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I’m going over to @nilletellsstories!!!!!!

IMPORTANT GUYS!!!!!

I need change. And together with all this trouble with Tumblr deleting blogs.. Well, Im doing this..

So I’ll be

HERE

for now on!!

Hope you all understand

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MORE! I WANT MOOOOOORREEEE!!!

The Butterfly Effect (teaser)

paring ; harrison osterfield x oc! female

au ;  dad! harrison 

words ; 803 (im not sorry, i got carried away)

warnings ; hospitals. needles (medical use). angst. fluff. wholesome content. mentions of sex. separated parents. no smut, like at all.

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authors note ; 

FOR THIS TO WORK, HAZ IS 26

most of the medical information mentioned has been researched online by myself or what ive been told by professional doctors. there won’t be any smut but there will be implications of sexual activity but nothing graphic. keeping it pg. feel free to send in blurbs or head cannons about it tho. anything in italics is a flash back!

It was all a quick exchange, the security blanket gripped in one hand. Her water bottle in the other as her backpack lightly thumped against her body as she rushed off after pressing a kiss to her mums cheek. This was a normal routine for her, every second Tuesday she’d go with her mum to the park where she’d be picked up by her dad and spend the whole week until the coming Tuesday with him.  The routine was like clockwork, but it was something that needed to always happen or else things may spiral. The routine wasn’t set in place until a year ago.

It was August 4th, that’s one of the minor details Harrison allowed himself to remember. Harrison couldn’t possibly recount it in exact moments. He had spent most of the time panicking and sitting through phone call after phone call with different doctors. All of them telling him a different thing. It wasn’t until they had Matilda placed in the ICU part of The Royal London hospital that the daunting realisation of what was actually going on had officially struck both Harrison and Anastasia.

The clock had just ticked over to two in the morning, Anastasia tuff of chestnut brown curls flush against Matilda’s covered legs as the soft, subtle beeping of the heart monitor was the only noise in the room. Other than the shuffle of nurses and doctors working round the clock outside of the door. The bland hospital room lacked any trace of permanent colour. It’s dull tones and bleach scent was enough to frustrate anyone spending more than a week in there.

Harrison’s facial features softened as a small whine feel from Matilda’s lips and her small hands reach up to wipe her eyes free of sleep and dried tears. The four year old look over her shoulder and up at her dad as he runs a hand through her hair, using his free hand to call for a nurse.

The blue door into the room opened and one of the regular doctors had walked in, (Doctor Carrington, Harrison had assumed her name was), clipboard in hand and stethoscope draped around her neck. She offered the male and four year old a sweet smile before flicking through her own chart and comparing it to the one on the end of Matilda’s bed.

“We have so good news and then some not so good news, do you mind waking your wife up? She’ll need to listen this as well.” Her tone of voice was soft yet stern at the same time and still Harrison simply nodded before nudging Anastasia softly with his elbow  to wake her up.

Dr Carrington was kind enough to wait for the other female to wake up properly before becoming the bearer of bad news. She tosses her gaze between the two parents before glancing over her shoulder as Matilda made the stuffed rabbit, that she was gifted upon arrival, dance around on the bed.

“The good news is,,,that there is nothing terminally bad happening to your daughter, she hasn’t got any sort of cancer or infectious disease. And after running multiple blood test and having those said tests being looked over by both myself and our resident pediatric endocrinologist  we’ve reached a diagnosis…” Dr Carrington paused for a brief moment to allow both adults to process the information they were being fed before speaking once more.

“Here’s the not so good news, you’re daughter has been diagnosed with type one diabetes, i’m not sure if you know much about this particular autoimmune disease, but in summary. Matilda’s immune system has started attacking specific cells in her pancreas which create insulin. Insulin helps turn glucose, or sugar, into energy.” another brief pause and Harrison swore Anastasia’s grip on his hand grew tighter the more Dr Carrington prolonged her explanation.

“Within the next few hours a series of nurses will be in here to help Matilda adjust to the ordeal of having insulin injections at least four times a day, once for breakfast and lunch and two different ones for dinner. But for now the two of you must set a routine for her to follow as to not confused both her and her Blood Glucose levels..this is a massive change for her, especially at this age and she’s counting on the both of you/. Especially now with such early stages there will be moments where could fall back into this hyperglycaemic coma again or go into a hypoglycaemic coma. For the first few months you will need to pay close attention to her. Make sure to check her levels before and after every main meal, when she goes to sleep and at some point during the night.”

“Yes Doctor.” They both agreed wholeheartedly. slowly nodding their heads before looking over at Matilda who smiled brightly.

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OH HELL:.... WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME!!

getting turned on by mob!haz when he’s on the phone, talking business, cause power kink ya feel —🐝

hey b look what im finally doing (jk it’s been what 2 days)

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You’ve Got Mail - Chapter Four

Chapter Four - The  Ripples From a Drop of Rain

Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Original Character (Elle)

Words: 1190+ words

Warnings: None… well, a lot of fangirling and uncontrollable emotions.

A/N: And here’s Chapter Four! FOUR! This story has taken over most of my life. I hope you all will enjoy this chapter. Also, my favorite minor character has their FIRST appearance in this story.

