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Fear of Intimacy or Loss?

You are scared of getting close to other people. This type of fear manifests itself by an unwillingness to let others get too close, as you are afraid that they discover the “real you.” You won’t find abiding love, of course, when you’re afraid of intimacy. You might unconsciously wear a social mask to hide your psyche from others, because that’s the best way to not allow another person to come close to you. When you pretend to be someone you are not, others cannot understand who you truly are, and you can’t understand them.

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hello darkness, my old friend

I deactivated all my social media accounts

Facebook, Messenger, Instagram, Twitter.

*Social Media Blackout*

It felt good. I felt like there's nobody watching me, I mean, these days can be so tough when the world watches everything you do. So, a breather, I guess.

I had more time for myself, to read, to sing, to do what I love. I really appreciate people who felt my absence, when they are busy in their lives that they noticed my struggles. I felt so special. I must thank the universe for that. 

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The saddest thing in love is that you know you love each other, but was not able to say it before saying goodbye. King Mongkuk ;_; why you die

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To my non-existent friend

I’m back. I’ll visit you more often this time. More like my good-for-nothing thoughts want to be heard again. Ugh.

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To the beautiful you

I always knew that you would sound great! Nice cover btw. I want to hear you live. Singing with you will be great also. Keep it up!

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things that I look up to this 2016

--> Extra day (February 29 yisssss)

--> Thesis

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Jennifer Lawrence on New Year’s Eve.

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bestfunnystuffs for some fun

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Late night talks

Speechless yet too many things in mind

Like the New Year’s fireworks, ideas fire out of my brain

Tears, instead of words come out

I should not have talked to you, anyway