities, changing jobs and houses were things that Hiro hated but he knew his mother hated it, it was new things and changes

"I'm going to study at Hiroshi's house today. We're going to review chemistry, and I hate chemistry. Dog's subject," Hiro grumbled as he got up and got more food.

―That's good, you're smart Hiro. It's just a matter of time until you get used to it, once you get the hang of it you'll know how to deal with it―[name] smiled at her son as he looked away embarrassed by his mother praising him

Hiro was cheeky but quiet and paid attention to everything, he knew how to be affectionate and respectful of others thanks to his mother but he also took traits from his father. Dark eyes and a huge natural tactic of manipulation but he was still shy when his mother praised him or showed herself proud of him.

The family of two walked out of the house after they had lunch and got ready, the simple 2016 Daihatsu Mira Es LF car was parked in the garage while the son opened the garage and waited for the mother to take the car out of the garage

―Right! First stop, Hiroshi's house!―[name] said smiling as he held the steering wheel while Hiro just sighed as he saw his mother excited about something silly.

The traffic was light as [name] made his way to Hiroshi's path while Hiro fiddled with his cell phone, thoughtfully, and then he fiddled with his hair, looking at the blonde hair with several strands [your hair color]

"Isn't it beautiful? When I first held you in my arms, I thought the blood stained your hair, but then I realized it was natural," [name] said softly and excitedly while Hiro grimaced.

―Seriously mom? Stained with blood?...I'm going to keep that in my head―Hirou said with an obvious grimace as he snorted, rolling his eyes.

"But it's good! It makes you unique! And in my defense, I was tired after being in labor for almost 18 hours!" [name] got defensive while her son just rolled his eyes.

The car stopped at the red light, [Name] hummed the song on the radio as the dark-eyed boy turned his face away from the window as he watched the car stop next to them at the red light. Hiro looked bored and turned around only to find a blond man inside the other car staring at him, but he seemed to be looking at his mother.

The blond man stared at [Name]'s figure, Hiro quickly leaned over cutting off the man's view of his mother. The blond man smiled and slightly lowered his sunglasses revealing dark blue starry black eyes. 

Their eyes met Hiro's eyes widened as he felt the same dark gaze he carried, the older man in the other car smiled as he blinked slowly teasing Hiro who stared at that man in bewilderment

―Mom....mom, look at this!-

―Ah! You have to turn here!

Hiro tried to call his mother but [name] remembered that Hiroshi had moved house and changed the route, Hiro was silent as he distanced himself from the other car the bicolored haired boy was silent and leaned his back against the seat swallowing hard as he looked at the external rearview mirror, Hiro looked at his eyes as he imagined if he put a black star in his eyes, he would be like that man

"Holy shit....how is that possible? Calm down Hiro. Just because their eyes are similar to yours doesn't stand a chance, your father could also be blond and have blue eyes....you just blended in." Hiro thought and tensed up when he felt the car stop but relaxed when he turned around to see his mother smiling at him.

―Go on! and enjoy it, but don't kill yourself studying so much―[name] smiled and saw his son open a small smile

Hiro left and said goodbye while Hiroshi was next to Hiro, also saying goodbye to [name] but said something earning a punch in the head from Hiro

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Haii can I req some black dividers if it's okay?

𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒹𝒾𝓋𝒾𝒹ℯ𝓇𝓈 🖤

♡︎ ୨ৎ⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ♥︎ ⋅ ˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊ ♡︎

♡︎ ୨ৎ⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ♥︎ ⋅ ˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊ ♡︎

(also of course it’s okay!! thank you for the request! ♡´･ᴗ･`♡)

𝒸𝒽ℯ𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽ℯ ℴ𝓋ℯ𝓃！ 𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ’𝓈 𝓂ℴ𝓇ℯ 𝒹𝒾𝓋𝒾𝒹ℯ𝓇𝓈 + 𝓇ℯ𝓈ℴ𝓊𝓇𝒸ℯ𝓈！ ♡︎

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━━━ ❪ DVD ❫

― If you're watching this DVD, you must think I'm old. I'm glad to think so ― The female voice laughed at the recording as she stared at her viewer.

― I know this is sudden or something but... I don't want to do anything bad in your lives. Due to my own mistake, I ended up getting pregnant the night I went to that party, I know it's irresponsible of me but... I decided that I'm going to move and build a new life in a new place ― The woman in the video said and smiled softly as she got up from the couch she was sitting on.

― I sent this DVD to two people, Ai Hoshino and Hikaru Kamiki..... I'm afraid you'll feel disgusted with me or something, but I'd like to say that I loved every moment we spent together and I'd like to personally say that... these years with you were the best of my life since Gorou died, if I could I'd say that I love you... I have to go, thank you for watching the video― The figure of [name] inside the video approached the camera while smiling before turning it off and ending the recording.

Aqua was silent as he sat watching the DVD recording for the tenth time, he really wanted to know why such a caring and caring woman like [name] would change so drastically, the boy's blond hair fell softly down his handsome face as he listened to Ruby calling him

Aqua got up and disconnected the video from the computer, as he turned and left the room only to see his father standing in the doorway.

"Dad?...I thought you had already gone to work," Aqua said, looking at Hikaru.

"Your mother went to work early today, and I only have filming this afternoon. I'll take you and Ruby to your appointments, why? Is something wrong? " Hikaru said looking at Aqua, their starry eyes looked at each other deeply.

Hikaru smiled darkly at his now 16 year old son, but the sound of quick footsteps were heard and made both blondes turn their gazes to see Ruby.

―Aah! Stop taking so long! We have appointments! Nii-chan! Let's go!―Ruby complained as she caught her brother and father's attention as she ran around trying to find something

"Sure, sure. We're going, Ruby." Hikaru said, giving a small smile with his eyes closed as he watched his daughter go to her room and grab her bag. But then he held out his hand to Aqua.

―Return

― Return what? Dad ― Aqua said seriously as she looked at her father seeing him make a dark expression and would be the same as him

― The DVD, don't even try to lie. Ai hid hers, and you were the only one who found out where mine is. Give it back right away, Aquamarine― Hikaru said, looking seriously at his own son. The older blond man kept that DVD like a treasure to be protected until the end of the world, especially because that was the only thing Hikaru and Ai had of [name] since she moved and disappeared for 13 years.

13 years straight without any contact or appearance from that woman who transformed his feelings into something like an addiction or a drug. What reassured Hikaru was knowing that [name] was pregnant with his child whether she wanted it or not, he didn't care and didn't even mind watching that video hundreds of times and even imagining what [name] would be like with his child.

"Here," Aqua said, handing over the original DVD, making the boy's father smile and pat his head as he put it away in his coat and walked down the hallway. Aqua was silent before taking the hidden copy of the DVD and putting it away, then turning off the computer.

The sound of the family's footsteps as they left the apartment, since after the attempted murder that Ai suffered the family had to move from the apartment they were in. When Hikaru received the DVD from [name] his world fell apart and in order to get closer to Ai and have something more from [name], they both made peace and he made himself present in the twins' lives.

Ai was a good mother, and a good liar since she hid everything she needed from her precious DVD to even the photos and panties that [name] left behind, the obsession was a form of love for Ai and the one she loved had been without any contact for more than 13 years.

Ruby hummed the song playing in her father's car, a song by their mother. The first stop was to drop Ruby off at the studio along with Kana and Mem cho so they could train while Hikaru soon began driving to where Aqua was supposed to train for the Tokyo Blade play.

Now that Hikaru was CEO of Kamiki Productions, he was responsible for several productions, even supporting his son and daughter, but he still remained a cold and mysterious man. Aqua glanced at her father while he quickly looked away. 

― What do you want to ask? I can hear your thoughts beating inside that head. Aqua― Hikaru said as he kept his hands on the steering wheel and he turned off the music

― What did you do to [name]? She wouldn't suddenly leave a place she liked to disappear, you did something to her, didn't you?

―Why are you accusing your father of doing something? I didn't do anything to [name], I would also like to know why she did it. But as she said herself, it was her mistake ―Hikaru said with a small smile but full of dark feelings.

―SHUT UP!.... You don't know anything about her! You still have the nerve to blame her!? I saw that pen drive of yours!, the one you hide from me, Ruby and Ai! Folders and folders full of [name]'s photos! AND YOU STILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO LIE!?― Aqua snapped, he didn't know if it was Aqua or Gorou's soul still in his body that was trying to hit the other blond man.

―Aah~ how kind of you to tell me what was in that file, I'm not lying at all Aqua, it was her mistake to sleep with a stranger... if [name] hadn't drunk so much, maybe she wouldn't be fucked ―Hikaru said, on the tip of his tongue the taste of pride and pleasure filled Kamiki's mouth knowing that he had done that.

Just as Aqua was ready to get out of his seat and do something stupid, the sound of a connection cut through the atmosphere, Hikaru reached out his finger and pressed the button on the car's dashboard.

"Dad! I'm glad you answered! I called Aqua and he didn't answer. I forgot my bag in the car, can you bring it for me? I know you're going to use the studio today too, so it'll be a one-way street!" Ruby's voice was breathless and excited while Ai's voice could be heard in the background.

―Sure, I'll take Aqua and I'll be right there― Hikaru said and hung up and soon he stopped where Aqua was going to rehearse for the Tokyo Blade play.

