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Chapter 26, where Minho calls his dad, is the saddest and most heartbreaking chapter.

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I still can't get over how cruelly Minho was treated. Sadistic Beauty haunts me even now.

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Hello!!! This is a Sadistic Beauty request, I was wondering if you could write a fluffy trauma recovery fic where the reader helps Minho to heal and comforts him after a nightmare.Just lot of cuddling,verbal comforting,praises,pet names or any thing similar to that. Basically Minho getting showered with lots of love.

I hope your having great day btw 💜

(Warnings: mentions of rape, non-con sex, nightmares, choking, breaking bones| FRICKING SHORT.)

© Writing belongs to me, Lxdymoon0357. Do not plagiarize, but reblogging, liking and commenting is deeply appreciated.

Heart tells bad tales..

Minho stayed on the floor, his eyes scratched and raw by his own hands as Wookyung smirked over him, Minho's panic caused bile to rise in his throat. Every single cloth on his body was torn, nipples piercings on display for Wookyung's sick fantasy.

"Are you fucking cryin'?" Wookyung asked, smirking as he shoved Minho's head on the floor, rubbing his cock on Minho's hole gently making Minho also throw up but he kept it within him,

"It-Let me go..Ple-please!" Minho almost begged, no matter how pathetic he looked, he could see and feel your sight on him from the chair you sat on a few feet further away..you just looked..disappointed.

He couldn't stand disappointing you, but he was forced down, his foot broken as he tried to crawl away from Wookyung who only tightened his grip around Minho's throat, blocking airways as he simply forced himself inside Minho's holes, as Minho simply felt his dignity slip away.

Tears clouding in vision as he choked to try and get some oxygen, his head started to go dizzy and blurry as he felt his chest suffocate-

No! This couldn't be happening, NO..! He was losing you, but it's not his fault! It's NOT his fault!! Why aren't you helping!?

"Minho...!" he suddenly opening his eyes, breathing heavily as he turned his head a bit, you were sitting there gently shaking him in your pajamas as she you gently rubbed his tummy, helping him sit up.

He swallowed, trying not to shudder as his mind replayed the image of Wookyung. “I’m fine,” he breathed, “It’s fine. I’m fine… Go back to sleep.”

You promptly sat up, groggily switching on the lamp on his bedside table. “Not buying that. Did you have a nightmare?”

Your voice was soft, endearingly scratchy with sleep and understanding. Minho suddenly couldn’t keep his eyes from welling. “…Yeah,” he whispered. “Can you hold me?”

Reaching up to gently ruffle his hair, you nodded. “You didn’t have to ask, Min, come here.”

With that, he shuffled over, burying his head in your neck. “I don’t want to talk about it yet,” he mumbled, eyelashes fluttering against your skin as he tried to withhold tears.

"Don't want to talk about it-" he said immediately, his eyes tearing up as he leaned back on the bed, propping yourself on your elbow a bit as he laid his head on your chest to listen to your heart-beat, trying not to cry. He was a man after all!!

But he couldn't stop them softly crying into shoulder chest, neck and shoulder, anywhere he could reach easily, his hands digging into your back to make sure he was okay,

"Woo-Cha...He-He was hurtin-" he could barely formulate words as he cried more so you gently ran fingers through his hair, "It's okay..You don't have to tell me.." you whispered

Mnho felt himself relax slightly as her hands found his messy hair, his breath shuddering as he tried to keep himself from sobbing,

His voice cracking every time he tried to speak, so he kept quiet..As your finger ran through his hair or on his nape, Minho leaned into the touch, his head instinctively falling to the crook of your neck again.

Your fingers running through his hair as he whispered out what happened, as you nodded to everything he said, pecking his lips and kissing him when things go too bad and he couldn't form words.

"Shhh, I know-It's okay. You're doing so good." yu whispered as he cried, trying to get out words..You gently let him drink water, gently patting his back, hoping he was feeling okay..

It's not the usual habit of nightmares, it's hard to forget how his dignity was stolen, how he was forced into things he shouldn't have ever felt..But he could almost feel himself be happier with you..

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I wish the sadistic beauty volume 3 was never released. The photos are making me so unhappy and sad. I really wish he would just leave his stupid ass one day.

The author needs money. The sidestory B is very famous and popular in Korea. The presales are already out of stock.

I understand how you feel but that's how abusive relationship works unfortunately. Victims staying with their abusers is a common phenomenon. But who knows maybe he will leave even when hes old. Besides abusers never change and Minho is aware that WK may not never change. So maybe when he finally builds up enough self esteem and therapy, he'll leave that pos behind.

What you feel is totally valid and this is why we have head canons and AU's. Minho still has the opportunity to leave and grow. It's never too late. 😊😘

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According to those idiots ending up with your rapist a happy ending and author is misogynist. And it's disgusting to feel bad for rape victims. Also the idiot on the right side just made up more bullshit. Which female character got kidnapped, assaulted in sadistic beauty main story? What violence they faced? Only Minho called Duna names and he was adequately punished for it. And it's Minho who faced violence, got kidnapped and was assaulted. Only male characters got exploit by Duna : Minho, Haesol.

If you're going to criticize the author at least make proper claim instead of making up bs. Some idiots who never read the story are saying the author is a man 😮‍💨

Though both of them got cooked in the quotes both by Korean and non Korean readers. But it's very weird that none of the haters picked Wookyung who literally threatened Duna to rape her. Guess calling woman a bitch is much worse than saying "I should have forced (read rape) you back then" which is what Wookyung said to Duna.

They think Minho a straight guy ending up with his rapist, violently getting raped both by men and woman is happy ending.

