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Suicide. 🤔

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at Taal Church, One of the Oldest Church in the Phils. https://www.instagram.com/p/CW92wozBw2P/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Empty.

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Love trial has been ended. Exactly one month and 8 days. "You don't deserve me" he said.. Lol

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13th of October.

I want to try something new so I decided to be your girlfriend. I tried this thing called #internetlove.

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Nakakatakot ang ingay ng pag iisa. Pag iisa na hindi mo ginusto. Gusto mong makawala. Makawala sa mga bagay na hindi mo naiintindihan. Nakakarindi. Magulo. Nakakalito. Nalilito kung patuloy ka bang makikinig. Makikinig sa walang katapusang ingay. Ingay na hindi nanggagaling sayong paligid. Ingay na kagaya ng nangangalit na alon. Masalimuot.  Walang kapayapaan. Walang kapanatagan. Hindi mo alam kung magpapatangay ka ba. O kakayanin mong humawak upang wag madala. Madala ng agos  at malunod. Malunod sa mga agam-agam na unti-unting umaalis ng liwanag. Liwanag na mag aalis sana ng iyong takot. Nakakatakot.

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Sad.

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“Am I wrong for thinking that we could be something for real?” - Envy

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“I just wanna throw my phone away. Find out who is really there for me” - Katy Perry

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Maybe.

Maybe.

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1st day of March, year 2021.

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Always be positive, even if it hurts.

Smile. :)

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#coffee #music + #books = #happiness 💙💙💙😊 #favoritethings#contented