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“Elle? There’s dinner!” could be heard in the distance. Elle’s mind was all over the place. What in the world was going on here?! It was freaking Harrison Osterfield that she had sent a email to. Alarm bells should have been going off as soon as she had read that note. It was right here in front of her. H. Osterfield. How stupid could she have been? A knock on the now-open door, caught Elle’s attention. “Hey? There’s dinner,” Julia said, a warm smile being formed by her lips. Elle pointed at her laptop, where the email from Harrison was still up.

“It’s freaking Harrison Osterfield! Spiderman’s freaking real life best friend” Elle exclaimed, “How?!” Julia just smiled to the perplexed brunette. An inner battle was happening in the 19-year-old cooking talent on whether to tell Elle about what exactly had been going on. After what seemed like an eternity, Julia asked:

“What about I just get you a plate in here?” Elle smiled thankfully to her roomie, before returning to look up into the loft of her room again. Julia left the room. Thoughts of uncertainty entered Elle’s train of thought. Could it really be Harrison? It could as easily be a fan, who changed their email to make it fit and throw people off. Taking a deep breath of determination, she sat up on the bed, rubbing her matte, green eyes, before getting her phone from the charger. A quick glance at the clock and some basic math, Elle figured that Harrison would definitely be in Milan by now. With what little courage, she had, she found her Instagram, searching for Harrison’s profile which she had been following for god only knows how long. She knew that he still had it so, that people following him, without him following back, could send him messages and she was now going to put that into good use. In her opinion, it was good use. She needed to know that this was really happening and not just a fan, messing with her.

In the matter of seconds, Elle had composed a rambling message to Harrison, asking him about the email and if it was really him. She knew that she would in no way be able to compose an answer straight away to his email, but she needed the confirmation. That she knew and was certain about.

In an attempt to get her mind of things, she had a tryptic phone call with Nate, who himself needed a break away from his advanced math exam revision. Though they were three years apart and different genders, they were still close and shared more secrets than most siblings. And right now, Elle needed her little brother’s wise and weird thoughts to get her mind off of everything relating to the emails and Harrison.

“So you wanna talk to me, but you don’t wanna talk about what or why?” It sounded tiredly from the phone. The poor guy had spent the last day with his head in the books and Alice by his side, trying to get him through the last of his Advanced Math notes to get ready for his Monday exam.

“Basically,” Elle admitted. They kept talking, Elle quickly stirring the conversation onto one of the other emails that she had gotten that day. “Aunt Kristine mailed me today also.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah. She wants us to visit soon. I’m sure that Mom told her about your gap year trip and… yeah, she wants you to stop by. Even get me to fly out too, so she and the rest of that gang can see us again and celebrate our birthdays for real, and not just by international post.” If Elle had to be honest, she had never been one for travelling by plane and the backpack trip of Europe that Nate was planning on doing, wasn’t appealing to her either. As the siblings’ conversation went on, Julia quietly came in with a plate of food, which Elle seemed to devour in no time. After the phone call to Nate was ended with a few messages to her from their parents, Elle finished her food, checked her social medias, only to not really find anything, and head towards bed. That reply was killing her. It had taken much out of her. More than she had expected. Way, way more.

jun. 15, 6:23 PM

ellemarie

Hi there! This is just to make sure that I’m not freaking out over nothing, but is your email by any chance h.o.1996@gmail.com and have you responded today to a mail from eleanorrichardson@hotmail.com ? If not, just don’t answer this and if you have and you’re the person that actually responded to that mail, thank you. You have absolutely no idea what that means for me

jun. 15, 9:14 PM

hazosterfield

Hi! Yes, that is my mail. Yes, that was me answering that mail. Well, I hope that my answer brought you a little happiness and I hope that all this hasn’t scared you off

jun. 15, 11:17 PM

hazosterfield

I’m lying if you freaking out isn’t scaring me a bit… Are you okay? I really hope you’re okay

jun. 16, 9:29 AM

ellemarie

‘morning! I’m okay! nothing a night’s beauty sleep can’t help.

Thank you! I still intend to answer your mail, but I might need a while to write it.

Read at 9:33 AM, by hazosterfield

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@HazOsterfield is now following you

“HODOR! Eleanor Marie Richardson, what in the world is going on?!” The distinctive Yorkshire accent of Georgie’s ran through the apartment as she determinately was now entering Elle’s sanctuary of the almost 21-year-old’s room.

“What?” Elle let out, knowing well what it’s was about.

“Harrison Freaking Osterfield is following you on BOTH Twitter and Instagram!” Georgie continued.

“Yeah!” Elle laughed. “Turns out, it was his email, I found between my notes. I have no idea as to how it was there.” Georgie knew, so did Julia, but Elle didn’t know that fact. Julia, who also had heard Georgie’s exclamation, were now standing beside the singer, somewhat fearing that Georgie would spill it all and Julia didn’t want that. Not yet and Julia’s sure that Harry had the same idea. Georgie was just about to say something, when she discovered the South West Londoner standing beside her.

“Maybe it’s just a happy coincidence,” Julia grinned, nervousness could easily be traced in her laugh. Elle, too taken with the moment, and Georgie, not wanting to ruin anything more, just laughed with the cook-in-training.

After Elle's phonecall Friday evening with Nate, their mum decided to pop by Saturday midday and stay overnight. Alice was a welcome breath of fresh air in the apartment and it helped Elle get her mind away from thoughts of Harrison.

Monday morning and early afternoon, Elle had spent at her university, getting the last few studies in before her exam the week after. She slowly started to wonder if Harrison would ever reply on her message back on Instagram, but quickly wrote it off as him giving her space to answer his mail.

