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Senses Fail’s Buddy Nielsen opens up about sexual orientation, addiction, more | November 6, 2014

Buddy Talking About Homosexuality / Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan

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it’s fucking crazy that adamjohn is really That Girl™️ of rpf ships.

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are the two twinks from those boy bands fucking, gay but separate, or are they just playing to the fujoshi crowd? this is a serious question

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watching It Chapter 1 & 2 for the first time in 2025 makes me feel like a stupid fucking asshole.

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i think i have dry socket (i got my wisdom teeth out a week ago) and the pain is slowly making me insane. this feels really important atm.

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hiiiii mari do u know my friend skrillex

this immediately brought me back to my first time hearing a skrillex song.

at the back of my middle school class, when we were supposed to be writing our essays on old school gigantic computers, and instead being shown scary monsters and nice sprites through tinny shitty speakers by another preteen boy.

(-anyway hiiiiii yes i know your friend mr skrillex)

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BEST FRIENDS MEANS YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE

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coffee & ink

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i will not hate on mary sues. hating on mary sues is the mind killer. fun and whimsy forever. never let creativity die. reclaim power through fiction. i will kill the part of me that cringes. amen

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me, optimistic and unbothered: i’ll listen to some of the songs on my john / adam playlist while i’m walking around so i can make it better! great idea, me!

me, trying not to throw up in a watch store in ginza from all my feelings after listening to the same turnover song fifteen times:

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fujoing out is the only way we're gonna get through any of this btw. its all we have left

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i wish i had more people to talk about adamjohn with.

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I miss you on twitter

thank you 🥹

i felt too bad about the way twitter was being handled to keep using it, but i do miss all my friends so fucking bad. : ( i think about going back sometimes, but right now i’m just using bluesky and tumblr!! which is fun in its own right. because both these accounts are smaller than my twitter i just get to post and say whatever i want and no one is ever mean to me!!! yippee!!!!

(it also means i’m mostly talking to myself but idc idc the freedom of sexualizing those old men without them popping up in my notifications is worth it) ((i yapped way more than i needed to in response to this but i am very lonely LMAO))

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i do not particularly care for taylor swift. her music is fine, probably very good! (i only know some of her singles) i know incredibly little about her as a person. people have tried to get me into her music and i just never really got it. i used to REALLY dislike her as a preteen but i think that was half-baby-hipster-anti-pop and half misogyny, so years ago i decided i do not dislike her. she just isn’t particularly for me, which is fine!

but i got shown a gaylor tinhatting post on twitter and read it because i was fascinated. and read more. and read them on tumblr. and now the algorithm recommends them to me all the time. i do not know enough to have beliefs on the matter but i just find it interesting and i find the care and tinhattery people put into it kind of beautiful. like. good for them.

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what i’m reading? well, that’s between me and god. the person who wrote this fanfic deleted their livejournal more than a decade ago.