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Depression is eating me alive right now…

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I'm trying out to see if i'm polyamorous or if i'd be okay with it and such but I'm kind of scared. I have a lot of trust issues due to a lot of things that happened in my memories that honestly make me highly weary of creating close bonds with people. Even thought I seem like a very friendly, flirty, playful, seemingly carefree individual, I keep people at arm's length out of habit.

Those who somehow wiggle past my guarded exterior make me panic even if i don't outwardly show it. I get nervous because I never expect someone to slip past my walls but they somehow do. I have such a small group of people I actually trust and when new people slip passed my defenses I just don't know how they do it...

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Sometimes I hate having memories... I find myself sitting in the dark in my room in the middle of the night wishing I had everything back. My body, my skills, my home, everything. I find myself curling up crying missing those strong arms that use to hold me when my mental health got the better of me...

I feel empty and alone and i hate it. I hate feeling weak like this when I cry.

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Live, Love, Laugh, Hackerkill

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if there is one thing i hate so much in OW it's the tbagging smurfs. i don't give a flying fuck how much you hate a character, it does not warrant you to tbag like a childish asshole.

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Be a good boy and I might open the door.

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I love these kids ╭( ･ㅂ･)و ̑̑ ♡＂

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Full: https://twitter.com/kurooxyuroo/status/1738188803226075597

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tAKE A LOOK AT MY BOYFRIEEEENNNDDD--

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Reaper & Sombra in Overwatch 2 - Mauga Animated Short "A Great Day"

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Overwatch Moodboard ↠ Sombra  

↳  “ You’re just a glitch in the system. “

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neon purple los muertos sombra moodboard

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happy pride month I'm in love with Sombra Overwatch 💜💜💜 here's a chibi Sombra I may make keychains/stickers with!

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I hope they put the outfit from the Christmas comic into the game!

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It’s five thirty in the morning and I haven’t slept. I stayed up so I could give Autumn her meds from the vet. I feel like an alarm wouldn’t wake me up and I wanted to make sure she got her first dose of her medicine. I’m so worried about her…

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We're going to be taking Autumn to the vet tomorrow. She's not eating, not drinking, not interested in her treats when she normally goes crazy for them. When she turned around to come cuddle into me she let out a whine. I really hope it isn't her back...

I'm really worried about my dog Autumn. When I woke up she wasn't bouncing around the bed like she normally does. When she tried to get up she whined, twice. I can't figure out what's hurting on her. She's walking with no limp but she clearly whined in pain when she tried to stand with her back legs twice. i felt all around her legs and tested them and she never yelped. She's also acting strange, sitting constantly instead of her normally standing. No running, only slow walking. Seems reluctant to lay down at first… i'm so worried…

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I’m sitting here worrying so much about you… I hope you’re okay…