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It's GETTING REALLY ANGSTY HERE, GUYS!!!

“ Do you ever think of me when you lie? Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies And I knew better than to look in your eyes They only pretend you would be mine And oh how you made me believe You had me caught in every web that you weaved But do you ever think of me when you lie? Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies “

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i kinda wanna write something angsty….

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You’ve Got Mail - Chapter Three

Chapter Three - The Reply

Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Original Character (Elle)

Words: 1500+ words

Warnings: None…

A/N: And here’s Chapter Three! It is the reply. Also, I promised to post two chapters this weekend, so this is me delivering on that promise. As I said in the last chapter’s A/N, I have changed the email, that Elle writes to.

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You’ve Got Mail - Chapter Three

Chapter Three - The Reply

Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Original Character (Elle)

Words: 1500+ words

Warnings: None…

A/N: And here’s Chapter Three! It is the reply. Also, I promised to post two chapters this weekend, so this is me delivering on that promise. As I said in the last chapter’s A/N, I have changed the email, that Elle writes to.

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To: Eleanor Richardson [eleanorrichardson@hotmail.com] From: Unknown [h.o.1996@gmail.com] Date: June 15, 2018; 13:35:23 GMT

Subject: Re: Post-it note of luck?

Hi there!

To answer your question in the subject line, only you can decide if it's a post-it note of luck. But I would like to hope that me answering this means that it is a post-it note of luck.

To be honest, I couldn't stop smiling while reading your email. Your friends and family sound absolutely lovely and I feel like you opened yourself up without even realizing it. Your rambling is more than okay, as it's who you are.

About you asking for recommendations for movies, I feel like a safe place to start is the Marvel movies. Have you seen them? If there are some actors in those that you like, maybe see their other projects.

I’m sure you’re probably wondering who I am and all. I’m also curious as to why my email address would be in between your notes and “other things that shall not be named”. Are you a Potterhead? Please be one! What house are you? I think I’m a Gryffindor.

But my own introduction. I have to say once again, your introduction was just amazing to read. Do you write yourself? Okay, I can’t draw this out any longer. I’m Harrison. I turn 22 soon. Actually on July 4th. Yeah, I share my birthday with freaking America. I’m born and raised in South West London and just this year I moved closer to the city with my best friend. To be honest, my best friend is like the brother I never had. I have the best sister, Charlotte, but because she’s some years younger than me, we have not really been friends more than siblings. How close exactly are you with your brother? But back to my best friend. His name is Tom and he’s an actor. I am too, but he’s WAY more accomplished than me. Been in movies that have been nominated for the big awards and all. I don’t wanna brag but, the guy’s got a freaking BAFTA. Like how??? Luckily, I don’t have to stare at it every day, as it’s at his parents’ house.

I can’t lie, his family is like my second family, so by becoming friends with him, I ended up gaining another mother and father, together with four brothers. (Tom included in those four. Rascals all of them, but as I said, they’re my brothers)

Me myself. Well, as I said before, I’m an actor too, but not on the same level as Tom. I have actually worked as his assistant on a few of his movies in the last couple of years, which has meant cameos and background characters in those movies too. When he returns to filming this July, I’m back as his assistant and to be honest, I’m actually really excited. I know that I want to go further with my acting in the future, but right now, I’m pretty content.

As I’m writing this reply, I’m actually packing for a weekend in Milan for the Fashion Week. I have been invited by some work stuff and since it’s Milan and it’s Italy, how could I say no? Also for the rest of June, I’m traveling back and forth to Italy and different locations as I’m doing some filming for a miniseries. Have you ever heard of Catch-22? Well, I’m gonna recommend it. It’s a good read 😉

Okay, I think I have now covered every point that you mentioned that I could write about.  I kinda also have to end this here, as my flight is soon starting to board. I hope that this can be the start of … something. I don’t really know, but I hope it will continue.

Smiles and all, Harrison

PS. Yes, Tom is Spiderman 😜

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Risk Or Reward (teaser)

paring ; Tom Holland x Female Original Character

au ; roommate! tom

words ; 321

summary ; Love. a simple feeling. a positively terrifying one at that. its a win or lose situation and well sometimes you’ve got to win some to lose some. Maybe thats why love is making her do all of this for one person in particular and it all comes down to whether she’ll risk it all for the reward that’s waiting for her at the end.

warning(s) ;  angst. sexual humour. parental smothering. smut. swearing. all the fluffy shit.

authors note ; watch no one read this because its not a reader insert.

i’m very unsure with how i wanted to write this, i had two alternative teasers to post, one with the character getting angry at tom, but i opted for the phone call with her mother because the tom thing will allow for more angst. The updates with this story should hopefully be out a lot quicker than sincerely, not yours as its a oc story and much more easier to write and allows for a lot more description.

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“…For once in your life can you just listen to me?!” Her voice projected throughout the apartment as the unbearable phone call from her mother drew near on almost four hours of pure torture all on the basis of her mother pent up rage and ramblings about how her daughter was doing nothing to make sense of her own life. Living in a cooped up two bedroom apartment with a roommate who is travelling around the world staring in multiple movies and is only ever home to pay rent.

Even when she’s almost ten miles away, her mother is still comparing her to everyone else around her. From the fact that her older sister had managed to appear on not one, but two different magazine covers and now the fact her roommate is probably the only famous person outside of spanish telenovelas that she knows.

