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Other people are loved and chosen and being taken care of even without them doing anything at all because theyre conventionally beautiful because they have loving parents and family, they have good education bc theyre in an environment where they can fluorish. They have home theyre comfortable into. My intelligence is all i have but im losing the energy to study now bc i keep on being hurt feeling hurt trying to survive. If I become useless and inadequate esp in this thing i think i only have, im gonna be so utterly alone and unloved and unchosen. I am so tired and in pain. God would even throw me in the pit of fire when i become useless to Him. When I become an utter failure. I dont know what to do anymore.

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— Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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Virginia Woolf, from her novel titled "The Waves," originally published in 1931

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Sylvia Plath, aged 25, from "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath" (dated July 19, 1958)

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Im hungry. But idk what to eat and i dont have the energy to stand up.

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Im hideous perhaps i deserve to perish.

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Im sorry. Im so sorry.

If only you knew what love is, you’d see it in everything I do.

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reblog if you’re the worst

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whats it like to lock your fingers with someone you love

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Good.

Isolation is not safety, it is death. If no one knows you're alive, you aren't.

Neil Hilborn

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Putangina ayoko na tama na naman

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i never realized healing would be more painful than being broken.