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Wednesday

This day should be the last day of our subject Perv-Dev but unfortunately our teacher has a meeting to attend. Our last discussion should be in the morning, it was moved in the afternoon. Sadly, at noon it was cancelled by our teacher for the reason that some of my classmates might not attend because they might be busy (it is holy week na kasi, some of them might be travelling na).

Then at night, I start preparing my pt which will be submitted tomorrow night.

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Tuesday

I thought I cannot wake up early but I did, 6:00 am. Then I prepare my things and cook, after I cook at exactly 7:30 I eat and later take a bath. Then at 8:00 am I change clothes and go to the terminal of multicab.

As I arrived at the venue at RNP Campus, I thought my classmates are already their but I was the first one to arrive.

Fastforward, at pictorial I was getting nervous again because I didn't see my face, I might look ugly on it, totally nervous.

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Monday

As I wake up at 6:oo am, I rest for a while and then do my routine (cook, clean, and rest)

At noon, I prepare my things for tomorrow's event which is the pictorial

At night, I'm getting nervous for tomorrows event, I might get late, I might get caught by traffic, I'm totally nervous.

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Sunday,

Yesterday we start our ride to Gingoog city, the road at Claveria is covered with fogs, the coldness inside the car we are riding is low unlike the coldness outside which is higher. As we arrived at the place, we do community outreach program, we give food packs to the people who lived their (Farmers). Later, we eat and talked all night long. There was no signal, I cannot talked with my classmtes regarding to our activity this coming Tuesday.

Going home, we "hapit" at Claveria to see the view of the hills, valleys, and mountains. We eat and they drink. After that, we went to Alae bukidnon to eat our dinner. Fastforward, we went home and rest.

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Saturday

It was a tough day dealing with new patients, with new diseases but the same everyday day.

At the surgery room, the nurses and I thought we could not save the life of our patient but by the help of God's miracle, we saved his life.

As I went home, a person walks towards me, he then asked me "are you a doctor" I answered "yes". He asked helped for his daughter who had a disease of pneumonia (I'm a pediatrician). I thought it was a pneumonia, but as I arrived at the place it was just a surprise party set by my family for me. I was so happy and shocked, we eat, get drunk, and sleep after 5 hrs of partying.

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Friday

As usual I do my everyday routine, cook, clean and do act if I have. then as I enter my class our teacher announced at the gclassroom that we will be having an asynchronous learning in which we will be reading the lesson.

What is my dream in life?

Simple, I want to succeed and be the person I want to be, a Doctor or a Engr.

Eversince I was a kid it was my goal to help the poor and the unlucky ones who got sick and has no money to pay the hospital. I want to build a hospital that poor people can afford. I want to build it where medicine is scarce, example at the mountains (bukid).I want the unlucky ones to be saved from their illnesses and diseases.

And as for my other wishes, I want to travel the world and experience eating their national food, national fruit, and etc... Do stunts that can be considerd as life threatening.

[neizel27]

Thursday

#Happy

I woke up at 6:00 am, do my chores. and then enter my class. Our teacher then announced that we will be doing our other unfinished tasks from our different subjects.But I don't have one, so I went to City Hall at the City to submit my documents, and at the afternoon I went to ldcu to see my friends, we eat at an fast-food chain where we chit chat about past and presnt events that happened to our life. After that, I went home and do some chores and now writing my daily diary.

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Wednesday

I woke up at 7:00 am and do my usual routine which are: cook, eat, clean, and enter the class. As I was to enter the class I received an email from our teacher saying "we will be having an asynchronous lesson which you will be watching a video about the lesson and activity for the day". Then out of the misery, I was happy for the reason that I can do other things like submitting my required documents for my scholarship, do some exercise, and do some devotional.

Pause For a Thought

If I were to compare my family status from before and now it would be like a flower that blossom underneath an dying tree. In the past my family was known for our bad habit, we are infamous at our place for certain reasons. Happily now, we are clearing the bad information/title that we gain from the past through the success of my uncle, auntie, and my father. Success in education, the three of them both graduate at highly renowned schools that made them highly noticeable persons now. By that, the persons that have hated/dislike us from the past become our admirer.

#FamilyIsLOVE

[neizel27]

Tuesday

I do my usual routine, I woke up at 6:00 am, do some chores, cook, and watch the given videos which will served as our activity for the day.