“…Mum, I’m not doing this with you right now, it’s half past three in the morning I have to be up in two hours to get Tom from the airport” Her long sigh of defeat was merely music to her mother’s ears she had finally run the poor girl to the ground with a simple four hour phone call.

“…the least you can do is make a better name for yourself mija, you’re a good artists but most artists didn’t get where they are now by just wasting their time pinning over someone who’s far too high profile for them to acknowledge you as more than just a friend….the world is tough especially if you label yourself as young, struggling artist whos in love with her roommate”

“Enough mother, i don’t need your insensitivity right now, okay please..” Her voice scratching her throat as she pleaded with her mother to end the phone call for she didn’t know if she could take anymore of her mothers uncanny ability to always be right…especially right now.

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Pop. Six. Squish.

Tom Holland x Reader

When a sweet anon plants an idea in your head and it just…happens.

Listen to Cell Block Tango from Chicago while reading otherwise this will make 0 sense.

1.4 including lyrics, somehow?

Pop. Six. Squish. Uh uh. Cicero. Lipschitz.

You stood at the kitchen counter, your knee bumping against the cabinet as you dropped your hip in time with the music.

“Pop. Six. Squish. Uh uh. Cicero. Lipschitz.”

You mumbled under your breath as you moved around the kitchen making tea, your voice growing stronger as the beat kicked in.

“He had it coming, he had it coming, he only had himself to blame.” You set the kettle on the base, a little firmer than necessary.

“If you'da been there-” you flicked the switch.

“If you'da seen it -” you pulled the cupboard doors open.

“ - I betcha you would have done the same!”

Tom’s head whipped around as you slammed two mugs down onto the side.

“What was - oh, I see.” He laughed, watching you bob your head along to the song.

“You know how people have these little habits that get you down? Like Bernie.”

You yanked open the cutlery drawer, knives and forks clattering together.

“Bernie liked to chew gum. No, not chew -” you slammed the drawer closed “- pop.”

Nodding your head gently, you spoke the words along with the song as you put sugar into your mugs.

“So I came home this one day, and I’m really irritated,I’m looking for a little bit o’ sympathy. And there’s Bernie -”

You looked pointedly at Tom, “-lyin’ on the couch -”

He sat up straighter on the sofa.

“- drinkin’ a beer and chewin’.”

Turning back to the tea, you pulled the box of tea bags towards you.

“No, not chewin’ -” you dropped a bag into his mug, “-Poppin’.”

“So, I said to him, I said,” you turned around, looking him in the eye, “ ‘You pop that gum one more time.’ And he did.“

Sighing, you waltzed over to the fridge to take out the milk.

“So I took the shotgun off the wall and I fired two warning shots.” You pulled the bottle from the door. “Into his head.”

You slammed the door shut on the word ‘head’. Strutting back to the kettle, your hips swayed in time with the rhythm.

“He had it coming, he had it coming, he only had himself to blame.” Unscrewing the lid of the milk, you flicked your wrist as you elongated the ‘a’ in blame.

“If you’da been there - ” You threw the lid down, bouncing off the worktop.

“If you'da heard it -” Milk sloshing onto the side, you slammed the bottle down. “ - I betcha you would have done the same!”

Tom was suddenly very aware of how loud he was breathing, swallowing, just being.

The kettle clicked off just as the rhythm slowed. You poured hot water into each mug, popping your hip to the beat and mouthing the words.

I met Ezekiel Young from Salt Lake city about two years ago, and he told me he was single.

You took the teabags out, squeezing them against the side of the cup.

And we hit it off right away. So, we started living together. He’d go to work, he’d come home -

“I’d fix him a drink,” you looked at Tom over your shoulder again.

- we’d have dinner.

You dropped the teabags nonchalantly into the sink.

And then I found out - ‘single’ he told me,

“Single, my ass. Not only was he married, oh, no -” You turned around, shaking your head with his mug in your hand.

“- he had six wives. One of those Mormons, you know. So that night when he came home from work, I fixed him his drink as usual.”

You set his tea down on the coffee table in front of him,looking him in the eye and smiling sweetly.

“You know some guys just can’t hold their arsenic.”

Tom swallowed, trying to decide if he was terrified or massively turned on as he watched you strut back over to get your own drink.

He had it coming, he had it coming, he took a flower in its prime.

“And then he used it -” You set your mug down aggressively.

“- and he abused it,” Tom flinched as you threw a cushion onto the floor.

“It was a murder, but not a crime!” Dropping into an armchair, you picked your phone up from the table.

“Now, I’m standing in the kitchen,” you scrolled through your phone, mumbling the words under your breath. “Carvin’ up a chicken for dinner, minding my own business. In storms my husband Wilbur in a jealous rage.”

You pitched your voice up as you impersonated Wilbur, “ ‘you been screwin’ the milkman,’ he says. He was crazy, and he kept on screamin’, ‘you been screwin’ the milkman!’”

Your head jerked up, voice clear for the next line. “And then he ran into my knife.”

Eyes locking with Tom’s, you kept your voice casual. “He ran into my knife ten times.”

You turned back to your phone, singing along.

“If you'da been there, if you'da seen it, I betcha you would have done the same.”

Tom snorted as you hummed the next section, not knowing the words.

“I don’t speak Hungarian, okay.”

“Yeah, but did you do it?” his voice clashed with Renee Zellweger’s blasting through the speaker.

