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This is the English translation of the Chinese Novel Title: 最爱你的那十年 / Zuì ài nǐ dì nà shí nián / The 10 Years Where I Loved you the Most Author: 无仪宁死

This is the English translation of the Chinese Novel Title: 最爱你的那十年 / Zuì ài nǐ dì nà shí nián / The 10 Years Where I Loved you the Most

Author: 无仪宁死

< TN/ >This is going to be the last chapter we will post cause we lack funds doing this and lack man power feel free to adopt the series if you are able to but please do not repost our works without our permission PS RE TRANSLATION IS OK GO JUST CREDIT US W ARE SO FINE WITH IT XD IM ALWAYS ON TWITTER SO IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME JUST GO THERE LOL @JulieNightray 

this chapter is brought to you by Keiko  <3 my goddess friend <3 thanks keikei this is a free translation by my awesome friend. We do not make money out of this translation the copyright for this novel belongs to the writer and we are just translating them for fellow fans if you do have the capability please do support the author and try to translate it if you are able to Thank you!.JUST SO YOU KNOW MY FRIENDS WHO HELPS WITH TRANSLATION ARE NONE BL FAN so in a way I am tainting their innocence /o/ --- The 10 years I loved you the most

Summary:Usually people that yell that they'll leave, they end up being the ones to pick up the broken pieces. When the time comes to truly leave, they only pick the nicest day with beautiful weather, wearing their most frequently worn clothes, open the door and leave, never coming back. To Jiang Wenxu (蒋文旭), He Zhishu (贺知书) is [his] air and water. When he can spend willfully, he doesn't think it's a pity. But if one day he loses it, it'll be too late to regret it. "Where you are, is a thought I can't stop thinking about til the end of earth" ------------------------------------------

Chapter 3 Just like a thorn in the bone, mercilessly drinking the blood and nibbling the flesh, when a heart really hurts, that kind of pain can really kill people. He Zhishu can endure a lot, but every time his heart hurts, he can’t help but hurt himself more.

He Zhishu carried the plant upstairs, his forehead covered in cold sweats. He leaned on the wall to catch his breath, feeling dizzy with a headache. He Zhishu’s medicine was poured into different styles of glass-made bottle charms. At a simple glance, no one would imagine such a terrible illness. He liked such exquisite bottles since his school days, collecting a lot of them over the years. Now, all these bottles were used to contain his medicine. He was too lazy to boil water, so he just drank the medicine with cold water. Once he laid in bed, he could hear his stomach churning like waves in a storm. He Zhushu rolled to the side and curled up into a circle, his chin almost touching his knees.

This has been the longest time since Jiang Wenxu didn’t care to come home. 19 days. It’s only been 19 days, and He Zhishu has no idea how he has managed to survive this long. He thought back to the day he had his bone marrow aspiration, waiting by himself for the lab report, listening to other patients’ uncontrollable sobbing sounds. He sat there calmly in silence and thought to himself, “After all this, can I still stand? I still want to go home, but I’m afraid I can’t do so.” He Zhishu’s headache really can’t be helped. His hand curled up, like how a drowning person desperately grabbing at an out of reach driftwood would. He got out of bed frowning, opened the desk drawer in the small bedroom with a key, and carefully took out a book from inside.

The book was Jian Zhen’s Prose, which looked a few years old. He Zhishu hugged the book and tucked himself into the sofa, lightly flipping open the first page, the tiredness in his eyes slowly fading away, replaced with a gentle smiling expression.

The white pages from back then have now turned yellow, but the cool and arrogant penmanship can withstand time. Jiang Wenxu’s penmanship was beautiful, and meticulously transcripted Jian Zhen’s words— "Where you are, is a thought I can't stop thinking about til the end of earth" 14 years ago, a boy with an air of arrogance stopped He Zhishu. The boy’s face reddened, stuffed a book in his hands and coolly said, “Heard from others that you liked Jian Zhen, so I bought you her book. Hope you like the book and conveniently… Like me too!”

Biting his lips tightly, He Zhishu hugged the book. He weakly sat on the sofa, his eyes misted up, holding a sense of heaviness. There were no tears, the heart is already broken. Jiang Wenxu came home in the evening, the sound of the key turning at the door was clear.

