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Here cat for good vibes

Thank you!! I really needed to see a cute fluffy ball like them ✨

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The secret behind my writings was my muse, In each of my writings, in each of my thoughts, in each story, my emotions were the ones that gave them shape, and embodied in each word was my love for them to give it life... I've tried writing without them, but I can't feel satisfied enough to post them thinking something's missing... I can't write what I can't feel anymore... My heart's broken, longing for them... Asking to be able to talk with them once again, to have their love again even if it's just lie... I can't help myself from missing them... And I don't have the strength to move on right now... And no matter hoy much I tried convincing myself that they used me, that there wasn't a moment where they actually cared for me... I can't seem to be able to let them go... Perhaps I'm just hanging on for dear life on who I think they were... I miss my muse... Without them I feel incomplete... And I feel pathetic for wanting them back...

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Could we perhaps have an ENA x reader who is touch starved (to the point that even head pats make their brain short circuit) but is too afraid to ask for any form of affection that isn't hand holding? (Like they really want snuggles and kisses but they don't want to seem annoying so they just settle for holding hands)

Greatings my beloved anon!

Lately I've been struggling with a writing block, so writing this really helped, hope you liked it!

Written with love, Phobos~

Warnings: none

Pairing: ENA x Touch starved S/O

Touch starved S/O

Let's be honest here she's probably quite oblivious to her S/Os struggles

I think she'll perhaps be very affectionate at times without even noticing, and then probably ask you if you are okay when she sees you frozen on the spot

Oh how much does she loves holding your hand and kissing your template when she's happy, cuddles is a must when spending the day together at home

But as she starts noticing your reactions she'll probably think she's making you uncomfortable or something like that and probably take her distance after that, please reassure her that she's doing nothing wrong and you actually like her attentions

If you do tell her about about how you feel when it comes to affection rest assured that she'll dote you with it, you thought you might be clingy? Well she'll beat you on that, she now has green light so she won't let you go without a kiss

Thought there are times when she's the one that wants to be smothered with love /cof* cof* blue side/ so please do it

Overall she'll dote you with affection without being asked

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sorry to bother do you still take request for the phantom of the opera ? Thank you Have a nice day :)

Of course! It's never a bother, feel free to request for them

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📭 Reblog if you want curious anons in your inbox! 📭

HELL YEAH!!

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Hope you have a good day

Thank you!! Hope you have a good day too!

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Can you do a Yandere Ares x F!Reader x Athena

Like maybe Reader is a minor goddess trying to learn the ways of Athena and Ares stumbles across the two whist training. Maybe Ares and Athena spar and Reader is impressed by him or something or another.

(BTW I know I just found your account and I am not even remotely on your importants list but I really enjoy your work :3)

Greetings my dearest!~

I'm so sorry that I really took so long writing this, my health was really bad, but I managed to finish it!

I really hope you like tho I really suck at writing battle scenes, and I really hope you also ment Athena as in a romantic way... Anyways, I really hope you'll like it!

And do not worry I do not manage such things as important lists or something like that, everyone that requests my stories is important for me! 💕

Also, I really appreciate the fact that you like my little stories, thank you, it means a lot

Written with love, Phobos~

Pairing: Yan!Ares x minor!goddes reader x Athena

Warnings: Yandere theme's, Ares, weapons, fights

Love is a battlefield

Yan Ares x minorgoddes reader x Athena

Daughter of Hephaestus and Aphrodite you were born as the minor goddess of the forged weapons, making weapons to you came as natural as breathing, each of them were as beautiful as the stars or gems, so beautiful yet so deadly, yet they were like an extension of yourself, unfortunately you did not hold up to their expectations, gorgeous? Of course, you were fortunate enough to look more like your mother, but deadly? No definitely not, you were considered weak by your father, saying that battle wasn't in your veins, and your mother agreed with him, "you don't need to fight, your beauty is deadlier than any of those things".