“Uh uh,” you shook your head dramatically, “not guilty!”

Crossing your legs, you tapped your foot to the slower beat, mumbling lyrics softly.

“My sister, Veronica and I had this double act, and my husband, Charlie, traveled round with us. Now, for the last number in our act, we did these 20 acrobatic tricks in a row. One, two, three, four, five, splits, spread eagles. Back flips, flip flops, one right after the other. So this one night before the show we are down at the Hotel Cicero, the three of us, boozin’, havin’ a few laughs. And we run out of ice, so I go out to get some. I come back, open the door, and there’s Veronica and Charlie, doing Number Seventeen -”

Snapping your legs open, you hitched your knee up over the arm of your chair. “-The Spread Eagle.”

“Well, I was in such a state of shock -” you looked Tom in the eyes again, voice innocent “- I completely blacked out, I can’t remember a thing. It wasn’t until later-” you lowered your leg, “when I was washing the blood off my hands, I even knew they were dead.”

You got up, face contorting as you all but shouted.

“They had it coming, they had it coming, they had it coming all along.”

Striding across the room, you shook your head, brow furrowing, “I didn’t do it, but if I’d done it, how could you tell me that I was wrong?”

You straddled him on the sofa, humming along.

They had it coming (they had it coming)

They had it coming (they had it coming)

They had it coming all along (they took a flower in its prime)

“I didn’t do it, but if I’d done it, how could you tell me that I was wrong?”

You pecked his lips on the word ‘wrong’, leaning back on your heels.

“I loved Al Lipschitz more than I can possibly say. He was a real artistic guy…” You wrapped your arms around his neck, lowering your voice as you leant forward.

“Sensitive…”

Your fingers played with the curls at the back of his neck as you smiled sweetly.

“A painter.”

You sat back on your heels again, sighing.

“But he was always trying to find himself. He’d go out every night looking for himself, and on the way, he found Ruth -” you cocked your head from side to side with each name “- Gladys, Rosemary and Irving.”

“I guess you could say we broke up because of artistic differences -” you sat back up on your knees.

“- he saw himself as alive -” you tensed your arms around his neck

“- and I saw him dead.” You gripped his shoulders on the last word, shaking him.

The dirty -

Tom tried to kiss you, but you couldn’t stop yourself.

“- bum, bum, bum, bum, bum.” Your lips bumped against his, noses rubbing together as you bopped along.

You kissed him in between each line, pulling back to mouth every other repetition.

They had it coming “ - they had it coming,”

They had it coming “- they had it coming,”

They had it coming “- all along.”

‘Cause if they used us “- 'cause if they used us,”

And they abused us “ - and they abused us, how could you tell us that we were wrong?”

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You’ve Got Mail - Chapter Two

Chapter Two - The Time In Between

Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Original Character (Elle)

Words: 1500+ words

Warnings: None… 

A/N: And here’s Chapter Two! I changed the email, that Elle wrote to for reasons, I don’t want to get into now. ALSO READ EVERYTHING IN THIS CHAPTER, AS THERE IS AN EASTER EGG FOR YOU BRITISH YOUTUBER FANS/LOVERS. The way that the easter egg is in this chapter and future ones, is inspired by how @kathscribbless have done so with certain characters in When A Heart Breaks. Again, this is in NO WAY related to the Tom Hanks / Meg Ryan blockbuster, “You’ve Got Mail”. It just has the same title as it seemed to fit.

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You’ve Got Mail - Chapter Two

Chapter Two - The Time In Between

Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Original Character (Elle)

Words: 1500+ words

Warnings: None… 

A/N: And here’s Chapter Two! I changed the email, that Elle wrote to for reasons, I don’t want to get into now. ALSO READ EVERYTHING IN THIS CHAPTER, AS THERE IS AN EASTER EGG FOR YOU BRITISH YOUTUBER FANS/LOVERS. The way that the easter egg is in this chapter and future ones, is inspired by how @kathscribbless have done so with certain characters in When A Heart Breaks. Again, this is in NO WAY related to the Tom Hanks / Meg Ryan blockbuster, “You’ve Got Mail”. It just has the same title as it seemed to fit.

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“Elle?” It sounded in the distance. “Elle? Don’t you have classes in two hours?”

Elle had easily fallen asleep after sending the long mail to that email address on the random post-it note. Now the familiar, tired Yorkshire accent from Georgie easily woke Elle up from her slumber. a small grew on Elle’s lips as her body returned to the land of the living.

“‘Morning!” She let out, trying to sound chipper, only it was her usual hoarse morning ‘grunts’, as Georgie and Julia had lovingly named it.

“Good morning, you!” Georgie drowsily handed her a warm cup of what Elle guessed was the tea that Julia always made before leaving or just returning from her classes or work. “So, classes, two hours?” Georgie tried again. A sniff let Elle know that she was right in her earlier assumption. She eagerly took a careful sip of the tea as she glanced at her timetable, which was plastered on the cork bulletin board that covered most of one wall in her room. Elle let out a laugh as she was moving the warm cup away from her lips.

“Georgie, it’s Friday!” Georgie looked as if heaven and earth were becoming one, making Elle almost start cackling. Elle has always had Fridays off, a lucky coincidence from the offices of her university when making her schedule. “Sweets, have you even slept yet?” While Elle was still giggling, undertones of concern were also present on her face. Georgie let out a groan.

