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March 21, 2020

Hello,

 I'm a 17-year old that is enrolled in high school and have a pretty interesting life that is forever changing, by that I mean I get up in the morning thinking what's the reason why I should get up and do something other than just sleeping and waiting for time to pass by so I can pass away. The fact that I ponder on that for a good hour every morning is not healthy for me anywho I often get up and get dressed so I can go and say good morning to my mother before she goes to work which isn't that pleasant for her, since both my parents work in the food business I don't get to see them that often especially my father who I get to see 4 hours a day, at my age of 17 it doesn't bother me that I don't get to see them so often through the day but after my mom packs up everything she needs to go to work and gives a kiss goodbye on the cheek I go into my room and play video games or work on photos .... oh I forgot to mention I'm also an aspiring photographer who just started but yet loves taking pictures of people, so I usually spend a lot of my time on working which takes up most of my time during the day. I currently am hoping on starting a relationship whit a girl who gets my interest shes a shy girl who is on the varsity soccer team at my high school, I like to believe that the reason I'm so interested in her is that up to now which is march 21 I've known her for 3 weeks and 1 day and in that time she's gone from not being able to talk to me and having no interest in me to her opening up to me and showing me a side of her that most people don't usually get to see, and that pulled me in even more to her and wanting to get to know her even more, but the fact is that me and her are friends and these feelings I have for the shy soccer girl might not be the same towards me which strikes something in me if I as a 17-year-old boy should keep investing time into her not knowing if she might like me or not but anywho the end of the day ill like to say that she makes me smile when I talk to her but not the type of smile where your happy more like a smile where you curious to know how this person could have come into your life and how you can make them just as happy as you are when you talk to them. thank you for reading my thoughts until next time 

bye.