―...Hikaru, what did you do to her?―Aqua said as she got out of the car and looked at her father who was in the driver's seat.

― Guess what ― Hikaru said, his eyes shining with malice and something darker before he closed the window and continued on his way to the recording studio where Ruby and Ai were.

― I got her pregnant ― Hikaru said to himself maliciously inside the car

― I'm going to find out what that bastard did to you, [name] ― Aqua said to himself as he entered his training studio, alone in the middle of the large hallway.

At that same hour, minute and second. Both father and son opened their eyes revealing dark and gloomy stars just like the night while Aqua's shone with hatred and revenge Hikaru's shone with his sick desire of how he controlled [name]'s life with just one step

―Don't you think what you did was a bit too far? Well you literally...abused her Hikaru― Ai's voice came from the call he was having with her at the moment.

―You talk like that but you forget that if you had a dick, you would do the same as me. Right?, baby―Hikaru said laughing as he put on his sunglasses.

―Yeah...you have a point―Ai said before saying goodbye and hanging up.

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━━━ ❪ Guilt for kissing and a predator ❫

― 4 years time skip  (Hikaru is 19, Ai is 20 and [name] is 30, meaning ALL OF THEM ARE OF AGE!!)

Sexual content ahead!! dark content; dub-con/non-con

Airi was dead, killed by her husband who committed suicide shortly after, [Name] didn't know how to feel, perhaps relieved that one of those people should still be alive, but she didn't know what to feel, [Last Name] hated conflicting feelings.

She looked at the posters about the movie she helped write the script for, where Hikaru had also participated in addition to other actors, [name] wondered to what extent she would feel this way, it wasn't a question of Airi's death. It was about Hikaru and Ai.

She shouldn't feel what she felt, she wanted to be close to them and still smiled feeling butterflies in her stomach when they spoke well of her. [name] lost track of time as she stared at them, she wanted to stay with them and hug them and never let go.

What would others think? What would Ai and Hikaru think if they found out about her? She would be a disgusting woman just like Airi. And that was everything she didn't want to be.

―Mommy [name]! Give me affection!―Ruby said happily as her 4-year-old child body, while [name] entered the apartment

―Sure, sure―[name] smiled fondly as she picked up the little blonde girl and stroked her head as she entered the room seeing the people inside and a bottle of drink or rather...several

―AA! [name]! You've arrived, we have another show scheduled for our dear Ai! Come celebrate!―Ichigo said happily as he shook a wine glass filled with wine while Ai laughed softly and she took a soft sip from the glass

"Wow! This wine is strong," Ai said, making a soft face as her delicate hands held the glass.

―Mommy, please don't take it if you feel it's too strong for you―Aqua said as she held her mother's hand who just smiled stroking her son's head

"[Name], I heard that there's going to be a party at your company. The movie was a huge success, even we went to watch it." Miyako said, smiling softly as she held the wine bottle and poured more wine into her glass.

"Yes, Miss Miyako. There's a party tonight, I'll be going too."

―AAA!! Our dear [name]-chan is growing up! I'm so happy that you're socializing!―Miyako drunkenly said happily as she hugged [name]

Oh yes, they were the ones who helped [name] when she had her depressive episodes due to mourning Gorou, everything made her not want to get out of bed. She didn't eat, she didn't take a bath and she couldn't even stop crying. They were the ones who gave them hope, and even so, the care that Aqua had for [name] made her want to protect him, even though he was a child Aqua continued to love [name], and loved seeing her happy.

―Oh! Really [Name]-chan? Aah! I'm so happy!―Ai spoke excitedly as her soft cheeks on her fair skin blushed with wine.

―Well....the only problem is that.....I've never been to a party and I don't even have a dress. Maybe I won't even go.―[name] laughed softly as she placed her bag on the couch but soon Miyako and Ai's voices were heard.

―NO! DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!

―No [name]-chan! You deserve to go to this party!

Miyako and Ai whimpered as they both grabbed [Name]'s body.

―You're a young woman [name], you have to enjoy yourself! Drink, celebrate, and even date boys!―Miyako said, poking [name]'s cheek.

―Or girls...―He said, taking another sip from the glass.

[name] agreed as she looked away blushing as she waved. Then she knew that [name] was attracted to both boys and boys and she loved it.

―Alright! Alright! Don't worry [Name]-channn! Ai and I will help you!―Miyako said as she grabbed [Name]'s wrist and took her to her room while Ai followed her.

Steam came out of the bathroom when the door was opened, while [name] sat on the bench she felt Miyako picking up a hairdryer and immediately turned it on and started using it, but first applying a heat protector to [name]'s [hair color] hair.

The scent of lotion and perfume was felt while Ai was putting on [name]'s makeup and Miyako was curling [name]'s hair, Ai was outlining [name]'s mouth. The idol licked her lips thinking about what it would be like to kiss [name]

―Okay! I'll get you my black dress and heels―Miyako said excitedly as Ai and [name] looked at each other seeing a cute set of newly purchased underwear that Miyako gave to [name]

It was a white lace set, but it wasn't very sexy, but rather something more comfortable, and soon Miyako came back with a simpler black dress and black heels. Meanwhile Miyako dragged Ai outside for [name] to change.

Some time passed and I went to [name]'s place. Her eyes lit up in surprise, she knew how beautiful [name] was but seeing her so dressed up was incredible.

―[name]-chan....you look so beautiful―Ai spoke as her cheeks blushed, the Idol's short body walked up to [name] as she stood at the door to get in the taxi

―Thank you Ai―[name] smiled softly blushing slightly

Ai was silent as she looked away feeling her cheeks blush while Hoshino was silent looking away. Ai called out to [name] making her turn around, when [name] turned around she felt Ai's soft lips against hers

[name] was silent but relaxed and gently caressed Ai's cheek as he kissed her back, both women were lost in the kisses and when they pulled away a line of saliva still connected the kiss, Ai's hand was already going down to [name]'s ass.

But the sound of the horn was heard indicating the taxi, [Name] stuttered and looked away as she walked out of the apartment and towards the taxi. [Name]'s face was flushed, while her cheeks were as hot as a pan, taking a deep breath she grabbed a red lip gloss and applied it to her lips as she looked out the window

The feeling of guilt sets in

The party was in full swing—thumping music, golden lights reflecting off champagne flutes, and important guests milling about the luxurious ballroom. Everyone was there to celebrate the film’s resounding success, a milestone in the industry, a victory for everyone involved.

[name] was silent as she walked, talked but soon walked away. [name]'s soft fingers picked up, one, two, three maybe even six glasses of champagne. She wanted to disappear with feeling, to get drunk until she was unconscious without any guilt

Would she hate her? Or would she feel disgusted by her? Why does she care about that? Oh yes, because she is in love with her...and with Hikaru.

― Did you see how she stood in the corner of the party? She looks like she drank too much... ― a short-haired actress commented, holding her glass with exaggerated elegance.

― Of course, but it was expected. After what happened earlier, who wouldn't be like that? ― another replied, arching a suggestive eyebrow.

"I heard that the police went to talk to her, she probably had something to do with Airi's death," another replied while drinking her champagne.

―Or maybe she's just like Airi―The short-haired actress replied.

[name] stood up from her chair, feeling her stomach churn as she walked across the room, she looked at the huge hotel where the party was taking place. [name] didn't mind falling drunk on the floor

As Hikaru impatiently wandered around the dimly lit corner of the fancy party, his heart pounded with anticipation. He had been watching [Name] all night at the celebratory party. The alcohol flowed freely, and he made sure [Name]'s glass was always full, eager to take advantage of her growing inebriation, and he would sneak in more and more champagne before he left her sight.

As the night progressed, the actresses gossiped about Airi's death and compared [Name] to her, causing [Last Name] to get up to leave, Hikaru saw his chance. He approached the slightly unsteady [Name], with a friendly smile on his face. 

―Are you okay there? Let me help you to the bathroom,― Hikar offered, wrapping a supportive arm around her waist. [Name] blushed softly and looked away, only agreeing to Hikaru’s help.

Hikaru's free hand grabbed the small cloth soaked in a powerful sleeping agent hidden behind his back. As he led [name] to the bathroom. [name] knelt in front of the toilet even though she wasn't going to vomit, Hikaru quickly pressed the cloth over her nose and mouth, muffling her surprised gasp, and [name]'s hands found Hikaru's hand holding the cloth. Within moments, [name]'s eyes closed and she slumped against him, unconscious.

Hikaru's breathing quickened as he lifted [name]'s limp body, lifting her up and pretending to help her walk. The actresses watched Hikaru help [name] before he entered the elevator and went to the room he rented especially for the occasion.

Once in the room, Hikaru laid [name] down on the bed, smiling excitedly. He took his time caressing every inch of exposed skin, savoring the way she looked spread out before him like a sacrifice. His cock was already hard, straining against his pants as he climbed onto the bed.

Hikaru pushed her white lace panties aside, his hand gripping the base of his shaft as he rubbed the swollen head through her folds. He groaned at the feel of her, already so wet, even unconscious. With a deep thrust, he thrust forward, burying himself inside [Name] who even unconscious, her body reacted as she moaned softly in discomfort at the invasion.

