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Ref sheet for Lex, a Dragon / Dog hybrid. May change soon.

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Year of the Snake - 2025

A late piece for the Lunar New Year. I am tempted to learn to embroidery to make the pants for myself... Model is Idrissou for TrueRef

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A postcard from a reindeer friend

A postcard from a reindeer friend, showing off the snowy landscape of his home. You should go visit sometime...

Posted using PostyBirb

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people kept misreading the queer futures piece as queer furries so uh that too

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only together

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whoever made the story for this game hated kids so much

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I miss the days when, no matter how slow your internet was, if you paused any video and let it buffer long enough, you could watch it uninterrupted

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

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Another point for why it’s important to own your own copies of music and media, and not use streaming services, is because the copy you own can’t be taken back.

(This is also a good time to remind people that yout*be to mp3 converters still exist).

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Ref sheet for Pyralis

The ear shape is natural, but the inner ear colour is fur dye. Likes wearing retro outfits, especially ones with bold colours or fun patterns. Thinking about getting some piercings.

The anatomy feels off, so I would like to redo it when I get better at art. Got to get more practice in first tho

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Art of Pyralis Just vibing on some blue boxes.

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Art Fight 2023

My first time posting on Tumblr. I get very nervous about posting online, but trying to get over it. Anyway, I did ArtFight for the first time this year! Team Werewolf, completed the two attacks attached. Creme (Left w Drink) Belongs to Brieoche Scorch (Right w Flames) Belongs to Orccus