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Ritualistic

Unsorted and twisted

Objective

Resurrected

Divine

Omniscient

Omnipotent

An ocean

A well

A plane

An unfathomable

Veil

Inhale

Be impaled

By my rail

And enter the eye of the geostorm

Frost

Melting

Warm

War

Is an awe.

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Raise the alarm

Raise the dead

With a necromancers arm

Conjure emotion

With devotion

A sacred heart

A space in astrological chart

Crossed like stars in shades of gloss

Crawling over the trenches

Legs wrapped in moss

Headstrong

And wrong

My siren

Wrapping me in odyssey

Like Prometheus

Entering the promised with fire

Heart open and pulsating

Like a radar

On show like a giant brain

Synaptic erratically arranged

Caseless

Like a detective

Under the rhythm of the night.

Who framed Roger Rabbit?

It’s becoming a bit of a habit to look into the dark universe.

And stab it.

The hallucinations are generic and baseless

Like her flexible form

Faceless.

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They Came From Outer Space!

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Daredevil

I was blind to your radioactive waste

Looking for justice in an imperfect world

I fought by your side

But I couldn’t delay the kingpin

Getting in the way of us

A love toxic

A love blind

I fought

To die unknown

In this imperfect place

A hero

I doubt it

Is it wrong to dare

Is it wrong to care

Love thy lost I lost the will

To see past echos

Locating you

Was the hardest thing to do

My elektra

My complex

Seeking bullseyes in lost eyes

Where I met your demise

Because I couldn’t see through your lies

Are you seeing red?

That is just my disguise

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Nothing seems to help

My broken visage

My broken mirage

My broken heart

As I look for you hopelessly

In the dark

I thought I was ok

Thought I had power

To take me somewhere

Better than this place

But now your gone

And I’ve lost myself too

In shades of burning blue

A fiction of my imagination

You

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Like a golden phoenix through time’s double helix

The rebirth begins.

With tails and wings.

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Drown my innocence

And wash me away.

Whilst I crawl like a bug

To the shore of unreason

With blood trails ablaze

In your fire.

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Uncivil War

My brain unplugged.

From the system

I shrug.

To smash elements

And crush tenements

As I fall out of favour with your saviour

An immoral sin.

Of the darkest thing

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The night opens up.

Half empty or half a cup?

One day it’s all going to erupt.

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Too dead to die

Too hurt to cry

Too depressed to feel why

My anger dissipating into a skeletal dust of oceanic well

Deepening

Unforgiving

Swelling tectonically

Like Sylvia in the oven

Trying to escape this coven

Before it’s too late

My heart lost and frozen in cold springs of gust

My lust enslaved to reason

Without any trust

Decapitated for moral treason

I cave in to infinity

Believing time was on my side

Hoping you would save me

But you were never there to begin with

A fiction of my imagination

My funeral burst alive

Fallen and frantic

I can’t tolerate all this alienation

My autopsy on show for everyone to see

My spacecraft curves in a numbed sedation losing its radar to impatience

And impact

Burning my attention into demise

As you attempt to stitch my scars back together like a special gift wrapped in deception

As you wear your disguise

It’s all transparent

I demand segregation from your lordship

But instead collapse in endless void

Tripping over my own stupidity

And this rotting ambiguity

My cause bleeding for no reason

Other than to love you

Unreal and unrecognisable

Like your lips distancing themselves from reciprocation

Our titanic crashing in isolation

A violation

Killing me just to tell your side of the story

I Prometheus

The son of truth

Prey to the lie

Crucified for bringing fire into your damaged soul

For seeking solace from your cruel eye

What was I thinking to believe in your humanity

And wanting to be whole

Wanting to hold

I just wanted to do better

To be better

To be enough

So you would accept me

Crowned a King

Of everything

Then stripped

And ripped of everything

My astral tether wavering like a feather in glaring headlights of forlorn

In empty nights of scorn

Sleeping alongside no angels

I am weary and worn

With no will left to care

As the mockingbird sings in transience

And mocking ambience

I hope for everyone

And everything

To go away

My infernal temptation

Cascaded

In eternal

Love/Loss

I hope you know you left me long before

You met me

Crushed under the debris

A man seeking justice in this unjust wild alone

Stuck in your delusional refractions

And splitting atoms at the seams

As I spiral inside my dreams

Living this nightmare over and over

Paranoia familiar and validated

Gaslighted by your fear

Without coming near

I am

Not here

And you’ll never ever see me

Again

I was your friend

But in the end

Nothing matters

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