“You just woke. And now, you’re all chipper. How?!”

“It’s a Richardson secret, miss Wright. Only Richardsons may know it.” Elle giggled again as she gently tried to guide Georgie out of her bedroom. Georgie didn’t need to know why exactly Elle was feeling chipper. She just hoped that she would get a reply soon if one at all. Once her night owl of a roommate had retreated from the room, Elle got herself ready for the day. After taking another, closer, look at the bulletin wall, Elle was reminded that she promised to meet up with a fellow aspiring writer, who was in London for the week, in a coffeehouse before Elle had booked a few afternoon hours in a rehearsal hall in the local gym for some de-stressing and creativity flow. Music and dance was Elle’s way to de-stress and the movements that she ended up making, often inspired her in her interior designs or editing work. A peek at the clock on her phone, told Elle, that she had about an hour before the meet up at the coffeehouse.

Exactly an hour later, Elle entered the agreed upon coffeehouse with her bag filled to the brim with her laptop, and many, many notes. The meeting didn’t take long and the other person was in a hurry, so Elle spend a good hour and 40 minutes until she had to go to the gym, on her laptop, finishing up projects, general cleanup of the desktop and several folders, and checking her emails. Elle almost felt excited as she opened up her email application on her laptop. Would the owner of the email have answered it yet? It didn’t take long for her to see that a reply hadn’t come. Yet, some optimists would say and Elle saw herself as an optimist, or she did at least at that moment. Drinking from the ordered cup of chai latte, Elle sat back in her seat, trying to imagine who the owner of the email would be. Letting her mind wander, she began to write down the story ideas that she got and let the time just disappear as she kept writing.

Of the couple of hours that she had spent in the rented rehearsal hall, Elle mostly focused on her usual workout routine and just letting loose to the music, she had to play through the hall. While there, she got a text from Julia.

Jules 👩🏻‍🍳

El, can we meet up at the store? 🙏🏻 Need help with groceries. Thanks 👍🏻

Elle🎨

Sure👌🏻I'm done at the gym anyway. It's the usual one right?

Jules👩🏻‍🍳

Yep👍🏻

I'm already here, but take your time!

“Hi Jules,” Elle grinned as she walked up behind her strawberry blonde friend, who looked like she was crawling into one of the freezers. Surprised, Julia jumped away from the freezer, almost falling over into Elle.

“Hey, you!” Julia replied, focusing again on the contents of the freezer. “How's your day been so far?” She continued asking as she finally decided on something in the freezer. Elle went on to tell her about her day.

“But yeah, Georgie thought I had classes today”

“It's Friday?” Julia giggled.

“Yeah and I told her that, only to get a groan in response.” They continued together through the store, every now and then putting something into the trolley that Julia had taken with her. Their conversation continued to flow as they through the store. As they came outside the store and was heading home, Elle couldn’t hold it back anymore. The excitement of waiting for the reply, while still trying to be realistic, was getting to Elle and she felt like she needs to share it with someone.

“So… I found a post-it note last night.” Elle hesitated, nervous about Julia's reaction. Julia, well. Julia whipped her head towards Elle as soon as she had uttered the word, post-it.

“Yes?” Julia said, trying to hold back giggles of excitement. Elle continued on to tell Julia about how she had found the note and decided to send an email to the email address on it as she didn't recognize it or the handwriting. As Elle kept talking, Julia was trying to calm herself down, to hide that she knew exactly what note and whose email it was that Elle was now talking about.

Slowly, their conversation changed to another topic and so they kept talking until they arrived at their home. With both Elle, Georgie, and Julia helping each other, the groceries were soon packed away. As Julia started to make dinner, Georgie and Elle went back into their rooms. As soon as they were both out of sight, Julia grabbed her phone.

JG👩🏻‍🍳

Phase 2: There has been contact. Target E is waiting for an answer from Target H👌🏻

anything to report, HH?

HH📸

Perfecto!!

haven't be in contact with Target H myself, so let’s see

Phase 2 is completed when Target H has made contact.

JG👩🏻‍🍳

Understood!😂😂

i’ll report back with more information as I get it.

HH📸

Perfecto!! 😂😂

As the door closed behind her, Elle took a deep breath and began to unpack her duffel bag with her laptop and dirty gym clothes. Thoughts about a possible reply resurfaced and as she didn't want to wait any longer, she turned on her laptop, which was in a slumber and therefore easier to start up and found her mails.

Inbox (4)

Without any hesitation, Elle clicked the button to her inbox.

JJ Foley foleyjules@gmail.com Re: Re: Re: Wording of the chap… 17:01

Nate Richardson nate00richard@hotmail.com Possible new destinations 16:49

Kristine Bak kabak@hotmail.com Re: Re: Will you and Nate vi... 15:44

Unknown h.o.1996@gmail.com Re: Post-it note of luck? 13:35

There! The fourth email! Elle let out a squeal, shutting her mouth as soon as she realized she had done it. It was answered. She clicked and ran out into the living area, not holding anything back.

“I got an answer!” A huge smile was wide across her face. Julia looked up from the pan, she was stirring in and threw her a smiling grin.

“Have you read it?” The question made Elle’s eye grow big and her eyebrows moved up high on her forehead.

“What’s happening?!” Georgie groaned as she stuck her face out the door to her bedroom.

“I got a reply!” Elle exclaimed, happiness all across her face, thinking that would explain everything to the unknowing Georgie.