Hikaru grunted and groaned as he pumped his hips, thrusting his throbbing teenage cock in and out of the helpless woman's dripping cunt. The soft fabric of her white lace panties had been pushed aside, allowing him unrestricted access to her most intimate area. The simple black dress she wore rode up around her waist, the hem bunched close to her hips as he fucked her with abandon.

The black starry eyes looked at [name]. Damn, that was the Taboo that Hikaru desired.

Hikaru's hand grabbed the neckline of her dress and pulled it down. He groped the soft mounds, feeling their weight in his palms and quickly took his hand back, releasing the clasp of her bra, letting her breasts fall free. The room was filled with the raw sounds of flesh slapping against flesh and their mingled panting breaths.

―Fuck... you feel so good,― Hikaru groaned, his rhythm becoming more erratic as he neared his peak. He wanted to fill her, to mark her insides with his seed, to claim her as his own. 

His hand snaked between their sweaty bodies to rub tight circles over her clit, hoping to arouse her enough to feel him pulsing inside her as he came.

With a strangled cry, Hikaru buried himself deep, his cock jerking and pulsing as thick ropes of cum painted [Name]'s hot pussy, making sure to fill her womb completely. He rolled his hips, grinding himself against her, making sure every last drop filled her. As he collapsed on top of her, panting and exhausted, he knew his obsession had reached a new level. He had taken what he wanted, and now she would suffer the consequences - and his son, and he didn't mind fucking [Name] into the wee hours of the morning, he was going to enjoy it.

He would take advantage

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━━━ ❪ Yuki no naka no tenbatsu ❫

Today was the day of the night festival, the same day that the lalalai theatrical company would present the play Yuki no naka no tenbatsu at night. While [name] was getting ready, only missing to put on her sneakers, after getting Aqua and Ruby ready and letting Ai get ready too, but soon she heard Ai's voice.

 ―[name]-chan, do you love Gorou?―Ai asked, looking at the adult.

The room was silent for a moment. [Name] stopped in mid-movement, Ai’s question echoing in her mind. [Name]’s heart skipped a beat for a moment, but she took a deep breath, trying to remain calm.

She looked at Ai, the young girl's eyes were deep and inquisitive. [Name] knew that Ai had a peculiar way of perceiving things, especially when it came to feelings. The question seemed simple, but there was something else there, something that made her feel vulnerable.

“I... yes, Ai. I loved Gorou,” she replied, her voice firm but soft, as if she had grown accustomed to talking about him but the pain was still there.

She looked away for a moment, trying to hide the empty feeling that came with the memory. Despite the pain, she would never hide how much Gorou meant to her. Ai didn't say anything for a few seconds, but [Name] could feel the weight of her gaze. Ai was no fool, and perhaps, she knew more than she let on about the complicated feelings of everyone around her.

“I understand,” Ai finally murmured, and it sounded like silent acceptance, even though the weight of the conversation hung in the air.

[Name] smiled weakly at Ai, wanting her to know that everything was fine, but inside, a part of her questioned whether Ai truly understood. She knew that everyone’s feelings were intertwining in a strange way, but that was the complexity of life. And today, with the festival, perhaps it was another piece of that puzzle.

[Name] turned to finish putting on his sneakers, and as he did so, he thought about what the future might hold. He knew that somehow, his interactions with Ai and the others were just beginning to take shape that was yet unknown.

―Feelings are as confusing as lies, how interesting. Well, if I say I love [name]-chan, it would be... true―Ai said to herself, walking and stopping in front of the mirror, her purple eyes, which had previously had a white star, now had black stars.

The festival was in full swing. The lights were bright and colorful, reflecting off the food stalls and game booths. The sound of laughter and festive music mixed with the sweet aroma and fragrance of traditional foods that filled the air. [Name] watched everything with a smile on his face, his eyes shining with curiosity and pleasure at the joy around him.

She was next to Ai, who was disguised with sunglasses and a cap, trying to go unnoticed in the crowd. Ai was pushing Aqua and Ruby's stroller, her children who, although still small, had curious eyes, admiring the festive atmosphere around them. Ichigo and Miyako were nearby, helping to keep the children's attention, while [Name] looked at the scene in awe.

The cool night breeze caressed her face, and she took the opportunity to take a deep breath, feeling at peace despite all the chaos and tension that always seemed to hang over her. The festival seemed to be a temporary refuge from everything that was happening in their lives. But, looking at Ai, with her sunglasses and cap, [Name] realized that the disguised woman still maintained a mysterious aura, as if she was running away from something or someone, even there, amidst laughter and fun.

Aqua and Ruby were laughing, their faces lit up with amusement, which made [Name] smile softly. It was a simple moment, but with something deeply welcoming. She couldn't help but admire the way Ai seemed to do everything so carefully, even when she was trying to hide from prying eyes.

― I never thought I would see Ai in this kind of situation... ― [Name] thought, watching as she pushed the cart with the twins. Ai seemed to be trying to relax, but something in her posture still conveyed a contained tension, that made [Name]'s heart tighten, as if she knew that something was yet to come, something that they could not avoid.

Even as the children enjoyed themselves, [Name]'s gaze remained fixed on Ai for a moment longer than she would like to admit. She knew there was something more to that woman, something she couldn't understand but that also drew her in, a disturbing magnetism. And in that moment, she wondered how much secrets and unspoken feelings could shape what was about to happen.

However, the fun of the festival still reigned, with children laughing and running around as the stalls continued to beckon visitors. In the distance, the sound of fireworks could be heard lighting up the sky, coloring the night with an explosion of brilliant colors.

― Maybe it's just a moment like any other ― [Name] thought, trying to shake off the strange feeling that accompanied her, with Ai and the children, maybe this was a moment she could enjoy before everything changed.

― Aah! The play! We're late! Come on, hurry up!― [Name] exclaimed, hurrying the others as he dragged Aqua and Ruby in the cart, with Ai and the others behind.

 The path to the stage was lit by the festival lights, but [Name]'s heart was beating fast, a mix of anxiety and anticipation for the play that was about to unfold. When [Name] and the others rushed to the venue where the play Yuki no naka no tenbatsu was taking place. The festival was already in full swing, and the sound of the play in the background mixed with the hubbub of the crowd.

The play was already in the middle, [name] took advantage and sat on the chairs guiding them to where they would sit, [name] put Aqua on her lap and Ai put Ruby on her lap so they could both watch the play too, Miyako excitedly took out her cell phone and started recording

Tatsuo stood at the center of the stage, his eyes filled with tears and his heart broken. He stared at Yuki, who was standing before him, with a look of despair and disgust.

― I loved you, Yuki. And you betrayed me, humiliated me in front of everyone! How could I be so blind? How could I let you destroy everything I believed in?

Tatsuo knelt down, his tears falling hard as he cursed Yuki's name. The pain in his voice was clear, and the audience felt the intensity of every word. He hated Yuki, but there was still a part of him that couldn't help but love her, which made his pain even deeper.

Yuki, on the other hand, was impassive, but her eyes shone with a coldness that contrasted with Tatsuo's anguish. She watched him, but something in her gaze seemed distant, almost as if she were observing something else. The beautiful woman smiled as she walked over to Tatsuo's kneeling position and placed her hands on his face.

Then, in one swift movement, Yuki kissed Tatsuo. A kiss, a kiss full of emotions from pleasure to betrayal and the feeling of danger made Yuki's stomach turn and made the woman lick her lips.

However, Yuki’s gaze passed by something else on the stage. The shadowy figure of Umi, who had been a mere spectator until now, now approached the center of the stage. Umi’s gaze was filled with surprise and bewilderment as she saw the kiss between Yuki and Tatsuo. She watched with fixed eyes, as if she was seeing for the first time what was really happening.

Turning around, Umi disappeared into the snow, the scenery changed and soon Umi fell to the ground while crying and curling up as she crushed the snow. 

―Why?.....why!?

Umi screamed as she cried but soon turned around and saw Yuki holding the Oni mask as she smiled and approached, Yuki's pale lips were stained as she stepped on the fabric of Umi's kimono

―The feeling of danger is so good, so pleasurable and carnal. I don't mind being on top of my husband and my lovers, I don't mind disrespecting the temples if it's for my pleasure

Yuki spoke and crouched down looking at Yumi

―Let's make things clear, you don't deserve your life. So live as an Oni, I curse you by the ancient gods and by my blood.

Yuki spoke as he stood up as he put the mask on Umi, turning her into a monster. The scenes told the story of how Yuki was killed and her blood stained the flawless snow and how Tatsuo broke Umi's curse and kissed her.

Hikaru imagined kissing [name] instead of Sakura who was like Umi, he ran his hands up to the back of Umi's neck and deepened the kiss something that in the real legend happened. Everyone thought how faithful the lalalai theatrical company was to the tale and how they brought this, little did they know that it was Hikaru thinking he was kissing [name]'s soft lips, only to stop when he heard the curtains closing and open his eyes and see that it was not [name], again

He felt an irrational anger rise inside him. Not at Sakura, not at the play, but at himself. Why couldn't he just have her ? He took a deep breath, forcing himself to maintain his composure as the other actors organized themselves backstage. But his mind was still stuck on that moment, on that kiss that should have been someone else's.

Hikaru was lost in the darkness of his own mind again.