That moment, He Zhishu was immediately awake, and slowly sat up. No lights were turned on in the house. Jiang Wenxu thought that He Zhishu was asleep in his bedroom at first, so he didn’t think that once he turned on the light, He Zhushu would be staring at him, with a face white as ghost at that. Jiang Wenxu jumped in shock, “Not turning on the light so late in the evening and scaring people here?!” he offhandedly reprimanded.

Jiang Wenxu looked at He Zhishu and couldn’t help but feel agitated on the inside, along with a strange and complicated feeling which he couldn’t make sense of. These days, he’s been getting along with a boy from the Fine Arts Academy. It wasn’t until he got a call from He Zhishu last night that he somehow felt guilty, always remembering the sad times. Thinking about it, he realized he hasn’t come home in a long while.

“I fell asleep and just woke up, so I couldn’t turn on the lights in time. You’re not busy at work?” He Zhishu asked without a hint of annoyance, and set the book on the coffee table. Jiang Wenxu, without looking at the book, threw his coat on the sofa, and loosened his tie. Lying with a straight face, he said, “Even if I’m busy I still need time to come home.” “Did you get thinner?” Jiang Wenxu stared at He Zhishu, his brows furrowed. “How old are you already, yet still unable to take care of yourself. Do you not mind looking into the mirror and losing your appetite?”

He Zhishu’s heart felt like it was stabbed hard, delicate and in pain. In fact, to Jiang Wenxu, his wan and emaciated look was not worth mentioning, right? However, losing appetite is true. How can this appearance compete with the prosperous wildflowers outside?

He Zhishu laughed, how could he not want to take care of himself. But life never gave him a choice. Now, Jiang Wenxu only had that one thing to say. What, did He Zhishu have to apologise for his paleness? A stall owner sees him and already heartbreakingly asks, “Child, did you get thin from working too hard?” A doctor that has seen life and death also encouraged him not to give up life. Yet, this man that has been with him for over a decade did not give a care.

He Zhishu knew what kind of person Jiang Wenxu was. He would not spend his attentiveness and tenderness on things that do not interest him. That’s why, the thoughtfulness that once came from him, through time, has now eroded into disdain. And He Zhishu can do nothing about it. ---------------------------------------------------------------- <TN/>Keiko : just wanted to say (don't need to add this in), the author whoever it is, he's not really a good writer, his descriptive writing really bothers me, there were so many instances where he didn't need to add in a description but did (such as how the hands curled up like a guy drowning and not able to get the log???)it's like he was trying to make it to a word count in a school assignment 😑 lollll

Me: hahahahahaha i know the feels XD

 Anyways this is the end for our journey with this series if you want to continue this feel free just don't re post our translations I am more than willing to help with funding new translators for this I am just one DM away.

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so this might be the last chapter due to lack of chinese translators my friends were graduating and one if working so they are very busy QAQ I just cant keep asking them for translations every time they are not even a BL fan feel free to adopt the series but please don’t re post our translations 

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This is the English translation of the Chinese Novel Title: 最爱你的那十年 / Zuì ài nǐ dì nà shí nián / The 10 Years Where I Loved you the Most Author: 无仪宁死

< TN/ >THIS TRANSLATION IS MADE POSSIBLE BY ♕ Nicole ♕ <3 the person who took my first ... RESET  looool in ffsng game lol  I LOVE YOU QAQ YOU AMAZING PERSON YOU ARE <3 if I will have the chance go to your country we will eat wanton soup QAQ To anyone who is reading this please do help us if you do have time and capability to translate Chinese to English it would mean so much QAQ 

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this is a free translation by my awesome friend. We do not make money out of this translation the copyright for this novel belongs to the writer and we are just translating them for fellow fans if you do have the capability please do support the author Thank you!.JUST SO YOU KNOW MY FRIENDS WHO HELPS WITH TRANSLATION ARE NONE BL FAN so in a way I am tainting their innocence /o/

  --- The 10 years I loved you the most

Summary:Usually people that yell that they'll leave, they end up being the ones to pick up the broken pieces. When the time comes to truly leave, they only pick the nicest day with beautiful weather, wearing their most frequently worn clothes, open the door and leave, never coming back.

