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The crisp morning air filled Ning Xue's lungs as he stood at the edge of a frozen cliff, the elf’s keen deep blue eyes surveying the sprawling expanse of snow-covered peaks below. The sun's rays glinted off the icicles hanging from the perfectly crafted beans of the palace. Ning Xue had always found solace in the solitude and serenity of the icy wilderness, far removed from the turmoil of the outside world.

As he turned to head back inside, a faint, unfamiliar noise reached her ears. It was distant yet unmistakable – the sound of footsteps crunching through the snow. The elf’s heart quickened ever so slightly whilst his hand reached for the sword attached to his hip, scanning the landscape, seeking for the source of the disturbance in her usually tranquil realm.

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Because the birdsong might be pretty, But it's not for you they sing,

And if you think my winter is too cold, You don't deserve my spring.

                                           CARRD || VERSES || CREDITS

independent & selective fandomless oc muse ft. dark themes, depression, & graphic descriptions. Loved and Cared For by Jasmine

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      “And what brings you here this late at night?” 

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🌙  *  ―     𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐒  (  prompts for the five senses. add [reversed] to reverse the action. feel free to change wording as needed & add details )

𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇.

[ 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 ] ― sender wraps a soft blanket around receiver’s shoulders [ 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐊 ] ― sender and receiver fall into bed together on silk sheets [ 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender pulls receiver’s hair ( gently / hard ) [ 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 ] ― sender strokes receiver’s hair [ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender brushes receiver’s hair [ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 ] ― sender paints a picture onto part of receiver’s body ( specify what & where ) [ 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender traces their fingertips over receiver’s body [ 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender traces a scar on receiver’s body [ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 ] ― sender reaches out to hold receiver’s hand [ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 ] ― sender worships receiver’s body

𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄.

[ 𝐔𝐍𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver something they’ve never tried before ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sour ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sweet ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender feeds receiver something spicy ( specify what ) [ 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender kisses receiver to taste the lingering flavour of what they ate or drank on their lips ( specify what ) [ 𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood [ 𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver soup when they’ve fallen ill [ 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊 ] ― sender makes receiver a cocktail to try [ 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender cooks receiver their favourite meal [ 𝐓𝐑𝐘 ] ―  sender gives receiver a taste of what they’re cooking / baking for their opinion

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.

[ 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 ] ― sender blindfolds receiver [ 𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver see each other again after a period of being apart [ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 ] ― sender notices something different about receiver ( injury / haircut / tattoo / piercing / etc ) [ 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender greets receiver in formal partywear ( feel free to add detail ) [ 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒 ] ― sender takes receiver to see lanterns in the sky [ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender and receiver lay under the stars to stargaze [ 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver lock eyes across the room [ 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender and receiver see a shadow move out the corner of their eye [ 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 ] ― sender and receive watch as something burns ( candles / a building / a campfire / etc ) [ 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender takes receiver to the aquarium to watch the sea life [ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐊 ] ― sender recognises receiver at a masquerade party

𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃.

[ 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 ] ― sender puts on the radio to listen to music with receiver [ 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 ] ― sender plays receiver their favourite song on an instrument ( specify what ) [ 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ] ― sender and receiver are in bed together while rain lashes against the windows / tent / etc [ 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender whispers something in receiver’s ear ( specify what ) [ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender asks receiver for a dance upon hearing a song [ 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐘 ] ― sender and receiver hear a sound when they should be alone ( footsteps / creaking floorboards / a scream / etc ) [ 𝐇𝐔𝐌 ] ― sender hums a lullaby to lull receiver to sleep [ 𝐌𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐃 ] ― sender comforts a temporally deaf receiver after a loud sound ( gunshot / explosion / etc ) [ 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 ] ― sender calms receiver down from a panic attack in a loud place [ 𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender and receiver hear a muffled sound from another room / outside ( music / people / creature / etc ) [ 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender hears receiver crying and approaches comfort them

𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋.

[ 𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐇 ] ― sender puts a scented bath bomb into receiver’s bath [ 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄 ] ― sender lights a scented candle for receiver [ 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender puts perfume / aftershave on receiver’s ( wrist / neck / cheek ) [ 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 ] ― sender inhales receiver’s scent [ 𝐂𝐎𝐎𝐊 ] ― sender is drawn to the kitchen by receiver’s cooking [ 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒 ] ― sender steals an item of receiver’s clothes because it smells like them [ 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender notices receiver smells of their shampoo / shower gel [ 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender gives receiver flowers [ 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender helps clean receiver after a long day / stressful situation [ 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐘 ] ― sender and receiver walk through the sewers to escape capture / avoid detection / chase someone [ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ] ― sender massages receiver with a scented oil

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     Xue was quick to gather the things he needed, a warm blanket and something for the woman to change into finding a old hanfu that once belonged to his mother so long ago- a memory not worth bringing up now. With one last look to ensure he had everything, the elf made his way back, head tilting ever so slightly as he peaked in- a quiet breathy chuckle escaping as Bingling was soaking up the others attention. 