The play was over, applause echoed around him, but his mind was plunged into a deep silence. He was still on stage, still Tatsuo, the man betrayed and cursed by his own fate. The pain of the final scene still burned in his chest, but it wasn't just acting. It was real.

He felt dirty. Weak. Ridiculous. 

The empty, dark look dominated his eyes, as if he were looking at a world that made no sense. His body moved automatically, bowing for the traditional final bow. But something made him stop.

In the crowd of indistinct faces, he saw her. [Name] was there, in the audience of the festival, applauding excitedly, as she always did, and she was smiling.

A smile so simple, so genuine, that it pierced the darkness in his mind like a sharp blade. For an instant, Hikaru forgot where he was. He forgot that he was surrounded by other actresses, by Airi, and by the crowd. He could only see her .

Her chest tightened. The audience’s applause faded to distant noises. The world seemed to slow down. She was happy for him, she was always happy when he did something good. When he performed well, when he tried hard, when he shone. She never hesitated to show it, never hid how much she believed in him.

And it tormented him, because he wanted more.

The weight of hatred and desire mingled in Hikaru's chest. He didn't know what he wanted more: to be worthy of that gaze or to corrupt it, to make that pure expression something of his own , something no one else could see. His eyes were fixed on her. He didn't even notice when the others rose from their bows. He didn't even notice the clapping around him.

His body was still bent over, frozen in mid-movement.

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━━━ ❪ Theatrical company ❫

― 1 week later

Work, Work. Write, erase, rewrite, rewrite, take ideas out, put ideas in.

That's all [name] did

Rivalry and envy were feelings that could be felt in the room where they wrote the scripts, anyone could feel the tension and the looks at [name] who played his role. As [name] descended to where there were script records she was going to descend the penultimate step but stopped when she heard voices

―[Name]-chan's approach is quite unique in connecting with actors and actresses but... she needs more experience, she'll only make things worse instead of helping

"Wait, she's a screenwriter?" I thought she was just helping with ideas.

―She probably had sex with some superior to be here, people like her are disgusting.

[name] hid as she looked down, why did she feel so familiar with the comments? Oh yeah. It's because her mother made those comments to her.

[Last Name] stood in silence waiting for the girls to leave still laughing, walking down the stairs her simple sneakers-like shoes made a soft noise on the floor before she opened the door and looked into the small room with shelves full of new and old scripts. [Name] entered and walked to the sections of romantic, dramatic, dark scripts 

Holding some small script books, the girl walked to a more hidden section, and soon picked up a script with a white cover and black and red writing. [name] opened the small script and began to read, it was an old but forgotten play that portrayed people's minds.

[name] stared at the windows as she walked with the scripts in her hand, it had been a few days since she finally started to really see and work with Hikaru and how she helped him. the girl with [hair color] hair stopped and turned around, changing direction to a more secluded and isolated room, knowing that Hikaru would be there

― I already said that I don't want you with him, will it take too long for you to realize that I want you by my side?

Hikaru's voice was heard as he concentrated on training, this made [name] smile and she knocked on the door and entered smiling friendly.

―Are you already training for the last chapter? That's good, most people will only train later―[name] said, entering the room and closing it, while the blond boy just nodded.

"Yes... maybe that way I'll have more time, or something. What are you doing here [name]-san?" Hikaru said confused as he closed his script and looked at her.

[Name] raised the scripts in his hands, waving them lightly in the air before tossing them onto the table beside him.

―I found some interesting old pieces. Something about the human mind, obsessions, repressed desires... deep things.― She smiled, pulling out a chair to sit across from Hikaru.―I thought maybe I could help you get into character better.

Hikaru arched an eyebrow, crossing his arms as he watched her.

― I'm already in character.

― Really? ― [Name] tilted her head, her smile still present, but her eyes assessing Hikaru carefully. ― Because when you say certain things... it feels like you're just being yourself.

Hikaru remained silent for a few seconds.― Is that a problem?

―It depends. ― [Name] rested her elbow on the table, resting her chin on her hand. ― Are you so into the role that it becomes you, or are you so confused that you’ve lost yourself in the character?

Hikaru's eyes flashed with something indefinable.

He slid his script aside, leaning forward slightly.

― You worry too much about me, [Name]-san.

― And you ignore too much what you feel, Kamiki-kun.

The room was silent for a moment.

Hikaru pressed his fingers against the script paper, watching her closely, as if trying to decipher her.

[Name] held his gaze, unwavering.

― Hah... you really understand me well, don't you? ― Hikaru muttered, with a wry smile.

― I try.

He leaned back in his chair, letting out a long sigh.

― Are you going to stay to watch my rehearsal?

― Sure. ― [Name] shrugged. ― Someone needs to make sure you don’t get too lost in character.

Hikaru smiled. But his eyes remained dark, intense.

― Then, stay close, [Name]-san.

[name] just smiled

―Are you guys going to do the play about the legend Yuki no naka no tenbatsu  at the festival?―[name] asked confused as she picked up the copy of the script.

―Yes, but... I don't know if I keep training it will work, maybe I'll give up on the role.

―What!? Why would you do that? You are extremely talented.

― The director said I should add more emotion but... this play has romance and well, I'm not good at it and not to mention that Yuki will be played by Airi but the kissing scenes will be Sakura since we are the same age and also Umi will be played by Sakura

―You don't know how to interpret feelings?......leave it to me! I'll be your training partner now! Just be your character Tatsuo and I'll be Umi!

Yuki no naka no tenbatsu, a legend circulated among festivals where a beautiful and vain woman with white skin and hair as white as snow, a beauty like a true goddess. Yuki was married to Tatsuo, a warrior man full of empathy as he helped the people and worshiped the gods, Yuki cheated on her husband and did not mind doing it in the temples. One day a humble hunter broke a bamboo. The bamboo released a shiny liquid and soon revealed a baby inside, and this girl was named Umi.

When Tatsuo helped Umi, Yuki, driven by envy and jealousy, kissed Tatsuo in front of Umi. Yuki, hidden, placed an Oni mask on Umi's face and cursed the mask to stay there. However, when Tatsuo discovered that Yuki was cheating on him, he cried. The heavens, seeing the man's sadness, released a light, killing Yuki and guiding Tatsuo to Umi, who helped her remove the mask. Through the vast snow-covered forest, the sky lit up, revealing that kindness could be reciprocated by the heavens.

"It's a very interesting legend, isn't it? Okay, let's start! Hikaru, you start!"

Hikaru watched [Name] with an unreadable gaze before letting out a low sigh.

― You really take this seriously, huh?

[Name] crossed his arms and nodded firmly.

― Of course! You said you didn’t know how to express feelings in the role of Tatsuo, so I’ll help you. Now, focus!

She picked up the script and stood in front of Hikaru, assuming a more determined stance. Hikaru scanned the script again, his gaze briefly wandering to [Name], who seemed completely committed to helping him.

He smirked.

―Okay, let's try.

He took a deep breath and began to recite his lines as Tatsuo:

― Yuki... why do you always disappear when I need you the most? I trusted you, I loved you...

Hikaru tried to give emotion to his words, but there was still hesitation in his voice. He seemed restrained, as if he was holding something inside himself, but [Name] shook his head.

― Hikaru, you're holding on too much. You can't just say the words, you have to feel them.― [nomel spoke, taking a step forward, looking him straight in the eyes.

― Tatsuo is not just hurt. He is being betrayed, destroyed inside. He trusted the woman he loves and she broke that trust. Try to imagine that pain, that anger.

Hikaru remained silent, processing his words. Then, he clenched his fists and took a deep breath before trying again.

― Yuki, why?! I gave you my heart, my devotion... and all you did was trample them like they meant nothing!

Hikaru speaking, letting out everything he wanted for some reason he imagined that Yuki was Ai, he wished he was the God to kill her, oblivious to these thoughts [Name] smiled satisfied.

― That was much better! Now, let's move on to the next scene, when Tatsuo finds Umi and promises to protect her.

Hikaru relaxed his shoulders and looked at her with a different glow in his eyes.

― You're good at this, [Name]-san...― The boy said as he met the older woman's [eye color] eyes.

As they rehearsed, Hikaru realized that for the first time in a long time, he could actually lose himself in character. But part of that was because [Name] was there, guiding him.

And that was dangerous.

Very dangerous, he didn't know but why he simply wanted to change the legend for Tatsuo to kill Yuki, he could pretend to be killing Ai. taking away all that damn weight, he wanted to see her suffer that's why he fell so much into that damn character, oh how he hated [name]. He hated her for encouraging his desires, but he loved her attention on him, he loved [name] oblivious to his desires.

Hikaru felt [Name]'s light touch on his arm as she guided his hand in the direction where Umi should be in the scene. Her touch was soft, warm, and for a brief moment, he lost himself in the closeness.

―Here, look,― [Name] said, focused on the rehearsal. ―Tatsuo is extending his hand to Umi, offering protection, trust... You need to show that in the gesture.

Hikaru swallowed hard, trying to concentrate. He followed her movement, remembering how he felt the day they met, how her coat covered him. But the moment they adjusted their positions, [Name] slipped on the smooth floor of the room.

―AAH!