What's funny is author getting called misogynistic when the story was specifically written for female fantasy of teaching a misogynistic man a lesson. SMH

Minho and Author getting all the hate but Duna and Wookyung gets spared despite being worse than Minho.

Weird ass world we're living in.

Anyways SB sidestory is very popular in Korea. It is still getting sold out quicker than many other new story despite being almost 4 years old. Many people haven't read the main story but to make up straight up bs about it is pathetic.

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Readers: Duna and Wookyung are assholes

Duna/WK simps: How do you know? Have you read the story? Where's your proof?

Readers: yes and here's the situations where they were horrible

Those simps: oh so you read the whole story despite hating it *insert snobby laughter*

Readers: of course we did. Did you just think we were badmouthing them without any proof or something?

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Doenjang Stew

Minho no longer remembers his mother's face. She abandoned him. But at the beginning of the chapter 3, he imagines Duna cooking.

And when he's asking Wookyung to cook him a dish : Doenjang Stew. Probably the dish his mother cooked to him when he was little. His main memory of his mother : a gentle housewife who knew how to cook. And he wanted Duna to be like her.

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I kinda miss professor Minho aesthetics. He looks so good in white unbuttoned shirt, sleeves folded, with glasses on, hair brushed side ways...*dreamy sigh*

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Tw- mentions of r*pe

I love how Yeonhui Woo tried to imply that Minho is terrible at everything because... he made it to Hanguk University with his own talent and hardwork, was a finalist in the writing competition, completed his degree, maintained a solid job despite the emotional turmoil he was facing and was well respected by his students. He wasn't vengeful, wasn't obsessing and hounding any other character, he also never slept with his students or rape slash hurt anyone.

These aren't facts I've come up with... this is all canon!

Even when he was isolated by Wookyung who was ready to pay for everything, he had the dignity to try and work unlike trust fund fetus Wookyung who was paid for into a US degree, given a business handout by daddy, doesn't own a masters in business administration or have experience but was made director of a major company by mommy all the while he raped and abused so-called sex partners for a living. His own "business" was a money-laundering sham.

Minho is also so much better than Duna who dropped out of college over mere criticism, held bitter grudges for nearly a decade, lived paycheck to paycheck with freelancing work and while she later came back to uni to finish her education, she didn't have the decency to prioritize her degree and immediately began sleeping around with college kids, while regularly harassing Minho who held a much higher position than her, and raping him on multiple occasions.

Not to mention her questionable choice to have sex with Wookyung AFTER finding out he raped her ex, knowing well and good after seeing him with Ma Jongwoo too, that he is, in fact, a serial rapist. Also her very rapey imbalanced equations with all her kid partners who idolise her instead of seeing her as an equal in the relationship... ugh.

It's even funnier to know that these two slobs were always obsessed with Minho and wanted nothing but his love instead of the other way around. This manhwa is basically a very long drawn out self-deprecating joke by the author and I'm here for it.

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There is undoubtedly a parallel intended by the author and the illustrator between chapter 104 of "Sadistic Beauty" (main story) and chapter 32 of the BL SideStory.

The windows. Blue sky. Minho wears blue jeans and a grey top in the both cases. Illusions lost between the two. And it's not just about money when he's with Chun Duna : he is genuinely happy for her that she is earning money. While he doesn't care, from the start, of the money Wookyung spends on things he doesn't ask for.

Wookyung would do anything to make Minho look at him the way Minho looked at Duna but Wookyung totally broke Minho.

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Sadistic Beauty Side Story B's covers

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Actor AU OH MY GOSH!!!!

I love it!!!!

Minho looks happy and having fun with Haesol, catching fish.

And Duna looks so polite and nice with Minho.

At least Minho is happy in AU

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My mischievous chibbi baby 😭

Also he's so handsome! 😍

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Minho having a but of existential crisis and then being saved by Megumi and Eunhoo... I'm not okay.

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I wish there was a sequel where both Duna qnd Wookyung end up facing the karma for their actions.I want them to end up in prison or just die in painful way just like Sangwoo in killing stalking.Minho lives his best life and gets help for the trauma that the he endured and finds new love and people who care about him 😭

That'd be nice of course. Both of them deserve jail.

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Doona getting aroused by seeing Byun after he got r*ped and accusing him for trying to seduce her when he was just asking for help is just 🤢.She even asked him whether he enjoyed getting molested by Wookyung and tried to justify her actions. I hate her so much!!! Sadistic Beauty is so messed up, I don't think I can read this webtoon any further. Byun deserved justice and good people as company. I am disgusted by the way he was treated through sadistic beauty.

That part really irked me. Like I wouldn't treat my worst enemy like that after they get assaulted. She was so unsympathetic and cruel. Girlie thinks she has to be a sadist outside the bedroom too. And the way she accused Minho of trying to seduce her like what???

Minho: breaths

Duna: are you trying to seduce me?

Girl control yourself!

Nobody deserves to go through what Minho did, idc how much of a jerk they are. Nobody deserves to be r@ped and abused. Duna and Wookyung should rot in jail but we know irl those people don't get punished either, unfortunately.

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Lmao I laughed so hard in this scene. Duna imagining 18+ things about Minho and him feeling her ominous gaze 😂🤣

I really thought Duna would have ended up with Minho with them going from enemies to lovers (the author had the same plan too).

Would have been such a nice ending if she wasn't a rapist and both learned from their mistakes. I wouldn't have minded Duna taming Minho (without raping him) and wearing the pants in the relationship despite having tough buff of a husband. But the author got bitter (she admitted herself) and ruined both of them.

I need an au where both end up together with Duna being the dominant partner but not a rapist. And they're in a healthy consensual relationship, not a toxic one. 😔