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Death by a Thousand Cuts

Only so many numbers of forgiveness can be done

when I start to not recognize what I become;

the accumulation of these affronts.

I can’t seem to handle any of these things.

I can’t seem to find a reason to sing.

Yet I’m asked to turn a blind eye

so others' comforts won't die.

Why do I have to set aside

myself just for your pride?

Just fake a smile 

and act like everything is okay

because you refuse to face the dismay.

Hold the things I’m starved of over my head

so you can peacefully go to bed

without addressing all that I’ve bled.

Only so many times can I give forgiveness

to continue being dismissed

until I finally regress

to the monster

not the damsel in distress.

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Hello, Darkness, My Old Friend

Jesus H. I tried the thing of "growing up" and it just may have been the thing to make me sick. Sooooo.... here I am again! Let's see what I can do with this to finally break free from the sophistic society and the over-produced 2D nonsense we see every single day. I doubtI will breal through. But if you find yourself here... Enjoy the ride!

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Felt myself today https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca-Jy59pc-o/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Can you really stub me big brother zuck? FYI my FB is locked bc apparently I was iNcITiNg ViOlEnCe.... https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca941HYLnwj/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I did not hit her! I did noooooooottttt!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CajkDCTruSk/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Revitalize.

Not once would I think this could be words written to me.

The intention.

I know that when you hurt me, it will be the most beautiful scar I could ever hold.

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For the first time in forever

I am going to drink alooooone!

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Never judge a book by its cover. 😉

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started typing "im soft.." and it auto filled to "im soft and obedient."

where is the lie??

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Hey y'all, I've been away for a bit but S has been doing a tremendous job at keeping up with our blog. Thank you to all who follow and like us!

~J

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Daddy doesn't like it when I'm bratty😂😅

~ Kitten💜

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ultimately I just end up with another kink

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Me: stop

Him: You want me to stop?

Me: *shaking my head no* yes.

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Daddy please?

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