Reflexively, she grabbed Hikaru's arm to steady herself, but ended up pulling him with her. The impact was sudden. Hikaru fell on top of her, his hands instinctively landing next to [Name]'s head so as not to crush it completely.

The silence that followed was thick. Hikaru's eyes were wide, and he could feel [Name]'s rapid breathing against his face. His heart was pounding in his chest, not only from the shock, but from the way their bodies were so close.

[Name] blinked a few times, her face blushing slightly. Not out of malice, but out of pure embarrassment in a position like that.

― Uh... I think I fell ― she let out a nervous laugh.

Hikaru took a second to process the scene before taking a deep breath and slowly pulling away, offering his hand to help her up.

“You should be more careful,” he said, his voice a little hoarse.

[Name] accepted the help and stood up, adjusting his clothes.

― Yeah, yeah... my coordination sometimes betrays me... Gorou always said that ― she laughed awkwardly. [name] smiled softly as she spoke of Gorou, even though she was a widow and almost no one knew, she still felt happy to talk about the man she loved so much.

Hikaru was still standing there, looking at her in a way that [Name] couldn't decipher. Something in his gaze was different, and for the first time, [Name] felt a chill down her spine that had nothing to do with the fall.

The name Gorou   echoed in Hikaru's mind like a distant bell, but her expression when she mentioned it was what made him hold his breath. A soft, genuine smile, loaded with feelings that Hikaru couldn't fully understand  but hated .

He didn't know who Gorou was, but the simple fact that [Name] spoke of him with such tenderness made something dark stir inside him. Hikaru's eyes darkened for a brief moment. He wanted that smile to be just his, was he too selfish?

The silence between them stretched, thick, almost suffocating. [Name] felt the atmosphere change and instinctively swallowed.

― Hm... Hikaru? ― [name] called, uncertain, trying to understand the boy's intense gaze.

He blinked, as if he had been pulled back to reality.

― Did you love him? ― the question came low, but loaded with something sharp.

― Yes... very much ― he replied, his voice firm but gentle.

Hikaru clenched his fists discreetly. Why did this bother him so much? Why did the thought of [Name] loving another man make his head spin? He didn’t like it. He didn’t like it at all.  But with a subtle smile—one that barely concealed his frustration—Hikaru simply nodded.

― I understood.

[Name] felt a chill run down her spine. She couldn't say why, but something about that understanding   made an alarm sound in her mind.

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━━━ ❪ Jobs Interviews ❫

Warning: This chapter contains harassment and sensitive topics.

― 20 years ago

Once upon a time, there was a woman named [mother's name], a beautiful woman with a beautiful face and body but with a dirty personality, some would say she was even pure. Just because she was a needy woman who needed affection, or... would it be approval?

One night, the beautiful lady met her knight where she seduced him and took him to her bed, or just to call him a monster in the end and still blame him for impregnating her. That day the beautiful lady held the payroll, her dress showing her breasts now full of milk with a pregnant belly she for the first time was not in control

What should he do? The beautiful lady had already taken all her parents' money and put them in the asylum, having an abortion would not be an option because it would damage her reputation as a perfect and studious girl, so she only had one choice.

Abandon your dreams

Oh how the beautiful lady hated to look at her sister, a well-formed and still beautiful princess with a handsome husband and beautiful children, meanwhile the beautiful lady continued to be the black sheep of the family. Then one day, she dressed herself in armor, took up her sword and......

―[name]-chan, are you writing a story? How amazing!―The teacher said excitedly as she looked at the child writing, [name] just nodded as she looked at the barely finished story

The sound of the bell broke the silent mind of the child who got up from the table, as he walked to the house where he grew up and also the same house where the beautiful lady lived.

The same beautiful lady who despised her, who used her to satisfy her low self-esteem so she could feel like a goddess, the same mother who preferred her niece over her dream-destroying daughter.

The sound of something hitting the floor was heard, when the child turned around she saw her mother screaming angrily while cursing some man for paying her less, and soon the beautiful lady turned her back while the daughter just looked at her mother leaving furiously.

―What a shame.....it was a beautiful palette―[name] said as her small body walked to the palette, opening it and seeing the bright colors now broken.

―Current time

―This month's salary is 200 thousand yen... They're stingy when it comes to paying― Ai said grumbling as he looked at the receipt in his hands― The single we released was number three on the charts, wasn't it? Are the middlemen taking too much?

― Are you only complaining now? Unlike the big agencies, which do everything from production to distribution, we are small. You came in knowing that our profit is small, right?― Miyako said as she made a spreadsheet on her computer.

―I finally realized that everything revolves around money―Ai said, sounding more serious.

 ―It's quite depressing.―Miyako said looking at the Idol

Meanwhile, [name] looked at the small closet in her makeshift room, she only saw an old flat iron and some lip gloss. [name] sighed looking at her more worn out appearance, and soon looked away.

"Hey [name]-chan! Are you ready yet? You promised you would walk me to class and then you would go to your job interviews.....ah? [name]-chan what's wrong? You look so upset."

―It's nothing, Ai.....it's just that, I just didn't want to appear at the interview so exhausted, that's all, but I never worried about it―[name] said as he sighed and picked up his backpack.

"Ah! I know! Let me put makeup on you! That way you'll feel better!" She said excitedly and [name] didn't even have time to actually speak before being laid down on the mattress.

[Name] didn't argue back and just sighed, and lay down letting Ai do her makeup. The makeup wasn't heavy but something light and natural highlighting [Name's] natural beauty, on top of her Ai blushed softly as she felt happy to be with [Name] and on top of her, the feeling of [Name] moving her lips made Ai want to get closer and touch them.

Oh, she knew that her lies were her weapons, but seeing [name] taking care of her broke everything she had created. Maybe this was karma from her actions? But the Idol couldn't understand how that woman was so charming.

―Bye, bye [name]-chan!―Ai said excitedly and smiling, but she blushed slightly when she felt [name] caress her head, and soon they both said goodbye.

As [name] walked she crossed out the interviews she had already done on her notepad, but she only looked at the last one before standing in front of the building where her interview would be.

Lalalai Theatrical Company

― 2 hours later

―Okay [name]....you're hired but.....it was out of desperation, on the second day they sent me out― [name] sighed and put away his cell phone, sending a message to Ichigo telling him about his new job.

Screenwriter, it was his new job. All because the company that writes the scripts urgently needed a new one since one of them was going to quit because of something and well, the production company didn't want to waste any more time with auditions or negotiations; they needed someone fast to fill the hole in the script. The contract was temporary, the pay was mediocre, and the consideration for his talent was zero.

But when he turned around he saw a woman with dark hair, her beautiful body pale in color while she had a strange smile on her lips, her name was Airi Himekawa. She was holding a blond-haired boy against the wall while she whispered something in his ear, the boy trembled while the woman laughed and kissed his neck making him tremble even more.

― Come on, Kamiki-kun, you're always avoiding me ― Airi said, pretending to be innocent, but the way her fingers brushed the boy's arm said something else. ― You're already quite big, you know you don't need to run away from me...

[name] saw how the boy seemed to panic while his mind went silent, the fingers of the boy named Hikaru were grabbing his own pants so that his fingers turned white. then with just one impulse [name]'s body went and she grabbed his shoulder making him turn to her and get off the wall

― There you are! I was looking for you!― [name] said trying to sound confident as she raised her head and then pretended to be excited and soon her eyes [eye color] shone with a soft and happy glow―We need to talk about your character in the soap opera, I have some ideas!

―Who the hell are you?― Airi spoke harshly as Airi's dark eyes moved up and down the figure of [name] who wore simple clothes and looked awkward before her.

―Screenwriter, I'm the new screenwriter for the soap opera you're participating in―[name] stated as she pushed Kamiki closer to her side.

―You? Screenwriter? Didn't know the company was hiring beggars and street animals. What did you think you were going to get, huh? Highlight, let's see if you prostitute yourself in this company you get something.―Airi said, her voice dripping with pure venom and judgment.

―.....We need to work, come on! We have work ahead of us!―[name] came back from the small shock of humiliation but soon returned determined and gently grabbed Hikaru's wrist―Let's go!

―.....a-ah, yes. let's go―Hikaru said as he let himself be led by the woman whose name he didn't even know, but he didn't protest.

― You writers think you're more important than you really are ― Airi rolled her eyes. ― If you think I'm going to say good things about you to anyone, forget it.

[name] just sighed ignoring the damn actress and continued and stayed until near the back entrance and then turned to Hikaru

―You're not even a screenwriter, are you?―Hikaru finally spoke, breaking the silence and letting all the trapped air and tension disappear a little, but still uncomfortable.

―Ah!? Is it that obvious? I thought you had lied well......I mean, it's half true and half lie. So I didn't lie to him―[name] said in surprise but soon put her hands on her hips looking determined

Hikaru fell silent before his stiff posture softened as he felt the warmth of [Name]'s presence and the awkward situation they were in.

The sound of a phone ringing was heard and soon [name] answered and talked to someone while Hikaru looked up at the sky, his black starry eyes stared at the dark clouds closing in threatening to rain

A raindrop ran down Hikaru's cheek but he didn't move, he felt numb it was like the feeling of Déjà-vu as if Ai was there. Ai, how that name burned on Hikaru's tongue and made his mouth fill with a strange taste

[Name] was silent and took off her coat and put it on Hikaru's shoulders covering him, she did it almost immediately. She took the hood of the coat and covered Hikaru's head with it making the boy look at her in surprise

―You've already gone too far, eyes rarely lie....bye, bye―[name] said, fixing Hikaru's coat before turning and leaving, but before that she gave him a smile without caring if she was getting wet.