     “She has taken a liking to you, that is rare for Bingling here” comments with a smile, setting the clothing to the side and coming over to the woman once more. “May I see the wound?” 

     Xue was taken aback at the sudden touch upon his features, he was not expecting it to say the least but didn’t dare pull away for it seemed to help comfort the other in some way- which was a good sign in his books. However, the elf couldn’t help but to sigh at the words the woman spoke, brows furrowing even deeper. Why did she truly think everything was going to be okay? There was no way to prove such things, for the universe often times throws many obstacles in the way and laughs at the suffering. He would know…

     “You can say such, but one cannot be ceartin hm? Here… I shall lay you down on the bed now and gather a few things, try not to fall asleep quite yet, okay?” 

     With this Xue slowly and ever so gently sets the woman down, a extra concerned Bingling hoping up and making herself comfy next to the other- watching. “I will be right back, okay? Bingling here will keep you company” 

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     Xue was taken aback at the sudden touch upon his features, he was not expecting it to say the least but didn’t dare pull away for it seemed to help comfort the other in some way- which was a good sign in his books. However, the elf couldn’t help but to sigh at the words the woman spoke, brows furrowing even deeper. Why did she truly think everything was going to be okay? There was no way to prove such things, for the universe often times throws many obstacles in the way and laughs at the suffering. He would know...

     “You can say such, but one cannot be ceartin hm? Here... I shall lay you down on the bed now and gather a few things, try not to fall asleep quite yet, okay?” 

     With this Xue slowly and ever so gently sets the woman down, a extra concerned Bingling hoping up and making herself comfy next to the other- watching. “I will be right back, okay? Bingling here will keep you company” 

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     Xue’s brow rose once again, hw many times was it now? He had lost track but even the elf knew less talking more hurrying to the spare room was in order- and much to what he thought would be the woman’s protest, in order for them to move more quickly he would have to carry her. 

     This was very much so a last minute decision and Xue hoped the other didn’t mind, or at least understood onto why he made such a move. With this in mind the elf was quick to scoop he woman up and into his arms, giving a gentle smile as he rushed to the destination. 

     “You can get mad at me for this once you are better hm? Try to keep your eyes opened for me” 

     There’s a small, surprised sound as her world shifts sideways. She looks up at Ning Xue, something twisting in her chest at his smile. In her hazy mind, it’s simple to reach up and lay a bloodied hand on his face, though she lacks the coordination to trace his lips, searching for meaning in that smile.

     Shifting her gaze slightly reveals his ears. Seeing the pointed tips sends a wave of relief, though she doesn’t remember why she was afraid. Or why he seems to be rushing. She’s fine. Now that she’s safe, all she needs is rest.

     “I’m… I’ll be okay now,” she mumbles, hand sliding down to rest on her stomach.

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Frost Blue (( I’m sorry xD this is funny to me lol ))

                                        Colourful Headcanons || Accepting 

frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more? 

I mean he IS a snow (frost) elf, so our Ning Xue very much enjoys the snow and cold much more. It’s a familiar and comforting feeling for him, even though there are times he wishes to actually fully enjoy the sun’s warmth without feeling like he is melting away. 

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     Xue’s brow rose once again, hw many times was it now? He had lost track but even the elf knew less talking more hurrying to the spare room was in order- and much to what he thought would be the woman’s protest, in order for them to move more quickly he would have to carry her. 

     This was very much so a last minute decision and Xue hoped the other didn’t mind, or at least understood onto why he made such a move. With this in mind the elf was quick to scoop he woman up and into his arms, giving a gentle smile as he rushed to the destination. 

     “You can get mad at me for this once you are better hm? Try to keep your eyes opened for me” 

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     “There’s nothing pretty about it, this place.. it is not as beautiful as it was before, it’s merely a shell these days. Though, I do hope it’s enough to keep you comfortable until you are healed fully” 

     There was indeed a long story behind the meaning of his words, however only one person in his lifetime has ever come to know it- for his past, origins was something the elf spoke nothing of. However, all these thoughts were soon pushed aside for now as they finally entered through the doors- only to be greeted by a very curious snow fox, causing Xue to hum softly. 

     “And this little one here is Bingling” 

     She smiles at Bingling, making a vague petting motion in its direction.

     “So small…” The little figure blurs as her knees buckle beneath her. She grasps tighter at Ning Xue, fighting to stay awake.

     “S-Sorry… I don’t… Just tired…” She manages to mumble, trying to keep her feet under her.

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Raoul Pascal

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colorful headcanons.

