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dumb idiot friends can’t even walk through the door separately 

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a year ago I watched a shitty movie and thought "it was so bad I'll never think about this again"

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Im sooooo funny guys.

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Missing them moments

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in case you wanted to feel accused today

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OH and mf myra and tom do not exist. well they might but they are irrelevant and never cross paths with my beloved eddie or bev 🔫🔫

yk how people do that thing where u like, make up scenarios/stories in your head before bed??

so ive EXCESSIVELY done that since i was like 11, and like in middle school and Highschool when i would lay in bed for hours after school (like till dinner) id basically just do that then too lol (yes i have depression, how could u tell? LOL)

but id also like go to bed a few hours earlier than necessary to account for time to dedicate to whatever "story" i was in the middle of at the time LOL (still do that... usually no more than 30min to an hour tho... usually lol)

but basically where im going w this is these "stories" or whatever tf have always been about whatever hyperfixation i had at the time and tbh,,, since 2019 its almost always consistently been an IT one to the point ive entirely rewritten/tweaked the entirety of IT chp1/chp2 (with some integration of things i liked from 1990/the novel too) to make it more to my liking of, well, a coming-of-age, romcom about the losers and their friendships and love for eachother but also there's a clown there sometimes to add horror elements,, LOL

my biggest changes to the source material(s) have been:

-Them not forgetting eachother, just that bitchass pennywise (after the others go off to college n stuff, mike realizes they dont remember all that shit n takes one for the team n lets them live their lives happily :((( ... till 27 years later ofc)

-Them all staying in Derry throughout highschool . idc. bevs aunt moves to derry, etc etc, they can leave when they graduate >:(

-uhhh thats about is for big things but also its 2015 / 2042 for the years that Pennywise is present LOL (just for personal reasons, its easier to think in more present day for their younger years + well,, its then easier for certain characters to have a future the way i want,, LOL)

-(oh and none of the losers die at the hands of that stupid fucking clown)

but yea i also have a fuck ton of OCs and shit of like, relatives (incl. children lol) of the losers and stuff like that, i have made all of them in sims 4 and have houses of their like "2042" selves made and can visualize them perfectly and just stupid obsessed shit like that LMAO 😭😭😭

now, why have i never written a fic or anything , u ask?

well once in 6th grade i made one about The Walking Dead and someone from my school found it and ive been traumatized ever since LOL

however, in like 11th grade i started(and finished in 12th) an entireeeee binder full of like, frame by frame, "IT Chapter 2 - 2042" rewritten and like, storyboarded and was planning on doing chp one after i moved houses like 2 years ago, tried to find that binder so i could look thru chapter 2 again and,,,,,, ITS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. ive been looking since like, last august. like as in august 2023. im so mad.

but idk i kinda decided maybe ill just (re)write them now anyway??? yea idk, little rant/storytime/should i?? post abt my crazy person IT ramblings, thats all LOL

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yk how people do that thing where u like, make up scenarios/stories in your head before bed??

so ive EXCESSIVELY done that since i was like 11, and like in middle school and Highschool when i would lay in bed for hours after school (like till dinner) id basically just do that then too lol (yes i have depression, how could u tell? LOL)

but id also like go to bed a few hours earlier than necessary to account for time to dedicate to whatever "story" i was in the middle of at the time LOL (still do that... usually no more than 30min to an hour tho... usually lol)

but basically where im going w this is these "stories" or whatever tf have always been about whatever hyperfixation i had at the time and tbh,,, since 2019 its almost always consistently been an IT one to the point ive entirely rewritten/tweaked the entirety of IT chp1/chp2 (with some integration of things i liked from 1990/the novel too) to make it more to my liking of, well, a coming-of-age, romcom about the losers and their friendships and love for eachother but also there's a clown there sometimes to add horror elements,, LOL

my biggest changes to the source material(s) have been:

-Them not forgetting eachother, just that bitchass pennywise (after the others go off to college n stuff, mike realizes they dont remember all that shit n takes one for the team n lets them live their lives happily :((( ... till 27 years later ofc)

