nineslover222

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^^^^character dynamic i need to do more with .EVERYONE SEES YOUR WORTH EXCEPT FOR YOU💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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hard time getting out of bed recently :p

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Stickers seen around NYC in the days after cops opened fire in the NYC subway, shooting a fellow officer, two bystanders, and an alleged "fair evader" they were attempting to apprehend.

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star people

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suffering from vaginismus: depressing, outdated, hurts self esteem

impenetrable: innovative. badass. funky. makes me feel like a transformer.

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don’t!!! fake!!!! your!!!! interests!!!! to!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

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source

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Theyfab gore art: trigger warninged pastel gore of a vampire with one drop of blood

T boy gore art: traced from a liveleak video

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headache

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“what are your dreams/goals?”

to live in my head with the tiny, mentally ill, whores that consume my mind all hours of the day and prevent me from experiencing real human interaction.

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They'll have to rip my daydreams from my cold dead hands before I stop living in them.

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i feel like maladaptive daydreaming is so fucking hard to cope with or manage because it just creates this never ending cycle of relapse where your heavy daydreaming takes a toll on your life so when you finally try to limit it you're so ashamed and disappointed by what your real life has become/what you done or haven't done that you just collapse and continue the bad habit that caused it in the first place. it becomes so engrained in your daily life and the way you think that you don't realize how much you rely on it until you try to stop. next thing you know, you're on the shower and you realize you can't go more than ten seconds without slipping away. the days go by so fast but in the moment, you're so desperate for any kind of escapism cause you're just not used to sitting in the real world. i have no identity. my entire mental state is dependent on it. how well i'm doing is entirely defined by the daydream ideas i can scrape up. i'll have a complete mental break and then the next day i manage to be whisped up in another dream, one that promises to stay, to be kind. to love me, and then the cycle starts all over again.

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c'mon prunsel you just can't say something like that

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:D

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the sexual tension ✩°｡⋆⸜💋✮

𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