To Jiang Wenxu (蒋文旭), He Zhishu (贺知书) is [his] air and water. When he can spend willfully, he doesn't think it's a pity. But if one day he loses it, it'll be too late to regret it.

"Where you are, is a thought I can't stop thinking about til the end of earth" ------------------------------------------ Chapter 2 

He Zhi Shu  did not sleep well . He wakes up early in the morning, and swallows a pill of medicine with the cool boiled water last night. The person in front of the bathroom mirror is pale, no energy, and bleak eyes. He Zhi Shu wash his face with cold water, pulls out the thick down jacket from the bottom of the pressure box to cover his body. When he is going out, the phone rang. The hope of He Zhi Shu fell again; the doctor advised him to receive treatment as soon as possible. He Zhi Shu habitually smile mild and answered: "Thank you, I will think again." It was too early, not yet eight o'clock, and the snow that had been under the night did not know when it stopped.

< TN/ >( can mean he did not know when it stopped snowing last night this is direct translation )

He Zhi Shu walk half an hour to find the Wonton stall that has not been visited for a long time. The boss is about to close the stall. When he saw He Zhi Shu, he smiled and said: "You haven’t been here for a long time!" He Zhi Shu sitting at the tableside and smiles:"My body is lazy, It doesn't like to move after moving from home. "

The boss wife came over and added hot water. She looked at him a few times and was slightly distressed: "Are you very busy? Why are you so thin?" He Zhi Shu did not speak, but smiled. In fact, he is not that busy, it is just that his heart sink with a lot of things, so his body collapsed.

A bowl of wonton. He Zhi Shu lowered his head and concentrate on using the spoon to pour the floating seaweed into the hot soup. The soup that braved the heat also soaked He Zhi Shu’s eyes. More than ten years, the wonton of this stall have never changed the price, but He Zhi Shu knows that the wonton stuffing is become less, and the size is become smaller.

The love between him and Jiang Wen Xu are like this, too.

He Zhi Shu has no appetite, but he still tried very hard to eat all the wonton. He did not dare to look up, He did not dare to look up, he is afraid which people found his wet eyes. He Zhi Shu suddenly remembered when he first came to Beijing with Jiang Wen Xu. At that time, they were struggling with difficulty. 

Two of them only bought one set of wonton, they were not willing to eat. Finally, He Zhi Shu divided the wonton into two copies, then only Jiang Wen Xu moved his spoon. He still remembers clearly until now, the tears of Jiang Wen Xu fell into the soup bowl that day. The man said almost every word, in this life, he would never betray He Zhi Shu. 

Probably, “promise” this kind of thing, usually the person who say it doesn’t mean it but for the one who listen, those words can be taken seriously. He Zhi Shu thought he could bear it, but he still vomited in the public bathroom. How can he be not afraid? The fear of loneliness, fear of disappointment, he is more afraid of walking alone in the long corridor of the hospital. He Zhi Shu is sitting opposite the doctor and looked down at the pot of orchids raised by the doctor named Ai.

The doctor advised He Zhi Shu to get chemotherapy as soon as possible. The sooner the treatment is the better.

He Zhi Shu keep quiet, doctors does not say anything too. After a long silence, He Zhi Shu controlled his emotions, he looked up and smiled softly: "I am afraid it is hard for me... especially now I am alone, might cannot support."

"Help me to prescribe some medicine, I will consider it." He Zhi Shu shook his head and smiled weakly: "Doctor Ai, recently I had only a little nosebleed, but the fever is getting worse. I slept at home two days ago. In my dream I saw that I had become a big stove. The heart, the liver, the spleen and the lungs were all fried in the pot. I almost thought that I couldn’t overcome it."

In the prescription of the doctor, the pencil suddenly broken and a gap appeared. He have looked at many patients who are suffering with the incurable disease with all sorts of grievances, but he have never seen a person lonely like He Zhi Shu.

"You are my patient. If you receive treatment, I will accompany you. It is not a big deal, there is always hope in life isn't it?" The age of Dr. Ai is actually not old; he has already achieved outstanding results in the industry. Most people only see him as capable. But now he comforts He Zhi Shu, the relaxed tone is like two students who are comforting each other in the student era: "It's okay, the whip is overwhelmed. After tonight, we will go fowling again tomorrow."