In the afternoon, I do some exercise and cleaning again.

#2. Entitled "Apo"

I choose the short movie since the one that raised me is my grandparents. But unlike the short movie, my grandparents do the opposite like they fight with the use of profane languages, they do actions that are inappropriate for a young child like me to see (when I was 5-9 yrs old), and they don't feel remorse in doing those. Even though they are imperfect they tried to be good. They clothed, feed, and educate me. In the near future, I would like to give them their biggest dreams which is to have an golden wedding. Where both of them will be remarried and do things that they didn't do at thier first wedding.

#IdealFAMILY

[neizel27]

#day 1, Monday

In the morning I joined my class (perv-dev subject), our teacher discussed about leaders and followers. They differ in their responsibility. The leaders do things taht improve the followers while the followers, do things that will encourage and help the members and the leader.

My take away.

If your a leader, Help each member to succeed at their respective task and by that, your team will become successful.

LANGUAGE OF LOVE:ACT OF SERVICE

I find the result of the activity true.

I love people that help me in doing such works/activities/chores, they ease the struggle and difficulty that I am feeling. Those people gives me relief since I could not handle stress effectively.

[neizel27]

Dear diary,

I woke uo at 6:00 am at the morning, do some cleaning, eat, exercised a bit, and enter the class at 9:30 am. Then as our beloved teacher discuss, and at the part where she discussed love. I somehow get hurt to the gact that I almost cry. But in the end, I manage to stop myself from crying.

PAUSE FOR THOUGHT

What makes you happy? When are you happy?

There are lots of things that makes me happy. And playing sports is one my favorite. I'm happy when I'm alone at a certain place. Its because I can find myself more and could reflect to such actions I have made during on or in that day.

Who are the people closest to you? How often do you talk to them? Why do you consider them your closest relationships?

It's my Grandmother. We talk everyday at afternoon, after my class. I consider her becuase she's the only person whom im corftable with. The one who I can teas with, and she's like my pillow, I can talk with her my problems.

Take away for this day

Do your best at school or at life. No one can make you proud but yourself only. And at love, be patient, your time will come. It might be at your 20s or 30s. I can assure you it worth the wait.

-🌟Tgreat🌟

-Day 8

[neizel27]

Dear Diary,

I woke up at 6:00 am at the morning, eat, take a bath, do some chores, and cook. And I do it for 2 hours. Then at 10:00 am enter my class. 11:50 am, the class ended and before it ends my teacher tell us to do our assigned tasks which is doing our tumblr.

Pause for a Thought

Why is the brain considered as a superior even to the most powerful computer?

It is because we humans designed and create computer. We can store thousands of data. And the fact that the brain has a lot of function that helps a human being become more intelligent, resilient, obedient, responsible, and most especially faithful. That the brain functions more complicated than computer.

Is it possible to combine the capabilities of your two brain hemisphere? How will this affect your ability to learn?

Yes, it is possible to combing two brain hemisphere. Our ability will be enhance to a the next level. Like we become more useful in all aspects. And that we can say that our brain works more than 10%. Scientist says that we are only using 10% of our brain. So combining two hemisphere of our brain would increase the theory that humans use only certain percent of our brain.

Take away for this day

Live your life to the fullest, that you can say at your retirement age you're contented and you have fullfiled your duty in your life.

-🌟Tgeat🌟

-Day 7

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What situation do you consider as positive stress? as negative stress? Are you aware of your tipping point when it comes to stress?

Situation where I consider as positive stress are; when I'm having a oral recitation, reporting, having a speech, and public speaking. Even though they are stresses, they are intended for us to be developed in such events that we become more independent, we gain self-confidence, and gain self-esteem. As for negative stress, this are when exams and oral recitation arrive at a particular time. I develope such actions that somehow disrupt my way of living like, when exam day slowly arrives my stomach begins ro rumble, I frequently go to C. R.

I'm fully aware when my stress reaches tipping plint. I can feel it through physical and mental. As I've said earlier my stomach starts to rumble and my neck or shoulder begins to get heavy. But by the help of our Personal development subject, I am proud to say that I can somehow manage it, and it by doing some meditation in which I somehow do everyday.

Dear Diary,

It is the same day, beautiful, wonderful, and awesome day. And the most important part of this day is at afternoon, I spend my whole afternoon with my baby brother, we play and laugh together. At night, I studied for our tomorrow's oral recitation.