-Them all staying in Derry throughout highschool . idc. bevs aunt moves to derry, etc etc, they can leave when they graduate >:(

-uhhh thats about is for big things but also its 2015 / 2042 for the years that Pennywise is present LOL (just for personal reasons, its easier to think in more present day for their younger years + well,, its then easier for certain characters to have a future the way i want,, LOL)

-(oh and none of the losers die at the hands of that stupid fucking clown)

but yea i also have a fuck ton of OCs and shit of like, relatives (incl. children lol) of the losers and stuff like that, i have made all of them in sims 4 and have houses of their like "2042" selves made and can visualize them perfectly and just stupid obsessed shit like that LMAO 😭😭😭

now, why have i never written a fic or anything , u ask?

well once in 6th grade i made one about The Walking Dead and someone from my school found it and ive been traumatized ever since LOL

however, in like 11th grade i started(and finished in 12th) an entireeeee binder full of like, frame by frame, "IT Chapter 2 - 2042" rewritten and like, storyboarded and was planning on doing chp one after i moved houses like 2 years ago, tried to find that binder so i could look thru chapter 2 again and,,,,,, ITS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. ive been looking since like, last august. like as in august 2023. im so mad.

but idk i kinda decided maybe ill just (re)write them now anyway??? yea idk, little rant/storytime/should i?? post abt my crazy person IT ramblings, thats all LOL

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what clown are you guys talking about it 2017 was a coming of age comedy

(another one)

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“I sleep. I dream. I make up things that I would never say. I say them very quietly.” ― Richard Siken, Meanwhile

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public service announcement that They

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lovely, ive discovered theres still countless crazy clown movie fans here , i have a place to lose my mind again <3 (other than my gf or family members who think im crazy for having $3000+ worth of it merchandise, have been building my IT Sims 4 save for 5 years and still think abt/talk abt those fkn movies DAILY)

so,, its 2025 ,, and my last rb was june 2021??

interesting,, so im almost 23 now and im back probably LOL

the obvious explanation would be that i simply drifted out of being an IT stannie in the past 4 years but im sorry to say thats not remotely true, my obsession is alive and well, i still spend hours a day thinking about and indulging in The Clown Movie content

my proof is simply this snapchat sticker that i have been using atleast monthly since march 2020 when i originally saw this tweet and modify every time i say something/see something that reninds me of The Clown Movies when im snapchatting my gf

its borderline deepfried at this point but yk

anywho, here just to say to the likely zero ppl that are still active in the it fandom and follow me- im back ish and idk what to do w myself?? do i just post my ramblings?? do i do art again?? to i post my IT sims 4 cc??? what are yall into nowadays???

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so,, its 2025 ,, and my last rb was june 2021??

interesting,, so im almost 23 now and im back probably LOL

the obvious explanation would be that i simply drifted out of being an IT stannie in the past 4 years but im sorry to say thats not remotely true, my obsession is alive and well, i still spend hours a day thinking about and indulging in The Clown Movie content

my proof is simply this snapchat sticker that i have been using atleast monthly since march 2020 when i originally saw this tweet and modify every time i say something/see something that reninds me of The Clown Movies when im snapchatting my gf

its borderline deepfried at this point but yk

anywho, here just to say to the likely zero ppl that are still active in the it fandom and follow me- im back ish and idk what to do w myself?? do i just post my ramblings?? do i do art again?? to i post my IT sims 4 cc??? what are yall into nowadays???

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Happy Pride Month y’all.

🌈This can be found on my Redbubble 🌈

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Sophia Lillis "Imagista" Photoshoot Lockscreens

A literal queen, I love her :)

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It will never not be weird to me when I see people associate bottoming to "portraying a character as weak", like it sounds like something a dudebro with really fucked views on sex would think.

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Saw a twitter thread that documents the niche meme community of “gay ford” and i can’t tell if these were made by homophobes or gay people