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do i add a maelstrom charcter or do i let v reach to his highest potential that is the question
#i feel COMPELLED#maybe i just add screw or dum dum or a mix of the two and be my happiest self ✨️#i cannot stop thinking about xoxo helppp#tbd.
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I just need everyone to understand how obsessed i am with cyberpunk xoxo and how it's about to become my entire personality for the next couple of weeks
#FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#messed up love stories? check#body horror? check#exploration of trauma and emotional disorders through the lens of cyberpsychosis and dehumanization#and the literal carving out organs to carve out a feeling? gdskghaj pulling my hair#this whole comic is so v coded im SOBBING CRYING CRAWLING#i resumed it bc i felt bad posting the whole thing but im just aDGHAJLDGH UNWELL ABOUT THIS#the art style is EVERYTHING TO ME#the BODY HORROR the way to represent psychosis and hallucinations visually through a cartoon and through the art style imagkjdhg#i need to sit with this for like hours and dissect it and then find a smarter person to explain to me the things i feel are THERE#and im just missing i feel like this has so much#uggghhhhhh 1000/10#body horror
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xoxo is one of the best pieces of cyberpunk media i need to talk about it omg
#the art style alone is making me foam at the mouth#comics when they try a different art style and it works so well#i need to know if its the same artist that made the tarot cards in the game bc the vibes are THERE#being downright abstract art at times in the best way???#already anything that involves maelstrom has me intrigued i cannot explain#they Compell me i know they are literally insane and do horrible things 🧍♂️but their bodyhorrorism JUST#i'm so emotional over a comic what#i was gonna write tonight but now i'm HOOKED i need to finish this#tbd.#i'm done cyberpunk has pulled me back in fhjd
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ykno i have too much time on my hands when i put all of v's cars and bikes and trucks in a lineup and dona test drive to choose my faves
#in case u care the peacekeeper is the best bike (sorry jackie 🥲)#i do have way too much time and i'm also running out of gigs#as a small notice btw i've said this 100 times but like i'm on post op recovery and i got the tubes things and its uncomfortable af#so that's basically why there's so much ooc bs and no writing#bc i cannot focus on writing ykno#gotta distract myself with silly things like what is my fave fictional car model#(its the bulitt)#(the caliburn i regret to admit drives smoother but u can't see shiet when u drive so whats the point 🥲)#and the avenger looks hotter but in driver's words: drives like a goddamn mango#oooh what if i make a list of which cars go with whooo?#tbd.
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v finishing a gig, placing someone into safety. then walking back inside to finish everyone in the building 💀
#mostly thinking of the mental asylum gig but there's definitely been a few#that one tho was tough#but yeah v definitely placing whoever he's rescuing into safety then coming back PISSED#like idk why that one hit me so strongly specifically#played it sneaking in#missed most of the building#got her to safety and then sm in the way she talked just lit the v rage and he just waltzed back in#and then all the building was revealed and all the shit they did#and so they all had to die#playing ic gotta say its something#a traumatic something#bc i can tell right away the sorta thing that triggers murder spree borderline cyberpsychosis#* ch. v.
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i found canon samurai johnny/kerry fanfiction im deceased
#''jorry 4ever'' 😭😭😭#this game is so unserious i love it so#man the gigs have no waste could be main story content fhfb#tbd.
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v is so good with kids, actually likes kids, i wanna cry
#despite all#his whole life everything#he's so community focused even as though he feels / acts as if he has none#but he does???#growing up in heywood living in the megabuilding its all so community centered#sbdhsbs soft man u#tbd.
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did what im guessing is the dogtown scavs mission... v is... traumatized after that to say the least..
