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KEVIN.

“ Good. That’s… good ! Then you’re going to be okay. You have to be. Do you mind if I–– do you mind if I stay for a bit ? ”

“ that’s the goal here, ” a faltering smile expressed itself on pale lips, hand twitching from the urge to reach out and hold kevin’s though i remained at his side. “ i would LOVE it if you did –– – but are you sure it’s fine? i don’t want you to get sick. ”

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EMMA.

‘ You’re still sick, ’ A weak smile spread across ivory features rendered even paler by illness, and a cough escaped the brunette. ‘ It’s better if they keep us together, I think. That way even a SNIFFLE can’t escape. You wouldn’t wanna infect anyone else, right? ’

nikolas, as stubborn as he was, was nearly at his breaking point. the cot he was assigned to became his own personal hell and laying there idly while whatever sickness overcame him was aggravating to no end. “ i mean there’re are FEW people i wouldn’t mind infecting, ” a smile peaked at the corners of chapped lips, “ but i guess you’re right –– – s’not like we really have anywhere to be. ”

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KEVIN.

@niikolvs !

“ –– – Are you feeling any better ? ”

“ i’m not feeling WORSE, i’d say that’s an improvement. ”

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“ –– – i’m feeling 99% BETTER than i was before, ” a lie through nearly clenched teeth, “ so there’s really no reason to keep me here. i thinking being around everyone is going to make me more sick, actually. ” ( @relictv ) 

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what i want to say: i’m droppin’ all my threads the truth: everYONE dropped threads so i don’t have anything to do . . . but i do want some new threads so lms if u want a starter !! lit everyone and their weird uncle is doin’ this but i need shit to do , so !! my charas that are Sick™ include dikolas & hoseph , and my only nurse chara is caitlyn ?? i mean , , y’all can get starters from my other hoes , but those are The Mains rn . pls be specific as to who u want it for , kay ?? good talk . 

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easton.

( @niikolvs​ !! )

          ‘ so, what’s it like being a soldier, anyway ? kinda seems like it would get boring after awhile of no action. ’

“ what were you excepting? it’s NOTHING like what it was before the apocalypse; it’s just a patrol job. can’t say it’s exhilarating or anything, but it keeps everyone inside safe and puts ration cards in my hands ––– – m’not complaining. ” 

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cleo.

‘ we’re not friends so why do you care? ‘

“ i didn’t realize we needed to be friends for me to care about your child. ”

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kevin.

‘ He’s not like that, Nik ! He wouldn’t. Alright, he’s… good. And you’ll be OKAY. I promise. Please, just don’t–– don’t leave. ’

“ ––– – i’m not going to leave, kev, i LOVE you … i just don’t know what i can do. what we can do. ”

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kevin.

‘ I don’t know ! But it’ll… it’ll be okay. He’s not my DAD, Nik. He can’t do anything, he’s not––– it slipped out, alright ? I thought he wouldn’t… I’m SORRY ! But I swear, we can fix this. I’ll come live with you, –– or we’ll lie ! We’ve lied for so long, why does this change anything ? ’

“ can’t do anything? christ, kev, he BROKE my nose –– – that’s something! he knows now, that’s how it’s changed; i don’t know what the fuck we’re going to do now ... but you living with me isn’t a good idea. who’s to stop him from barging in, snatching you up & killing me? i nearly positive the thought has crossed his mind. ”

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kevin.

‘ What’re you saying ? That… that we should give up ? We’ll be more careful. I’ll even keep it from Pippa ! EVERYONE. I am sorry. I know that I messed up, & I never wanted you to get HURT ; but we can do this. We’ve been through WORSE.  ’

“ what would you tell him, kev? what could you POSSIBLY say that wouldn’t piss him off even more ––– or wouldn’t bring him to use something other than his fist next time? you were supposed to come to me before telling matt, or at least give me a goddamn heads up; ‘ hey i’m going to tell my over protective guardian that we’re screwing hope he doesn’t kill you! ’ ”

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kevin.

‘ He’s just–– being PROTECTIVE. But I didn’t know, I swear. Just… let me talk to him. I’ll fix it ! I promise, will fix this. ’

“ do you REALLY think that’s going to work –– – are you even listening to me? if he finds out you talked me, especially after he fucking threatened me, nothing good can follow. ”

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kevin.

‘  Matt did this ? He wouldn’t ! He… he’s not like that. ’ The brunette began, the confusion evident on tan features. Taking it all in; dark hues settling on bruised features, Kevin took a step towards her boyfriend. ‘ Nik, I am so SORRY. I didn’t think he’d––– are you OKAY ? ’

“ clearly you don’t know him as well as you think, because if he catches me talking to you? he’s probably going to do WORSE. tell me- does my probably broken nose look okay? ”

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kevin.

‘ What’re you–– why not ? ’

“ why don’t you ask MATT –– – it seems like you two have had a lot to say about me. ”

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kevin.

‘ No ! It doesn’t… I’m–– I’m sorry. I’m just worried. Do you need help cleaning yourself up, ‘cause I can–– I want to help. ’ 

“ I GOT IT, don’t –– y’know what, actually? i shouldn’t even be around you right now, so i’m gonna go. ”

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kevin.

@niikolvs​ !

‘ Nik, are you oka––– WHAT HAPPENED ?! ’ 

“ ––– – does it look like i’m FUCKING okay? ”

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matt.

          “ You deserve a hell of a lot WORSE than that, you sick asshole. You could go for anyone and you choose an eighteen year old kid? You’re fucking done, you hear me? I see you anywhere near her and I won’t hesitate. ”

“ maybe you should tell HER that, too ––– – last i checked she’s in this just as much as i am. ”

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matt.

          “ Stay the HELL away from her. ”

“ –– the FUCK is wrong with you man? ”