< TN/ > ( From the original sentences:"没事儿，今晚皮鞭炒肉明天接着打鸟去"打鸟 means hunting bird heresometime its hard to explain in english XDSo I think the doctor is trying to tell him: After tonight everything will be ok tmr )

The smile of He Zhi Shu is a little more sincere, but still the same sentence: "I will think again, you can just give me some medicine." When He Zhi Shu left, Ai Zi Yu insisted on giving one of the valuable and fragile orchid from the office to He Zhi Shu: "Don't think too much when you are alone, just find something to do, and it is good to raise flowers."

He Zhi Shu stunned, he hurriedly said: "Thank you doctor, but I don't know how to raise flowers... so the delicate orchids." "It is not difficult to raise flowers. I hope that you can hurry up determine your mind and I will arrange treatment for you. If you  recover, my flowers can be well taken care of, too." The doctor showed a very short, slightly childish smile, waving his hand.

He Zhi Shu doesn't really take it for granted. People who love flowers only can take good care of their flowers. Just like what he lacks, it is definitely not a comfort that can be simply given from others.

But it’s better than nothing.

So he still took the potted flower, he also asked for a plastic bag to wrap the flower tightly and put into the coat. The special medicine given by Ai Zi Yu is scarce in hospital. He Zhi Shu thinks that there is still medicine at home so he is not in a hurry. He just goes back without taking any medicine. He has been out for too long, and his body is unable to hold it anymore. -------------------------------------------------------

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Nicole: It took time for me to translate, It is been so long since I do translation Orz Sorry for any grammar mistake or anything hahaWonton is a chinese food XD like dumpling Jiang Wen Xu why are u so bad, leaving He Zhi Shu alone and suffering 😡

Conversation Between Me and Nicole 

Me : QAQ still much better than google my god google confused the hell out of us like why is there cockroaches in porridge ?like what?

Nicole: I know right XDD I laugh at that part haha It's actually wonton in chinese not cockroaches and etc

Me: good thing its not cockroach cause good lawd i laugh so bad when i read it and its like the one with soup inside/like dumpling soup or the one steamed?again thanks

Nicole: Yea luckily not cockroach😂😂Yess The one in the novel is dumpling soup But steamed one also nice to eat hahaHaha no need thanks☺️Ure most welcomee

GUYS LETS THANK Nicole Phang  FOR THIS WONDERFUL CHAPTER <3 💞💞💞 NEXT UPDATE IS NOT SURE GUYS PLEASE BE PATIENCE WITH US. 

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Will you continue to translate "10 years where I love you the most?" 😊

yes we are we are getting ready for the second chapter im just finishing the proofreading ~ 

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Chapter 2 WILL BE OUT SOON

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This is the English translation of the Chinese Novel Title: 最爱你的那十年 / Zuì ài nǐ dì nà shí nián / The 10 Years Where I Loved you the Most Author: 无仪宁死