But beauty wasn't something you desired, not after seeing the goddess of war and wisdom, the gorgeous Athena, each of her movements even in something as little as it is a practice seemed so... Mesmerising, so elegant and delicate, but so fearsome and strong with each strike, she could do what you were never able with such ease, in secret you kept watching her while fantasising about her, not being brave enough to approach her, she just seemed so ethereal...

Oh how you longed to have such beautiful eyes on your being, to hear that melodious voice call your name, have her attention only on you, and it is one fateful day that your little dream comes true, it all starts with a little slip on your side, perhaps you were being a little bit distracted... You noticed when you weren't as careful as to not step on that branch conveniently situated behind you, and of course she was going to notice and not believing it was just an innocent animal, she wasn't stupid, so even when you flinched when she found you you weren't surprised at all, actually you would have been surprised if she didn't.

Sadly not being surprised doesn't mean not being terrified when a spear was so close to touch the skin on your throat, or having Athena's deadly eyes on your whole been looking down at you with what you could describe as perhaps mad and dangerous glint on it, and at that point you realize it's better to start explaining yourself before you get obliterated right there. And so you do, you explained what where you doing watching her like a creep hiding in the shadows, how long have you been doing such thing, and the reason behind it, omitting the part where you perhaps where forming a little crush on her...

And surprisingly she doesn't rip your guts out, and actually offers to teach you, which let's be honest, you never expected her to do such thing, but who were you to decline, you've dreamed your whole life to be able to fight and give your beloved weapons the use they deserved, it was also a dream to be sparing with Athena herself, perhaps she would get mesmerized with your work when she sees it!

So that's how you secret dreamed and painful life starts, every day when Athena wasn't busy she would send her owl to call for you and meet up at the place where you first met, she would teach you everything she cans about the technique with each weapon, she will correct your posture, and praise you when you got it right.

But your little paradise didn't go unnoticed by one God, Ares, with Athena's uncharacteristic disappearings, and that big smile she has when she returns made him become curious, has she met someone? She has never shown interest in anything related to love or attraction, but if that's the case he definitely wants to know who this mysterious being is.

So when he started following her around he did not expect to see her looking so happy while beating the shit out of a goddess, who definitely looks like she's trying her best to at least try to cover from all the strikes, it's only when Athena decides to be merciful and give her a rest only to reprimand her about something he can't really hear that he finally gets a good look of the pitiful goddess, but he didn't expect to have his breath taken away by the sight of the weak goddess who's as beautiful as Afrodita herself.

He would have never imagined getting so infatuated with whom he later discovers is actually Afrodita's and Hephaestus daughter, at first he was fine with just watching her from afar, but that soon wasn't enough, he wanted to know more about her, so he started following her around, but the more time he spent doing so, de more he kept learning about her the more he started feeling attracted to her, he liked watching her work seeing how much love and passion she puts to every single piece, he even has considered taking one of them with him, but he can't do such thing right now.

Soon he became enamored with her whole being, and with his love became his jealousy, he envied Athena for being able to spend so much time time with the object of his affection, he wanted to be able to be at her side, to have her attention, her eyes on him, her touches, her touches, her smiles, her, he wanted that weak goddess to be his and only his.....

He was jealous of Athena, he has seen the way they look at each other longingly with something he fears to consider love, those small touches that makes his lovely muse skin turn a beautiful shade of red, those smiles they give to each other.... He hates it all, and for some time he considers getting rid of Athena, or even kidnapping his beloved muse, unfortunately he can't, at least not if he doesn't want to have Olympus against him, as much as he doesn't want to admit it, he fears Afrodita's wrath.

So there's only one thing left for him to do, and that is to woo you, if he can impress you, if he can show you how much better he is than Athena, he'll be able to gain your attention and respect, he'll be able to speak to you and make you realise that you shouldn't spend your time with a god like her, and instead you should train with him, and then it all would come natural.

that's how he starts his plan, he follows Athena to the battle field, aka the training arena, watching Athena closely he manages to see when she calls for you, that's he's signal to appear, with a big smiles he invites Athena to spare with him, for a moment he fears she won't accept seeing the doubt in her eyes, fortunately she does.