Take away for this day

Be optimistic at all times for it it would make your life easier and happy.

-🌟Tgreat🌟

-Day 6

[neizel27]

Dear Diary,

As usual, I woke up at 6:00 am, do some stretches and a bit of exercise, then do some chores and eat. Later at the afternoon we went to bukidnon to visit a relative of ours. And as we arrive at our house I relaxed a bit and watched the recording

"Kamusta na nga ba ako sa aking pag tahak sa "adolescence" ?

In the past, I was so immature like all of my actions are base on my emotions that I didn't notice my loved ones are not happy with this behavior of mine. Present, I am now slowly becoming what other call mature. That in every action I do, I think rational. Even though I have faced challenges that puts me so down. I think positive.

What are some things you have done during childhood that you are not doing anymore?

One of it is playing board games, since childhood I was addicted to this type of sport like: chess, damat and etc...Playing outside with my friends, they have grown in which they don't wanna play some hide-and- seek, Tumbang preso, Skati, catch, and other outdoor games. And also, I don't depend at my parents judgement like I'm acting as an responsible adolescencent.

-Take away for this day

Cherish your time wh n you still young for being old is regretful. So be happy at all times.

-🌟Tgreat🌟

Day 5

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Dear Diary,

This day is full of awesomeness and happiness, why? Early at the morning I was surprised to hear that my grandfather will buy something for us that we have wished for so long. In response, my body release adrenaline in which I become energetic. That I cleaned my/our room (parents room, living room, kitchen, C. R, etc...) so fast, that even my parents was surprised. Later, at afternoon, I go to our little shop where I do some welding. And after that at, I went home to have lunch with my family and continue my pt.

-🌟Tgreat🌟

-Diary 4

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Dear Diary,

Just a normal day with same happiness and excitement like yesterday. Our beloved teacher just give us instruction on what to do today, which is to make our pt. And after that, together with my members we collaborate with ideas on how to make our pt gorgeous and unique. Later, at the afternoon, I do some exercise and a bit of playing video games. At evening, I just do some cooking and cleaning.

-🌟Tgreat🌟

-Day 3

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Dear Diary,

As usual, I woke up at 6:00 am at morning, do some stretches and exercised a bit. Do some chores. Then at 8:47 am, I received an email from our beloved teacher saying that we will be having a asynchronous class only. In which she'll be sending us a recording of our lesson today.Fastforward, at the afternoon I received the recording and watched it. At the last part of the recording our beloved teacher instructed us to do some reflection about the song Forgiveness written by Matthew West.

From the lyrics I choose to reflect with is this line "Show me how to love the unlovable Show me how to reach the unreachable Help me now to do the impossible Forgiveness". Last year, 2020, that year was one of the most memorable year for me, it was the year of love, I spend my whole year with my special someone, we shared, we laughed, but most especially we shared it together with our family. But that suddenly changed when she found someone new, new to the fact that the person she have fallen with is exactly the opposite of me. And the most saddest part of it is she hid it for months, until I suddenly find it. My mental, physical state was devastated. I was so down for the past 2 months that I have thought of lacerating my own body, which did not happen.

My family feed me with negative thought saying the reason why she left me etc... Unexpectedly, my aunt, helped me to rise up from my sadness by letting me enter her business which is online. It was to keep my mind busy from sadness. During the days of me entering the business I reflected my self on why did we ended up like this and days passed. I suddenly accept the fact that all of it will be a memorie which will be stored at my heart and mind. From the lyrics I choose, I could say that even though it so hard to forgive someone who hurted you so much to the point you wish you never existed at this doomed planet. We should forgive because, it is the only way for us to be free from our prisoned past.

My take away for this day. It may take days, weeks, month, and even years for our minds and hearts be healed.Just remember forgiveness is the key to success and key to happiness.

One day you just laughed that it happened, I mean all of it has a purpose, a purpose of us becoming more better and happy.

Have you ever met a person who seems to be so complex that it is difficult to fully understand him or her? What makes this person a complex character?

Yes, I think it's because of his social anxiety. I mean he hates being with a lot of people, he hates noisy places. And also, he hates he's well being, he often questioned himself if he is worth it and effective person. People around him somehow ignores he's existence like he never existed at all. From which I have thought with, thats what makes him a complex character.

- 🌟Tgreat🌟

#Diary 2