< TN/ > THIS TRANSLATION IS MADE POSSIBLE BY♔ ♕ Keiko ♔ ♕ <3 I LOVE YOU YOU'RE A GODDESS. To anyone who is reading this please do help us if you do have time and capability to translate Chinese to English it would mean so much QAQ this is a free translation by my awesome friend. We do not make money out of this translation the copyright for this novel belongs to the writer and we are just translating them for fellow fans if you do have the capability please do support the author Thank you!. --- The 10 years I loved you the most Summary: Usually people that yell that they'll leave, they end up being the ones to pick up the broken pieces. When the time comes to truly leave, they only pick the nicest day with beautiful weather, wearing their most frequently worn clothes, open the door and leave, never coming back. To Jiang Wenxu (蒋文旭), He Zhishu (贺知书) is [his] air and water. When he can spend willfully, he doesn't think it's a pity. But if one day he loses it, it'll be too late to regret it. "Where you are, is a thought I can't stop thinking about til the end of earth" ------------------------------------------ Chapter 1 When he came out of the hospital, it was snowing, the cold snowflakes, blown by the cold wind, fell on He Zhishu's face. It was then he slowly realized that it seemed to be winter again. Beijing's winter was so cold. He Zhishu dazedly fixed his scarf. In his hands were a few wrinkled test results scrunched up by him. His heart was even colder. He stood at the bus stop, not knowing when the bus would arrive. His fingers were frozen and white. He took out his phone and dialed a number he knew well. After being hung up automatically from no one answering, he called again. Over and over. In the end, no one answered. He Zhishu rolled up the health checklists into a ball and threw it into a garbage bin. A bus finally came after half an hour. The car had surprisingly little amount of people. He Zhishu rested his forehead on the glass window, and dialed the phone again. This time, someone picked up. "Today is snowing, it's winter." 14 years. He Zhishu's voice was gentle but tears couldn't help but trickle down his face. Jiang Wenxu made a silencing gesture to the lover next to him. He felt that He Zhishu's words always sounded like a riddle, which he hated. "What's up? I'm working overtime." "Are you coming back to have dinner? You haven't come home for a long time already," He Zhishu rubbed the silver ring on the ring finger of his right hand over and over again, watching it as tears fall on the back of his hand. Jiang Wenxu felt that He Zhishu was very strange today. It was his intuition. After all, they've been together for 14 years already. "What's wrong?" He Zhishu didn't reply, only patiently asked again, "Are you coming back tonight? One should eat dumplings on a snowy day I will make one for you." "I really can't come back," Jiang Wenxu started to get annoyed. He Zhishu's bland tone and attitude made him lose his appetite. "Don't make any, I'll let XiaoSong order you one. I'll hang up, busy." He Zhishu heard the busy tone on the phone, his heart ached tremendously, he put the phone back into his pocket slowly as if he was in slow motion. How can there be a company where the boss is so busy that he doesn't even have time to go home for dinner? Jiang Wenxu has someone else, how could he not know? 4 years ago, Jiang Wenxu's heart changed already, how could the bright and sensitive He Zhishu not notice. It's just that He Zhishu turned a blind eye to it the whole time. It's not that he didn't mind, not that he didn't dare to speak out, he's only afraid that once he clarified, there's nothing left for him. Those were not so-called young impulsive hormonal love, those were his 10 years of dedication and habits. How can he not be tolerant of it? He Zhishu lied to himself, that he couldn't smell a female's perfume on Jiang Wenxu's body, that he couldn't see the red lipstick stain on Jiang Wenxu's collar of his suit, not recognizing that the man he loves gave a lame excuse to not come home. They used to love each other so much, why is it now like this? They clearly overcame even the first few years of hardship. Upon arriving at the station, He Zhishu got off, still the man with that gentle face with no arrogance. Only that his eyes were a little red and his face turned white. He didn't buy groceries, by now He Zhishu didn't have any appetite. He already tried so hard to beg Jiang Wenxu to come home... because He Zhishu really didn't know if he could still eat dumplings with Jiang Wenxu on the first snowy night next year. Assistant Song came quickly, the man in suit seemed to come out from the company, handed him a box of food and respectfully addressed him "Mr. He". He Zhishu waved his hands apologetically. "From now on, just handle the workload in the company, there's no need to get pressured by Jiang Xenwu to do his errands." Assistant Song laughed and said, "This is what assistants do, hard work that doesn't match with the pay." He chatted with He Zhishu a while before leaving. After Assistant Song left, He Zhishu sat on a round table and left the box of dumplings untouched. 13 years ago , there were 2 people sitting at the table. 10 years ago, this table was filled with flour and fillings. Jiang Wenxu wrapped with him, stuffing a lot of candy coins with a child-like tantrum. He always complained that everything blessed was taken by He Zhishu, and that if he wrapped less he couldn't grab it back. He Zhishu, as if used to it, grabbed a bunch of tissues to wipe his frequent nosebleeds. He Zhishu finally understood why he was sick like this. Wasn't his blessing already given to Jiang Wenxu since long ago? Every dumpling that came with a blessing, he already silently scooped up and gave to Jiang Wenxu. That's why he had no blessings left. In that box of dumplings, he had only eaten 4. 四季平安*, 4 is enough. He Zhishu thought absentmindedly, he had a slight fever, his depressed feelings had made him tired. Sleep will make things better, a heartache will be grinded away in a long sleep, smashed into a turbulent loneliness. *"Peace in all 4 seasons" literally. ------------------------------------------------------- < TN/ > Keiko : and that's chapter 1 XD

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