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i actually love yuri from a mental illness perspective sorry

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Your a little bit to much like me.

Ink sans belongs to: comyet

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“you’re so self aware”

thanks it’s ruining my life

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I don’t wanna live but I also don’t want to die. All I wanna do is self destruct and make myself suffer , but I also want to find comfort and joy in this life.

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trying my best to be happy but bpd feels like im fighting my own brain everyday :(

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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I hate you _____ I hope you fucking rot in hell

I hope I never have to see you again

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/vent (kind of?)

bpd culture is HOW DID YOU MOVE ON SO QUICKLY DID I ACTUALLY MEAN NOTHING TO YOU DID YOU ALREADY HAVE A REPLACEMENT FOR ME BEFORE WE WENT SEPARATE WAYS DID I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU

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bpd culture is wondering why you feel like shit when you have feelslikeshit disorder

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“Still, there is this terrible desire to be loved.

Still, there is this horror at being left behind.”

- Michael Cunningham, The Hours

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I don’t think you would ever understand

The way my heart has skipped for you.

I never knew love was so fragile.

That it could be torn in half so fast.

And it was only because one loved as hard as they possibly could,

While the other struggled to love harder.

I press and i tried,

Until the very end, I loved.

But now, i have to witness that love

Become undone.

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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BPD culture is fighting a losing battle against your disorder every single day.

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bpd culture is these fuckers are lucky I've learned immense self-control

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YES. As Ink I remember being with Cross in my canon. The fandom either loves that ship, or deems it toxic.

shoutout to kins and fictives who have memories of relationships their source fandoms deem toxic but you have memories of being healthy/semi healthy, we are gods strongest soldiers 🫶

- a scaramouche/wanderer with memories of dating pierro and dottore (genshin)

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