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I frequently see cyberpunk redditors going, “Johnny isn’t romanceable” or “Johnny only loves Alt” in response to someone posting fun SilverV content. Maybe to YOU he isn’t, but I, on the other hand, possess something called imagination and joyous whimsy

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RAMATTRA BIRTHDAY YES YES YES !!!

Some drawing with just pen because I was in school and didn't had much in my pencilcase plus inspired by this winning pose

And old edited idea of sticker

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I want to make more art in blender but I fear no one likes dominant looking Ramattra so I have less a drive to make it :'c

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I would like to point out that Ramattra and Genji could 100% talk shit about Max...just saying

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"The path ahead is a hard one, but we will walk it"

I wanted to try something with colors i don't use a lot but enjoy. Ram is one of my all time favs and his lonely path hurts my soul. As selfish as he is selfless, always my fav from ow.

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”刚刚就是你切我兄弟是吧？“

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he is doing some cocomelon shit to me

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blushing robots is my weakness im SORRY im weak and ime down bad

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old art to commemorate

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kith the omnic man

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Ramattra (Sketch)

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Personal vent of sorts

I feel so, so empty. So void, so vacant. I am essentially just a vessel with no direction or purpose.

Ever since I went into hospital, which for mental health it’s been a while - my interest in hobbies has decreased dramatically.

My motivation to draw or create in blender has significantly dropped. And my sex drive only exists for about 5 minutes per day if I’m lucky.

All the things I love about myself and the things that make me me are stripped away again. I can’t tell if it’s medications or just where I’m at right now but I think it’s just my brain.

Being in hospital was not fun, I was tripping every day and it was like I’d had a buffet of magic mushrooms the way I was hallucinating and engaging in the delusions.

I’d been heading that way for a while but no one knew just how far it would go, especially not me,

For someone who’s never taken drugs to hallucinate almost every interaction for about a week and then be hospitalised and feel like they’re hallucinating even more, or not gripping on reality,,. It was scary, terrifying.

My obsessions were the only reason I got through it but now they’re faded and I miss them so much.

I’m normal and functional or so it seems. The meds I’m on worked and my brain is no longer on the schizo end. But I’m still on the no actualisation end, still floating, still waiting for someone or something to give me the satisfaction of being worth a damn.

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le omic

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On the lookout

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please