“Well, go read it!” Both Georgie and Julia said. Georgie halfheartedly, Julia eagerly. A smile grew over Elle’s face, a small squeal left her lips as she turned around, going back to her room. Georgie sent Julia a confused look.

“What exactly is going on?” She asked the cook-in-training at the stove.

“Just a little ploy that’s working out perfectly. Should I expect Joe for dinner?” Julia beamed down into the pot, she was stirring in. She had hoped that distracting Georgie with her boyfriend’s name, that she wouldn’t focus on the first part of what, she had said.

“No, he’s… Conor’s taking him and Byron out for something to eat. What ploy?” Georgie was smarter than that, Julia had to realize. With a sigh, Julia explained the ploy and who exactly was involved.

“So you know Tom Holland? Spiderman Tom Holland?” Georgie was now sitting at the breakfast bar.

“I only know his younger twin brothers. But, I don't wanna talk about it now. Don't you have something to do before dinner?” Georgie rolled her eyes but got what Julia meant, so she got up from the breakfast bar and went back to her bedroom. Once again alone, Julia got her phone out.

JG👩🏻‍🍳

Phase 2 continued: There has been established contact. Our whole building now knows that there has been a reply... 😂😂

HH📸

Perfecto!! 😂😂

well JG we can now take a step back and let the targets be and let them figure things out.

JG👩🏻‍🍳

Sounds like a good idea!😂😂

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Well, Guess you guys are getting two chapters in the weekend!!!

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Waking Up in Vegas [T. H. Story]

Words: 1750+ words Pairing: Tom Holland x Original Character (Lily) A/N: Found this in between many of my drafts and thought ‘why not post it?’, so here we are! I will happily write more to this if you ask me to, but it will not have a specific update day. Also, this was written after I read a small series with somewhat the same plotline. I don’t remember what it was called exactly, but it what some thing along the lines of : ‘What happeneds in Vegas...’. I can’t remember the writer either. It was also a Tom Holland fanfic. Please Help me Find this one as their story was amazing and I want to recommend it to my followers.

She groaned. Someone had woken her by throwing up. The loudness of her groan surprised her, and her eyes went wide open. Her sight was like an unfocused camera and only after a few seconds had her sight completely returned and she could quickly determine that it was not her suite in the hotel. Slowly sitting up in the bed, she observed her surroundings. The sheets and bedding were a hectic, crumpled pile in the middle of the bed. The other side of the double bed looked like it just had been abandoned. A hand proved that the bedside was still warm. A definite sign of it having been used until a small while ago. The floor was filled different pieces of clothes, some intact, other… well, not so much. What had happened the night before? Why wasn’t she in her hotel room? Whose room was she in?

Her train of thought suddenly got interrupted by the clear and definite sound of someone throwing up again. She wasn’t in her room in her suite, that was now definite. With a quick headshake, she began to spot details, she slowly recognized. A certain bag leaning up against a wall window, a small yet very specific key change connected to an equally specific laptop cover, was some of the things, she could spot. What was Tom’s things doing in this room?

With a loud sigh, she took a bit of courage and projected out in the room. “Hello? Anyone here?” The question was quickly answered by the sound of throwing up.

“We’re in the bathroom!” A male voice called out, which both interrupted the previous sound from the bathroom and which she recognized. It was clear, that it was Harrison. Damn. That meant he had seen her in the bed. He must have.

“Oka-ay…” She let out nervously. Quickly looking around once again, she saw that what she was wearing last night, could not be worn again as it was ripped into two. The fact that it was Tom’s things in the room and that Harrison was in the bathroom, scared her immensely. This was two of her best friends. Well, better face the music then…

She grabbed one of the sheets from the bed and wrapped it around herself, covering the worst of herself. Slowly, she got up from the bed and went towards the bathroom and the continuous sound of throwing up. As she walked through the room, she couldn’t find her small bag, which never left her side. Weird.

Not thinking more of it, or the curiosity of what was happening in the bathroom overcame her and she slowly got close to the bathroom door. It wasn’t completely closed and therefore, she could overhear what was happening inside. It was whispers going back and forth between Harrison and who was most likely Tom.

“Does she hate me?” a small voice whispered. She couldn’t hear a response, so as curiosity grew more, she gently got inside the bathroom. Before her, was Tom almost cuddling the toilet and Harrison sitting beside him, comforting the hungover Holland. Both was in boxers and t-shirt and looked like they had just woken up.

“Hi?” She asked, not louder than a whisper. Harrison looked up at her, with complete surprise on his face. Soo… he hadn’t recognized me earlier.

With an elbow into the side of Tom, he also turned towards her.

“Lily?”

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Around 13 hours before

Going through her suitcase, Lily almost didn’t have time to check the view in the fancy Las Vegas hotel, she was staying in for the small holiday, she was having. In the other room of the suite, her best friend Nicole was unpacking her things. A smile spread on her lips as she watched the neon lights of the many casinos and hotels on the Strip still going strong even if it was midday. Music was filling the hotel suite. Nicole, ever the music enthusiast, had spent hours and hours making multiple playlists for this small holiday in Las Vegas, which had annoyed Lily a bit as this meant she had to do the chores in their shared apartment.

“LILY?!” Nicole yelled from the other room.

“Yeah?!” She yelled back, holding up a dress, she was thinking of wearing for the dinner tonight.