#what really gets me is that it wasn't meant to be a scavs mission it was a go kill the bad guy mission#v walking into THAT without a clue that those are scavs#finding the room with all the garbage bags with.. ykno#needless to say he wasn't in any mental place to spare anyone#but just dhhd boy it makes me think a lot about his childhood and the fact that THAT was his day to day?? god#me @ me: who would do this to a character?#* ch. v.#i'll make a proper post once all my thoughts are aligned but THAT specifically is the kind of thing that triggers him bad BAD#and the fact that the target had cyberpsychosis? mannnnnn#clawing at my face rn
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after seeing some of the pc mods i'm so jealous of pc cyberpunk players like what u mean u get the absolutely coolest looking netrunner apartment
#😭 it looks so good and it has so much personality like dhhwvf#it rlly gives lowkey hoarder secluded funky fruity netrunner v :(#not to mention v's whole look i'm not even gonna bother with that bc its already so insanely cool#tbd.#on my knees begging for ps5 mods like with bg3
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ngl this made me cackle



#so i smacked my controller into working again which means yay video games!#still taking things chill so consider me on hiatus#i'm just too uncomfy physically to focus on writing or talking to people#maybe in a couple of days#i'll be lurking tho#tbd.
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you know you're in too deep when you're doing dishes watching some video of a bigger nerd than u making a breakdown of the cost of living in night city..
#💀💀💀#LISTEN#...#i got nothing#i just like silly stuff#tbd.#(quietly embarrassed) its actually kinda cool
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what do u meaaan i have to betray song to get the blackwall quickhack nooo
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Cyberpunk 2077 - Megabuilding H10 Apartment
#megabuilding forevaaah#like the apartment is so pretty and has so much personality plz#also i just found out you CAN actually decorate with lil things v collects 🥺#i mentioned the scorpion toy and then i figured out v can put it in his lil table#rhdhxb#cute shit#WELP guess that's it im diving back into cyberpunk to play some more on the few hours i have left pre op#i need a DISTRACTIONNN#else i'll be running up the walls#* aes.
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exoskeletons... pt. 1.
dialogue prompts from i keep my exoskeletons to myself by marisa crane.
i could hang out in a dumpster with you.
what are you talking about? what are you saying?
if you die, i'll kill you.
this brandy has eggnog in it.
i don't want to be strong, i want to be a time-traveler.
if you're going to interrupt my nightly cry, at least make it interesting.
i want to be domestic with you.
according to my mom, i screamed for three years straight.
is there anything you want to know about me before we get in too deep?
do you have any crimes you want me to commit on your behalf?
you don't give up on family.
are any of your beliefs actually your own?
tomorrow, i'll recover from today.
i don't want anyone to know what i'm doing.
there are always scared, lonely people inside the internet.
accountability is necessary to promote change.
i'm only saying what everyone else is thinking.
human beings can grow used to just about anything if given the opportunity.
emotional regulation skills. you should acquire some.
there is a reason 'devotion' sounds like 'motion'.
i'll go with 'avoiding my avoidance' for a thousand dollars.
everyone always thinks the past was simpler days.
can there be healing without forgiveness?
can there be help without hurt?
don't make this more than what it is.
i want to ask people if they ever feel sad. i know they do, but i want to hear them say it.
you're going to have to learn to adapt, you melancholy goose.
when was the last time you left the house?
i didn't kill anyone, if that's what you're asking.
i want to try again with someone who wants to try with me.
the future is a place you can never catch up to.
i've seen the future, and this isn't how you die. i promise.
what is the difference between nice and kind? only one is a result of fear.
we would make a cute ass family, huh?
you really know how to divert and distract.
where, exactly, is safe?
don't you think it's time you were nice to yourself?
you somehow make a lack of self-awareness look worse than it already does.
you've stamped me forever. like a library card.
i'm sorry for disappearing.
what kind of things do you beat yourself up over?
are you filming me? stop.
i don't hate you. i just want you back.
after all this time, your default setting is still blame.
where do you draw the line for someone you love?
there comes a point when the 'before' and 'after' must merge.
i'd cry if i wasn't so sad.
remembering is a courageous act.
nothing is like prison except actual prison.
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#* ch. v.#* dyn. jackie.#not entirely sure how this looks bc of night mode screen lol#but i wanna hang this on my wall#so i can shed a tear to it every day#booois#no matter how tol and beefy jackie might be ykno v was his scary dog privilege#also LISTEN not to toot my own horn but v looks pretty damn okay for no mods#cute murder punk boy my beloved
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"FRANKIE".