In a single motion both of them took out their spears, Ares took an offensive position while Athena contrary to him took a defensive position, who would give the first blow was decided before they took out their weapons, but the right time was not, patience was key to this victory, waiting for his opponent to lower his guard, both fought in equal conditions without the shield of Athena in between or Nike, both knew perfectly the style of fighting of the opponent, In the past they had clashed as enemies, and in the present duels as this often happend as training partners, but this was different, at least for Ares who considered it a fight for the woman he adored.

The first hit came when Athena slightly turned her gaze to the newly arrived goddess, a good enough distraction for Athena to take a little longer to block the attack, and after that attacks came more from both of them who took advantage of any distraction or slightly wrong movement of the opposite to attack, the movements of both in complete synchrony, where to the eyes of others it seemed more like a beautiful dance that only they knew how to perform, One where both led and followed the other.

The combat continued in front of the astonished eyes of the goddess of weapons, who had to struggle at times to keep up with their pace, who despite being surprised by the sudden appearance of the god of bloody war along with the fact that he himself was fighting her crush, could not help but marvel at sight of them fighting. Was that the level of the gods of war? They were amazing! She considered Athena to be the most beautiful and strongest goddess, but now seeing the elegant and brutal technique of Ares she could not quite decide, she really wanted to be like them both, hopefully they might even allow her to train with both.

In the end such training ended in a draw when the spears of both clashed and ended in the neck of the opponent, the draw being decided at the moment of hearing the enthusiastic applauses of the young goddess, who looked at them as if they were the most beautiful work of art she had ever seen, and in turn did not hesitate to express her admiration to them filling them both with praises.

It was then that by an agreement they both began to train the young goddess together, and to get used to the idea that perhaps they would have to settle for sharing the young woman's love at some point since neither was willing to give up and she did not seem to settle for either, however as much as the fact bothered them they had no other choice, but if they were obliged to share they would make sure that it was only among themselves, they did not want any other god in between. They didn't want anyone else to approach their little and beloved weak Muse.

Just two last obstacles into their fantasies... Her parents who probably won't be very happy to hear what their daughter has been up to or who are interested in asking for her hand...

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U still alive?

Yes, I'm so sorry for my lack of presence lately... I had been sick... But later today I'll be uploading the writings I have finished, again, sorry for taking to long

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Love your blog

Awww it makes me so happy to read that!!! Thank you! It means a lot 💕

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🍅Anon here! I was wondering if you could do a Yandere Hera x Heartbroken/Depressed reader.

Howdy sweet tomato annon!~

Sorry, you didn't specify the readers pronouns and I went for a female ones... I just thought it'll fit with the character background, Hera always hated Zeus relationships (not like her hatred wasn't justified...)

Anyways~ I really hope you like it, and if you do please feel free to reblog it!~

Please, it'll really help me cause I don't know how to tag this one...

Written with love, Phobos~

Warnings: Yandere behaviour, mentions of cheating, stalking, Zeus

Pairing: Yan Hera x reader

Thorns

Yandere Hera x reader

The music played softly in the background, with each step she took it became stronger, her beautiful white dress dragged against the quilted and soft surface of the carpet, the sun gently caressed her skin brightening beautifully her features, her hair perfectly arranged and covered by that white veil, the day had come, the day she had been waiting for so long... The day he had promised her, that man... No, that god who had sweetened her ear with beautiful words, that god with whom she had fallen in love...

The moment had finally arrived, she had to take the last steps, she walked through that small corridor that the guests had formed with a huge smile, when she looked up she could see him there, that god who smiled at her with affection and sweetness waiting for her, who among all his conquests had chosen her... Who gently took her hands and closed the space between them, who during the ceremony never let go of her until the crucial part, the part that would unite their lives...

It was just a question, a simple question... So why? Why could he destroy her with a smile?... When the time came he continued to hold her hands with the same sweetness as always, with a look full of love and that charming smile he simply refused, informing her that he had finished everything they had had, he was bored with it, for him it was just a bed that cost him a lot, it was just one more of the bunch...

