Hi
Ik I don’t really have any followers or anything but I just wanna vent.
So there is this guy in my class. I see him as one of my best friends. I even developed a crush on him. I trusted him with all my heart, with all my scerects and problems. But recently I learnd that he basically hates me. He say that he doesn’t. But recently I’ve learnd some new stuff. Stuff he never told me. I feel so stupid, not only bc he said I am. But also bc how foolish it was of me to trust him.
He tells me it’s all my fault bc of all of my menatsl illnesses basically. I have OCD, depression and a bunch of anxiety dissorders. Also have things like trust issues. He says that I never listen to anything he says. It’s a lie. I always does. But he doesn’t belive me. He also tell me that I’m lying. But he never admits that he lies all the time to me. All he says when I bring it up is that I don’t trust that he’s telling the truth. Even when I have solid evidence. He tells me I’ve made him feel worse. But he has never expressed that before. Untill now. He told about deep secrets I’ve told him, that he promised he wouldn’t tell anyone. But yet he did. The worst thing is that we have to see echother at school tomorrow. I hate the fact that I’m still in love with him. Idk what to do. My trust for people in general is ruined. Idk how I’m make it out if this okay without being meantally scared forever. It seems like small thing that won’t matter in a week but this will haunt me for years.
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Amazing act
Freddy Mercury’s final performance, 1987
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HELLO ALL 0 follower
I’m back, just had a breakdown bc I got redjected by my crush and now I’m here
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tonight’s mood is horny but like emotionally horny
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€ÜR$£D
creds to ziyaad119 on reddit
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*insert pyrocynical’s voice* So guys we did it
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It’s still really popular
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