“Haz’s asking if we want lunch.” Lily stopped everything she was doing and almost sprinted across the suite. Nothing would ever, and should never, come between Lily and food. While Nicole handled the music, Lily was the foodie.

“Did you say food?” she asked nearly out of breath, making Nicole giggle.

“Yeah. Apparently, there’s this place that Tom really wants to go to.” Lily nodded excitingly.

“Tell him that his cousin is bringing the foodie around in less than five minutes. OK?!” Lily grinned towards her best friend. This trip had been talked about for about since they had all turned 18 and as all of them would turn 21 in 2017, plus the fact it was Harrison’s 21st on the fourth of July, it all made sense for the four of them. Nothing beats that and where else to celebrate those facts than in Las Vegas, Baby! They had probably not really thought it all through, it sounded like a crazy idea and, yet they had promised each other that they would do it. The fact that Tom had become Spiderman in between, hadn’t been completely planned, though it did secure them a quite better hotel and what seemed like a quite better experience. All this meant that in the middle of Tom’s many press tours, junkets and premieres of his film, the four friends were spending two nights in Vegas, enjoying being legal adults and celebrating Harrison’s birthday.

To think their little group had started when Nicole had introduced her best friend, Lily, to her cousin, Harrison, and his best friend, Tom, when they all hadn’t been more than 15-16 years old and now they were all 21 and tight-knit group, who only separated if school or work interrupted them.

It didn’t take long for both Lily and Nicole to find some representable clothes and go for the elevator to meet up with Tom and Harrison in the lobby. The rest of the day, evening and night was promised to be big and something to never forget. And boy, did it live up to its promises.

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“What happened?” Lily asked, looking at the two 21-year-olds sitting on the bathroom floor. “Tom? Harrison?” She looked towards them each as she mentioned their name. They looked at each other, having a silent conversation, before turning towards her.

“Lily…” Tom started, only to turn towards to the toilet once more and let more of the contents of his stomach out into the toilet. Looking away in what felt like shame and slight disgust, she turned towards Harrison, as waiting for an answer from him as Tom was obviously occupied with throwing up.

“Lily. Please.” Harrison started. With a sigh, he refocused and began to tell the story of what had happened the night before between Tom and Lily and had ended with Lily waking up in Tom’s suite to the sound of him throwing up. In their drunken states, all nervousness and concerns had disappeared from both and ended up with them kissing each other and not holding back from there or drinks. There had been talks about getting married, but with clever thinking from the cousins, that hadn’t become an issue. They had instead guided the drunken Tom and Lily back to their hotel, where they had been inseparable. Harrison and Nicole gave up in the end and let the couple into Tom’s suite. What had happened after that, was something Harrison didn’t know the answer to.

“Holy…” Lily exclaimed, not louder than a whisper. She was glad that they hadn’t ended up married, that would have been a whole lot of trouble for them and everyone they knew. Blushes was showing on her chin as she thought of kissing Tom. It would be a lie to deny that she has a crush on the 21-year-old Spiderman and it’s one that has been around for quite some time. As her train of thought continued to grow, she turned towards Tom. Seeing him beside the toilet, almost hugging it, she got down on her knees beside him, forgetting she’s only wrapped in a bedsheet. “You don’t… remember?” She asked quietly, knowing that it was a strong hangover that Tom was having. Connecting eyes with him, she got her answer. He did remember. He glanced towards Harrison, as if he didn’t want to say it in front of his best friend. Silence spread around the bathroom as the three young adults stared at each other. The silence was then interrupted by the song iconic for the Chicken Dance, which made all three of them burst out laughing. A nice relief from the tension which was brewing.

“It’s Nikki.” Harrison informed as he checked the caller on his phone. Lily nodded towards him as to say it was okay for him to take the call. He smiled nervously back and went outside the bathroom. Tom had gotten away from the toilet and was now leaning up against the bathtub. Not saying anything, she moved over beside him, leaning gently her head against him.

“I take it you don’t quite remember what happened last night.” He stated quietly. She shook her head, as she wrapped the sheet around herself to make sure she was covered.

“But I’m a bit glad we don’t have to deal with a drunken wedding.” She lightly giggled at the thought, making Tom grin too. “Could you imagine?” This time, it was Tom’s turn to shake his head in denial and laugh. Raising her head from his shoulder, Lily became serious again. “You remember what happened last night?” She asked quietly.

“Yes.” He confirmed. “Do you…?”

“Do I want to know? No. Do I need to know? I think so.” She glanced towards the ceiling and sighed. She was scared. She didn’t want anything to change between them, but she knew that he knew the events that quite possibly could change everything.

“I…” She interrupted him.

“Before, you start…” She sighed, turning towards him, so she was looking directly into his eyes. “This isn’t going to change anything between us?” She asked, feeling her body start to shake in nervousness. “Right?”

“I hope so.” He breathed out, as he leaned back against the bathtub. Gently taking her hand, he began telling the story of the night before, after the cousins had left them in Tom’s hotel suite. “… leaving us alone in our room. I think, we both threw caution into the wind and began to… you know.” He pointed towards the room, Lily had come from.

“So, you’re saying that we did sleep together and not just beside each other?” She asked, wanting her suspicions confirmed. Tom nodded, not looking at her. “WOW!” She let out almost in-audible. She didn’t look at him, just staring straight forwards into nothingness.

This was how Harrison found them after ending the call to Nicole and returning to the bathroom.

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