He left her on the day of her wedding at the altar never turning back, not caring for her tears, so were the gods, for them humans were inferior in all respects, a hobby, a toy that they grew quickly bored with, so was Zeus, someone who used all possible means to get to the bed that caught his attention.

She was aware of all this, she knew him, so many times she had witnessed his deceptions, so many people she had avenged herself, all those who got in between her marriage ended badly, that she herself took care of, and that was not going to be the exception, she had already planned her end, but she did not anticipate the participation of her husband, that only made it even better, to see how the young woman came out a sea of tears from her own wedding.

For days she followed her rejoicing in her misery, for days she saw her cry her eyes out, his wailing was the most beautiful music she had heard, her emaciated and neglected state was the most beautiful sight, she followed her for so long that she saw her rise slowly, everything was so subtle, from small smiles when watching a program or talking to a friend, how she left her home more often, how she got ready again... She saw her wither and how with care it revived...

In spite of the passing of time, in spite of the fact that she was no longer affected by that failed romance, she continued to follow her, fascinated by the force with which she rose after so much, lulled by her beautiful voice, enchanted by her radiant smile, she began to desire to be able to be her who would provoke that reaction, to be her who would spend her time with.

Without realizing it she stopped paying attention to her husband's actions, stopped spending time with him instead using it instead to see the one who had unknowingly stolen the goddess 'heart, however soon that sweet love began to twist and get distorted, she hated every time someone approached the object of her worship, she was envious of not being able to make her smile or laugh, not being her world as she was to her.

All this was aggravated when a young man approached her more than she liked, he thought he had the right to touch her, to take her time, she couldn't take it anymore, so without hesitation she got rid of him, it was her turn to earn her happy ending...

It was HER turn to take your heart, and once done she won't let you escape from her arms...

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How would yandere!Zagreus react to S/O(who was killed by him), who is like “fuck that” and flees underworld successfully?

Hello dearest

Sorry for taking to long, I wasn't able to finish this because... You know... A funny story I... I fractured my hand... But oh well, things happens, right?

Anyway I hope you like this little thingy I wrote for you!~

Written with love, Phobos~

Warnings: Yandere Zagreus, mentions of death

Pairing: Yan Zagreus x reader

Away from you

Yan Zagreus x reader

He knew you didn't like the underworld, I mean, he doesn't like it either, but he never thought that you could be able to fight your way out of the underworld, you never strike him as fighter, besides, you were supposed to love him, weren't you? You would never try to leave him, right?

Such a fool was he, not thinking that it was your doing when one of his weapons disappeared, instead he thought it was his father's fault, didn't believe it when Hypnos commented him that perhaps you didn't want to be here, at his side, at least not until you got missing

When that happened he started looking everywhere for you in the castle, library? Checked, kitchen? Checked, father's room? Checked, he was starting to panic till Skelly told him you have literally jumped out the window, while the news calmed him a little that didn't last, his beloved human just jumped out of the window!

He was again panicking, there are so many things that could harm you, though you are already dead and you can't really be more dead... When that thought passed through his mind he felt relieved, if something kills you you'll be back in no time, so why should he worry? It would even serve you as a lesson to never leave his side again.

So he waited, and.... Waited besides Hypnos, time passed and he was getting a little nervous, you should have came by now, you couldn't possibly fight your way out of the underworld like him... Right?

But, you actually did, back when you were alive you knew a few things to defend your self, besides the shield was really of help in this, you didn't have the gifts of the gods, but at least you were stubborn, you couldn't bear to stand one more minute besides that supposedly prince of the underworld, like he killed you! You though he was cute, you could have agreed to a date if he asked you, but no, he thought killing you was far better, who would ever want to be with someone like that?

Besides the underworld it's awful, it's ruler isn't better, he's like a total asshole, so why would you stay? The only ones that treated you nice were goddess Nix and the god Hypnos, but Zagreus never let you spend much time with them, the only ones that you were actually going to miss.

