neon-vocalist

[neon-vocalist]

Are they ‘trauma dumping’ or are they just discussing their life experience and you are such an asshole that you can’t stand to be confronted with information that makes you uncomfortable for 0.005 seconds???

[neon-vocalist]

this was dinner yesterday. did i get lunch or breakfast? take a guess.

i’m not a human. some sort of zoo animal. a parade exhibit. the prime attraction at the petting zoo. what’s for lunch? half a cold grilled cheese if i’m lucky, or a tiny salad. or nothing if i’m not. usually i’m not. usually i haven’t performed well enough

[neon-vocalist]

i’m not a human. some sort of zoo animal. a parade exhibit. the prime attraction at the petting zoo. what’s for lunch? half a cold grilled cheese if i’m lucky, or a tiny salad. or nothing if i’m not. usually i’m not. usually i haven’t performed well enough

[neon-vocalist]

at least all of my homework is done

[neon-vocalist]

i can’t be happy and good anymore

[neon-vocalist]

tried to get help in a server and instead everyone is so kindly circling around this one person who’s struggling to remember how to take her meds and i’m just. i’m fucking sorry but i have bigger problems. i’m going to die. i’m going to die i’m going to die i’m going to die and nobody seems to give a single fucking shit and i just like

can’t anymore

[neon-vocalist]

please let me die

just let me die i don’t care

[neon-vocalist]

just let me die i don’t care

[neon-vocalist]

i can’t do this anymore. i can’t i can’t i can’t

[neon-vocalist]

i’m just really in hell right now

[neon-vocalist]

anyway here’s some bread from 1865 or something

[neon-vocalist]

[you are 60 year old woman with one child you claim to love]

[your disabled child is crying, visibly hot and distressed and on the verge of a medical episode. child has not slept more than 6 hours for over a week]

[your child is desperately begging you to give them a break from constant 13+ hour days of walking in the heat, offering up every promise they can manage]

[you are also starving them. and you have put them on ozempic. it is 100°F]

[neon-vocalist]

nothing compares to the grief of having a beloved reader/fan disappear from your comment section 😔✊

[neon-vocalist]

seriously i was holding it and then it slipped into my bra and now i can’t fucking locate it ??? i can’t feel it anywhere ??? i’ve looked ??????

i’ve misplaced an ice cube somewhere in my tits

[neon-vocalist]

i’ve misplaced an ice cube somewhere in my tits

[neon-vocalist]

is anyone decent at drawing and feels like helping me add goat horns to my icon 💀

[neon-vocalist]

Apparently there was some kind of race scheduled at a local park or something so I've been trying to avoid the main trail but a little while ago when I had to cross near it I overheard the following shouted exchange

Higher feminine voice: woo, look at you go! You're jogging! Keep it up!

Lower masculine voice (panting): you know it! Last place is still a place, baby!

And goddamn if that didn't rewire my brain a little bit.

Last place is still a place, baby.