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[neonstahli]

It sounds like I'm desperate, but honestly don't think that. I'm trying to work us through this the best I can, I'm working overtime and next week will be hopefully better. It's just the timing of life, all of it collided so badly and, shit. It's tiring lol

[neonstahli]

I'm getting so damn tired of living like this.

[neonstahli]

Alright, so to be as transparent as I can, yes we lost a pupper. It was hard, it financially drained us, and I felt awful to even ask for help because it felt like she was an excuse when she was never EVER a problem, I would've given my house or my left arm for that dog. Even so, we are in a financial hole with this, and my calling off work to spend a day with her made work graciously give me a 123 dollar check that I can do nothing with. I have to pay my gas bill and internet, the internet will be off soon and I don't really care much about that but it needs to be paid. We do need toiletries and since my check is already gone to an urgent bill, we need a bit of help with TP and such. All in all, this hole is only about 350 dollars deep. It is not that painful. But it is urgent as well, with it being the due date today for both.

Things will get better. I just need help again, I have overtime lined up 6 days a week until further notice, and I work 12 hour days so I'll basically no-life again in order to get my life back. Such is...life. Thanks for reading.

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[neonstahli]

Alright, so to be as transparent as I can, yes we lost a pupper. It was hard, it financially drained us, and I felt awful to even ask for help because it felt like she was an excuse when she was never EVER a problem, I would've given my house or my left arm for that dog. Even so, we are in a financial hole with this, and my calling off work to spend a day with her made work graciously give me a 123 dollar check that I can do nothing with. I have to pay my gas bill and internet, the internet will be off soon and I don't really care much about that but it needs to be paid. We do need toiletries and since my check is already gone to an urgent bill, we need a bit of help with TP and such. All in all, this hole is only about 350 dollars deep. It is not that painful. But it is urgent as well, with it being the due date today for both.

Things will get better. I just need help again, I have overtime lined up 6 days a week until further notice, and I work 12 hour days so I'll basically no-life again in order to get my life back. Such is...life. Thanks for reading.

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[neonstahli]

Gas and Internet are off. We cannot cook right now which sucks a bit but I'm handy with a microwave so if anything, there's that.

15/350

Alright, so to be as transparent as I can, yes we lost a pupper. It was hard, it financially drained us, and I felt awful to even ask for help because it felt like she was an excuse when she was never EVER a problem, I would've given my house or my left arm for that dog. Even so, we are in a financial hole with this, and my calling off work to spend a day with her made work graciously give me a 123 dollar check that I can do nothing with. I have to pay my gas bill and internet, the internet will be off soon and I don't really care much about that but it needs to be paid. We do need toiletries and since my check is already gone to an urgent bill, we need a bit of help with TP and such. All in all, this hole is only about 350 dollars deep. It is not that painful. But it is urgent as well, with it being the due date today for both.

Things will get better. I just need help again, I have overtime lined up 6 days a week until further notice, and I work 12 hour days so I'll basically no-life again in order to get my life back. Such is...life. Thanks for reading.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

We have 15 so far, thank you so much

Alright, so to be as transparent as I can, yes we lost a pupper. It was hard, it financially drained us, and I felt awful to even ask for help because it felt like she was an excuse when she was never EVER a problem, I would've given my house or my left arm for that dog. Even so, we are in a financial hole with this, and my calling off work to spend a day with her made work graciously give me a 123 dollar check that I can do nothing with. I have to pay my gas bill and internet, the internet will be off soon and I don't really care much about that but it needs to be paid. We do need toiletries and since my check is already gone to an urgent bill, we need a bit of help with TP and such. All in all, this hole is only about 350 dollars deep. It is not that painful. But it is urgent as well, with it being the due date today for both.

Things will get better. I just need help again, I have overtime lined up 6 days a week until further notice, and I work 12 hour days so I'll basically no-life again in order to get my life back. Such is...life. Thanks for reading.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

Alright, so to be as transparent as I can, yes we lost a pupper. It was hard, it financially drained us, and I felt awful to even ask for help because it felt like she was an excuse when she was never EVER a problem, I would've given my house or my left arm for that dog. Even so, we are in a financial hole with this, and my calling off work to spend a day with her made work graciously give me a 123 dollar check that I can do nothing with. I have to pay my gas bill and internet, the internet will be off soon and I don't really care much about that but it needs to be paid. We do need toiletries and since my check is already gone to an urgent bill, we need a bit of help with TP and such. All in all, this hole is only about 350 dollars deep. It is not that painful. But it is urgent as well, with it being the due date today for both.

Things will get better. I just need help again, I have overtime lined up 6 days a week until further notice, and I work 12 hour days so I'll basically no-life again in order to get my life back. Such is...life. Thanks for reading.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

Sheer luck I paid for the phone by the way. Thanks anyway everyone. Don't worry about anything, I got it covered.

[neonstahli]

I think I might retire this blog after a couple days honestly. Getting kinda tired of the weirdness of it. No disrespect to anyone, and I know it's probably weird as hell to just disappear but, I think it's for the best.

[neonstahli]

I've never felt worse about making any post before in my life honestly.

[neonstahli]

Rest as beautifully as you were sweet girl.

[neonstahli]

We only need 50 or so now, and things should be covered. Thank you all, I'm so sorry for this.

[neonstahli]

Rent is PAID but we NEED to pay storage or we will lose many precious things, mainly my roommates' family's heirlooms. We need 110 more to pay it all off. I am trying my damnedest, we have until tomorrow morning.

Our rent was due on the 5th and we haven't been able to pay it yet since we had the car issue. We're only about 200 short and I feel awful to ask but I have no other means. Can anyone help us with the rest before they add another late fee? I understand completely if not, I just have no other options now. We also need to cover our storage fee which is 140 and change, idk how we'll do it in time anymore.

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[neonstahli]

Our rent was due on the 5th and we haven't been able to pay it yet since we had the car issue. We're only about 200 short and I feel awful to ask but I have no other means. Can anyone help us with the rest before they add another late fee? I understand completely if not, I just have no other options now. We also need to cover our storage fee which is 140 and change, idk how we'll do it in time anymore.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

Our rent was due on the 5th and we haven't been able to pay it yet since we had the car issue. We're only about 200 short and I feel awful to ask but I have no other means. Can anyone help us with the rest before they add another late fee? I understand completely if not, I just have no other options now. We also need to cover our storage fee which is 140 and change, idk how we'll do it in time anymore.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

Our rent was due on the 5th and we haven't been able to pay it yet since we had the car issue. We're only about 200 short and I feel awful to ask but I have no other means. Can anyone help us with the rest before they add another late fee? I understand completely if not, I just have no other options now. We also need to cover our storage fee which is 140 and change, idk how we'll do it in time anymore.

Paypal - Kofi - Venmo - Cashapp

[neonstahli]

We do have rent covered now so I thank you a ton, if we get anything more it's going to go towards storage as long as we can hold them off some. Thank you guys again for helping us along.