You manage to escape while he kept waiting at the entrance, he couldn't recall how much time passed, and it wasn't until Thanatos arrived that he discovered the truth, you were gone, somehow you were able to escape, you were back in Greece far away from him once again, but you'll be a fool if you think you would be able to hide from him, from Thanatos or Hypnos, they were after all his most dearest friends....

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Hi, just because I'm curious, what characters do you write for the hades game?

Hello, sorry I haven't made the master list, but I write for the Olympians, the chthonics, the daughters of nix, the champions of elisium, and Achilles and Patroclus

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Hello! Did you get my request for Zagreus and an asexual reader? Do you think that you’d like to write it? I just wanted to message you and ask in case you didn’t receive my request ☺️ and please don’t feel pressured and take your time!

Hello dear Anon!

Yes, do not worry I read your request and I'm also starting to write it, so do not worry, I promise I'll try not to take to long! ✨

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Not really wanted to complain about something as useless as this in here but hell am I mad, I just wanted to look at some cool fanarts and read nice comments, but God is that fandom toxic as hell...

Every single comment was about a freaking skin colour, why does that even matter? They are freaking cookies, if the artist chose to make their skin pale or darker it shouldn't matter, cookies don't have skin to say they are paler or darker, it's just an interpretation and people should learn to respect others ideas, if you don't like it you don't have to send hate or tell them you "fixed it", just make your own art, one that has what you like and let other people live, since when has it been so wrong to draw what you like or think? If it isn't hurting anyone then leave them be

I'm sorry for this long post, but I needed to vent, if you support any kind o r*cism (darker o paler tone) then please unfollow me, I do not want such people in my blog, here we believe that people doesn't freaking classify on tones, everyone is the same and we love and treat everyone equally

So treat people as you want them to treat you

And leave the artists alone, they don't have to think the same way as you or do whatever you want

I wanted to open my requests also for this fandom but now I don't even want to get close to it

Btw, I'll be uploading lots of request next week so stay tuned

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Hello! I know this will sound weird and maybe difficult to make but can you do YandereEna x Reader headcanons? Its ok if you can't 😅 thank you!

Greetings my dear Anon

Once again I'm sorry for the delay... I... I have many things on my mind lately, useless things.... Anyways!~ I hope you'll like it!

Written with love, Phobos~

Warnings: Yandere behaviour, mentions of m*unrer, stalking, kidnaping

Pairings: Yandere ENA x Reader

Yandere ENA

Headcanons

I think ENA is a desilutional Yandere

She'll think all her actions are justified, after all she's doing it for you, for your future, and she knows what's best even if you don't see it that way

I don't think she'll kidnap you at all, she'll just make you move in with her, or perhaps she'll move with you, I see the second option more posible

She won't acknowledge that you are afraid of her at first, blaming other things for your weird behaviour, but when she does she'll definitely be hurt and try to make it up to you

She'll never put a hand on you, will never hurt you, not even if she's mad at you, you are too precious to her for that

I don't see her like the kind of Yandere that would isolate you, but I can definitely see her stalking you, watching who are you talking about, what are you talking about, what are you doing with that person, and unless she finds them a threat she won't do anything about that person

With that being said, she'll actually kill for you, if that person is harassing you or its a lit too close to you for her liking then it's game over for them

As previously stated she's definitely a stalker, she'll always have a way to know what are you doing

She's manipulative, unconsciously of course, or maybe not, she's quite hard to read, say something mean or try to leave and you'll have her having a mental breakdown, crying and begging on her knees

She'll worship you in a way, complimenting you with her yellow side, and self depreciating with her blue side

She'll always fall asleep with you on her arms, whispering sweet nothings to your ear without letting you go

But not everything's bad, just look! She brought you a hourglass dog! Isn't that such a sweet and lovely gesture from you beloved one?~ doesn't that make you love her even more?!~

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I have so many things in mind and nothing at all... Isn't it strange...