Hikaru stared wide-eyed and couldn't even thank her, his mouth tingled as his heart fluttered, was this the feeling of being cared for? Not being seen with pity but with empathy? Was it something more intimate?

―Thank you.....strange girl―Hikaru said and he knew that [name] wouldn't hear him because of the distance but even so, he felt the need to say it.

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━━━ ❪ Babies ❫

― Oh, I'm already saving their bottles of milk for later.― [name] said, turning around, as she walked to the apartment's kitchen.

―Yes!, what is it Ruby?―Ai said while holding her daughter who was crying but stopped when she was held and soon the mother placed her daughter against her chest as was Aqua, but soon Ruby whimpered

―What is it Aqua?―Ai asked as she looked at Ruby.

―This is Ruby. And do you consider yourself a mother?―Ichigo said as he walked towards Ai.

"Well, Ai already said that she has difficulty with names. Every time she gets the names wrong I correct her, don't worry, Mr. Ichigo." [name] said as he dried his hands and approached them.

― As [name]-chan said, I've always been terrible at remembering names and people, so there's no other way without [name] correcting me. Horrible, right? Japanese men have illusions about what a mother should be like.― Ai said before looking at her children who looked at her paying attention to what she said.

"Don't act international when you don't even have a passport! Besides, you said you don't want to leave the country, right?" Ichigo said questioning the Idol, while sweat dripped down the blond's forehead.

―But I can remember the names of people I think are talented, President Sato. Oh! And I always remember [name]-chan's name!―Ai exclaimed happily. 

―Almost. My last name is Saitou, you damn idol.― Ichigo’s expression darkened with a bit of irritation.

[name] sighed as she laughed a little and soon brought the board where Ichigo wrote what he needed, [name] went to the couch and sat down with Ai and Aqua extended her little arms to [name]. Who just laughed softly taking the baby and letting him sit on her lap while she still held him.

"Anyway, from today onwards, Ai is back as an Idol! Let's talk about her activities," Ichigo exclaims as he slams his hand on the table, getting the attention of the Idol and the unemployed ([name]) as well.

"The first step is a program tonight, it will be live. Are you up for it?"

― Of course.

― While you're working, my wife will take care of the children. [Name] will also take care of the children tonight, but she'll have to look for a job soon.― Ichigo said, placing his hand on his hip, while his wife, Miyako Saitou, just sighed.

― Your wife is quite young, isn't she?― Ai said as she felt Ruby imitate her brother by sitting on her lap.

― Girls don't like how you give preference to the younger ones.

― Be careful Mr. Ichigo, otherwise you will be labeled as a "young girl picker" or something like that, once in the hospital a father tried to beat a man because he was involved with his daughter, and that woman must have been much younger than him― [name] said while Gorou, who was in Aqua's body, nodded confidently even in another body he remembered that day

― I see, I didn't know. I'll be more careful― Ichigo said, looking serious.

― Can I take my children to the studio?

-Of course!

― I don't know if it's a good idea. There's a lot of information there for the babies, not to mention the suspicions. You don't need to be afraid. Miss Miyako and I will take care of the twins and we'll let you know if anything happens. ― [name] said smiling while Au smiled at her too.

―Now listen! If they find out that an idol like you became a mother at 16, you can kiss your career goodbye. They'll attack me for being responsible for you, and it will be the end of the agency. We'll all go straight to hell!―Ichigo said in a dramatic but serious manner as he knelt down and pointed at Ai.

"And no taking them shopping or doing government paperwork! If you have an emergency, you should act like you're taking care of our kids for us!"

― What's up!.... How annoying isn't Ruby?― Ai said, caressing Aqua who was now on her lap while with the other hand she held Ruby

―This is Aqua―[name] corrected her, making the Idol laugh excitedly and lovingly. As [name] walked to the kitchen to get something

― The rehearsal starts soon. Let's go.

― Yes ― Ai hummed and stood up holding Aqua, his little hand was on her blouse making the blouse on the shoulder lower ― oops! ― Ai exclaimed now with the bra exposed but still covered by Aqua's body, Aqua embarrassed raised his little hand putting that part of the blouse back in place

"That was close! I almost showed my chest to you, President."

―Good. Keep it covered outside.

As the sky darkened, [name] took advantage and let Ruby sleep, she stroked Aqua's hair who looked away in embarrassment. The girl with [hair color] walked to the kitchen and took the opportunity to open the refrigerator to get Aqua's bottle.

[name] placed the bottle in the bottle warmer, waited for the bottle to heat up and then returned to the room where Aqua was, Ruby sleeping and Miyako.

― To begin with, I have no experience as a babysitter... why did it fall to me?...―Miyako says as she lies down on the couch and closes her eyes

"No problem, Miss Miyako, I'll help you. There you go, Aqua, the bottle is here, take it all, okay? Miss Miyako, I'm going to take a shower, if anything happens, you can call me. And that goes for you too, sir." [name] crouched down and stroked Aqua's hair, and she touched his little nose, receiving a happy noise from the baby.

[name] got up and grabbed her towel, she opened the hallway door and closed it and soon she could hear the bathroom light being turned on and the door being closed

Aqua took advantage of being alone, and with a sleeping Miyako, still sucking on the nipple of the bottle, he got up effortlessly and turned on the television while watching his mother being interviewed and soon went back to drinking breast milk while watching the interview.

"Oh yes! I'm eating a lot! Oh, and speaking of which, the other day, my son....

Ai's voice echoed through the TV and it made Aqua spit when she saw how careless her mother was.

"Your son?"

"I meant my puppy! I adopted a kitten during the break, you know?"

Aqua coughed as she looked on still recovering

― A lost case indeed ― Aqua thought

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━━━ ❪ Old Family ❫

Warning: This chapter may contain triggers for some people, with themes related to family, maternal abandonment, narcissistic mother, mention of killing someone, etc.

The silence in the place was too much, only the sounds of the newborns were heard. Ichigo was next to Ai who was much further away while holding the newborn against her chest, [name]'s head was lowered while her lips were dry and her cheeks stained and wet.

The smell of the flowers in front of the people was sickening to [name], [eye color]'s eyes raised and made the woman look up and see the photo of her husband in the picture frame, Gorou all smiles making the peace sign.

― No....no, no, no. I thought you were going to help me and you abandon me like that?

[name] spoke shakily, cringing as she rubbed her hand over her chest and tried to breathe. One day you woke up with your husband by your side and the next day he was dead. The smell of those damn flowers made your stomach turn in a sickening way while your vision became blurred. The woman's body fell to the floor. She didn't know what was happening, but tears streamed down her face, finally leaving her eyes. [eye color]

[name] didn't know why she felt that way, she didn't know why she was screaming or crying while desperately holding her ring, by the way, how long had she been there? curled up like something fragile that would break at any moment with her voice barely coming out

Or maybe the thought of her eating made her want to vomit, she didn't even know if the day was light or dark while her body was limp, her eyes tired and lips dry the mental fog consumed everything of [name] not even she knew what she was doing there, maybe she should seek comfort in the narcissistic woman who raised her the same one who forced her dreams on her

―Maybe if I― [name] finally spoke, her tone broken as she stood up and with slow steps towards the exit of the wake on the busy street she-

― Mrs. [name]?, Ai insisted on coming. I am sorry for your loss.

― [name]-chan......I...I'm sorry for your loss. Gorou, is he....really him?

―He's dead......they didn't find the body but the search ended, they said he must be dead...―[name] turned, her expression broken as she turned her empty gaze meeting Ai's.

The empty [eye color] eyes now broken by grief met Ai's bright eyes, the purple one was silent before feeling her body slightly tense, The strange feeling of protection ran to Ai making her simply hand the cart with the newborns to Ichigo and soon she turned and ran slowly not trying to force through the pain of childbirth and hugged the older woman

[name] fell silent, her body heavy as Ai hugged her, the [hair color] haired woman fell silent before sniffling and hugging Ai back, and placing her face hiding in the crook of Ai's neck as [name] sniffled and her body shook with the waves of emotion of grief. 

― 2 weeks later

[name], even while dealing with her own grief, had spent this time helping Ai whenever possible, going to the hospital, organizing small things and offering silent support, something that the idol didn't know very well since most always expected a lot from her. Ai realized this, [name] was stable, reliable and unshakable, something that Ai, in her emotional instability, felt she desperately needed.

She didn't know why, but the feeling of being without [name] made her senses go into overdrive and the sparkle in her eyes with the innocence she showed on stage seemed like she wanted to disappear and take [name] away from someone just to keep her for herself.

[name] was in the nursery, holding Ruby in her arms, rocking her to sleep, while Aqua was already resting in the crib. The light from the lamp was soft, and the only sound in the room was the quiet breathing of the babies and the soft creaking of the rocking chair where [name] was sitting.

Ai, standing in the doorway, watched the scene in silence, with an expression that was hard to read. She didn't want to admit it to herself, but she felt that without [name] there, she wouldn't be able to.