( send me a copic color for a headcanon )

frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more?

peacock blue: is your muse honest? what sorts of lies do they tell, if not?

lapis lazuli: does your muse prefer the idea of exploring the depths of the oceans, or the boundless expanses of space more?

reddish brass: how likely is your muse to step up and take the role of a leader? are they willing to take the challenge, or are they more apt to being a follower?

burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?

champagne: does your muse drink (alcohol)? are they a heavy drinker, if so?

tea orange: what is something that your muse is fascinated with?

malachite: has your muse ever done anything that they winded up feeling incredibly guilty for in the end?

olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over?

vermillion: is your muse courageous, or would they consider themselves to be more of a coward?

coral: what is your muse's romantic and sexual orientations?

bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?

currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?

crimson: how passionate is your muse about the things they love most?

raspberry: what food and/or drink can your muse not get enough of? do they indulge in it often, or is it something reserved for special occasions?

baby blossoms: does your muse have a favorite scent? what is it, and why?

mallow: what sorts of things might remind your muse of those close to them? any scents, objects, sounds?

aubergine: does your muse prefer the day, or are they more of a night-owl?

acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?

cadmium yellow: what subjects or topics does your muse avoid, because they bring up harmful / painful memories?

honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?

chartreuse: if you had to describe your muse with a color, what color would it be and why?

anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don't deserve it?

new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?

moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they're thrust into?

silk: does your muse care about appearances much? do they spend a lot of time on their own appearance, or do they just go with the flow each day?

sanguine: does your muse typically have an optimistic, pessimistic, or some middle ground outlook on life?

atoll: if your muse could go anywhere, without any restrictions whatsoever, where would they go? why would they go there?

cool grey: if your muse could ensure one thing for certain in their future to come, what would it be?

black: does your muse have a 'bucket list?' list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.

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♢      —         𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃

trigger warnings for: general angst, general negative behaviors, death and dying. feel free to change phrasing / pronouns to fit scenarios better.

❝ I’m sorry if it upsets you, but I’m going to marry her. ❞

❝ Whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is No! ❞

❝ If you do this, you will be dead to me. ❞

❝ Go to hell . ❞

❝ I hope that what I’ve said hasn’t hurt you too much. ❞

❝ If you leave now, you get nothing. ❞

❝ She doesn’t understand you like I do. ❞

❝ I wish we never met. ❞

❝ Did I make you proud? Did I ever make you proud? ❞

❝ This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us. ❞

❝ Get away from me! ❞

❝ Go. Just… go. ❞

❝ This is my fault. ❞

❝ You promised! You promised you’d stay! ❞

❝ Everyone leaves in the end. They come, and they go. They all go… ❞

❝ I’m not just going to stand by while you destroy everything. ❞

❝ I’m giving up. ❞

❝ I can’t lose you again! ❞

❝ If one of us has to live, I’d rather it was you. ❞

❝ I’ve been lying to you. ❞

❝ Stop acting like you’re happy. I know you’re not. ❞

❝ I’ve moved on. ❞

❝ You don’t understand. ❞

❝ Shut up. I don’t want to hear another word from your mouth. ❞

❝ I never want to see you again! ❞

❝ Don’t touch me! ❞

❝ I’ve never loved you. ❞

❝ I think we should break up. ❞

❝ I’m still in love with you. ❞

❝ I’m a byproduct of a broken promise. ❞

❝ What did you do? ❞

❝ I needed you, and you didn’t care. ❞

❝ We just weren’t meant to be and that was the only problem. ❞  

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Frozen, Piatra Craiului [15.01.22] n

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     “There’s nothing pretty about it, this place.. it is not as beautiful as it was before, it’s merely a shell these days. Though, I do hope it’s enough to keep you comfortable until you are healed fully” 

     There was indeed a long story behind the meaning of his words, however only one person in his lifetime has ever come to know it- for his past, origins was something the elf spoke nothing of. However, all these thoughts were soon pushed aside for now as they finally entered through the doors- only to be greeted by a very curious snow fox, causing Xue to hum softly. 

     “And this little one here is Bingling” 

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     Xue grew much more concerned as the woman spoke again, claimed that she could not even remember her name. Was there perhaps more to this story? A previous injury to cause such a fog, or merely the woman was being overly cautious- he was a stranger after all, one that keeps to himself deep in the mountains in solitude.. just him and his familiar. 

     “Yes, Xue as in snow.. fitting name I say, for I do dwell and live within the ice and snow” he lets a soft laugh fall, shakes his head then continues to walk as his home finally came to sight. “Not much longer, see my home is a mere few minutes away” 

She lets out an amused huff, bare feet crunching in the snow. Normally, she wouldn’t feel the freezing cold on her skin, but with her energy nearly depleted…

She manages to raise her head to see the home Ning Xue speaks of. “P-Pretty,” she manages to say as she starts to tremble.