Non-binary, gender fluid. they/them. Maybe a cyborg, maybe a whole ass robot, no one knows. Real name unknown, used plenty of names in their former life. They were, either created or highly modified to take an array of different personality packages implanted in their brain. With each package came a new job and a new appearance. This went far beyond a behavioural imprint. whole parts of their body are designed to be able to be swapped and changed to transform into an entirely different person.
V might just be the only person to know their story, though they don't remember V at all. The person they've decided to be now, after escaping their creator has subdued for the most part all other personalities.
Frankie doesn't particularly look as a man or a woman, though they might choose to present more female or masculine depending on their mood, sometimes on who they are interested in or what jobs they are running. Their style changes, though their hair is mostly some kind of bright color and crazy style. At the moment they've settled for pink. Eyes are fully black. Cyberware claws. Dress colorful and loud.
Other character notes: They are mostly cheerful and refuse to acknowledge anything that they perceive as negative, including their emotions. Highly affiliated with the Mox, mostly works as muscle and have shifted a lot of cyberware to accommodate this. It's unclear if they are showing symptoms of cyberpsychosis or they are just that way. Different personality packages might emerge now and then by accident. Their whole personality shifting, some are harmless or even funny, downright copying some hot celebrity from 10 years ago. Others can be dangerous as they come with assassination protocols. Whatever they are is unknown and very likely illegal.
(image not their actual phyiscal appereance this is evelyn's concept art but the vibes are immaculate)
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"V" SAMI VEGA.
Trans Man, gender non-comforming. he/him. Streetkid V, raised in Watson. Very few people know his real name or where he comes from. Son of a couple of scavs who had no business and no intention to have children. "Raised" in that environment, where his parents made good use of his natural netrunning skills. After his father went cyberpsycho he ran away, lived on the streets of Watson for some years, mostly growing closer to Maelstrom for protection and access to chrome, through his former bandmate and eventually romantic partner.
For most people, V only appears in Heywood in his 20s, his past is vague and mostly unknown. Most know he grew up shifting from the streets to foster homes to juvie, rinse and repeat. By the time he's 18 Padre allows him to work small jobs. The relationship grows until he's steadily working as a merc, exclusively for Padre.
Then without a word he disappears, two years in which the few people who knew him taught him dead. By the time he's back he meets Jackie, and the rest is history.
Cyberware-Cyberpsychosis: Through the story V gets progressively chromed and on the edge of cyberpsychosis. Soon enough, most of his body is replaced by cyberware, some of the most visually obvious are his eyes, gorilla arms, level 5 netrunning gear (similar to song's back). Most of his cyberware is either black or silver. Has a codependency both to netrunning and cyberware implants.
Appearance: Brown skin, thick lips, appears somewhat mixed, though its hard to place and he has no idea. Bleached short hair, silver piercings. jaws tattooed on his neck, a snake around his torso. Usually wears crop tops, black clothes, steel-toe boots. Might rarely add a splash of color, overall just punk-adjacent style.
Personality: Reserved, secretive. Was happy enough just being Jackie's "sidekick" and never wanted to become any kind of legeld. Even those closer to him know very little about him or his past. Can get defensive. Berserker button if pushed or triggered. Loyal to a fault. Generally emotionally unavailable unless people take their time to get to know him. Known for having quite a record of "romances" though almost all his relationships have been entirely physical, he usually gets distant the moment people try to get to know him. Hates corpos, hates scavs.
Some choices: Every choice is very anti goverment, anti corp. Had a good relationship with Takemura and emphatized with him, went back to save him. His relationship with Johnny started rocky, slowly developed into a strong bond he can't even begin to describe. Johnny is the only person in the world who truly knows him. It's both terrifying and comforting.
Phantom liberty: Kicked and screamed through the whole 1st act of Phantom Liberty. Did not make any kind of oath to the FIA. Fuck the FIA. Saved Song, killed Reed. Has a big ol crush on Song. Alex survives and they have a drink and an ol dancy dance on V's own grave.
Canon ending: (for now at least, not set in stone) Went with the aldecados, sacrified himself to let Johnny have his body. Went into cyberspace beyond the black wall.
#very base base character notes#until i get some kind of carrd up#* ch. v.#also he looks so cool in that shot my babeeey
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