She approached hesitantly, sitting on the floor next to the chair. For a few seconds, she just stared at [name], her big eyes carrying something between despair and hope.

―Well....you don't seem to like your mother [name]-chan very much― Ai said as she approached [name], she put Ruby to sleep while they both waved to talk outside the room so as not to wake the babies.

―Yeah......I don't like it very much but, I'll have to get used to it again...it's not the best thing but it's what I have for a while― [name] said sitting on the couch while accepting the hot drink that Ai had made.

Ai sighed and sat down next to [name], their warm bodies getting closer as they tried to think of how to break that strange silence, but it ended up being a strange one that was nice to have.

―I don't have a good relationship with my mother either―Ai said, relaxing on the couch.

―.....Maybe we are true, you can stop lying now Oh. We are broken and together so...there is nothing much to do

Ai's eyes widened a little but she couldn't understand why she couldn't keep her lie around [name] and every time she lied to [name], it hurt her heart, the first-time mother's eyes relaxed before the white star in her eyes disappeared being consumed by her black star.

A chill ran down Ai's neck and she felt it running down her spine until it seemed to enter her stomach and make it tingle. Ai had never felt so welcomed and even loved. Her eyes with black stars turned to see the older woman half-curled up, lost in her thoughts.

The idol leaned in, letting her fingers brush against [name's] leg, her anxious eyes, once lying and now true, closed before looking sideways at [last name], Hoshino felt his tongue tied and unable to say anything else.

―My mother is a narcissist, she had to give up her dream of becoming a doctor because she discovered she was pregnant. She was pregnant with me... and she always blamed me, forcing me to become a doctor, saying that I was already a failure and that I had to be like her―[name] said as her gaze darkened, she squeezed the glass, imagining it was her mother's neck.

―When I was younger, my mother was accused of theft and ended up being arrested. Even after she was released, she showed no interest in taking care of me so I ended up in an orphanage. The relationship with my mother was abusive, which led me to develop self-defense mechanisms. To this day, I have no idea what it was like to be loved or to love someone.―Ai said while she also fell silent when she realized that they both had a shitty mother.

"It's been so long since I've seen her, but I know that when I get home, even if I breathe, she'll fight with me, she'll say I'm ugly, she won't even know how to love me or that I'll continue to be a burden. Sometimes I wonder if killing her would hurt," [name] said, leaning her back on the couch. Then she looked into [name's] beautiful eyes. She could see a dark star wanting to appear in [name's] eyes, but there was a purity and love for her mother that was still lost.

―Maybe it won't be so bad, killing her―Ai said with a smile and holding [name]'s hands as the black stars in Ai's eyes shone and her smile appeared

[name] would smile at her but the sound of one of the babies crying was heard, probably wanting to nurse. Then she got back into character and walked to her children's room and stayed there for a while while [name] heard her phone ring.

Mother

- Hello?

 ― Finally, [name]! I wanted to see if I was dying you would answer faster, I thought you grew up to be more helpful, but you can't even do that for the love of god [name]

- Sorry mom, I was talking. Why are you calling me? Did something happen?

― Now you're worried about me?! Holy shit, why did I give birth to something like that... here's the thing, you're not going to live in this house 

―W-what?

― You heard me right, you're not deaf. Your husband is dead and I know that, but listen... my boyfriend lost his wife, and he's going to live with me and he's going to bring his kids here. And I don't want to look at your face and get stressed out, I need to be a good mother to his kids.

― And for me? You don't even give me a compliment or answer me. Do you mean your lover?

- Stop complaining! You should be grateful that I still care and don't throw you out on the street, you're an adult, you're on your own and I don't praise you and I don't let anyone praise you because it's not worth them wasting their breath on you, but well... they can waste it on me, and he's not my fucking lover! I already told you, you're either retarded or stupid, damn it! He's my boyfriend's disgrace and you're not even going to come to this house and don't come complaining or crying to me, just shut up and cry if you want. You already ruined my life once because you were born, huh? I'm going to live, unlike you, my love is not dead, or who knows... he didn't abandon me.

[name] was silent as she felt her phone disconnect the call, as she lowered the phone looking at her mother's profile picture

―More than a whore

[name] spoke and soon touched on the profile and just put "Genitora" in the contact name while she smiled, but not with love but rather a feeling of hate, her body becoming rigid and her jaw clenching while [eye color]'s eye moved in the direction of a knife as she remembered the time she almost stabbed her own mother, but couldn't because of fear

Ai came back and soon called for [name], when she turned around her eyes [eye color] had two black stars in her gaze but they soon disappeared, [name] remained silent putting the cell phone in the corner while Ai hugged her from behind affectionately.

"I'm homeless, my whore mother is going to leave her mother and his children there, in short, she kicked me out before I went there."

― What a bitch, huh, what are you going to do now? [name]-chan?

― Look for an apartment and get a job... maybe move to another city, I don't know Ai. I'm confused― [name] said, turning around and gently stroking Ai's purple hair. 

"You could live here, with me and the babies! That way you help me and I help you, plus Ichigo supports you taking care of me!"

Ai said happily, giving a soft and affectionate smile while hugging [name] tightly.

― Here? No, I don't want to disturb you. 

"But you won't! You'll help me and you'll be able to help me and accompany me until I get better, that is, a two-way street! Besides, I need help with the babies."

― Okay, okay....I accept, not that I had much of a choice anyway...― [name] said, turning around and hugging Ai back. 

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━━━ ❪ A Birth and A Murder ❫

― 40 weeks, expected of the birth

"Thank you for today. But come back as soon as I call, okay?" Ai said as she sat on the hospital bed, supported so she could stay in position, the purple-haired woman smiled softly with her cheeks softly flushed.

―Sure, besides I live pretty close by. I'll ask [Name] to stay with you, although she'll do it anyway. But if I'm late, another doctor will take care of you― Gorou said as he stood next to the hospital bed.

―No, I want you and [name]-chan― Ai exclaimed with a pout.

"I'm kidding, I'll see you later. I'll tell [name] that I'm going home, she'll be staying here so I'll take advantage and order her a lunch box. Otherwise you'll steal all her attention and she won't eat," Gorou said as he turned around with a soft smile.

―I would love for her to pay more attention to me.

―Oh? Did you say something?―Gortou turned around confused. ―Do you need something?― asked the nurse.

―No, no! I said I was happy that someone would take care of me! But no problem, I'll wait for you to come back!― Ai said laughing softly while her smile was subtle but embarrassed

Gorou left the room and walked to the reception, using his cell phone he took the opportunity to call a restaurant to order a lunch box for his wife. Gorou served a few more people and soon heard the sound of a motorcycle, he went to the door and thanked and paid the delivery man and soon holding the lunch box he went to the reception and placed it in front of [name]

―Ah? Did any patient order food?

"No, I asked you. Since you're only going home tomorrow or later, you at least eat. Let me know when something happens to you or Ai, okay? Oh, and don't forget to eat! You're going to take care of Ai... Oh, you're so lucky!" Gorou said, smiling, but soon leaned over the table, playing with his wife.

"You're too dramatic, huh. I'll take care of Ai as I promised, you've already spent about 20 weeks straight with her, you idiot, give her a break too," [name] exclaimed but soon laughed softly when she saw her husband's nonsense.

―Anyway, let me know when you get home.

[Name] laughed softly as she leaned forward, leaning on the counter as she leaned in and kissed her husband's lips lovingly, who placed his hand on her cheek and kissed her back. Meanwhile, a nurse advised Ai to walk to encourage natural labor. The purple-haired girl with pink highlights hummed as she walked down the hallway wearing a cap but stopped.

She stopped when her eyes saw the scene of the couple kissing, she should smile or something or even admire them like some patients were doing, but the younger girl felt something in her stomach, she was churning and turning as she saw Gorou kissing [name]. This should be wrong, how could a girl feel jealous of the woman who was taking care of her? It's not like Ai followed the rules without lying. She liked [name] in another way. It was strange to think too much about it, especially Ai wanting a kiss from [name], she wanted to feel her affection.

"Ah? What a strange feeling in my stomach.....do the children want to come out already? But I haven't even dilated properly yet.....do I have a stomach ache?" Ai said to herself, rubbing her big belly and looking away from the scene but found it strange when she felt something in her chest. "I hope it's not a heart attack," Ai said as she walked back to the room.

 The air outside the hospital was cold in the middle of the night, Gorou walked with his head down as the streetlights illuminated the dark city street.

―When this is over, I'll lose my connection with Ai, and we'll go back to being idols and fans. But I've seen a bit of the side she hides, but I think I've come to like her straightforward personality. It's cute how Ai treats [name] like a caring figure, and well. [name] always takes care of a lot of patients even though she's the hospital receptionist―Gorou thought as his dark hair softly reflected the streetlights, the shine in his hair was from [name]'s insistence that they go to a hair spa.

Gorou laughed softly at the memory and soon felt his heart warm at the knowledge that the two girls Gorou liked, one romantic and one not, would be fine.

―I guess I can hope that she's happier from the bottom of my......

―Hey buddy. Are you Ai Hoshino's doctor?―The boy with a hood covering his face asked. His figure was swallowed by the darkness and the spaces that the streetlight gave.

