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im getting really fucking sick of all this “it gets better!” bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. it’s not going to “””get better””” fuck you

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I like when the bus stops directly in front of you out of the line of waiting people and opens its doors. Chosen by the dragon

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Catching a break

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''Roll ! Roll !! ROLL ! ! !''

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sorry bout this

I really don't like taking money from others. i've never e-begged and i'll hopefully never have to again if I land one of thesr upcoming interviews. I'm a stealth ftm butch dyke whos moving out of arkansas as a grossly underpaid tig welder.

I've had to deal with unexpected expenses regarding my truck and an insurance payment coming up right as i have to move next week. ive had to rely on my already stretched-thin family and partners too much already. i'm so close to making it to upstate new york where i get to be with my girlfriend and community, land a higher paying job (im interviewing for 4 of them) and also help the other love of my life, a brown transmasc dyke, escape texas.

if you can spare anything to help with moving costs (towing equipment, electrical diagnostic on my old tundra, uhaul summer prices, hotel rooms, gas, food, insurance bill, upcoming medical appointment, registering my truck, electric bill at the new place, tools for a new gig, recouping the money i had to drop for a used desktop since my laptop is dying, refill my meds to prep for a gap in insurance and avoid withdrawal from my anticonvulsant + antidepressant + stimulant + antacid) until i start my next job, just to bridge the gap so I'm not down to the bottom dollar, it'd really help. i can draw and scan some art for anyone who can throw something my way, just send a message of what your user was and what you'd like.

pp: @brainspike

ca: $/dezhroom

no set goal right now, but every dollar'll help and go towards the insanely stressful 2 weeks i'm about to go through. heres sum of my art:

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what the fuck is this game (i haven't finished it yet) (it's good)

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I promise I'll be nicer

If you want to come around again

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Sometimes, you just don't fit in the backpack.

1000xRESIST (2024) — developed by Sunset Visitor.

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Congratulations on winning Best Art Direction!!! I wanted to celebrate by painting one of my favorite scenes from the game, genuinely couldn't stop thinking about it for days 🥹🫶

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funny image I made for me, my friend @starship-nine, and the ten other people who have played 1000xRESIST

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go, do a crime

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iris :(

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for international womens day