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Nightwing (2016-): Fear State

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Quote of the day

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woah this character is so cool i wish they were covered in blood their whole body trembling with a look of absolute horror on their face as theyre struggling to breathe in panic

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yeah, it comes in waves, but it's hardest from the start

(my prize for our anime expo hxh stamp rally. if you're going to ax 2025 come join!)

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i actually disagree heavily with the headcanon that jason's memory is spotty. i mean each to their own but im not really sure where it stems from? jason is the one hanging on to the photo of himself & bruce, agonizing over moments he can never get to live again whereas bruce & the bats are the ones who rewrote his entire memory due to their own grief & guilt. jason's one who remembers being a boy beaten to death, betrayed by his own parent[s] whereas theyre the ones calling a child with a bleeding heart reckless for trying to help his mother, all the while erasing that very important detail to restructure the entire narrative. if theres anyone who remembers all the joy & all the anguish its jason. the rest fester in a guilt of their own making & the subsequent attempts at absolving themselves of it.

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The aromantic agenda is a good one.

Go and think about what kinds of relationships you want. Don't think about labels like romantic or platonic or sexual, think purely about what relationships would make you happiest.

When I realized I was aromantic, I was asked things like "Would you still date? Would you have a QPR? Will you ever kiss?"

But the aromantic community didn't ask that. Instead, they focused on "What do you want in a world where anything is possible?"

And I realized I want to be alone, surrounded by friends and family I love who are close enough, I can bring them fresh baked scones when I overbake.

They asked me "What do you want?" and the question was so broad, I could weigh labels in my hand like queerplatonic partner and nonpartnering and significant other. I could look at these and shrug and say, "What I want is to not worry about questions I don't care about." I could shelve these indefinitely. Maybe even forever. And just enjoy being myself.

The aromantic community celebrates exploration. Tells people asking if they are aromantic, "This is a personal decision. Your personal decision. If this label helps you, take it. If this community helps you, stay as long as you need. You don't have to be labelled anything, aromantic or otherwise, unless it would bring you comfort. You don't have to be anything you aren't."

It's a good community with good philosophies born from a unique experience, not rooted in missing out, but in being forced to consider what you want when you don't want what's expected.

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kel will do anything to make sure his boyf is comfortable… and sunny smiling is the icing on the cake 🥹

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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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Yeah, the doctors ran some blood work and discovered I was actually the Thing all along. No, I don't know if my insurance will cover it

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To fool and gossip around, friendship 🫂

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one of the most challenging skills i've had to learn as an adult is the art of figuring out whether i'm proportionally annoyed with someone or just tired and overstimulated and looking for reasons to be pissed off

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soldier boy and up and coming actor jared padelecki get cast in a vought movie together

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Two normal boys

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For dancing attempted the Buttercup Dance or Ferret Dance. But its with a smol Sunny or a tol Kel

Kel give him kisses. >w<

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