―She's using a pseudonym. Even if you saw her at the hospital, how do you know her last name? It was never made public―Gorou turned around, his expression becoming more serious and indignant as he waved his hand telling the strange man the truth, seeing that man tense up made Gorou grit his teeth

The man in the hoodie tensed and took a step back. “Do you know her? Can you tell me her name?” Gorou’s voice broke the tense silence as the mysterious man stood on alert.

The man tensed up and ran into the forest, his breathing was labored as his footsteps mixed with Gorou's, both men running through nature swallowed by the darkness of the night with the sky lit up and blue with the stars.

―Is he stalking her? And right now, with Ai about to give birth. Shit, Ai is going to be alone with [name] and she won't be able to hold him for long.

Gorou thought to himself, gritting his teeth, his determination growing stronger. Gorou's adult body stopped in front of a cliff, his eyes scanning the scenery. The buildings with their lit windows lit up the view from afar.

"Damn! Making me run down a trail like that... Where did he go?"

Gorou's thoughts raced as he raised his phone to illuminate it and see better, the adult man turned to look from behind. The man wearing the hoodie appeared behind him, his expression similar to anger using his elbow and body he pushed the doctor down the cliff, beads of sweat were present on his forehead, a few strands of hair stuck to his forehead from the sweat, The man just looked at his eyes going downwards before turning and walking away.

―....He really scared me, I caught him suddenly

Gorou spoke in his own head before the instrumental sound cut through the silence and a song by the band B-Komachi began. The cell phone lit up showing the screen and the time in front of the broken film, the photo was of Sarina smiling with the peace symbol made in her hands while [name] hugged her from behind and smiled too while Gorou's figure had his head completely bloodied and a trail of his blood on the rocks.

― Come on Gorou...... answer me quickly― [name] said worriedly, Ai held her hand and soon took a deep breath while shaking and sweating from the pain of childbirth

Ignoring her concern, she helped the nurse deliver the baby. The thoughts ran wildly through [hair color]'s head while she didn't know why she was so terrified, whether it was because of the strange feeling in her heart or because of Ai's suffering.

But her mind went blank when finally the cry of a baby was heard, and after a while finally the cry of another child was heard. Ai gasped as her starry eyes finally softened. Tears streamed down her eyes, one from the pain of labor and the excitement of her children finally being in her arms.

―They.....they're so beautiful―Ai spoke breathlessly as she smiled at the newborns.

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━━━ ❪ If you want, I'll be by your side ❫

―Ouch!....I wanted to see her beauty in person―Gorou whined as he held two neon sticks while looking at the television that was showing the concert of the group B-Komachi, more specifically the idol Ai Hoshino

―The main and irreplaceable star of B-Komachi, the absurdly beautiful 16-year-old girl... Oh! The group was formed four years ago! They have gradually gained popularity, have been appearing more in the media, and it seems that the public has finally discovered them. Now is the time for her to take off! Her stardom is almost...!―Gorou said in awe, ready for his most important speech.

―Why are you playing a DVD in a patient's room?

―For the love of the gods Gorou, I already know all of this, you've told me this more than 100 times... but why are you playing a DVD in the patient's room? That's strange―[name] said next to the nurse who agreed with the doctor's wife.

"Seeing something beautiful is good for your health," Gorou said as he turned around and used his finger to fix his glasses.

―The patient is the one who is sick, not you―[name] replied, cutting off her own husband―Well, we already know that since this is the countryside, there are no shows with her, so you really love her, huh. Speaking of her, have you seen the Twitter threads?―[name] said, walking towards her husband's phallus while they were both on the terrace.

Is Ai going to take a break from her career?

―WHAT?!―Gorou shouted as he looked at the Twitter threads, and all that was left was to burn his phone from so many tears shed.

"You really love her, huh...she's 16 and you're like that with her, don't tell me you're a witch doctor? Tell me now and we'll get a divorce," [name] said while drinking water.

―I just ask that you don't call me that, I have my reasons, okay?―Gorou replied as he rested his forearms on the terrace railing, observing the view.

"Of course I know, you idiot, that's why I don't judge you. Even so, no strange behavior with her... Sarina will be happy to know that, even if you mix her and Ai in that head of yours... maybe it makes you not a peacock." [name] said looking at him.

"I swear I'm a fan of Ai without any ulterior motives! Don't be an idiot, I swear again, but this time I swear to Sarina that I'm not a pervert!" Gorou exclaimed defending himself.

―But, if Ai asked you to date her, would you accept?

"Lunch time is over. Let's get back to work," Gorou said, turning around while holding his wife's hand, who was behind him.

―So what? Swear on Sarina. What is your answer?―[name] asked, looking at her husband.

―I wouldn't date you, I already dated you and got married, besides we're fans of hers together. Did you forget?

"Shut up. But speaking of the consultation, the companion wanted me in the room. He wanted a nurse there too, so let's go together, maybe he wants a female opinion," [name] said as he walked down the hallway with the light walls.

The numbers indicated the rooms, both the doctor and the nurse walked to the room with the number 01 with the name "Gynecologist", on the door, Gorou thanked them for waiting and soon the couple entered. [name] took the clipboard and began to write down Mrs. Hoshino's data.

"Let's see. Is this your first appointment, Hoshino?"

-and

―Judging by the size of her belly, she must be 20 weeks pregnant, it's too late for her first appointment―[name] said, writing on the clipboard―Are you her father?

―Good on paper....

―No paper?

―She grew up in a foster home, I am her legal guardian. Or rather, her protector.

 ―I see, thank you for specifying. Can you tell me your name, sir?

 -Ichigo Saitou

[name] nodded writing on the clipboard as she turned to look at the two, the purple haired girl took off her cap while Gorou remained silent, [name] realized it was Ai and just sighed and slapped her hand on her face seeing her husband's stupid expression.

"What do you think? Is there a chance it's just a serious case of constipation?"

―If that were the case, she would already be dead―[name] and Gorou spoke in unison, as [name] stood up Gorou looked at her, the woman rolled her eyes and waved for her husband to continue. 

"Everything is fine in that regard! No problems today!"

"Miss Hoshino, I'm going to get the clothes for the exams. Please don't leave the room."

―Oh yes, yes, no problem!

[name] laughed softly at the Idol's nonsense, Ai just stayed silent with her face slightly flushed with embarrassment, and stayed silent for her husband who said that he would need to prepare the exams and everything she needed, [name] sighed already knowing that her husband would be freaking out

While Ai and Ichigo were talking, [name] did as promised. He dressed Ai and took her for the necessary tests like blood tests and ultrasound.

―The results of the tests: 20 weeks pregnant with twins―Gorou said showing the image of the babies on the screen while explaining to Ai and Ichigo

The sound of keyboards were heard at the reception desk as [name] arranged the patients' files until a person stopped in front of the counter, [name] looked up at [eye color] as he met the purple eyes with the stars of Ai

―Miss Amiyami, I would like your help and advice.

―[name].....my name is [name] Miss Ai, you can call me that.

―Then you call me Ai!

[Name] smiled softly with happiness at the Idol's positivity while the Idol was excited to see the woman in front of her soften from the stress of the hospital. 

―Sure, Ai. What do you want to ask?

―It's about pregnancy, do you have children? It's my first pregnancy.

[name] was silent as he looked away

―Oh no, I don't have children. Oh

―Ah! I'm sorry, Mrs. [name]! I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you.

"No! It's okay. Well... I've never had any children, but I've already accompanied several pregnancies of several patients, but if you want, I can stay by your side during the birth, if there's no problem."

―Ah! I would love to! I'm very happy with someone accompanying me!

[nefellibatta]

SERIE! 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆!

ニューダーリン (New Darling)

甘く溶かして ダーリン!

辛く貶して ダーリン! 骨を砕いて ダーリン! 未知の世界へ ランディング! 痛く殴って ダーリン!

˚ ࿔ Where [name] Amamiya decides to take care of the idol Ai Hoshino after the death of her husband Gorou Amamiya, turning her into Mrs. [last name]. Who would have thought that her friend's son would be her reincarnated husband? While the heavens gave Gorou another chance at life, the heavens took away [name]'s peace when Ai and Kamiki became obsessed with her!! ·

ⓘ 　 ⠀⠀───༅ㅤׄㅤ⸼ㅤOLDER CHARACTERS!

⠀─ㅤ⠀⠀ ֢( Ai Hoshino: 16 years old-32 years old. 1.51 height; Hikaru Kamiki: 17 years old-33 years old 1.78 height; [name] Amamiya/[surname]: 26 years old-42 years old 1.50 height)

[name], torn and overwhelmed

❝ would feel torn and overwhelmed, trying to balance genuine love and the need for care with the weight of the other two's obsession and manipulation. ❞

Ai Hoshino, needy and obsessed

❝ would feel needy and obsessed, seeking love and control, but not knowing how to deal with her own feelings. ❞

Kamiki, sadistic and domineering

❝ if you experience love as a need for control and dominance ❞

WARNINGS! THIS SERIE MAY CONTAIN:

AGE GAP! AGE GAP! (From the reader with Ai and Kamiki)

Toxic relationships

Dark content

Dark Romance?

Manipulation

Obsession

Stalking

Somnophilia

Sexual content

Deaths

Disorders

Grief

Violence

Blackmail

Among others…….