neonlovebelt - Tumblr blog

[neonlovebelt]

MY LOVES

[neonlovebelt]

Choi Minho will never not make me cry

[neonlovebelt]

230502 SHINee instagram, twitter update

[neonlovebelt]

I've been disconnected from shinee for the last year(I have many reasons one of which includes no longer being interested in fandom culture but I love them the same)and it's so funny because I'll go weeks without listening to them or seeing their face and then I see a picture and I feel so emotional and my heart swells. I periodically check in to see how they're doing and what they've been up to, and I love them so much and am always so so happy when I see them. I just find it incredibly hard to be an active fan these days, the biggest reason being that I miss Jonghyun, and it's been very hard recently knowing that every time I check in on them there aren't any new Jonghyun updates.

I'm excited seeing all the new solo music, I was super excited seeing Minho being a lead in a Netflix drama and I nearly cried in happiness once Taemin was discharged from the military. That means new Taemin music and a Shinee comeback!! But then 10 minutes later I see Jonghyun or the mention of him and I'm reminded that his presence is frozen in time. We'll never get new music, new modeling and mc gigs, new interviews, new lives, new instagram posts, new selfies, etc. Every image and video of him laughing, talking, singing, performing, lamenting about his interests and family and friends and Roo are all cemented in the past. I miss him dearly, and I know it isn't common to talk about these feelings as much anymore(at least from what I've seen) but I really wanted to talk about it.

I know wherever he is, he is finally at peace and despite the sadness I'm feeling, he brought so much love, light, passion, creativity, and joy to a world that needs a whole lot more of it. I love him, I love Shinee, and I know I'll get out of this rut. Sorry for the sad post!

[neonlovebelt]

Jinki talking about Jonghyun, his lyric writing & the way he directed 💞💞💞

[neonlovebelt]

I love you I love you I love you

[neonlovebelt]

happy jjong day! #따뜻한_봄이_오는게_종현인가봐

[neonlovebelt]

happy jjong day! #따뜻한_봄이_오는게_종현인가봐

[neonlovebelt]

dlstmxkakwldrl: the best artist in my life

happy jjong day! #따뜻한_봄이_오는게_종현인가봐

[neonlovebelt]

[Recap] KEY CONCERT - G.O.A.T. (Greatest Of All Time) IN THE KEYLAND 💞💞💞

[neonlovebelt]

Haven't posted in awhile and I missed his birthday but I love him and miss him forever and always

[neonlovebelt]

SHAKE! SHAKE!

[neonlovebelt]

Current Mood: Soft Jonghyun in his Instalives

[neonlovebelt]

©

[neonlovebelt]

Hate to do a shameless plug but I'm currently selling some items on depop and I have a few shinee items up for sale!

[neonlovebelt]

she is 좋아 fifth anniversary  [may 24, 2016]

[neonlovebelt]

Jonghyun for SHINee's 2011 Season's Greetings Calendar