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[nithica]

@angstigone

Hi good morning can we talk about Gris Rubion for a minute.

[nithica]

“don’t come any closer.”

“hm? not even a little bit?”

“no. not even a little bit.”

“oh? so you won’t even look towards me? my my . . such vexation.”

“don’t act so surprised. you know you deserve it.”

“ah is that so? then i suppose i’m not allowed to hold you either? like this?”

“no, you can’t.”

“a pity. though it seems like i already am. and i must admit you look quite delectable making such a face. i wonder, will it anger you further — if i do this?”

“jade. don’t you dare—”

seafoam 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

little thing i ended up making…. i’m not an artist by any means but something about jade fills me with so much love that i have to let it out somewhere or else i might combust ( ՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞ ) oh no it seems like i love him dearly ;u; . . ( fork found in the kitchen ! )

[nithica]

✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

[nithica]

anyway it was nice seeing you all ….!!! goodnight for me now

[nithica]

wini <3

just know I could treat you better than that Man. (Plural)

Hehe I love you <3

[nithica]

sometimes I pull into dialect in my own house and I just go ‘???’ bc I’m not even from here znxhsjxndhd

[nithica]

I was so happy that you liked the Dino questions bc I think you can tell a lot about a person based on their favorites /hj

and and and what do mine say about me. asking for a friend…

[nithica]

rb with whether people assume you’re older or younger than your actual age

[nithica]

you is kind. you is beautiful. you is loved. mwah *touches u*

Logging in and seeing this… kkami did you know that I adore you and I feel so lucky to have you as a friend thank youuuu 😭

[nithica]

the anon button is for confessing your love to me OR claiming sanctuary like in a church

[nithica]

blog goals: making someone feel a little less sad

[nithica]

i think we all just need to hear i love you’s and i miss you’s without needing to ask for it. whether it’s romantically or platonically.

[nithica]

SKEEBIES

heloo!! so i thought of doing something different.. and here we are!!introducing YCH SKEEBIES. feel free to dm for more queries and booking a slot !!

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[nithica]

o oh pixel my type ..:. I made a summer and winter nini

tagging: @sugurouge @angstigone @akifordessert @eliza-and-her-monsters @softstarsabove + uhhh anyone who feels like doing it i’m a little dead 🫩

picrew tag from @ryzheling thank u bb this one was so cute waaahhhh!!

every day lex + kitty ver lex ₍^. .^₎⟆

picrew link

no presh tags!! @haruwuchiyoo @yukimiyum @cheralith @mosskissed @peachsukii @mihyasnorthstar + anyone that wants to do it ofc!!

[nithica]

𖤝 𝐊𝐄𝐈𝐖𝐈𝐍 { K e i U z u k i }

𓋹 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬: toxic relationship ⟡ power imbalance ⟡ boss x subordinate

𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐒:

𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐒𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒:

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒:

deathwish by akiaura ⟡ nail polish by holywatr

fall into by ally nicholas ⟡ riptide by south arcade

death of me / will you love me when i'm dead by amira elfekey

[nithica]

I missed everyone omg 🥺 (<- has been catching me up with friend shdxndjsj)

[nithica]

I may have picked up a new stray man on the way back