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yea

I‘m over him

That’s it

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Went to math class again today

WE HAVE THE SAME KEYCHAIN

AHHHHH *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(≧∀≦)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

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Math was great with him again

Sitting opposite to him <3

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HE'LL EVEN BE MY MATH TEACH NEXT YEAR AND NOT ONLY THIS YEAR

AHHHHHH

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HE'S MY MATH TEACHER THIS YEAR

☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

Also, I really like my new class

They are all amazing people <3

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I love his eyes, his hair

Those beautiful blue eyes

His gorgeous blond hair

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Only one week until the next school year will start.

Only one week until I will see him.

I can’t wait to see T .

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It’s so hard loving a man who probably couldn’t care less about you.

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Z said that he wished every student of his was like me (*´ω｀*)

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Only 3 days until I see him (*´∇｀*)

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Seeing Z next week

☆*o(≧▽≦)o*☆

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Funny,

how Z once joked with me and another boy that he’d kiss me. But since I’m a girl and his student, his boss wouldn’t like it.

Then that since the other was a boy, that no one would care.

Oh please what does that matter.

But I….

I…

…

I wouldn’t mind being kissed by him.

My, how shameful of me

Him, being a retired tech, helping kids who need extra classes

I should be ashamed of myself.

But if he was younger…

or I older…

would he be in a relationship with me?

I’d love to, I’d take him even now.

I know that he wants kids.

He doesn’t have any.

He isn’t married.

But he has a gf.

She has kids.

He is a kind man.

I’m happy for her. I’m happy that her kids have a father figure again. I wish them only the best.

But I must say that I was shocked to hear him have a girlfriend.

They met at a wedding.

Ha, how funny

He’s too old for me, but isn’t age just a number ?

No

But..

What if…

What if….

What if…..

Oh how I wish to have been born earlier.

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I can still remember him complementing my shirt

Ahhhhhhh (*≧∀≦*)

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Will they miss me?

Z once said that he would

In a jokingly manner

But I know that he keeps in touch with some of his old students.

Perhaps it will be the same for me?

I hope so.

I really want to keep in touch with him.

I miss him already even thinking about it.

But there will be 2 more years.

Only 2…

two…

…

I don’t want this.

I will miss his horrible but sometimes funny jokes

I will miss to annoy him.

I will miss him teasing me.

I will miss the way I’d get irritated because of him.

I will miss telling him about my worries and thoughts.

I will miss how he would just give me the harsh reality.

I will miss his kindness, the quirky side of him.

I will miss him poking me.

I will miss sitting next to him.

I will miss his voice.

I will miss him cheering me up when I was down.

I will miss everything.

But alas it is inevitable.

There will be a time where I will have to say goodbye.

He will eventually grow too old for tutoring me when I’m studying at a university.

Now then, I shouldn’t ponder too much about the future.

I should enjoy the time left with him to the fullest.

Ah, I almost forgot

We will eat Pizza soon,

Since I solved a certain problem once

There will be other students there too

Only 2 more weeks…

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And T,

I don’t think so.

Not at the moment.

Due to the bad blood between my class and him it has been quite hard.

( for him as for the class)

But after that one talk which we had, he was way more open.

I got to see the kind side of him again.

And not the “I’m an a**hole to this class” side.

I hope to get him in my advanced course next year.

I will miss him.

I will miss his absurd looking shirts.

I will miss his good looking shirts 👔.

I will miss his snarky comments towards my class.

I will miss him roasting my classmates.

I will miss his kind and understanding side.

I will miss being one of the only ones whom he praises.

(Wait did he even praise the others ?? I know that the praised me and my desk mate, the one siting in front of my desk mate… huh that’s pretty much it)

I will miss his beautiful blue eyes.

I will miss this blond hair.

I will miss the funny noises of his shoes 👞.

I will miss his horrible jokes as much as his good ones.

(thanks Z your humor rubbed off on me)

I will miss being in his class.

I don’t want anyone else to teach me math in school.

I will miss him randomly picking me during lessons.

I will miss everything.

But unless I repeat a year and only one

(since more isn’t allowed from 10th grade and onward),

I won’t see him again.

If I’d become teacher then maybe.

But being a teacher is only my plan B.

Our school has reunions as well.

There will still be more lessons to come in the following 2 years.

Maybe I’ll see him in astronomy class when he has to substitute my astronomy teacher.

I wish he had become the tutor for my class,

But O should be fine too.

I heard that she can be quite funny.

And from my own experience, yes.

Let’s see what the future holds.

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I will miss them

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Their hands… so much bigger than mine.

T’s hands…

The one time he shook my hand.

It was amazing.

Such a fleeting moment.

What I’d not do to experience that again.

Z… oh you old man.

I can still remember him comparing our hands once.

Expressing his surprise about the difference.

The time he touched my hand.

I love sitting close to him.